life after college

i need to sit down and think this one out...

i am completely upset and petrified now about my life and what's in store. why am i so scared? i feel like it's the end, not a beginning. the end of me enjoying life, having friends, or even a hope of finding that someone.

i don't know why i feel this way...life gets better, right? yea, it gets harder and more complicated, but sweeter all the same. that's what i hope...

i'm so scared, and i need someone around to help me with the thoughts that keep running through my head...i just don't want to be lonely