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i am sick and tired of just about everyone.

seriously, just about all of my friends are getting on my nerves. it's getting to the point where i can't say anything to them anymore because they've become so annoying. lets observe.

nick - he's being his usual self, which goes like this: "dear lord you're stupid!" *two seconds later* "okay, dear lord i'm stupid. but i'll never admit it. instead, i'll keep arguing with you over something petty in order to make myself feel better."

zack - he is being his usual self too. his usual racist self. but not only did his bigotry come out more than ever recently, but so has his comedy styling of being funny at the expense of others. i'm so sick of it. he thinks he's being oh so funny, but in reality, he's just being incredibly mean. i'm getting tired of hearing him talk.

tanner - i'm sick of how he always getting mad at be because i can't be there to bend to his every whim. i'm so fucking sorry i don't feel like wasting my precious, expensive gas just because you want me to take you somewhere that's completely out of my way. and no, that doesn't make me a bad friend, as you say. it make you inconsiderate.

josh - i'm not really his friend anyhow. but he latches on to me and won't let go and i'm tired of it. he just really seriously pissed me off today with the way he used me in his math project. that is, by far, the worst thing anyone had done to me behind my back.

there's so many more of them too. including sam, jesse, and collin. it's just don't feel like writing anything about them.

the sad thing is, all of these are flaws i have to deal with everyday when i'm around these people. i guess i just now took notice for some reason. maybe because all their shittiest personality traits came out in full effect today? i dunno, but i'll be glad to get a break from all of them these next few weeks.

the worst thing ever happened to me this week on monday. everyone who sits at lunch with me started trying to think of what my future will behold. none of them had anything positive to say about me. they all agreed that i'd be spending the rest of my life in a cubicle while living a lonely life in an apartment for the rest of my days. seriously.

and the worst part is, not a single one of them even tried to defend me and add positive reinforcement. they all just joined in on a game of "lets bring tyler's self-esteem down." it just pisses me off that nearly everyone thinks the greatest thing i'll ever be able to accomplish when i get out of high school is putting mustard on a ham sandwich. thanks a lot assholes.