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never real; just a sketch of me
and everything i've made is trite and cheap and a waste of paint
Created on 2005-04-06 22:31:01 (#6715546), last updated 2006-06-20
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Basic Info| Name: | nikkibob |
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| Birthdate: | 03-23 |
| Website: | myspace |
Biohello hello, my name is nicole, and i'm the coolest person that you'll EVER come across! :)
livejournal is the most amazing thing ever, especially mine! only not 'cause i often get lazy with updating it.
i really like music, especially acoustic music and music with poetic lyrics that really make you think. my favorite band is bright eyes because their lyrics are by far the best lyrics that i've ever come across. there are a vast array of other bands that i also like, but you'll have to look at my myspace (listed under my website link) for that.
i don't really like the radio or much mainstream music. i think that the more that a spotlight is on an art form such as music or the more that it is exploited, the greater the chances of it becoming less and less of an art and more and more of a money machine.
and for that matter, i hate fakeness. when everyone looks like every other cookie cutter child and have the exact same interest and think the exact same way as the other, then there's nothing special or unique to it. i view the entire world as a canvas, and art galleries would go out of business if every piece of art was a reproduction of the next. i think that art is in the eye of the beholder; you really can't define it, but you have to mold every situation into something beautiful, good or bad. i think that one of my vices are that i think that bad things are beautiful, too, including vices, so i'm not really amenable to change. and i'm stubborn.
i'm highly annoyed by loser rating communities and the people in them. i hate lame self-portraits that are intended to be artsy and are incredibly contrasted and photoshopped. not looking in a camera does not make you cool! it only makes you look like a pretentious mofo.
i find that i'm becoming increasingly blunt as i get older; i just don't care as much what people think of me. and in my old age (haha), i find that i know absolutely everything and absolutely nothing at all, but don't we all?
♥ ♥ ♥
"there were always in me, two women at least, one woman desperate and bewildered,
who felt she was drowning and another who would leap into a scene, as upon a
stage, conceal her true emotions because they were weaknesses, helplessness, despair,
and present to the world only a smile, an eagerness, curiosity, enthusiasm, interest."
anais nin
"you know that point in your life when you realize that the house that you grew up
in isn't really your home anymore? all of the sudden, even though you have some place
where you can put your stuff, that idea of home is gone."
"i still feel at home in my house."
"you'll see when you move out. it just sort of happens one day, and it's just gone,
and you can never get it back. it's like you get homesick for a place that doesn't
exist. i mean, it's like this right of passage, you know? you won't have this feeling
again until you create a new idea of home for yourself, you know, for you kids, for
the family you start; it's like a cycle or something. i miss the idea of it. maybe
that's all family really is: a group of people who miss the same imaginary place."
garden state
"you can't swim in a town this shallow, 'cause you will most assuredly drown tomorrow.
death cab for cutie, "why you'd want to live here"
♥ ♥ ♥
she stepped outside into the morning air to watch the cars go by and let the sun dry her hair. i wanted to tell her how beautiful she was, but i just stared.
i sat behind the wheel and watched the raindrops as they gathered on the windshield and raced down into the humming motor, and she folded up her fears like paper airplanes and lost them in the trees.
and i know i don't deserve this: the capacity to feel, to laugh and cry and to praise. for that, i live and breathe and wake each day; is nothing less than your grace in awkward and glorious movement.
mineral -- if i could
♥ ♥ ♥
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