NNGGGHHHH someone needs to rip me the new NEW TOMORROW songs off their myspace like RIGHT NAOW plz?? ^______^

Bold the true ones, italicize the semi true ones, elaborate.

( alright, stop! ..MEME-time! )

I googled my name and a book report that i made in 6th grade came up *facepalm*

Take that Frank!

Ngh. I was supposed to be at home an hour ago but kiril's mom still hasnt come home. She was supposed to be back at 9-10pm.. This day sucks. I do get a bit more money though..
*yawn*

I'll be photographing our fashionshow tomorrow :D defo lookin forward to that. The stage is a little small though..

FFS Frank! :D i only read like two sentences and im already annoyed by the 'however's hahaha

*headdesk*

I'm glad to see his view on the world hasnt changed much. IF this is even real. It seems legit but who knows, it's the internet after all.


woo my head just started spinning like woah. :S creepy. what's going on?



YAY for taking a break from school for two months and being an intern at my mom's workplace :D our 2nd period starts on monday and we're all assigned to work as interns in dressmaker's shops and stuff. should be fun.


and hopefully we can get computers to do all the work for us so that we can just have fun all day.
*facepalm*


edit:

i guess im the only one that doesnt feel guilty about reading all that. i dont know why i should. to me it wasnt about "OMGFRANK'S SCHOOLWORK I HAZ TO READZ IT!!!"1112!4 *SQUEE*" but because i was honestly interested in what he had to say and dang do our minds think alike! it was weird just going "hell yeah man that's what i think too" while reading his assesments.

what's even more weird is that im beginning to miss my finnish classes and writing assesments. i had this one from 9th grade that i was pretty proud of but i cant find it :( i hate presentations but i love assesments. OH and one from last year! UGH why do i always have to throw everything in the trash..? ,____,

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LOLOMG i was watching this documentary on anorexic boys with my mom last night and what is this one kid wearing? a fucking MY CHEM t-shirt! like.. what are the odds.
MCR is following me everywhere! I'm not even kidding. Almost everytime i put on the radio they're playing like Teenagers or FLW. oh yeah, i had my radio on last night and i woke up at around 3am to Famous Last Words. *headdesk* THEN! just now.. i put on MTV and they're playing WTTBP. D: AAAGHHH!



ps. im totally addicted to Reggie's Happy V-Day. it's so damn good :*

There was another shooting incident in a school here in finland today.. 9 sivillians died, two survived (the other was the shooter himself but then he died in the hospital after trying to shoot himself). Im scared of where our country is heading to.

lmao you can kinda hear me shout "fuck bush!" in that video. it was all so funny XD everyone just started shouting "fuck palin, fuck bush, fuck obama, fuck mccain!" hahaha
i miss that tour.. just yesterday while i listened to Reggie's 'Get Well Soon' on my way to school, my eyes got filled with tears.. :SSS DNW. im just so fucking happy that i got to experience Reggie's final tour AND Leathermouth's first tour with such cool people and in such nice places. *sigh*


im gonna write a review of the shows tomorrow and a tiny recap of our trip. and jsyk, be warned, i have a shitload of pictures... D:

lmfao i fell on my knee while walking up the stairs at school this morning. It was so embarrasing.. *headdesk* so now i have a fucked up thumb and wrist, and a busted knee. What next?! XD my whole knee is swallen and i hve a huuge bruice up to my thigh. :S i sware, im the clumsiest person alive.
Wee im almost done with my corset! Its so cute and i cant wait to show it to you guys :D it has boobcups! Bwahaha

Life, it seems, will fade away
Drifting further every day
Getting lost within myself
Nothing matters, no one else

I have lost the will to live
Simply nothing more to give
There is nothing more for me
Need the end to set me free

Things aren't what they used to be
Missing one inside of me
Deathly lost, this can't be real
Can not stand this hell I feel

Emptiness is filling me
To the point of agony
Growing darkness taking dawn
I was me, but now he's gone

No one but me can save myself, but it's too late
Now I can't think, think why I should even try

Yesterday seems as though it never existed
Death greets me warm, now I will just say goodbye, *Goodbye*


I have no idea how i'm supposed to write about last week, because all i wanna do is sleeeeep. and that's what ive been doing the past 3 days. i woke up at 3.30am today. this is fucked up. and i dont know what to do. i try to wait until 9pm to go to sleep so that i'd wake up at 6am the next morning but i cant take it so i just go to sleep at like.. 2pm and then wake up at 10pm and im all "oh hai i cant sleep anymore"

im so fucking tired about all this shit and im ready to just give up. i dont wanna go to school. i dont wanna work. i dont even feel like going to a bar with my friends on friday.. or maybe i should and get really hammered, HA! atleast i'd have fun for a tiny moment. i just feel like lying around in bed all day.
my thumb hurts.. i got it tied up at the doctor's. THANKS A LOT FRANK FOR CURSING ME! D: should've never asked about his thumb. *murmurs*

I cant make juice of em, cause my blender is broken.

This day turns out to be the worst ever. Im this close to just ending it all. I cant take it! I spent 20 mins on the bathroom floor bawling my eyes out in school..fun times. I almost broke my thumb again. I was having an anxiety attack aswell. Going to the doctors right now. Prolly not gonna pass my courses. I fucking love my life. I may aswell just start popping pills.. If your life is goin to shit you might aswell numb the pain while its happening.

Oh gawd. Im so jetlagged its not even funny. Yesterday i was up for over 25 hours,til i went to sleep at 8pm.Woke up at 4.30am today.. Atleast i wont be late for school.lol
Man finland is depressing.. Its so fucking cold here! Its twice as cold as it was before we went to NY. I miss it.. :( the nice salesclerks, the cheap stuff, the bagels, the shopping, THE SUN (i havent seen the sun since i fucking came back!), the shows, the funny, the people we met, tanja's family, just everything. Except the humidness.

squeeeeeee i got a shitload of awesome photos last night. there were atleast 4 of us in the "photographer's pit" and i had such an awesome time because we could all take as many pictures as we wanted. got frank's water from his hair in my eye (how pleasant.... X.X) and spit all over me.. yuck. anyway. the coolest thing during leathermouth was when i was taking a picture of frank, like a real closeup, he decides to throw his whole mic to this girl in the first row that was really into it and she sang the last part of the song on the mic while frank borrowed hambone's mic. epic times man, epic times.

it's 9/11 today.. it's so weird to be here right now. :[

last night's show?
one word... EPIC.


got to meet darren, fran, frank and james. when we talked to frank after the show with aikku and a couple of friends from austria that we met online, the funniest thing happened.

kari: we came from austria
frank: really? that's cool.
*butts in* and we're from finland ;D
...
kari's friend: can you sign this?
frank: sure. i dont have a pen though...
me: oh, i have one!
frank: ..leave it to the finnish people! :DD
...
*james walks past us with his wife on the street after we walked nadja to the nearest subway* hello finlaaand! *waves*


XDDD im going to write a proper review of all the shows once i get back home next week.


ps. im going to be shooting ALL THE BANDS at Crazy Donkey, not just Warship! omg leathermouth *___* i just hope frank wont spit on my camera or anything D: i just bought a new lens today. lol
pps. we saw some semi-old dude's balls hanging from his shorts on the subway today. im scarred for life. it was the most disgusting thing ever. he seemed all normal until.. BOOM! there they were :S why is it so hard to wear underwear???!!!

i should be packing but no. i do THIS!




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im leaving in 2 days.. *____* im shitting myself tbh.

My msn decided to be a bitch and deleted almost all of my msn contacts from the last 4 years. GREAT! i only have 5 atm..

so please, ADD ME if i used to talk to you a lot. or even some.

wertica_@hotmail.com

and here's my new haircut

holyshits, im getting a photopass for the night at the show in farmingdale. or maybe just during warship, i dont care, i love warship! and this is my chance to finally start photographing bands \o/

yeah no problem, just message me again closer to the show to remind me.

-fran



*squee*


oh and apparently it's quite hot in New York. That's awesome because it's getting really chilly in here, BUT i'm not into humidity. especially my hair :[


NGHHHH it's 9.30am and ive been at work for an hour now. i still feel sleepy ,___,

wee my grandma bought me a turquoise (more to the blueish side though) suitcase :D
and i have an appointment to my hairdresser tomorrow. WEEEE new hurrr. im probably gonna cut it like i did back in january. like this
no dying though. im letting my hair rest a bit x)


ps. everyone go check out In This Moment. I forgot how fucking good they were D:

fangirls: we love you frank!
frank: yeah okay, whatever.. awh im sorry man. you aint in kansas anymore motherfuckers, this aint an mcr show.

frank: alright, so.. uhh. this song is called 'sunsets are for muggings'
*crowd screams*
frank: yeah you like it.

frank: ..anybody on drugs?




frank... marry me plz?