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	2009.12.07  18.36 i've had a fucked afternoon and what makes it worse is that i have no on to go to. when i come here i day dream about meeting you here, and that you still cared about me. i never know what to do about these feelings. sia is my only comfort.
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	2009.07.17  23.51 ahh. why can't everyone be honest?
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	2007.05.31  23.49 friends only.
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	2006.11.03  07.40 and it's been a while since i've posted a el jay rant so here goes. my head feels heavy as if i have a hang over. i wish i stayed out tonight, lack of funding and energy spoiled my evening.  seems all i do when i'm at home is stay on the internet, and it makes me sick and frustrated. i don't know why i'm here.  lately, i feel like i'm not getting past a stage, like i'm stuck in between that world and the other. emotional fucking limbo. it's only my fault, i know.  mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmstop what starts with desire can turn into need the chest gets all tight like it's got some disease what burns in the fire just ends up as coals what floats on the water can sink like a stone Music: mirah
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