me

sweet

im happy again
for the most part
maybe i'll keep my journal
but i mean...
i havent been paying much attention to my communites
and i know people are gonna be mad at me
because im a mod at one of em
me

mkay

i think i may delete my journzl
i don't really pay attention to it anymore
and neither does anyone else
payce
me

ugh!

Why am i so confused when it comes to you?
I think i want you but then i realize...i may not

But in the end i know you're what i need
You're kind, you're sweet, you're funny, you're just right for me
Should we go through this again?
Am I stopping it before all hell breaks loose?

But I love you...
I really do and to not be with you is not a choice
Or is it?
See, I keep second thinking myself which is a great flaw of mine
What am I to do?
I don't want to hurt you again, no, no, no..
But now I feel I'll hurt you either way
If I am with you or if I'm not with you

Why is this so hard?
me

WTF!?!?!?

What the fuck....
What the fuck...
What the fuck..


HE yells and screams, but HE doesn't know what HE'S talking about
HE can hit and bash me all HE wants but HE'LL never break me
HE accuses and misunderstands all the time but never learns
HE says HE'S sorry but I know HE'S not

HE....
HE...
HE..


IS A FUCKING ASSHOLE!