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shikin(:
20 July 2009 @ 12:45 pm
fourhundredandnineteen: just to drop a note  
hello girls! haven't been here in a while (:

but heyy, check out twenty21first.livejournal.com & help fund my future! (:

xoxo
shikin
 
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17 January 2009 @ 09:32 am
fourhundredandeighteen: between pain and nothing, i’d chosen nothing.  
What’s the worst that can happen? I flinched. That was definitely the wrong question to ask. I was having a hard time breathing right. Okay, I thought again, what’s the worst I can live through? I didn’t like that question so much, either.

I saw no reason for fear. I couldn’t imagine anything in the world that there was left to be afraid of, not physically at least. One of the few advantages of losing everything.

It was depressing to realize that I wasn’t the heroine anymore, that my story was over.

i will come back when i'm ready but it's going to be awhile and it would most probably be somewhere else. i'll keep my friendslist informed, promise (:

FIN
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14 January 2009 @ 10:58 pm
fourhundredandseventeen: this is the beginning of the end.  
today, i go on hiatus

don't ask. let's just say, i have issues to deal with and a heart to mend and yes, a huge pile of work to drown myself in.
and no, don't tell me it's going to be okay because it isn't.

if you need me, text me.
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12 January 2009 @ 10:19 am
fourhundredandsixteen: this is who i am.  
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today, year 2 semester 2 begins :/

and we inch closer to adulthood (okay, graduation) !! its mad how time flies and how fast we're growing up. but hey, this year, im going to do all the crazy things i can get my hands on :D like (MAYBE, its all dependent on hakim) learning to bike and getting my Class 2A license && a vespa, cable-skiing with the girlfriends, running 10km by the end of the year and hopefully saving up enough to get an apartment within the next 5 years (:

oh and my first day back in school only starts at 530pm :D yeah, all my mondays start at 530 this sem :D haha i finally can sleep in and recover from the weekends meaning my weekends better be filled with CRAZYASS stuff from now on (x LOL. that aside, this post has the last two days i spent with yh, the day i spent with my niece, the dinner sean brought me out for, the day i spent with my girlfriends, the day my niece dropped by my place, the day i went for my virgin sheesha trip with ameer, the lunch i had with my mum && sister && the first council gathering of 2009 (: ENJOY!

( you're impossible to find )

take care, darlings !! lovesyouall<3
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09 January 2009 @ 01:13 pm
fourhundredandfifteen: fund my future!  
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today, i start clearing my closet!

okay, so ive been looking through my wardrobe and i realised that i have so many clothes that i never wear anymore but thoroughly love! plus a bunch of books ive read at least 5 times over and would love other people to have a read. so i decided to put them up for sale at [info]twenty21first (: i need to start saving and thinking about the future so i might as well start clearing out things before my mum starts screaming at me (x

take a look, girls! (: wouldn't hurt, you might even find something of mine that you'll like (: ill pay for postage if you're on my friendslist here so you guys get registered mail privileges! :P tell all your friends about it too and please help fund my future! (:

in other, more personal news (: this week has been amazing! ive been going out everyday and the bidding for modules has been bearable. so far ive gotten : BSP3001 Business Policy and Strategy, ACC3601 Corporate Accounting & Reporting, GEK1012 Contemporary Social Issues in Singapore and GEK1525 Evaluating Claims Related to Health (: and im bidding for SSA3205 Singapore's Foreign Policy in this current round so fingers crossed, hopefully ill get it :D then ill probably get a 4day work week again but this time with tuesdays off :D anyone doing the same mods? (:

ill upload photos soon :D hope you had a great first week of 2009, my dears! (: you know i love you!
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05 January 2009 @ 08:59 pm
fourhundredandfourteen: you're the closest ill ever be to heaven.  
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today, i post two lj entries in one day!

haha okay, usually i like posting only once a week because it means ive given thought to my entries but ive been avoiding posting up pictures for way too long so here we go (: this post is mainly of the days i spent with yanho while he was back in singapore. pictures of ain's twentieth birthday celebrations can be found here and here (: we hope you enjoyed it baby!

( i still couldn’t believe that i deserved this degree of good fortune )

pictures of the 2nd and 3rd of Jan will be in the next post (x ive hit the word limit on this one. LOL. take care, dears!
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05 January 2009 @ 12:29 pm
fourhundredandthirteen: twentyohnine.  
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today, my life goes back to where it was without yh

it feels like just yesterday when he got home and i was holding him close. it's painful, really, to have to start all over again; you never really get used to saying goodbye to your heart. often, i whisper to myself that ive done this for 7 months, 2 more wouldn't really matter but really, it still hurts to see him walk away, knowing it'll be a while before i can hold him close again.And I couldn’t stop the gloom that engulfed me as I realized I didn’t know how long I would have to wait before I saw him again.

but im thankful for the past year (: it's been 34 months and yet i still feel anxious around him, somewhat fascinated at how a man so perfect could even look my way, much less fall in love with me. he's not flawless and neither am i but when he holds my hand, this cruel world starts to seem so kind. we've been through some really huge stuff but the 10 days we spent together, ive only realised how much i love him and how much he loves me. and now, the future doesnt sound so scary anymore.

secretly, i get really scared of commitment (well, you can't blame me when almost everyone i give my heart to leaves. im quite amazed he's still around almost 3 years since we first went out!) but a few days ago when we talked about marriage and saving up for it, i felt safe. I should be afraid — I knew I should be, but I couldn’t feel the right kind of fear. so i've clearly been reading Twilight (: and i just finished it and have started on New Moon. Edward and Bella's situation kinda reminds me of ours.

so what has 2008 taught me? mainly INDEPENDENCE. i learned that although i have been dealt with a certain hand in life, i can make it work for me. if you've met yh and i when we were in junior college, you'll know we're basically inseparable (as in, seriously, we went to school together, had lunch together, went home together. it's hard to find one without the other) so 2008 was a really big challenge. adjusting to the fact that my boyfriend has pledged his life to the Air Force meaning for the next 12 years, i have to learn to be alone for long stretches of time.

it's difficult but im lucky. im lucky to have a family who is so supportive && understanding. i know that this is not what my parents envisioned for me when i was born but this is what i want and they have been nothing but truly happy for me. for accepting him into the family (: im lucky that everytime he flew off, i had my grandmama's place to go to, where my aunts and usually a small little one will be (: they may never know it but their presence has always been a kind of comfort for me as i let him go. im lucky that my sister has always been my best friend and always will be. she has given me strength when i believed that faith and hope has left me behind. im lucky for my cousins who have provided me with love during hard times (:

i ran away to Hong Kong in 2008 on the premise of being on summer exchange. frankly, i just wanted to get away from home because i was getting sick of being the girl whose in a long-distance relationship which almost always resulted in eyes filled with pity. i wanted to find myself and it was amazing that it was in his homeland that i did. i realised that i CAN live on my own and that i AM growing up and older. i learnt to be responsible, to stop being the spoiled child and that there's nothing wrong with being alone, of doing it on my own. moreover, i found an amazing gang of friends and even more so, i found a close girlfriend in liting and amanda wong (:

which brings me to the fact that 2008 was amazing for bringing me 3 beautiful girls who have become my close friends (: liting, amanda and shaoting <3 for all the laughter and the happiness we feel when we're together. for always believing in yanho and me even when we were in our rough patches. for reminding me of how much he loves me when i start to doubt our relationship. for letting me into their lives and for making time to cheer me up (:

and for further strengthening my friendship with sean, anh & jiantao. honestly, sean has stood by me at my worse moments and he has been the soothing voice to keep me calm. 2008 saw him trying so hard to get me to not bottle things up inside && as the year closed, i realise that i have been opening up to him. for anh & jiantao who have become my brothers, always looking out for me in school (:

i thank 2008 also for the arrival of juliana and hakim. for these two have kept me laughing in my loneliest moments (: 2008 brought me closer to iqah, mally & azura which im most thankful for. these 3 girls have been one of the most closest friends i had online but ive never met but the constant smses from iqah have been keeping me strong this whole year, the time mally spent with me has helped me feel like the world IS a beautiful place and the phone calls ive had with azura has made me feel less alone in this world.

2008 also enriched my friendship with ain and atiqah (: we used to be just birthday buddies but now, i feel a bond with both of them. i want to spend 2009 making it stronger. it has also brought me new lj friends who always made me feel like i was part of their lives. people who with their entries && pictures made me feel like i was a part of lives (: last but not least, i am thankful for the beginnings of friendships that i have started to forge with the other pilot trainee girlfriends. we may not be close but knowing you guys are out there, makes me feel less alone (:

academically, 2008 was amazing (: i made it to the honours class && ive learnt to unlearn things. i have found my place in college && i am only raring to go further in the upcoming semester. i have forged professional bonds with the professors and tutors around college && to me, its just amazing to have mentors i can go to (: i may not have the 4.5s but i have a bunch of academics who are willing to help me in any way they can and to me, that more than makes up for it (: so thank you 2008.

so what does 2009 bring? hope and magic (:

pictures of the past few days will come up soon. ever since he flew off, my friends have been making plans to hang out with me to keep my mind of missing him (see, what i told you about how 2008 has brought me amazing friends?) so its been crazy! ill try to get them all up by wednesday (: take care, my dears and here's to an amazing 2009! loves you all!
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shikin(:
31 December 2008 @ 10:29 am
fourhundredandtwelve: you make it real for me.  
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tomorrow, we welcome 2009!

to be honest, i can't wait for twentyohnine to whisk me away from 2008, to bring its magic (:
2008 was too full of heartbreak but with that comes self discovery.
a complete new years entry with resolutions will come along soon, i promise.

till then, my handsome boy goes back to Wirraway, Pearce, Australia on the 3rd so off i go to live out the last day of this year in his arms :D

take care, darlings !! you know i adore you guys!
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26 December 2008 @ 01:20 am
fourhundredandeleven: you are my life.  
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today, we celebrate christmas (:

I can't regret the decisions that brought me face to face with death... they also brought me to Edward. -Isabella Swan

this is what i want to be thinking when i'm about to die. morbid for such a wonderful day but today, i looked at yh and i knew, what i have been wondering all my life, is true love even real? when there, sitting right beside me, i was holding his hand (:

this post is mainly the past 2 days. of when i picked yh up from the airport && of today. our third christmas with each other <3

( And third, I was unconditionally and irrevocably in love with him. )

i don't want this to ever end (: i hope your christmases went well, sweethearts (: take care and enjoy the festivities !!
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12 December 2008 @ 08:01 am
fourhundredandnine: off we go to another adventure !!  
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today, im off to London :D

so yes, im all packed up and ready to jet off to another adventure, this time in London (: im really excited and feeling all kinds of giddy excitement. lol. so keep warm, my dears (its been raining like mad these few days :/) and enjoy the holidays (: ill be back by the 23rd so this space will probably be on hiatus till then (:

i leave you with a few sets of photos (: mainly, my lunchdate with Syarifah, my hang out with Anh, hari raya haji (x so enjoy these ! i have Ain's 20th birthday celebrations and yesterday's pizza & monopoly hang out yet to be uploaded so those will come up as soon as photobucket stops being disgusting (x and I promise London photos when I return :D take care, my dears !!

( i won't be gone long, you won't have time to miss me..take care of my heart, i've left it with you )

see you guys soon !! you know i love you<3
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03 December 2008 @ 12:20 pm
fourhundredandeight: cookies, i want cookies!  
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yesterday, i started watching Gossip Girl!

okay so i'm a little slow but seriously, all ive heard about this series has been rather let's say, bitchy? but i kinda just wanted to see what it's like and well, right now, i kinda think its okay (: so yay, something new to watch on tv :D anyways, i realised that i havent spent time with my camera and not done an ADIML post since wayy too long so when Anh suggested we go shopping for his basketball shoes, i thought, why not? :D

so this post has not only the set of ADIML i did, it also has the shots i took while jiantao and i celebrated his 21st birthday with a dinner :D (we missed you amanda!) so haha yeah, this entry is very much Anh-filled. dude, you really should be touched :P

oh and i started wearing heels this week (x like seriously. how unbelievable is THAT. haha and i actually like wearing heels (x

( i don't want this moment to ever end )

enjoy, dears!
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27 November 2008 @ 09:38 pm
fourhundredandseven: coz i know she'll be faithful, waiting for me to come home.  
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yesterday, i sat for my final final exam :D and said HELLO to the HOLIDAYS!

so the exams havent been awesome. seriously, i don't know why i was able to get the As so easily last semester and this one, im literally struggling to sniff an A :/ okay, with the exception of sociology which is THE MOST AWESOME MODULE I HAVE EVER TAKEN in my 1.5years ive spent in NUS. frankly if accountancy & management weren't my majors, i would've declared sociology as one of my majors. PRONTO. i don't even have to think about it! i enjoyed every minute i spent studying it && to be honest, that really should be how i feel about my primary major: Accountancy. LOL. but well, shikin, if you want to be earning the big bucks, you're gonna have to deal with it :/

you see, the other day, in the papers, they reported that accountants earn $3,550,000 annually and i swear my mum went "OMG SHIKIN YOU'RE GONNA BE RICH!" with the widest smile EVERR. rofl.

anyways, college matters aside, on the 24th of November, my cousin gave birth to the most adorable little girl :D okay i know, my family is just growing ever single year and next year (we will (hopefully) be welcoming another 2 more little ones) but to have her go through the whole pregnancy and giving birth thing really made me feel better about it because we're real close and she made it sound less scary. you see, as noble as giving life is, i get scared when i think about me doing it, you know? but well, listening to her tell me the blow by blow account, it made me feel better :D so thankyou (: so everyone, come meet Rabiatul Adawiyah :D i dedicate this whole entry to her :D

this post has a set of her && a few random shots i took recently so enjoy!

( if i were a boy, i think i could understand how it feels to love a girl, i swear i'll be a better man; i'll listen to her coz i know how it hurts when you lose the one you wanted coz he's taking you for granted && everything you got got destroyed )

much luck and love to everyone who still has exams !! (: lovesyouall<3 take care, everyone !!
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23 November 2008 @ 05:47 pm
fourhundredandsix: girl, don't you know you can't escape me.  
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I bet you've had a hard time walking into a room full of people on your own, right? Yeah. I know that. I know what it is not to feel like you're in the room until he looks at you or touches your hand or even makes a joke at your expense, just to let everyone know... you're with him. You're his.

two nights ago, i slept in your shirt just because i miss how you smell. frankly, i think it no longer smells of you, i think its all in my imagination. honey, when no one knows, i drive to an empty lot, sit in the back seat, play my ipod at its loudest and just sing at the top of my lungs the fact that i miss you away.

30days
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16 November 2008 @ 09:07 pm
fourhundredandfive: how could you doubt the fact that i, that i love you?  
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yesterday, my dad told us we're most probably headed to London for winter vaca this year :D

so yes :D its almost confirmed that we're headed to either london or paris this year for our winter vacation! i was pretty bummed because we all know how much i love new york and how much i've missed it since last year but london sounds pretty cool :D i was looking back at the list of places (see below) ive been on family vacations and realised that NEWYORK only ties with los angeles as most visited by my family (x now, you can really tell how much we love the UnitedStatesofAmerica :/

primary one : los angeles, usa
primary two : brisbane, australia
primary three : los angeles and las vegas, usa
primary four : switzerland
primary five : new zealand
primary six : paris, france + london, uk
sec one : los angeles + las vegas, usa
sec two : australia.
sec three : los angeles + san francisco, usa
sec four : new york + maine, usa + canada
year one: new york + washington, usa
year two: new york + washington, usa
freshman year: new york + florida, usa

anyways, the last time i was in europe was when i was 12 so i guess its about time we headed back there to see how much things have changed (: and it'll probably be a nice change although you can tell i really am still a bit bummed by the fact that we're not going to new york :/ i hate to sound like a spoilt brat because i do really love and am grateful for the fact that we get to travel around the world like mad but i just have grown to have such a connection with that city that it's just sad im not headed there this year :/

that aside, so its set :D we're heading to either london or paris from the 13th of December till the 23rd (: yanho's scheduled to come home from the 24th of December till the 3rd of January (HELLO BABYBOY) and school doesn't start till the 12th of January so :D im so excited for the vacation that im starting to lose sight of the fact that MY FINALS ARE COMING :/ so this is possibly the last post you'll see here till the 26th which is when i unofficially end my finals :D

this post contains one set :D which is of the family gathering my cousin, Kak Aisyah had for us yesterday! its full of cute little kid photos and well, mainly my family so i hope you enjoy this set (: and i hope somehow, it makes you feel happy despite the fact that everyone is the exam fever right now (x take care and you know i love you guys!

oh please forgive the red nose :/ i was having a cold :/

( how could you look me in my eye and not see what i feel inside? )

oh and its been hot news amongst my friends that there's a boy in my business library who looks almost exactly like yh! (x and yes, he's really distracting but well, HE DOES LOOK LIKE YH! so that's scary apart from the fact that he doesnt laugh or smile like him though so :D oh and CHECK OUT THE NEW LAYOUT YOU GUYS!!

okay take care, guys! lovesyouall<3
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05 November 2008 @ 10:14 pm
fourhundredandfour: barack obama 'o8!  
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today, Barack Obama becomes the first African-American US President Elect!


so i've tried to stay out of the American Election 08 Race on my journal because i didn't want this journal to start becoming serious. i really do value the happy-go-lucky feeling this journal brings to me and those who do spend some time reading it :D i mean im maturing and growing up as person, this journal leaves me space to be a kid. but if you were either Anh or Jiantao or Amanda, you would know im a strong Obama supporter since way before the Democratic Primaries started getting all crazy (x

see, i would love to have a female president (ie Hillary Clinton) but it was hard for me to relate to her. and i couldn't help associating her to Bill Clinton and as much as i applaud him for his efforts during his run as US president, there was just something missing. his economic efforts changed the world but i didn't agree with some of his policies. plus i think Hillary Clinton made most people feel the way I did; we just can't relate to her.

now, im not promising Obama is going to be THE CHANGE that the USA needs. God knows, how much i love that country (i mean, i spend close to a month of my life every year there and ive thought about migrating there seriously) and i want it so much to recover from this horrible horrible financial crisis and work on the internal problems it faces but i feel that him coming into office, is already A CHANGE that the US should start on. symbolically and literally.

and i guess, as someone who advocates family as the most important institution in a person's life, the Obamas have won me over. frankly, ive told Anh at least a million times, how much i would love to learn from Michelle Obama. she's given me sort of a role model, a strong woman supporting a successful husband. and as much as i hate to admit it, the nuclear family model (you should know that nuclear families are the most violent institutions) is one that i agree with and the Obamas have provided me with such a picture (:

so yes, congratulations to Mr Obama on his win and congratulations USA, you have found a leader who may just be the person to make the world a better place (: now, im looking forward to see what the Obama presidency has all planned up for us.

:D i couldnt be happier to write this entry.
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02 November 2008 @ 06:25 pm
fourhundredandthree: time can't erase a feeling this strong.  
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tomorrow, im doing THE most important presentation of my college life!

and i havent rehearsed enough! OMG OMG OMG! so this post may feel abit rushed but it contains 3 sets; the SGX BullCharge i went with my girlfriends, the day my family unwrapped a hamper 3/4s my size and the VJ homecoming! :D nothing much to say except enjoy! XD and much luck and love to everyone who has presentations these few weeks! oh and if you were wondering, my halloween was BORING! apart from the usual friday morning breakfast with hakim and hanging out with anh and amanda in the library, i didnt do anything :/ i swear, i need a life. LOL.

( you'll always be a part of me and i'm a part of you indefinitely )


She loves her mama's lemonade,
Hates the sound that goodbyes make.
She prays one day she'll find someone to need her.
She swears that there's no difference,
Between the lies and compliments.
It's all the same if everybody leaves her.

And every magazine tells her she's not good enough,
The pictures that she sees make her cry.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster,
And she just needs someone to take her home.

She's giving boys what they want, tries to act so nonchalant,
Afraid they'll see that she's lost her direction
She never stays the same for long,
Assuming that she'll get it wrong.
Perfect only in her imperfections.

She's not a drama queen,
She doesn't want to feel this way, only seventeentwenty, but tired

She would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between, a beautiful disaster,
But she just needs someone to take her home.

'Cause she's just the way she is, but no ones told her that's okay.

And she would change everything, everything just ask her.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

And she would change everything for happy ever after.
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster,

But she just needs someone to take her home
And she just needs someone to take her home.
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17 October 2008 @ 10:40 am
fourhundred: the big two-oh!  
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today, i turn 20 years and one week old!

haha yes, its been a week since the birthday celebrations and ive only, just found time to upload pictures of them :D this year has been amazing. my friends have been an awesome bunch who have showed me so much loving that i cannot imagine life without them anymore! LOL. thankyou everyone who has made turning 20 super memorable :D and for always being there for me. this year has been rough, no denying that, but im holding on all with your love! (:

so turning 20 doesnt feel any different from being 19 apart from the fact that everyone reminds me that im in such a weird age, where im no longer a teenager yet not an adult. doesnt really matter to me since essentially, im still a 16 year old at heart (x LOL. yes, im such a kid. anyways, this post contains mainly 6 sets of photos! my birthday breakfast with hakim, the surprise party my girlfriends (liting, shaoting && amanda) held for me, the birthday dinner i had with my closest friends (amanda, jiantao && anh), the presents i got! including one from yh!, the saturday night dinner i had with my best friend, sean!, the sunday breakfast i had with my darlings (atiqah && ain) as well as the small surprise party my mum && aunts threw for me on sunday :D

OMG that's a whole lot of photos !! (x haha i hope you guys dont get bored looking (x enjoy!

( SWING BABY SWING; ive got my swinging skirt on, you've got your swinging pants on )

that's all folks! (: i hope this week has been awesome for you guys. take care, alright? you know i love you!

I know what I'm doing may be dumb
I know I should not be staring at the sun
But the thought of you leads me to temptation
It's the same whatever side you're on
Separated we are delicate and small
And the space between needs a retention

I see you right in front of me as close as you can get
And I pray that you won't leave this daydream yet

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love

I don't have to worry anymore
If I really need you I'll go to the shore
And the thought of you there is my protection

I see it right in front of me
A vision in my head
And I know this is as real as a daydream gets

And it might seem much too far to get back to where you are
But it's close enough with an ocean size love
So if you can't reach out to me
Send a sign across the sea and I'll pick it up with an ocean size love
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09 October 2008 @ 08:35 pm
threehundredandnintynine: coz we're family.  
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today, i spend my last day as a nineTEEN year old in school :/

hello everyone! first and foremost, to all my muslim friends, happy eid mubarak! (: do forgive me for any mistakes ive made or anything i've done to anger or upset you. you know i love you lots and didnt mean to do any of it (: anyways, my eid celebrations hasnt quite been a celebration figuring i had midterms on the 2nd and 3rd of October plus i just had another today :/ and OMG the deadlines are just coming out of nowhere!

school's been really crazy, to be honest. and it doesnt really help that ive been suffering from an allergic reaction which has caused rashes to occur on my face (:(((() but oh wells! it isnt too bad apart from the fact that i have to take antibiotics everyday and rub two creams into my face everyday :/ haha other than that, life has been awesome (: plus the short eid celebrations i had really made me feel so at home (: my cousins are amazing and so supportive, which makes me :D alot nowadays and just being around them makes me feel loved! and my godsis is giving birth soon so she let me feel her tummy when her daughter kicked (x OMG MATERNAL INSTINCTS, MUCH?

so this post is about family (: the first set of photos is from the day we brought my grandma out in my brandnew car :D the second set is of my first day of eid mubarak, the third of my nephew and niece when they were here (OMGSOCUTE) and the last is just two screenshots of something that made me cry last night (: please enjoy the photos! i promise many more soon, now that the midterms are OVER :D

( i can’t believe i missed your birthday again and i wanna come back but i just don’t know when now )

that's about it! (: i hope everyone's doing great :D take care, everyone! lovesyouall!
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27 September 2008 @ 06:05 pm
threehundredandnintyeight: my heart's in two different places.  
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yesterday, i placed my NUS Car Decal on my red honda jazz!

so yes, i collected this little baby last saturday afternoon (: it was a family affair, as you'll see in this post! and i still cannot believe he's here! the feeling of controlling a car is amazing, i almost miss driving (x well until i realised that I CANNOT PARK. haha okay so clearly, i need to work on my reverse driving because i CANNOT park properly! so far, ive only been able to put the car in the lot after like a million moves. LOL.

anyways, i hope everyone's been okay! (: recess week went by faster than i could imagine and WHAT? EID IS ALMOST HERE? !! time is moving way too fast (x my revision hasnt been going too well actually but oh wells! oh and ive decided to name my daughter (if i ever have any) Hazel Aisyah. LOL. okay that was random. anyways this post contains 3 sets; the day i got my car, the iftar my family held for my extended family && my iftar with mally! so enjoy, my dears!

( i'll always be your girl )

so yupp that was my past week (: i hope you guys had fun this week! and for everyone, much luck and love for the upcoming midterms! i know ill be needing lots of it. LOL. lovesyouguys!

Honey when you doubt my love for you
Look into my eyes what I'm going through
Even if we change and fall out of
You hold my hand and it's better than love

You save me from myself
You got my back when I need help
It's no one else in the world
You will always be my girl
You will always be
My girl

Sometimes dreams they don't come true
I was scared that night when I met you
Well I stayed patient and I stayed kind
Telling you to take your time

Turn my life around
You made it okay to let you down
There's no one else in the world
You will always be my girl
You will always be
My girl

So when I'm walking down the road and feeling fine
Can't understand the things you do
Nothing turns out the way we planned
You're still my baby and I'm still you're man
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shikin(:
16 September 2008 @ 07:02 pm
threehundredandnintyseven: there's no combination of words i can put on a postcard(:  
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yesterday, i received a loving postcard all the way from Down Under :D

with recess week fast approaching, i've been spending alot of time freaking out over the fact that half the semester is over :/ AND THAT THE MIDTERMS ARE COMING! sophomore year is beginning to be a pain, it's really far from freshmen year when everything seemed to fall in place so easily :/ the transition is tough with the modules becoming more and more challenging and to be honest, i don't know how i'm going to survive finals (x so you see, ive been spending my every free moment in the library studying with my awesome darling friends just to make sure i don't screw up.

so yesterday, i got home at about 10pm (the usual) only to have my mum greet me at the door with a "YOU HAVE A SURPRISE" :D haha she was so excited; she kept rushing me to my room (x and there, there, right on my study table was a postcard from yh ((((: in his handwriting !! you cannot imagine how happy i was, i swear i wanted to cry. i was touching something that he has touched only a few days back ! so this post has pictures of that postcard && a set of photos i took when my friend from Hong Kong, Amy came down to singapore to visit us :D so it's really small but awesomeeeeee.

enjoy guys!

( i aint looking for rainbows and shooting stars; just a peace of mind and a hopeful heart and a little miracle for this broken soul )

god, i need a life. my photos are becoming increasingly boring (x LOL. take care, sweethearts! you know i love you!
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