i am trying to say...

without having to say...

writings and grapic art
of jaded_skys.

... we all knew it would
happen eventually!

name and theme taken
from the song "What
I'm Trying To Say" by
Stars

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You look so good in the clothes of a poser
And when you smiled, all the kids fell apart here
I know a place where it's warm and it's dry, dear
Let me take you there
North of the river all the streets are the same
We can pretend that they don't know our name
And the heat is turned all the way
So don't pretend that you don't feel the pull

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

You look so good in the shoes of an outcast
I kissed your throat every time they said it wouldn't last
But then I knew you, I knew you, I knew you,
I really knew you
We fell apart in the parties of the empty heart
We danced the junkie in the shadows of bad modern art
We clicked our heels and we wished we were home
One more tab
And your silk hits the chrome

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

Spring comes in when I'm rolling up another one
I draw the curtains in the glare of the same old sun
We are collapsed in the act of just being here
Three blues, two greens, and a beer.
We are collapsed in the act of just being here
Three blues, two greens, and a beer.

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

(But it's impossible to say without having to say...)

shoes of an outcast

main journal

July 2009

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14 May 2013 @ 05:01 am

My tweets

Mon, 18:54: Okay... Shower then all that crap I need to do but I'm so emo.
Mon, 18:55: I just want to stare at youngjae
Mon, 20:11: RT @maddow: "We are all gay for Rachel Maddow's book." Oh, wonkette, I am gay for you, (cont) http://t.co/Xfz1WapKlL
Mon, 20:11: @papalrobe /o/
Mon, 20:13: Awkward moment when you think a girl is singing but it's just KN
Mon, 20:14: I will get to those two tags when I get home whether I feel like writing or not
Mon, 20:15: I also have tags owed to Sammy two of those too. One is important since we need to finish the damn novella sooner rather than later.
Mon, 20:16: I wish that was my bus but there's no way sighs
Mon, 20:16: The weather is gorgeous today though
Mon, 20:46: @ggukked idk if I can get everything on this list

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13 May 2013 @ 05:00 am

My tweets

Sun, 18:30: @ggukked RT @TEENTOPfacts: [PIC] L.JOE 130512 Teen Top Asia Tour In Seoul http://t.co/pRZLO9XNDM
Sun, 18:31: @ggukked RT @TEENTOPfacts: [PIC] L.JOE 130512 Teen Top Asia Tour In Seoul http://t.co/xbwadaniBe (cr:LJOEFAN_COM)
Sun, 18:32: RT @papalrobe: my only regret of the BAP concert is that I left a Youngjae fan.
Sun, 18:35: @ggukked RT @oursupaluv: Chunji then asked Niel to act spontaneously with L.Joe. Niel ended up hitting L.Joe #teentopno1inseoul
Sun, 18:35: @ggukked RT @oursupaluv: Then Chunji said he wants to act out with L.Joe L.Joe: But you're not a (cont) http://t.co/fFz1uuvALg
Sun, 18:35: @ggukked RT @oursupaluv: Ricky then proceeded to hit L.Joe, five times on his chest, with the (cont) http://t.co/8ojzXxkOLo
Sun, 18:36: RT @ScorpioSeason: #Scorpios simply have strong passions that need regenerating
Sun, 18:41: RT @ScorpioSeason: Don't judge a book by its cover when it comes to #Scorpio. You don't know what they're about or what they're capable of
Sun, 19:17: Will do bank, Walmart and gym tomorrow.
Sun, 20:16: I'm reading The Hobbit: or, There and Back Again http://t.co/I3ocu5w9Tj #GetGlue #TheHobbit

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12 May 2013 @ 05:01 am

My tweets

Sat, 17:30: RT @ScorpioSeason: #Scorpios are creative and show a great ability for sarcasm with their deadly tongue, which gets them in trouble
Sat, 17:30: RT @ScorpioSeason: #Scorpios stinger can show their cruel, dark side. Evolved #Scorpios use it to transform their lives for the better
Sat, 17:30: RT @ScorpioSeason: #Scorpios are truly courageous, and are not afraid of anything.
Sat, 17:31: RT @ScorpioSeason: #Scorpios endurance makes them plow ahead, overcoming any obstacle in their path
Sat, 18:14: Uh... Yeah they do...
Sat, 18:16: I want @papalrobe to come here ;-;
Sat, 18:31: Laying on me on a lazy Saturday. Hyuna also now is Youngjae... Psy is Jongup http://t.co/fiYc37vjej
Sat, 18:31: Photo: Laying on me on a lazy Saturday. Hyuna also now is Youngjae… Psy is Jongup http://t.co/EWlQyLD0bs
Sat, 18:36: RT @KOLO8: Vegas Man to Prison for $3 Million Seafood Fraud at Tahoe: A 55-year-old Las Vegas man has been sentenced to m... http://t.co/8d…
Sat, 18:36: We are Siamese we do just as we please

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11 May 2013 @ 05:00 am

My tweets

Fri, 19:05: RT @TEENTOPfacts: [NEWS] JYP Entertainment Says ‘No Comment’ Regarding Girl Group Member ‘S’ ...
Fri, 19:05: RT @ScorpioSeason: #Scorpios don't let themselves get close to other people
Fri, 19:08: I originally woke up at 6am like fuck no... Happier with 12
Fri, 19:08: All I want in life is a kindle fire
Fri, 19:12: Need to get a few things out of the way and then I can read /o/
Fri, 20:12: Suddenly extremely hungry
Fri, 20:12: Kinda shocked @ggukked is already up and showering
Fri, 20:41: Man the weather is so nice
Fri, 20:42: No one should like minhyuk. He's irrelevant
Fri, 20:42: I forget he exists

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10 May 2013 @ 05:00 am

My tweets

Thu, 18:52: His English RT @BAP_Bangyongguk: leave for #SanFrancisco
Thu, 18:52: RT @ElmoreEmily: I'm not shy. I'm just very good at figuring out who's worth talking to.
Thu, 18:53: RT @papalrobe: What I need here are more BAP Infinite and BTOB fans. ): does anyone like me enough (cont) http://t.co/6EEzzgjF28
Thu, 18:55: I still keep thing "holy shit Yongguk is so tiny."
Thu, 19:20: That was a weird commercial
Thu, 19:44: Just posted a photo http://t.co/yOHXnQziyI
Thu, 19:44: Photo: http://t.co/KXNN4BQQm3
Thu, 19:52: I'm still really exhausted and not ready to deal with writing things yet
Thu, 20:19: RT @AP: MORE: Minn. House approves same-sex marriages, six months after voters rejected effort to ban them: http://t.co/D4mUTAV2Eb -SS
Thu, 20:19: Maybe napping

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09 May 2013 @ 05:00 am

My tweets

Wed, 17:10: Shit we just woke up
Wed, 17:33: RT @steledapple: Recording after Afterschool Club...Tired and hungry...Anywho FIGHTING!!!! 애프터스쿨 마치고 와서 녹음녹음녹음LOL.. 피곤하고 배고프지만 화이팅!!! http:…
Wed, 17:35: Gdiaf RT @EXO_M_K: Chen ~.. Cr:Tian-nucy http://t.co/Btyaq3aQWI
Wed, 18:25: Good. RT @AP: Utah teen accused of punching a soccer referee who later died charged with homicide by assault: http://t.co/z5gdECLjCZ -RAS
Wed, 19:03: RT @MaddowBlog: The lesson of Mark Sanford: Hypocrisy won't count as much if your district is red enough http://t.co/pENChkYA5t
Wed, 19:26: Oops almost complained about Californians and their inability to merge on a muse twitter!
Wed, 19:37: RT @MaddowBlog: Science, governing and women's health, North Carolina-style http://t.co/cqseibAupl
Wed, 19:45: RT @ScorpioSeason: Moderation is difficult for #Scorpios, but is very necessary.
Wed, 19:45: Headachey still
Wed, 20:01: Can anyone do me a huge favor? You need to be at a computer and it'll literally take maybe 5-10 minutes at most please

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08 May 2013 @ 05:01 am

My tweets

Tue, 12:04: Sammy is off and we are off now! Slightly worried about the kitties
Tue, 12:10: Dang it's still raining and cold as hell
Tue, 12:14: Impatiently waiting for @ggukked
Tue, 12:48: (@jongupped) should we listen to infinite before the dawn? It's fitting. (@ggukked) /just cracks up
Tue, 13:13: Yucky but pretty weather http://t.co/owMeqVf61S
Tue, 13:13: Photo: Yucky but pretty weather http://t.co/8jgLrHXp81
Tue, 13:16: Just posted a photo http://t.co/cM69pzrMvy
Tue, 13:16: Photo: http://t.co/Hvhk2hpQjq
Tue, 13:18: Just posted a photo http://t.co/IuP6DjIObS
Tue, 13:18: Photo: http://t.co/wmXRo7LHu7

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07 May 2013 @ 05:00 am

My tweets

Mon, 12:12: Lmao @everapart @ggukked RT @oursupaluv: [TRANS C.A.P @teentopbang] Changjo looks like he's in a good mood http://t.co/ERXfi5mIhB
Mon, 13:10: God if I can't come up with $150 I will shoot someone
Mon, 13:14: Okay. I'm going to shower and idk
Mon, 13:15: Basically I'll be driving 20 hours in the span of maybe like 30 hours lol which is fine XD I've done it before
Mon, 13:54: I think me and @ggukked can make this work
Mon, 14:03: Meh
Mon, 14:03: Why am I getting so depressed
Mon, 14:14: Pet peeve.
Mon, 14:29: RT @CARROT_app: BEST. REVIEW. EVER. http://t.co/vHTZsuBX06
Mon, 14:29: RT @CARROT_app: I am pretty sure that positive psychology was invented by Scientologists.

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06 May 2013 @ 05:01 am

My tweets

Sun, 22:20: Waiting on the bus to pick up our second kitty @ mill/wells http://t.co/a8Vfa7I5d0
Sun, 22:20: Photo: Waiting on the bus to pick up our second kitty (at mill/wells) http://t.co/MiFJolChOs
Sun, 22:22: Lmao Harry http://t.co/1fFlf0OyyG
Sun, 22:22: Photo: Lmao Harry http://t.co/geaJDGs80W
Sun, 22:52: Just posted a photo @ Nevada Humane Society http://t.co/YeZ9ZbAPac
Sun, 22:52: Photo: at Nevada Humane Society http://t.co/Oc0T9MjuFI
Sun, 23:28: Our Hyuna baby @ Nevada Humane Society http://t.co/rSE35pQPww
Sun, 23:28: Photo: Our Hyuna baby (at Nevada Humane Society) http://t.co/qSDKCZsOpO
Mon, 00:13: Just posted a photo @ block b time http://t.co/oFrTnP3zZe
Mon, 00:13: Photo: at block b time http://t.co/Mjgge4reHa

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05 May 2013 @ 05:00 am

My tweets

Sat, 22:20: Lmao @ggukked RT @oursupaluv: [TRANS L.Joe @ljoeljoe1123 to Hyukjin @100per_hyukjin] Oh... Hyukjin...😍
Sat, 22:25: Temptation is strong sighs
Sat, 22:26: Royal class bitch
Sat, 22:26: L.joe is adorably lame
Sat, 22:27: Is he just sitting on the floor taking pictures of people??? RT @ljoeljoe1123: 우리 이사님과 회의중인 창조 http://t.co/urh30M6wiC
Sat, 22:28: There's something I find really unsexy about the word "moist"
Sat, 22:28: RT @AP: Sign makers scrambled to fix Frac Daddy's name sign. Had been misspelled "Farc Daddy," says @BbarrouquereAP: http://t.co/u3hmycf7Qv…
Sat, 22:38: Think ill go get a 99cent taco
Sat, 22:49: Forgot the dollar so I'll just wait until Sammy wakes up now
Sat, 23:42: RT @KOLO8: Dark Clouds Indication of Weather Through Next Week: The ominous clouds to the west of the Truckee Meadows are... http://t.co/vP…

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