well i applied for graduation...or at least i think i did. who knows. the internet blows.

talked to connie this morning and she flat out said, "this guy is poison." and it's true. i don't know what it is about him, but it's not healthy and it's going to get me nowhere. might as well accept it and move on.

i don't know how i feel...i see this situation that i walked into and since i found out about it i've been like, "...meh." i'm not a fraction as upset as i thought i should be. maybe i just don't have the energy to care. i don't have the desire to talk to him anymore. it pretty much was the last nail in the coffin. but if he tries the thing where he doesn't talk to me again for a long time, he's got another thing coming. i'm gonna have the final say. i just don't want to get pissed...i don't want to get emotional.