August 22nd, 2005

me

ugh!

Why am i so confused when it comes to you?
I think i want you but then i realize...i may not

But in the end i know you're what i need
You're kind, you're sweet, you're funny, you're just right for me
Should we go through this again?
Am I stopping it before all hell breaks loose?

But I love you...
I really do and to not be with you is not a choice
Or is it?
See, I keep second thinking myself which is a great flaw of mine
What am I to do?
I don't want to hurt you again, no, no, no..
But now I feel I'll hurt you either way
If I am with you or if I'm not with you

Why is this so hard?