I NEED A JOB!!!!..seriously. someone needs to advise me where, cause i need one really bad.
anyways. i want a new username for LJ, yes i'm copying several people *kristi & em* lol, but i'm sick of "volta" freaking like 8 underscores, it gets annoying what was i thinking.. and i don't even listen to the mars volta anymore anways.
so someone give me an idea. i have no idea.
oh SUMMER SCHOOL sucks so bad. i want to shoot myself. i'm going to advise my sister to not mess around w/ gym and just change when she needs to cause the work we need to do now is incredible..it doens't feel like gym, but rather boot camp. wtf no one does this much work in one day but just wait till u see me i'll be so fit w/ a 6 pack lol yes!!
also; i miss a*crewnit. let's get together soon, k? k. love u guys<3
So i'm really bored & im going to recap my whole weekend:
friday came into school ready to take my italian final & found out everyone took it 2 days before when i left school, so i got to sit in a class alone & take it by myself then my girl showed up!! so she watched me finish it and after i did (15 questions...ya) we had fun. ;)
then us history, ugh you can never tell. i was one of the last too finish so watch me be one of the only ones to fail it. this sucks. i didnt really study, just reviewed a bit. & i handed in all my missing work from chem which i owed so i could pass his class with no less then a C. im bad
friday night grace & paul called they were knocking at my window lol, but i couldnt go out, im grounded even at night ..... lol saturday slept & watched harry potter. sunday did the same except my mom made me study for geo. which i didnt really, just made notecards so i wont hopefully completely fail it. im probably taking it in summer school. why bother now.
& today now i can rest and tan outside cause it looks nice out yay!
so yes! school is almost over, omg im so excited. i have my chem final tomorow, im finishing up my 4- 250 word essays for it, then beach on thursday! to relax and relieve stress--- that i really need. friday- italian final, woof, piece of cake. and no school monday, then tuesday american lit & geo.
so the sched. is not too bad, after im done w/ that then im ready to enjoy a long summer w/o having to worry about seeing annoying people everyday. :) good news for me.
*oh and people are so confusing sometimes, geez!* :\
yes! entry number 2 in less than a week 8-) anyways. last night grace showed up and ended up sleeping over. we watched pirates of the carribean, and fell asleep. she wouldn't let me have the ac on though, what a slice in the face. ;) soo. back to school after a 4-day weekend of doing absolutely nothing hehe. and, yah i'm so tired of it. we have exactly 4 weeks of it left. geez, just end already!! anyways, went to get my lifegaurding papers today; if i pass and all, ill be starting in early july..nice :) and ill be working with really cool people. so i played tennis with paul & grace & dan today. oh yeah, the cool kids are so good<3 hehe and it was fgun. i tihnk i might be doing that alot this summer it's good excercise. and i need alot of that, mhmm. okay, i'm out to go do some homework & stuff. <3<3
this weekend, was of course like i said it would be. POINTLESS. i feel like such a bum. i laid around all day, did not go out one night, i've become such a loserrr and so anti-social it's sad. i don't know what's wrong with me. going out doesn't even seem fun anymore. oh well. grace lived here for the weekend. we haven't done anything, except eat and be fat asses. what's new with that. school is out soon!!! and my birthday is this week! on friday :) 17 baby. idk, i'm excited than anyone has ever been turning 17, i think it's cool. hehe. and my sister told me what mah mama got me & yay now i'm excited! anyways, i want a car. i'm getting my license this summer, & i'm actually happy for that. umm. friday i have to go to my friends party it's for her birthday too, so i'll stop by to be nice; even though it's MY birthday & it should be all about me, after that who knows for the rest of the night. that saturday i have SAT's. i'm sooooo nervous. like incredibily nervous. i took SAT classes and i'm just so afriad they're not even going to help. i think what scares me the most, is that I might actually do terrible even with the classes i took. and my SAT score right now is the only ticket i have out of new britain. if i'm stuck here for another 4 years, i don't know what i'd do with myself. no offense to anyone staying here, I'm just tired of nb. there's probably no hope for me thought anyways. egh. anyways, SAT's just make me realize we're going to be seniors next year, and then college. and it's all gonna be so crazy. but crazy in a good way, it's making me excited and sad at the same time. anyways, all i should be thinking about right now is SUMMER '05! hehe. cannot wait.<3
today was national skip day; absolutely no one in school except me!! lol went to 3 classes, not mine, & then home. i watched a movie & slept. um maybe i'll go to the greek festival with lina tonight, but i'm not sure. so i'll fill you in on how exciting my weekened will probably not be.
Ya i'm gonna start writing more. So today was first cane-ette day of tryouts lol, um yeah it's hard. im so bad at dancing but all my girlies are in it, and i feel left out lol but don't get me wrong this is def something i want to do. hopefully i'll do okay during tryouts, if i don't make it i won't be too let down, i'm not the best dancer. but it'll be fun to try. Anyways, 12 day's till my birthday. It's May & it still is so cold. What's up with that. I need a job, and I can't wait till sumer & school to get out ! <3
hm. i'm bored. i feel like writing. things have been okay lately, i love my girlies. we're so cute together hehe. this vacation is going nice, i just don't want to jinx anything and have it end really badly. :\ but anyways, i got a pretty green dress, it makes me happy. today was nice as usual. i like the weather. um, i went to acmoore's and got some stuff to make frames. i love making them lol, i don't know who i'll give this one too. hm. anyways, i'm really dark, i think i should stop tanning. actually no :)