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| 12:12am 17/05/2006 |
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mood:  really sad
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i have a lot to learn. gordo hung up on me earlier today when we were talking. i don't regret anything i said to him...i was telling him that he needs to learn how to treat friends...it's not just a lesson on dealing with me, it's a life lesson. then he hung up on me. i hate when he starts doing that thing where he says, 'you're right, i'm a jerk, i'm a fuck-up, i have major issues.' i don't buy it anymore, because he does it all the time when he's in the hot seat. it's like he'll say anything to get out of it. he doesn't meant it. and i refuse to listen to it. so if that's how you act, then go fuck off. i'm too old to have shitty friends.
i really and truly hate being lonely. it scares me. |
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