urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_ By: Kathryn x_madly_x@yahoo.com Pretty Mouth and Dead My Eyes 2008-08-26T09:05:51Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:165212 2008-08-26T09:05:51Z 2008-08-26T09:05:51Z Howdy. So I'm starting college this week, Thursdays and Saturdays. Hopefully soon I'll be caught up on my car fucking up (i.e. being able to pay to fix it) and I'm saving up to visit my sister in 'Sconsin. Zack and I are still cuddly and in love, for those of you who aren't sick of hearing it. I am turning 21 in November, finally I'll be able to BUY A FUCKING BEER AFTER WORK. Hot dog. <br /><br />The only thing wrong is my brain. Whoooooo. Get over it. Hah. <br /><br />Meditation is key? <br /><br />Oh, and Alysha, yeah he sounds a lil' clingy, too clingy for not being able to 'give you his' whatever. Didn't comment on yer journal cause I'm posting this now. Doesn't make sense I know. But sew on sista. You know what I mean. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:165027 2008-08-15T07:43:43Z 2008-08-15T07:43:43Z If you're reading this then you have been on my friend's list for a while. Or I've known you in real life since forever. Either way I know nobody as well as I would like to, and if you want to share these things with me I hope you will. and I hope that didn't come out as corny as I think it did.<br /><br />01) Are you currently in a serious relationship?<br />A.<br /><br />02) What was your dream growing up?<br />A.<br /><br /><br />03) What talent do you wish you had?<br />A.<br /><br />04) If I bought you a drink what would it be?<br />A.<br /><br />05) Favorite vegetable?<br />A.<br /><br />06) What was the last book you read?<br />A.<br /><br />07) What zodiac sign are you?<br />A.<br /><br />08) Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? Explain where.<br />A.<br /><br />09) Worst Habit?<br />A.<br /><br />10) If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride?<br />A.<br /><br />11) What is your favorite sport?<br />A.<br /><br />12) Do you have a Negative or Optimistic attitude?<br />A.<br /><br />13) What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator with me?<br />A.<br /><br />14) Worst thing to ever happen to you?<br />A.<br /><br />15) Tell me one weird fact about you.<br />A.<br /><br />16) Do you have any pets?<br />A.<br /><br />17) What if I showed up at your house unexpectedly?<br />A.<br /><br />18) What was your first impression of me? (Hmmm...careful!)<br />A.<br /><br />19) Do you think clowns are cute or scary?<br />A.<br /><br />20) If you could change one thing about how you look, what would it be?<br />A.<br /><br />21) Would you be my crime partner or my conscience?<br />A.<br /><br />22) What color eyes do you have?<br />A.<br /><br />23) Ever been arrested?<br />A.<br /><br />24) Bottle or can soda?<br />A.<br /><br />25) If you won $10,000 today, what would you do with it?<br />A.<br /><br />26) Would you ever hug a perfect stranger?<br />A.<br /><br />27) What's your favorite place to hang at?<br />A.<br /><br />28) Do you believe in ghosts?<br />A.<br /><br />29) Favorite thing to do in your spare time?<br />A.<br /><br />30) Do you swear a lot?<br />A.<br /><br />31) Biggest pet peeve?<br />A.<br /><br />32) In one word, how would you describe yourself?<br />A.<br /><br />33) Do you believe/appreciate romance?<br />A.<br /><br />34) Do you have "one of those faces" (i.e. you look horribly familiar to everyone)?<br />A.<br /><br />35) Do you believe in God?<br />A.<br /><br />36) Will you repost this so I can fill it out and do the same for you?<br />A. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:164645 2008-05-27T21:27:43Z 2008-05-27T21:27:43Z Comment on this post and I will choose seven interests from your profile. You will then explain what they mean and why you are interested in them. Post this along with your answers in your own journal so that others can play along.<br /><br />from xgrenade:<br /> ineverpromisedyouarose garden- this is a book written in the late 50's I believe. a fictional account of the author's schizophrenia told through a 16 year old girl. I had to squish together the name because it was too many words. I really liked it because it was just really thorough and true to form, also written in the pre-modern fashion, dry and to the point I guess, but dealing with a really brutal subject. They made it into a movie in the 60's but I never saw it. <br /><br />rats- My beloved pet rats. Raoul Duke Y Julia was my first, named after Raoul Duke from Fear and Loathing, and Raul Julia, the actor who played Gomez in the Addams family, one of my favorites. She lived a pretty long life for a rat, until she got a tumor (common in rats from pet stores). She was really old so we just let it run it's course. She didn't seem to be in pain, until her last moments when she just lay in my hands and died. My second rat was Ruby Tuesday Dr. Gonzo met Weetzie (yes her full name). She had ruby eyes (ruby tuesday), she had the rat disease where she sneezed blood, scary I know, hence the Weetzie (also a character in one of my favourite books) and Dr. Gonzo is also from Fear and Loathing. Raoul and Tuesday never got along and lived in seperate cages. I still miss them both. They liked to hide in my underwear drawer when I let them loose.<br /><br />tarot-I've been into tarot since I was about twelve. I'm not sure how magic they are tho I don't doubt that they can help guide people and point out what they wouldn't see for themselves for lack of looking. the symbols are pretty universal and can have any significance if you pertain them to your certain situation. though my readings and the ones I do for friends are pretty dead on. I try to do one for myself every time the seasons change.<br /><br />thai food-Mmmmmm. My two favorite flavors mixed together: asian and spicy. I don't have thai food enough.<br /><br />the virgin suicides- A fantastic book and movie my sisters and I loved. Pretty depressing, yeah, but wonderful all the same. About a family with five beautiful whimsical daughters, the subject of the neighborhood boys' infatuation. In the end they all kill themselves because, well, they're depressed and kept in the cage of their house by their religious freak parents. Within three years two of my sisters and I had the same photography/creative writing teacher. After they had graduated and I was in his class, on my last assignment I had to turn in he wrote a note asking if I had ever seen it and that we reminded him of it. I thought it was funny.<br /><br />theperksofbeingawallflower- another phrase I had to condense because of too many words. My sister introduced this book to me, I think I was about twelve. It's about this introverted boy in high school growing up and whatnot. he meets cool, nice older friends and goes to the rocky horror picture show, and becomes less naive. i don't know, just read it because I don't wanna go into how amazing it is.<br /><br />witch baby-A book in the Weetzie Bat series. They live in mystical LA where they live in a cottage full of skate boards, instruments, headdresses, dried flowers, surfboards, and seashells, with three dads and one mom. Witch Baby is an adolescent in this book. She plays the drums, has wild hair, purple eyes, and a temper. Laura would've been Weetzie Bat, the mother, Muff would've been Cherokee Bat, and I would've been Witch Baby. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:164431 2008-05-27T17:41:51Z 2008-05-27T17:41:51Z <table width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2"><tr><td bgcolor="#EEEEEE" align="center"><br /><font face="Georgia, Times New Roman, Times, serif" style="color:black; font-size: 14pt;"><br /><strong>You Are Surrealism</strong><br /></font></td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#FFFFFF"><br /><center><img src="http://www.blogthingsimages.com/whatartmovementareyouquiz/surrealism.jpg" height="100" width="100"></center><br /><font color="#000000"><br />Dreamy and idealistic, you've created a world that is all your own.<br /><br />It's very likely that you've either dabbled in drugs or are naturally trippy.<br /><br />You are always trying to push beyond the boundaries of your culture and society.<br /><br />You believe that art, love, and freedom can change the world.<br /></font></td></tr></table><br /><div align="center"><a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whatartmovementareyouquiz/">What Art Movement Are You?</a></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:164328 2008-04-20T07:06:09Z 2008-04-20T07:06:09Z I finally quit chester's and am now working with my roomate/best friend Shelli at Bill Miller's BBQ. fucking easiest $9 an hour I'll ever make. Badaaasssss. <br />Since the last post we have had two more parties. We had a pirate party, Shelli walked around with her eyepatch and saber, we drank rum, and gained two more eyepatches when people were too drunk to remember to take them home. Recently we had a business executive VIP party, most everybody came wearing suits, or a least a tie. I had a tie, suspenders, a hat, the whole shebang. It really was a lot of fun. We gave everyone lei's and it was like an office party. People introduced themselves, "Doctor" "Doctor" "Doctor" "I'm in plastics" we had a few lawyers. Shelli evaluated everybody and in the end I think we all got raises. She started the party as my secretary but by the end of the night she upgraded herself to CEO in disguise. I got some amazing photos but haven't developed them yet...<br /><br />All I do nowadays is drink coffee, go to work, come home, make tea, read, and constantly watch movies either at my house with Shelli or at Zack's. I love it. I think I'm finding a good rhythm at this point on which to build. I'm making more money and am comfortable enough with my life to move on... to school. Fuck. I always loved learning but I want to learn EVERYthing. sigh... what after basics? Art, physics, world literature, film school, philosophy, photography, political science....I'm going to have to have 10 bachelor's degrees.... The first problem? well, applying might be a good start and going through all the financial aid bullshit. I just have to do it. Dammit.<br /><br />I think I can start saving up for a tattoo finally! Could it really be possible? Fuck I hope I get it within the next....6 months. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:163954 2008-02-03T09:20:25Z 2008-02-03T09:20:25Z yesterday I took a hit of acid. Do dooo dooo doo. I witnessed miracles!I started tripping about an hour before sunset. I was watching Zack's Led Zepplin dvd (again) and the light was shining through the curtains. Layers of eyes, dragons, devils, and demons floated all over that thing. then I sat on the porch to watch the sun set, about to call my sister, but amazingly she called. I took pictures of the clouds but I wish i had colour film because the sky was on fire! I laid down on the trampoline, the entire scope of my vision was clouds, shifting with the wind. I watched the heavier grey parts wind above the wispier fluffs, I watched the pearl smoothness of the thin wide white clouds boil. The they all turned into an ocean. A slowly moving ocean, perfect with waves and crests. I went back inside the house to chill with shellli but found myself drawn back to the trampoline. Now it was nighttime. I noticed traces of stars and layers of clouds descended upon me, close enough to stretch my arm out. Then, with the clouds came the floating figures. I'll refer to them as souls because that's what they reminded me of. Some of them looked like embers, or whisps. Others like a flock of UFOs, other looked like giant crows that landed in the field and on the telephone wires. It seemed like they all came to inspect me. The embers seemed to absorb into me, I pretended I was breathing in old souls. At one point there were so many I had to call Shelli out to make sure it wasn't a swarm of insects. I drank about a gallon of orange juice in seven hours. I love nature. My mind has been blown and I won't get over it for at least....a week. It was pure beauty.<br /><br />Shelli and I started a painting. Well she did a lot of it and I helped. It's a black sky dripping into an ocean. I did parts of the ocean and the breaks of the waves. we still need clouds, I think they should be dripping as well, and Shelli wants to write something in the sky but we can't figure out what. <br /><br />Stolen from xgrenade again. Post it in YOUR blog, bitches. I mean... please?<br />1. Name: Kathryn Leigh <br />2. Birthday: November 11<br />3. Where do you live: *clap clap clap clap* Deep in the heart of Texas!<br />4: What are you studying/What are you working as: I'm a professionAL burger maker and shit talker.<br />5. What makes you happy: Snuggling into Zack's neck. coming home just in time for the simpsons. Watching my christmas lights dance with the rhythm of the music so perfectly it's uncanny.<br />6. What are you listening to now/have listened to last: Led Zepplin and This Will Destroy You. Or NPR.<br />7. What is particularly good/bad about my LJ: xgrenade's? Hm I guess that she seems like an awesome person and she's got lil' babies and it makes me glad that there will be a generation of babies raised my cool people.<br />8. An interesting fact about you: I have a huge freckle in my mouth?<br />9. Are you in love/have a crush at the moment: Yes!<br />10. Favorite place to be: My house<br />11. Favorite lyric: hard one...."when the walls bend with your breathing"-Radiohead<br />12. Best time of the year: Fall. the first day the humidity drops and you can breathe and feel a goddamn breeze!<br />13. Weirdest food you like: Peanut butter and grape sandwiches?<br /><br />RECOMMEND<br />1. A film: Mysterious Skin<br />2. A tv show: Planet Earth<br />3. A book: Franny and Zooey by JD Salinger or Contact by Carl Sagan or The Wild Boys by William S. Burroughs<br />4. A song: Gold Dust Woman by Fleetwood Mac?<br />5: A band: This Will Destroy You. DO IT NOW! They're on Myspace, bitches.<br /><br />FANDOM<br />1. Favorite Fandom: uh.<br />2. OTP/OT3: Yeah.<br />3. Character: character is always good.<br />3. Icon/Fic Journal: I mean.....what?<br /><br />PLUS<br />1. One thing you like about me: you appear genuine and l they don't make people like that anymore.<br />2. Two things you like about yourself: My family...my house? Oh wait personality wise? I guess I crack myself up ragging on people at work. My dry sense of humour and i can draw pretty acceptably sometimes.<br />3. Put this in your LJ so I can tell you what I think of you!<br /><br />goodnight. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:163679 2008-02-03T08:21:55Z 2008-02-03T08:21:55Z 1. Leave me a casual comment of no particular significance, like a lyric to your current favorite song, your favorite kind of sandwich, or maybe your favorite game. Any remark, meaningless or not.<br />2. I will respond by asking you five personal questions so I can get to know you better.<br />3. Update your LJ with the answers to the questions.<br />4. Include this explanation and offer to ask someone else in your own post.<br />5. When others respond with a desultory comment, you will ask them five questions<br /><br /><br />Stolen from xgrenade, she asked me:<br />1. what is your favorite color and why? I guess it would be dark red. Because it looks good with everything and on me :)<br /><br />2. where do you think you'll end up in 6 years? Hmmmmwell the world is going to end in four so I believe I will be roaming the desolate earth looking for survivors, living with Zack in our underground fortress.<br /><br />3. what is your favorite thing to do? For now, come home from work sit on the couch, smoke a bowl and watch the Simpsons and good movies with Zack and/or Shelli.<br /><br />4. do you like rollercoasters? Fucking love them. too poor to go to six flags lately though<br /><br />5. what is your favorite book? Franny and Zooey by JD Salinger.yesyesyesyesyes. Read it! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:163449 2008-02-01T07:39:59Z 2008-02-01T07:39:59Z I'm playing the drums! Well, I'm pretending to. Zack's got Rock Band!!!!!! I've been drumming to my heart's content. Andy says the hard and expert levels are pretty much like the real thing...you could learn to drum. I'm learning! OH and also he says I "have a knack for keeping the rhythms" and that's the hardest part. Mwahahah finally. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:163306 2008-01-08T19:37:52Z 2008-01-08T19:37:52Z "what are you doing?" My sleepy Zack says.<br /><br />"I'm sorry. I'm opening the blinds for dawn. I never get to see dawn anymore. It's one of my favourite times. I love the blue", I say, and kiss him on his sideburn. Now he's sound asleep, Yoko in my lap, the laptop on my feet, and the blue contrasts nicely with the dead tree branches in the window. I should be asleep but I can't bring myself to deprive my soul of these beautiful times. It's been a while. <br /><br />Oh my dawn, which has brought so many longings, memories, coulda, shoulda woulda's. But I am not disappointed with my dawns. I have a feeling I'll have many more dawns, many more amazing memories, and more regrets. But, like future dawns, I have past regrets, past revels, past experiences. <br /><br />That's what makes a person beautiful. Their triumphs and their failures. Their past and their future. people are beautiful just for the fact the they are living, breathing organisms. Which come in contact with and influence everybody, every mind they come in contact with. the past (no matter how insane/ugly/unbearable for anybody) is what makes everybody anybody. That's how I believe nobody's innermost thoughts or most embarrassing past could possibly be a bad thing. Because everyone is beautiful, and their past is a part of what made them who they are. Myself included.<br /><br />You are alive and have influence on people, which in turn makes you a part of the collective whole. The cashier at WalMart. The teller at the ATM. The bum at the corner. Every teeeeeeensy tiny bit you can do to make their day better, who knows what could happen after that. Maybe nothing. Maybe people renew their faith in humanity. Shit, we certainly could use more of that. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:162938 2008-01-08T09:58:52Z 2008-01-08T09:58:52Z Hm... I've been having a lot of time on my hands lately, since I haven't been working. I've been cleaning the house, my room, spanding time with my Zack. Tonight I hung out with JeremeyandShelli (!), Peter, Zack, and Zack's brother Andy at Zack's house. Andy cut Jeremy's hair. he's gonna shave it anyway so Andrew got full artistic license. I cut a lightning bolt in the back of his hair. Andy cut him a baby mullet. hhahahahha. Ahh.....beer and good times. <br /><br />I am twenty years old and completely happy. I have a good house, good friends, fantastic family AND friends, and also the most adorable boyfriend in the world. he is my anti anxiety medication. <br /><br /><br />My cat Yoko will come into Zack's room when she knows I'm up. She'll sit in my cross legged lap, clean herself, and take a nap with us. My fuzzies. that alone, gazing at my baby Yoko and my baby Zack, napping, fills me with warmth, and with the feeling that everything, every moment for the rest of my life, will be okay, since I have him. I know i won't have to worry about anything (though I worry about virtually everything anyways) as long as he is there. He takes care of me, He'll do anything for me even if he doesn't have the means to. I don't deserve him, but I am eternally grateful for every single tiny thing he does for me. <br /><br />I am so grateful for all of you. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:162632 2008-01-06T19:03:53Z 2008-01-06T19:03:53Z But things are as amazing as ever. There were the best of times and the worst of times, the times Zack carried me through. Without him...I don't know. I'd probably live for nothing except how to get through the next day. <br /><br />I'm still in the amazing house and it's even more amazing now that Shelli moved in. Laura moved out last summer. Alysha (Muff) Huff was down for the holidays and we had a hoedown. Good times! I wish Joey and Alisha could've made it. I spent a lot of time with my family in Canyon Lake, seeing my parents and sisters and lil' baby nephew Henry. It was amazing. I love my family. <br /><br />Still working at Chester's. They were training me on expediter, and after three split shifts of constantly laying meat, the repetitive motion made my arm hurt sooo bad. after two days off it still hurt, so I went to work and they sent me to the doctor and paid for all the bills and medication. the doctor said I cannot grasp or hold anything with my right arm and I cannot flex or extend my wrist at all and I have to wear a brace. I went to work the next day cause I had a whopping three hours that week, they had taken me off training expediter. So the next day of course my wrist was hurting even more, they sent me to the doctor again. I need physical therapy. <br /><br />So there is nothing I can do at Chester's one-handed, so I'm not scheduled again until Friday. That's a whole week with no pay......fucking sucks, and to get a compensation check you have to miss more than a week. So I called my parents and they, thank the lord, helped me out. Now I can get some work done on my car so it doesn't die!<br /><br />I need to do all the paperwork for school by next month so I can go next semester. I'm finally settled at my job and house, and yea I've been putting it off. I'm excited to begin learning again. Hopefully my lazy ass pulls it off. <br /><br />Hopefully I'll update this thing more. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:162462 2006-12-16T14:50:32Z 2006-12-16T14:50:32Z AH! I've dusted the ceiling fans, mopped and put finish on the wood, and now the floors are oh so pretty. I don't know if I'll be able to do anything today because I work from 9:30 to...9:30. Maybe after work? There's still dust all over the walls in my room and I'd like to clean the shelves in the kitchen too.<br /><br />I'm all excited to have a glass of red wine and sit on the swinging bench(!) on my porch. I will have great gardens and a chiminea and everything else amazing. Amazing things will be done in this house, goddammit.<br /><br />I've paid $424 for a house.<br /><br />Maybe now I'll be FORCED to do all the things my lazy ass doesn't. I just hope Laura's friends are over ALL the time. I'm sure they won't be since it's so far out. My friends can come over whenever. ;) Heh. No I'm looking forward to the isolation, meditative silence. No cars to hear, no kids on the lawn, no upstairs neighbors, no tv on.<br /><br /><br />yesssss.<br /><br />Now I have to get ready for work. I worked a double yesterday too, I don't remember going to bed but I slept in my uniform, which is a time-saver.<br /><br />Time to go mop some more floors. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:162147 2006-12-13T08:16:53Z 2006-12-13T08:16:53Z So a whole hell of a lot has happened since last week. First of all, my sister Stephanie gave me her first car, the one she got in college a '98 Pontiac Sunfire, fuckin red and beautiful and everything is basic and perfect except the driver's door doesn't open, which I'm hoping I can fix for cheap, or myself. fucking GAVE it to me, with only 95,000 miles on it too. It's a christmas fucking miracle, I swear. Turns out they were going to give it to her husband's 14 year old stepbrother, but it would just be sitting for two years you know? <br /><br />Also, Steph might go into labor with my little baby nephew Henry at any moment!!!!!<br /><br />AHAHAHAHHHHHHHH!!!<br /><br />Yes, it's exciting. <br /><br /><br />Okay the second part to this news: Since I don't have to spend the money on a new car, Laura and I saw the landlord about the little yellow house that is so Weetzie and perfect as well and guess what, we sign the paperwork on thursday and will probably start moving in on friday.<br /><br />A New car, A New house, A New baby, A New fuckin year.<br /><br />Hopefully this is just the beginning of a great year. Not the beautiful ending to a bad one. <br /><br />Although this past year wasn't THAT bad. Forgive me for the early year-end recap but I'm not sure how much energy I'll have for it later. I'm surprised I've lasted this long. <br /><br />So it was the second half of my senior year, no car, then I worked at Papa John's for two months and lived in that house without my parents for two months. Then I quit Papa John's and graduated. <br />Honestly I don't remember a whole lot about graduation. I remember standing in line to wait in line to go on stage, and hearing my name. And I kind of remember sitting down with my class. Michelle said...something to me as I passed her walking from the stage. Ruthie's mom (my French teacher) stopped me as soon as I got off. I don't remember how I got there, what happened after or much of in between. <br />Anyways after that I moved to Canyon Lake and lived with my parents for two months and in that two months I: <br /><br />searched fruitlessly for a job. <br />played some pc games.<br />watched a fair amount of television in my room.<br />went a little insane everynight and could not sleep. <br /><br /><br />So I finally moved in with Zack and his family in..August I think and his mother has been kind enough to allow me to stay for so long. I know it was just some more stress. The whole house renting thing kind fell into my lap but I've always loved the house and everything was just perfect for a while. I hope it continues but I wouldn't be surprised if I stressed myself out and the bubble bursts. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:161804 2006-12-07T00:38:11Z 2006-12-07T00:38:11Z Soooo now my car is dead. I have about $700 saved up but I really want to rent Alisha and Joey's old house with Laura. I just don't have the money to get a new car AND a place. But this place is the little house of my dreams! Of course, I'm hoping I can run to daddy and he can loan me money and I can pay him back. But I'm not even sure he has monies and I'm not sure he'd be willing to. I don't need a brand new car, just one that runs and will last at least a year.<br /><br />Argh I feel like I'm writing like a shrieking 16 year old. <br /><br />Fuck but I have shit to worry about like how am I going to get to work and how am I going to get out of Zack's mom's hair?<br /><br />Why did both of these financial holes come up at once?<br /><br />fuck urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:161772 2006-11-13T07:08:40Z 2006-11-13T07:08:40Z So physicists today are really confused and jaded. Maybe not really, but a little. They have evolved from string theory about twenty years ago (ten dimensions, nine being spacial and one time) to M-theory, membrane theory. How our universe is all made of one membrane. I watched this thing on the discovery channel about all of this, what I have been thinking of for a while. The big bang was a result of the collision of two or more membranes which were actually universes (membrane=universe and alll, whatever type of universe it is, being they are parallel to ours and infinite in number) . But I heard that this theory was "bittersweet" because it meant that our universe was nothing special in comparison to the billions of others out there. But I htink this is extreely benificial to my way of thought. So what about the big bang? What was BEFORE the big bang? sure, other membranes, universes, created by other big bangs or phenomenon, but what was before all of that? <br /><br />I can't stop thinking about this, and it makes me think of nothingness. And wondering about nothingness makes me wonder if I can ,properly meditate and still my mind and being, but all of this is actually connected to being and nothingness. All of it down to the very first molecule.<br /><br />So I'm wondering if I shouldn't take a few physics classes when I start school.<br /><br />Time to watch La Dolce Vita.<br /><br />Oh yes, and my birthday was wonderful. I cna't write much more because I have to go to the bathroom. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:161350 2006-11-06T05:19:00Z 2006-11-06T05:19:00Z Alisha went into labor today! She said she'd call when it was over or when she could. Oh god she's probably screaming, crying right now. <br /><br /><br />I tried to get a job as a bank teller. They said they would call me next week but I am so not holding my breath. Though all you need is cash handling experience and to pass some incredibly easy stupid test, I only have about two months' worth of the experience, from back in May. There were a lot of other people for the job, older, more experienced people who had shoes other than sneakers. I sabotaged myself anyway. On the personality part of the application (check which describes you) I wrote my job title as 'hamburger helper'. For christs sake I don't have a job title. So, yeah. Not getting that one. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:161233 2006-10-06T19:29:27Z 2006-10-06T19:29:27Z sooo yeah that last entry/questionnaire wasn't mine, it was Erin's.I was going to do it, but then...didn't and it hers got posted somehow. Sorry, Erin! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:160632 2006-09-27T06:43:09Z 2006-09-27T06:43:09Z 1. your myspace song: The fucking best one ever. Sigor Ros and the Chrnonos Quartet- FlugufreIsarinn<br />2. What month were you born? November.<br />3. Where do you live?: At this moment San Antonio Texas<br /><br />Describe your...<br /><br />4. Wallet: Has too much paper. I should Be more organized,that's what I decorated this planner thing for. <br />5. Dream car: Hah A hybrid. Or wings. Or a rocket...... <br />6. Toothbrush: green with rubber spikes...and scope.<br />7. Jewellery worn daily: my beads, if Iam not already passed out on the couch after work. also, I can't reallyaccesorise if I don't have much clothes. <br />8. Eyes: brown and dead/ unwillingly evil/ hooded<br />10. Favorite hair colour? brown.<br />11. love life:Mmmmm. hum...Ask me again next week.... <br />12. Perfume: right now either zack's cologne or my opium oil<br />13. CD in stereo: i have no stereo..no stereo in my car just radio...<br /><br />What are you...<br /><br />15. Wearing:my big blue toadies tshirt and jeans.<br />16. Wanting: to have a good day tomorrow <br />18. The last thing you ate? hm... maybe some chex mix? <br />19. Something you are afraid of: I've had worse fears before.... I just need to read this book I got.<br />20. Do you like candles? Yeah, I just need a place to enjoy them.<br />21. Do you like the taste of blood: Well...I have before...but, no. <br />22. Do you believe in love? yes. Just....yes, in every way.<br />23. Do you believe in soul mates? It's not just that....<br />24. Do you sleep naked?: mostly not. haven't had the priveledge in a while.<br />25. Do you like seafood? Hate all of it except sushi. <br />26. Do you remember your dreams?: If I time it right. <br />27. Do you consider yourself a study freak? I just bought the one book I've been wanting for ages. Finally something to do besides watch tv. But I have to memorize all of it.<br />29. Do you like tattoos? Yeah. <br />30. Do you believe in miracles? Typical...i believe in everythig.<br />31. Do you burn easily in the sun?: I tan like a bitch. I hate the sun.<br />32. Do you speak another language other than English?Kind of frech. Kind of.<br />33. What's something you wish you could understand better?other people. <br />34. Are you shy around your crush?:wasn't, am not, shy around Zack<br /><br />38. Got any plans for the weekend? ISeein my nephew in utero, <br />39. Who do you miss? I miss talking to Alysha about everything.<br />40. Last incoming call on your cell phone? Zack<br />41. What's your favorite restaurant? Sushi Zushi.<br />42. Last time you swam in a pool? Um... I really can't remember our of the vacations I've been on.<br />43. Like someone? Si senor<br />44. How many kids do you want? depends on ginances. as much as I can handle.<br />45. What type of music do you dislike most? Augh anything ANNOYING TO MY EARS It's vague because the music always fuckin changes..<br />46. What was the last thing you bought?: coffee, a book, beer, and gas. mmmm.<br />47. Does someone have a crush on you?: maybe? <br />48. What shoes are you wearing now? od man socks<br />49. Do you have a garden?not yet.<br />50. Where did Waldo go? Fuck you I found him and he explained everything.<br />51. Best movie you've seen in the past month? The beginning of Rushmore. <br />53. You a good cook? I wish. Maybe someday.<br />55. Do the Chinese really use cats in their food? Only if you think they do.<br />56. Have you ever had to wear a uniform to school?Nope. I always considered it though.<br />57. Last thing you drank? Corona.<br />59. Who was the last person you visited in the hospital? Zack.. <br />60. Where were you for Valentine's Day? With Zack?<br />61. Last time you laughed? guh. soemthing tonight though I don't remember sorru. <br />62. What's your favorite animal? My baby kitten Yoko<br />63. Whats the name of your first pet? My hamster Daisy. After the duck? Maybe I liked her shoes.<br />64. Who is the second to last person to call you? Laura<br />65. Is there anything going on this weekend? I don't know.<br />66. How are you feeling right now? this thing is takng too long I need to kiss Zack and go to bed. I heed him to get ready for bed with me. <br />67. What do you think about most? Probably work and getting ready for mit. the I hypnotize on tve. <br />68. What do you think of the person that posted this before you? She's amazing<br />69. Who is MOST likely to repost this survey? :/ Hve no Idea, probably no one.<br /><br /><br /><br />(Post a new comment)<br /><br />Mini Sitemap:<br />Manage Account<br />Account Settings<br />Upgrade<br />Support & FAQs<br />Be a Support Volunteer<br />Feedback & Contact Us<br />Site News & Updates<br />LJ is OpenSource<br />Our Policies<br />LJ Gift Shop<br />Downloads<br />More... 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I know she's anxious about my situation, but I try and help out around the house, doing the dishes is my specialty. and dishes for five people is a lot, that's why I'll gladly do them for her. <br /><br />My head has been stuffed again lately. More popped ears, tunnel vision. The whole living in a box situation.<br /><br />I wish I made beautiful music. I wish I could sing, play an instrument, dance, anything. <br /><br />I had fallen in love with the idea of living in my own apartment, where everything is under my control. But I simply don't make enough. I think I'll like living with Alisha and Joey, if I ever do, if everything works out.<br /><br />I think I'd make a good receptionist. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:160190 2006-08-15T20:18:10Z 2006-08-15T20:18:10Z my babyses gets home in two hours................<br /><br />I'm going to be Nefertiti for Halloween. I start my job at Chester's tomorrow! Hopefully in a month or so I'll have my own apartment! Holy shit! I'm using a lot of exclamation points! Holy shit I just forgot what they're called!<br /><br />Yoko is huge now. My baby Yoko...She's five months old now and currently mad at me because I had to yell at her for being on the desk. I love my cat. She's amazing. She can play the guitar. She is a pussy superstar.<br /><br />God I just want my apartment already. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:159953 2006-08-04T22:47:26Z 2006-08-04T22:47:26Z I took a nap today and dreamt that Muff and I were taking hostages in some strange room in the middle of the woods. The room was filled with people, we had guns, and somehow we could turn on music (which was actually playing in my room during my nap). We let a few people we liked go, like an old black man who was singing along with Iggy Pop. Before we could lock the doors, the police or whoever burst in and it turned into one of those crazy action movie chases in a large building with small hallways and everything. I lost Muff in the building, and when I got out and was walking, Angelina Jolie joined me, we both smiled, as in, let's do that again. She said "This time, four crashes on the highway to slow them down". Anyways we were spotted and there was a huge shootout (turns out I have really good aim). We ran out of ammo and Walt Disney walked up to us, apparently the guy we were running from this whole time, and we were trappped. End of dream. I love dreams. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:159668 2006-07-29T21:05:53Z 2006-07-29T21:06:39Z if you want to see my nephew, hopefully this picture will work:<br /><br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/410/954/1600/its_a_boy%20004.jpg">http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/410/954/1600/its_a_boy%20004.jpg</a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:159393 2006-07-27T18:23:53Z 2006-07-27T18:23:53Z I AM GOING TO BE AN AUNT. <a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/410/954/320/its_a_boy%20004.jpg">My Nephew</a><br />His name is, so far, Henry. My sister Is Having A BOY!!!! She looked so spectacular when I saw her last week! I can't wait (or can) Until I have Zack's babysis. Henry is a perfect name..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:159192 2006-06-20T20:26:02Z 2006-06-20T20:26:02Z Ok so I guess I have a lot of catching up to do. <br /><br />I went through the whole 500 student graduation thing. Let me tell you it was invigorating. Hey I got some award I was unaware of. Texas Scholars...er something similar. I'm still living at 'the old house'. My parents still haven't called the realtor and I think they're waiting for it to be spotlessly clean. I want to repaint the walls white when my mother originally wanted me to bleach every single one in the house. Fuck that it'll take three times longer and look half as good. I don't want to move to Canyon Lake... I know Zack wants to see me often even when I'm all the way up there and that will wreak havoc on our gas money and his car, which he wants to sell soon. And my car might simply not be able to put up with it. Oh yeah my car....<br /><br />I've acquired a car from my grandmother. She was tired of it being in her driveway since she never uses it (because it's so shitty). My cousin and sister have used it before me, with many breakdowns and repairs. AAaand Surprise! When I got it home from changing the registration into my name it overheated. Zack and I can't figure out what's wrong with it. We bought the manual for it and tested what we could fix ourselves, but that's not the problem. So now I have to take it to a shop. Plus the oil inside it is disgustingly dirty. But hey maybe it is fixable and then I'll have a car, badasssss.<br /><br />The best thing: Zack and I have a kitten! I promise you to everything holy she is the cutest sweetest kitten ever. She's gray/black striped with a white belly where the white stretches just to her bottom lip. Her eyes look like they have little white eyeliner, and her feets are white. We've named her Yoko ("good girl" in Japanese). She's slept with us since the first night, she likes watching television if it's colorful or loud or Jon Stewart. Right now she stays at Zack's house.<br /><br />So I guess I'm just waiting to have a permanent household (being shipped off to Canyon Lake) and there I will find a job, Zack will be working, we'll be too tired to see each other as often as needed and it will all be very strenuous and he'll think I don't love him, at which point I will remind him that the only reason I'm in Canyon Lake is to save up for our apartment/visit Muff.<br /><br />Heh. hey Muff I forgot to ask you. Can me and Zack visit you in a few months? That is, if you don't hate me.<br /><br />Go see "Breakfast on Pluto" urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:witch_baby_:158956 2006-05-14T05:12:02Z 2006-05-14T05:12:02Z I'm at Zack's, my parents have taken the computer up to their house. so I won't be online a whole lot. I guess I wasn't before. Only two more weeks of school...all I can think about (and I should) is this thing for english. group project. <br /><br />God it was so hot today I felt like passing out and puking all during work. the store owner thinks too much AC is a waste of money? He'll think again when his main phone-picker-upper starts tearing the phones off the counters and throwing them at the customers, yelling expletives into the unattached mouthpeices. <br /><br />In better news: my sister is pregnant yaaaaay (plus she's married yaaay)<br /><br />time to watch 'Ichi the Killer' and I love Zack yaay.