i am trying to say...

without having to say...

writings and grapic art
of jaded_skys.

... we all knew it would
happen eventually!

name and theme taken
from the song "What
I'm Trying To Say" by
Stars

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You look so good in the clothes of a poser
And when you smiled, all the kids fell apart here
I know a place where it's warm and it's dry, dear
Let me take you there
North of the river all the streets are the same
We can pretend that they don't know our name
And the heat is turned all the way
So don't pretend that you don't feel the pull

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

You look so good in the shoes of an outcast
I kissed your throat every time they said it wouldn't last
But then I knew you, I knew you, I knew you,
I really knew you
We fell apart in the parties of the empty heart
We danced the junkie in the shadows of bad modern art
We clicked our heels and we wished we were home
One more tab
And your silk hits the chrome

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

Spring comes in when I'm rolling up another one
I draw the curtains in the glare of the same old sun
We are collapsed in the act of just being here
Three blues, two greens, and a beer.
We are collapsed in the act of just being here
Three blues, two greens, and a beer.

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

I am trying to say what I want to say
Without having to say I love you

(But it's impossible to say without having to say...)

shoes of an outcast

main journal

August 2008

17 August 2008 @ 11:23 pm

[uni!verse] Chapter 5

Title: Be Cool, Stay In School!
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG
Word Count: 992
Notes: *hids* Ok, life. She is busy. I've had zero time to read the stuff I have to for a class let alone write fic. But here she be! And update! God, does anyone remember what the hell happened in Chpt 4?! *bricks self* Anyways, enjoy!

|Prologue|Chpt 1|Chpt 2|Chpt 2.5|Chpt 3|Chpt 4|

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Tags: eeteuk, fic, kangin, kangteuk, kyuhyun, kyumin, snsd, sooyoung, suju, sungmin, sunny, uni!verse

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04 July 2008 @ 11:41 am

[uni!verse] Chpt 2 Offshoot

Title: Be Cool, Stay In School! Side Story
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kangteuk
Rating: R
Word Count: 774
Notes: I'VE FINALLY FINISHED IT. This has been in the works for like a month, because I fail and haven't been able to finish it/was working on it the same time as uni!verse 5. This takes place in Chpt 2. So, um, enjoy the random Kangteuk? :D?

|Prologue|Chpt 1|Chpt 2|Chpt 3|Chpt 4|

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Tags: fic, kangin, kyuhyun, kyumin, suju, uni!verse

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17 June 2008 @ 06:33 pm

[kwoooooopi] Why Kangin Shouldn't Do Magic Tricks

Title: Why Kangin Shouldn't Do Magic Tricks
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kangteuk
Rating: R
Word Count: 1 065
Notes: For

kwoooooopi! Theme: magic; Catch: it doesn't quite work like it should. This is.... totally partially for

taylormercury because today is her birthday, but I fail and made it Kangteuk because my mind blanks like that? THIS IS BASICALLY FAIL ALL OVER, AND YOU'LL GET HANBUM SOONTIME AS A PROPER BIRTHDAY FIC!

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28 May 2008 @ 01:25 am

[uni!verse] Chapter 4

Title: Be Cool, Stay In School!
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1 074
Notes: Ok, I've beens stupid busy with class and stalking SuJu this month that I've had little to no time to write. But I did get a Kangin air!kiss, SO LIFE IS GOOD. Here is some ~~wildly crappy~~ uni!verse! Plot develops slightly but not really! *fails!*

|Prologue|Chpt 1|Chpt 2| Chpt 3|

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Tags: fic, hankyung, kangin, kyuhyun, kyumin, shindong, suju, sungmin, uni!verse

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27 April 2008 @ 11:20 pm

[uni!verse] Chapter 3

Title: Be Cool, Stay In School!
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1 548
Notes: Moar uni!verse! Told'ja I'd get the next chapter out before I left! Which is two days, dear god! I have literally no idea when the next installment will be. I'll see if I can pass some of the plane time writing.

|Prologue|Chpt 1|Cpt 2|

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Tags: donghae, eeteuk, fic, heechul, kangin, kyuhyun, siwon, suju, sungmin, uni!verse

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19 April 2008 @ 01:43 am

[uni!verse] Chapter 2

Title: Be Cool, Stay In School!
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 845
Notes: uni!verse update. Wow, this took a long time. I blame finals and freaking about going to Korea in 10 days. I swear more will come quicker now! And that there will be more than just Kyuhyun flailing everywhere and some actual plot! :D!

|Prologue| Chpt 1|

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Tags: eeteuk, fic, heechul, kangin, kibum, kyuhyun, suju, uni!verse

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16 April 2008 @ 02:42 am

[icons] 1o x SuJu (Humor)

1o x SuJu (Humor)

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+ comments are made of love
+ crediting is even better than comments
+ asdhjfhasd plz ignore my humor? XD

Tags: icons, suju

I am...:

amused

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18 March 2008 @ 12:03 am

[uni!verse] Chapter 1

Title: Be Cool, Stay In School!
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 859
Notes: The first installment of uni!verse, which looks to be a long-ish epic thing. It includes both n00b!Kyuhyun and ridiculous!everyone, in the beautiful setting of a non-existing university, somewhere in Seoul. Also, I'm forcing Kyu to be a Classics major, because damned if I don't know the depths of what that's like.

|Prologue|

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Tags: fic, heechul, kangin, kibum, kyuhyun, kyumin, suju, sungmin, uni!verse

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17 March 2008 @ 01:30 am

[fic] Mixtape; Kangteuk

Title: Mixtape
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kangteuk
Rating: G - R
Word Count: 1 420
Notes: That meme that's been going around:

1. Pick a character, pairing, or fandom you like.
2. Put iTunes or equivalent media player on random.
3. For each song that plays, write something related to the theme you picked inspired by the song. You have only the time frame of the song: no planning beforehand: you start when it starts, and no lingering afterward; once the song is over, you stop writing. (No fair skipping songs either; you have to take what comes by chance!)
4. Do 10 of these, then post.

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Tags: eeteuk, fic, kangin, kangteuk, suju

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10 March 2008 @ 12:07 am

[fic] Sickness; Kangin + Kyuhyun

Title: Sickness
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kangin and Kyuhyun (platonic)
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 684
Notes: #o78 of the Super Junior 100 Fic Challenge, an AU!university!fic.

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Tags: 100 super junior fic challenge, fic, kangin, kyuhyun, kyumin, suju, uni!verse

57 comments | Leave a comment

28 February 2008 @ 12:36 am

[fic] Him, Her, and Geng; Sihan

Title: Him, Her, and Geng
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Sihan
Rating: Pg-13
Word Count: 925
Notes: Li Yin's new MV!verse Sihan. Because even if there's a female love interest, those boys cannot help but ghei it up. I'm dedicating this to

hoyah because she flails with me, and simply because she is awesome. Warnings for awkward style and no reference to anyone's names except for Hannie!

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Tags: fic, hankyung, sihan, siwon, suju

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08 February 2008 @ 02:00 pm

[Icons] o8 X Siwon

o8 x Siwon (New Modeling Photos)

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+ Comment and Credit
+ These are not bases.
+ Enjoy ♥

Tags: icons, siwon, suju

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29 January 2008 @ 05:39 pm

[massive icon dump]

68 x Super Junior
o2 x Hongki
o1 x Junsu

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+ text-less icons are not bases.
+ Comment (good or bad!)
+ Credit either

jaded_skys or

tryingtosay_ in the keywords
+ Enjoy~

Tags: dbsk, fti, icon, suju

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19 January 2008 @ 02:53 am

[fic] (Unfortunate) Domestic Bliss; Kangteuk

Title: (Unfortunate) Domestic Bliss.
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kangteuk
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 1 279
Notes: Hooker!verse. It has been ages, but I there has been more chat and plot-building so, um, yeah. Dedicated to my darling

lovelysilver19 for her birthday; may you have a wonderful one~

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Tags: eeteuk, fic, hooker!verse, kangin, kangteuk, suju

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25 December 2007 @ 02:31 am

[fic] Acceptance, Hanbum

Title: Acceptance
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Hanbum
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 874
Notes: #o34 of the Super Junior 100 Fic Challenge and also a christmas present to

raiknii BECAUSE I HEARTS YOU SO HARD FOR MY PRESSIE/BEING GENERALLY AWESOME, AND LETTING ME PLAY IN YOUR VERSE~!!!

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Tags: 100 super junior fic challenge, fic, hanbum, hankyung, kibum, suju

55 comments | Leave a comment

24 December 2007 @ 04:54 pm

[fic] Spotlight; Kyuhyun/Sungmin

Title: Spotlight Or How I Found Out My Boyfriend Works For The Mob
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kyumin
Rating: PG-13
Word Count: 431
Notes: #o24 of the Super Junior 100 Fic Challenge and also a christmas present to

shienri, who asked me to write her some gangster!Min~ ♥

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Tags: 100 super junior fic challenge, fic, kyuhyun, kyumin, suju, sungmin

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13 December 2007 @ 01:43 am

[fic] I Like Your Face; Kangwook

Title: I Like Your Face
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Kangin/Ryeowook
Rating: NC-17
Word Count: 450
Notes: #o89 of the Super Junior 100 Fic Challenge

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Tags: 100 super junior fic challenge, fic, kangin, ryeowook, suju

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03 December 2007 @ 12:57 am

[fic] Choking; Eeteuk/Ryeowook

Title: Choking
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Eeteuk/Ryeowook
Rating: G
Word Count: 334
Notes: #o28 of the Super Junior 100 Fic Challenge

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Tags: 100 super junior fic challenge, eeteuk, fic, ryeowook, suju

19 comments | Leave a comment

22 November 2007 @ 12:00 am

[fic] The Same Old Thing; Yeteuk

Title: The Same Old Thing
Fandom: SuJu
Pairing: Eeteuk/Yesung
Rating: R
Word Count: 318
Notes: AU; #79 of the Super Junior 100 Fic Challenge

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Tags: 100 super junior fic challenge, eeteuk, fic, suju, yesung

20 comments | Leave a comment

20 November 2007 @ 09:37 pm

[table] 100 SuJu Fic Challenge

Super Junior 100 Fic Challenge
Started on: 20/11/07
Completed on:
oo6 : 1oo
( Table )
Main Challenge Post

Tags: 100 super junior fic challenge, fic, suju, table

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