Tara >> By me

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Kami o Ushinatte (1:55:34 PM): because he plays mind games and can make you feel guilty even if you are right.
Kami o Ushinatte (1:55:36 PM): >>;
CandyxWhorxe (1:55:53 PM): Yeah.


How true.
and i was about to SHED a tear for him.

Fuck it

if he thinks those things are better
then whatever
they are.

end of story
i'm tired of trying to be nice
and get yelled at
i'm tired of being questioned

i dont need him

hes got his wonderful gf

and he doesnt need me

he'll be famous

Right? Right

So then why do i feel like crying?

I need to stop being so....touchy/clingy with things

it was bound to happen..............I'll keep telling myself that.

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Angely i demony kruzhili nado mnoj
Razbivali ternii i zvyozdnye puti*
Ne znaet schast'ya tol'ko tot,
Kto ego zova ponyat' ne smog... <~~ What language is this?! O.o;;

i have no idea..
its nice..
but o_o..what language?x.x;

For you

As time seemed to stop.
I stared at you..sleeping so soundly.
If i have to let go..
i'll let go now
before my heart breaks..
and i cant feel a thing.

Your words
seemed useless to me..
i never believed you
until i ..was opened.
You never...
even explained the heart breaks
in my mind
i never felt so free.

Just in your arms at night..
I can feel myself drifting to heaven
slowly inlove..i can feel your..breath
and i feel life is dead.

As time stops..i feel my heart skip.
I stared at you..sleeping so soundly.
If i have to let go.
i'll let you go now
before my heart breaks..
and i cant feel a thing.

The night came close to me.
and i could feel the tears .
Pain in my body...
I let your hand go...
and i heard you..
the words of broken promises..
and hurtful words.....
Let me go.


slowly
as if nothing is worth it.
i shut my eyes..
and sleep right next to you
you stare at me..
and let me go..
before you see my painful face..
You promised
so many things..
you kissed my tears..
and broke my heart.
Alone at night in my room
i stare out the window..

I want to forget you but i cant
its so hard to forget you
a painful memory
i want to kiss you goodbye
i want to kiss you goodnight
i want to kiss you
just to..kiss you..

I want to feel you
i wantyou to hold me..

just like you did
before

we let go.
Tara &gt;&gt; By me

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His name ..is Aya.
I remember him. I met him on a chat called Palace. Him and i were good friends in the beginning.He liked me a lot.He is japanese..and well.Was..gay. Yet he was inlove with me. we were just friends. This was...2-3 years ago...

heh. i remember how him and i could talk about random things..

And then one day..he changed..

and disappeared.

i wonder how hes doing

i miss him.
Tara &gt;&gt; By linalinsicons

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