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43 tell me that you're alright

[September the 28th of 2005
add my new journal -- you've all already been added.

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goodbye old journal ♥!
0 tell me that you're alright

[September the 25th of 2005
[ mood | cranky ]

well, yeah.
i'm probably going to complain a lot in this entry. so get ready.

i cannot stand a lot of things...

- a lot of people.
in fact, a lot of people that i'm friends with.
- people in my classes at school.
no one cares that you're a feminist, or that your dad's a cop.
we're in school to learn valuable things, not learn your personal life.
- kids who think they're "more scene" than anybody else.
newsflash - you AND your boyfriend are not the shit.
this is aimed at about 32,987 couples.
get over it.
- the fact that i like someone i can't possibly have.
yeah i get jealous really easily.
or maybe it's just the fact that this person is amazing.
and the first person i've even considered since jon.
- when people are sarcastic all the damn time.
or insulting.
- that i can't stand a lot of things.
- how i found shoes for homecoming [mind you, this is the third pair i've bought] and i don't even know if they will look alright with my dress.
- that i've cut my thumb open for the third time in a one week period at subway.
- don't even get me started on subway.
- people who make skipping school for no reason a habit.
- being called taylor.
or sara.
- how guys that break up with me end up coming back around.
and beyond guys i've dated, simply guys that i've liked and either blew me off or never knew.
- that my brother is a pain in my ass and he knows it.
he won't cut the grass.
he won't clean anything.
i want him to move out.
really bad.
- the fact that i will continue to find things i hate if i don't stop right now.

fin. ♥

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[September the 23rd of 2005
[ mood | blah ]

gosh. you guys ROCK at commenting.
thankyou soo much for taking .2 seconds to read & maybe even comment?
i appreciate it.
< / saracsm >

yep. time for school now.

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[September the 21st of 2005
[ mood | lonely ]

i got my homecoming dress the other day.
it's short, black, and strapless.
it has light blue on it too.. i can't explain it well.
too bad for you.
i feel like the girl in the music video for helena when i have the dress on.
i don't really know why.

i got a necklace, earrings and shoes.
two pairs in fact.
one went back, and the pair i got tonight don't seem to go well with my dress.
ugh... i really hate shoe shopping with a passion.

know what else i really hate with a passion?
when something i want badly is out of my reach, or slips away from me.
i'm not going to say "this always happens to me" because it doesn't always happen to me.
it's just that i'm way too selfish and jealous.
so i guess this is how i have to learn.
i love that none of you know what i am talking about whatsoever.
one person knows who this is about. well two, if the perosn i'm writing about reads this somehow.
and it's going to stay that way.

i saw two kids get bullied in the past two days.
and i did nothing.
i feel bad.

i like southern accents :)

fin. ♥

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[September the 19th of 2005
[ mood | grumpy ]

canfield is full of hypocrites.
canfield is full of copycats.
canfield is full of bossy people who will manipulate others to get what they want.

and i'm sick of it.

eff. you.

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the notebook [September the 18th of 2005
[ mood | groggy ]

I'm not bitter any more, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives... I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever.

Summer romances begin for all kinds of reasons, but when all is said and done, they have one thing in common. They're shooting stars, a spectacular moment of light in the heavens, fleeting glimpse of eternity, and in a flash they're gone.

well, i started my "new" job friday. it was alright. they let me leave early to go to the game, which i thought was pretty awesome. our football team is now 4-0, which is a miracle. well not really - we're just super good.

saturday i got my hair cut. it's short. but cute. i like it. courtney and i made appointments to get our hair and makeup done for homecoming. which is in like, three weeks. god i really procrastinate so much. i don't even have a dress =\ i might have to ask my dad to lend me some money, seeing as how i only have about thirty dollars left. yeah.. anyways. i worked 2-7, during which time i saw two indian men and a prostitute. one of them tipped me a dollar. kinda creepy, but whos complaining? later that night a bunch of my friends got together and we watched the notebook [hence the beginning of my entry]. i cried. as expected. and then we went to dinner. good times.

and today i went to church, and now i am working on this lame sex ed speech i have to give.. doing laundry.. and then working from 4-9. i really dislike working on sundays. i like to have time to go to church, do some homework, do my laundry and then go to metro. ughh. whatever. this is irrelavent.

fin. ♥

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[September the 15th of 2005
[ mood | chipper ]

this whole week so far has been pretty great. but now that i've said it, i'm sure it will all go downhill or something.

sunday: i suppose getting to see jon and liz was the highlight of my day. :]
monday: my last day of work
tuesday: i got a homecoming date
wednesday: i got a new job [canfield subway - represent!]
thursday [today]: payday! NEW CLOTHES :D brandi!
friday: first senior walk in of the year [i believe?], liz is subbing, red&black day, first day of work [4-8], football game.
saturday: [most likely] getting my hair cut way short. with courtney. and girls night that evening.

sweet. i ♥ life this week.
please don't let this good mood go away..

fin. ♥

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[September the 13th of 2005
[ mood | good ]

my last day of work was yesterday. and for some reason i don't feel sad at all or miss it [yet]. in fact, today i went and got a job application, filled it out proudly and turned it in. i hope i get a call. :)

i have to go to the dentist tomorrow, which is without a doubt [one of] my least favorite things. something about the scraping of the teeth, the needles, ehhh. :\

i'll get two paychecks on thursday, which i'm really excited about. combined they'll be a little over $200. and i can honestly say that the majority of it [that was supposed to go to school clothes] will be going to a dress for homecoming and all of that stuff. cause yes, i have a "date" :) and the only reason i use quotes, is because we are going together just as friends.

sigh. i wish i could sleep well. i miss summer. i slept amazing then. the school year is ruining my sleep cycle.


fin. ♥

0 tell me that you're alright

[September the 11th of 2005
okay, i will probably never do this again in my life.. but i'm asking anybody and everybody who is reading this, and lives relatively close, to do me a favor.

go here: http://www.myspace.com/nathanstauffer & listen to the 2 songs on there. if you like them - tell me. i'm selling his ep & i definitely think you should buy it. 6 amazing songs, very addicting. $7 bucks. IM me [x WHOA its SAM] or find me at school and tell me. just get ahold of me somehow. you won't regret buying it! i promise. and i can say that with confidence because this is the 8th time [and counting] i've listened to the cd within the past 2 or so hours. :]

anyways, i'm rather very sick of my hair. the texture, the color, the style, everything. i want a major change. i cut my bangs and i am unsatisfied with it. when i get paid, i am definitely getting it cut. and then i'm going shopping.

today was nice. church, which was definitely awkward.. but still good nonetheless. and then metro this evening.. which started out awkward, as expected, but ended on a better note. progress report for jon and i: a for effort.

tomorrow = my last day of work. excited, but at the same time kind of nervous as to finding another job.
tuesday = panera with rocco? :) maybe soccer game if it's home and i can get some cash together.

i wish i was tired, it would make waking up tomorrow so much easier...

fin. ♥
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