so things were going pretty good.. until my birthday. [tuesday]
my friends were amazing all day, they really made me happy with all the hugs&cards&everything. iloveyouuu<3
but then i got home and the fighting started. my sister, my parents, chris. wow, nice birthday.
the best part of my day was eating cheesecake. cuz im fat, and all i care about is food.
then the next day.. finals started. i was so stressed because im getting all border line grades so i need to do lots of studying. i couldn't though, too much on my mind to worry about school. i did okay on the finals on wednesday, but i screwed myself over with human geo becuase im still getting a C.
then after staying at school looking for kaitlyn's fucking credit card, me and andria went to her house and tanned&swam and stuff. it was cute. i love hanging out with her. and making hotdogs explode. yeahyuh.
i came home.. the conversation with chris continued. it finally led to us breaking up.
i guess its for the best, he wont have to worry or stress himself out over me anymore. and he can leave knowing that theres nothing he needs to worry about.
so if hes happy, im happy.
today i had my math final. if i get a D in the class, ill be so mad. ugh, fhiujnvkdv. summer school here i come.
i wore my thomas gym shorts to school and i felt like a boy. but i was comfy, so thats all that matters.
we went to BK then maggies after school. we tried to attack rosie, diane & lynne with water balloons, but we missed.. and jackie hit the window instead of throwing it OUT the window. hah, funniest thing ever.
finals, last day of school tomorrow. LYNNE'S BIRTHDAY. i dont know what im doing. celebration maybe for lynne/me turning 15. eeh call to make plans.
i made chris an "i'll miss you" card, cuz hes leaving on saturday. and its really cute. but now i cant give it to him. =(
well atleast i can look at it.
ill update again if something exciting happens.
lets hang out all summer.