Polaroid.

If only my i lived my life in polaroid pictures, how easy life would be. Capturing a fleeting smile that would translate into happiness for eternal.

I'm feeling really lousy these days. Work is exhausting, and I just want to get out for good. As much as I like this place, I just want to ORD. I want to dive back into filmmaking again, feeling the rush of making a film from scratch and watching it in its completed form.

I know I keep talking about the same thing all the time. But that's because it's all I ever think about. There's so many people I want to collaborate and shoot with. Sometimes I'll randomly surf around on facebook and see people that I want to cast them. Sometimes I'll listen to music that makes me want to shoot my own music video. Sometimes I read or hear stories that I want shoot a short.

And then there is sometime where I want to meet someone special, and share my love for film making. Someone to speak my language, understand why it excites me. Even though I have very close friends, they aren't into what really drives me. It's like I'm always alone in my journey to become a recognized film maker.