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10:19am 14/06/2006
  Met up with Derek on Sunday, went for a bev in Kelvin Grove. We were getting on quite well, having a laugh, was then lured to his under the faulse pretence of "showing me his plants". Straight away I was like "that shouldnt have happened", then done the stupid thing of looking through his phone to find texts from munteranne like "wish u were here to, who needs sex when the kisses are this good..." ARRRRRRGH!!!!! We ended up arguing as usual n ruining what could have been quite a cool day. Why do I have to still have feelings for him when all he is is a complete arsehole who blatantly doesnt care about me....

Next day he appologised for shouting at me, n came up to mine. we sat n watched the football n a dvd. Sometimes I wish I was the one he "wished was there"...

But aye! I got a T in the Park ticket! YAAAAAS!!! £195 tho...
 
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02:27pm 06/06/2006
  Come As You Are - Nirvana

Come as you are, as you were
As I want you to be
As a friend, as a friend, as an old enemy
Take your time, hurry up
The choice is your, don't be late
Take a rest as a friend as an old memoria
Come dowsed in mud, soaked in bleach
As I want you to be
As a trend, as a friend, as an old memoria

And I swear that I don't have a gun
No I don't have a gun

I feel that this song kina relates to me just now...
 
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02:02pm 06/06/2006
  I got a kitten yesterday, it's well sexy! It's called pebble, cause it's markings look like pebbles.

Aye, was at Coloursfest on Saturday, which was AMAZUN!! Spent the night dancing away, was rather pilled aswell, sat down the water front jibbering away to Tait and Gill. Pure wish it was Saturday again, ach well, roll on next year!

Dereks gig 2morrow, wonder if i'll get an invite. Although I have absolutly no intention of going even if I do. I'm getting better now, although every so often I still feel the odd pain in my chest or 2, but it's cool. I no longer care to the extend I did. I just really hope that he thinks shagging Marianne was worth losing a friendship over...

My cats attacking my foot, which is fucking sore!!!

I have a college interview 2morrow, to study Radio and Media at the met. Fingers crossed!

I also have to head to work in less than an hour, so I best go get ready...
 
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06:27pm 28/05/2006
  Why do silly things like being removed form someones myspace top8 upset and ever so slightly annoy you! Especually when you removed them from yous aswell...

Text Derek by accident last night, ended up having him text me back making sure I was okay, lillian showed me a text he'd sent her aswell saying "How is she? I dont know if it's ever a good idea to call her..." Take of that what you will, cause I dont know what to think...

Man, I just want to feel fine again, I think this is one relationship time won't be able to help. I highly doupt theres ever a chance of us being friends again, I think far too much has gone on between us. We lose patience with each other all the time which results in a screamin match at some point with us both saying things we end up appologising for the next day, although the appologise are always too late, when somethings been said, theres no taking it back...

Also saw him in town walking across the other side of the street and my heart skiped a beat, all I wanted to do was run over and punch him or give him a hug...

Tait seems to think that we're eventually going to get together, but right now that seems to be the last thing I want. I am attracted to him personality wise, he's cool and I get on with him, but looks wise no, theres no attraction. Plus, I don't think I want anything with anyone just now...

Marianne seems to think that I dont hate her, that I'm treatened by how "close" her and derek are, and although I'd like to deny that, it's probably true! All I'v wanted was the friendship we once had back, and for him to want to be with me as much as he wants to be with her, right now, she seems to have the 1 thing I want more than anything in the world...

On a "Brighter note" Gill bought me a ticket for colours fest next saturday. Please note the Exclimation marks, because I really dont want to go at all, only to have to be in the same company as Tait and Marianne...
 
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09:37am 25/05/2006
  So yeah, lifes rather different from how it was this time last year! This time last year I was with Derek and the happiest I'v ever been, now. who knows how I feel...

Finally saced everything with Derek, too much has gone on, and I dont think anyone could try as hard as I have over the past 5 months, to remain friends with someone...And as usual, he's ran back to Marianne...

Feels like theres been a huge chunk of me cut out, which physically hurts. It's hard to believe how someone you thought was so amazing and so wonderful could be such a selfish, horrible arsehole...

I don't think I'v got anymore tears left to cry and sometimes I feel like I'v talked myself dry, but at the same time I dont...

I miss him more than anything in the world, all I want to do is be with him, but at the same time I want to knock utter fuck out of him and make him feel as bad as I do. You think braking your arm is sore untill you've had your heart broken...

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11:23am 09/02/2006
  I can't go on feeling like this anymore! I need to sac everything with Derek, I know I do, but it's hard! I used to be such a happy person, now I just constantly feel down. When I'm not with him, all I want to do is be with him, but when I am eveythings just shite, he sits there so quietly whilst I'm jumping through hoops trying to make conversation! I just wish he'd remember why he liked me n fell in love with me, I hate the way everything is just now! Sometimes I think everything is cool, like when he's lying hugging me in bed or whatever, but its not cool n nothings ever gonna be the way it was!  
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Life Sucks Baws!   
12:00pm 11/01/2006
 
mood: depressed
Was just readin over my old entries n burst out cryin! Pretty much all of them go on about Derek, n how much fun we're havin n what not, brake up's r fuckin shite! I guess if I just write everything down then it might help, but it's totally gonna be so long...

Since his work night out just before christmas I kina felt like something was going wrong, he called n text less, n when h spent time with me he seemed a hundred miles away. Then 1 night he was ment to meet me n totally dingyd it n turned his phone off. Next day he comes to mine early all appologetic, but actin so differently n that night he was gettin texts from his supposidly lesbian friend Tina like "I think my girlfriend walked in on us" n he was like "oh, she thinks I walked in on her and her girlfriend". DOES HE THINK IM FUCKIN THICK!!! That I cant put 2 and 2 together!! But I ignored it! Awhile later, he asked me to go to a gig with him, so I went ot of my way to swap shifts with Kara, got up that morning n started gettin ready to head to his or something, tryed giving him a call n he was engaged....for 4 hours! Eventually got ahold of him n he's like "just on the phone to July from work", I mean who the fuck is July, never head of her b4, and 4 hours!! So naturally I got abit pissed off and upset and his reaction to that was "hahahahaha, gettin jelous", aye well obv I am you fuckin heartless knob end! Anyway, got a txt from him going on about how I should be jelous n what not, coz I'm apparently the only girl he cares for n what not! From then on he's constantly gettin txt's from her like "thats me just home, love ya xxxmwahxxx", you know, the kind of txts he should have been gettin from me, not some random chick. But you know, I try carrying on like normal, knowing he's cheated on me n lovin the attention he's gettin elsewhere, all bcause I totally loved him n thought things would get better in ahwile! Then on christmas eve, it was the first time he'd properly been near me in alittle while, spent christmas day 2gether with my family at a restarant! The whole day, anything I went to gove him a hug n kiss he otally seemed like he wanted to pull away, then hne went off to his maws that night, not so much a "do you want to come along since I spent all day with your family", so I spend christmas night in tears thinking about everything thats going on! I then dont see him for 2 days and when I do we end up bikkering as usual 2 the point where we went back up2 his and broke up...

He was all like "I love you, I just cant give you what you deserve, we dont have any fun anymore blah blah blah", so I'm sittin in his, in tears knowing this is all because he couldnt be arsed puttin alittle bit of effort into the relationship anymore and cause he fancys a big fuckin bean!!!!! That night he sends me a sweet txt, n calls, but has to get off the phone cause he's crying or something, and since then has givin me 101 different signals!

The next day he was txting n saying if my busses buggered up at night after work, i was to go stay at his n that he wanted to talk n asked me to meet him for a drink the next day. Next day go meet him, we go back to his n he's all huggy n kisses me and the next morning when he leaves for work gives me a kiss n tells me he'll call me that night to see what I'm doing for the bells! Does he call, naw, I end up calling him. We both go to the same party n he spends the night barly talking to me, but smiling n glancing at me, n when its only the 2 of us in the room and I go to walk out he goes "oh, are u not staying with me". I get upset n talk to him, asking if he wants 2 try make things go back to the way they used to be, casual, you know, n he's like "it does seem stupid to brake up" n we end up going back to Duncans n he's like "where you staying 2night, come back to mine" n when I ask him if he actually wants me to he smiles n goes "yea". So we go back to his and he's all huggy n makes the move to kisss me again, makes me brekfast n everything the next day and kisses me n says he'll call 2morrow when my gran picks me up. Next day, does he call, naw! So I call him the next night n he's like "aww, was out with Marrianne, had a pure fun night" The fuckin ex he slept with when hewas with Lillian, so naturally I get abit upset n get off the phone n he txts like "what am i supposed to do, lie about my life to keep every1 happy". Naw mate, just dont mess people around by saying you'll do 1 thing and do another! Anwyay, we conclude that we'll do something on saturday if he calls me on friday, which he does, so I head up2 his about 7ish!

I blatantly askd him if he cheated on me, n he lies to my face n says "no" even though I now know for a fact that he did! We end up talking for ahwile n he's like "could we go back to being casual" n again, asks me 2 stay. Next day I go to head home n h's like "what are you not coming with me" when he was going to work to give his friend a birthday cake, cause he "really wants cat n that to meet me". Y when he's just split up me n likes someone else would he want people to met me, what am I like some silly prize to be flonted about "haha, look at the girls heart I broke n who I'm mssing about so much". But I end up going with him n then he gets me to my bus stop afterwards n stands there as if "are u not gonna invite me 2 yours", so he walks away, but I give him a call n tell him he can come to mine if he wants, n he quickly comes round n gets the bus. On the bus he's holding my hand n rubbing my arm n at mine he leens against me when we're watching film n carrys on with me, n asks to stay coz he missed his bus...which he could have easily got, but missed, n in bed gives me a kiss n hugs me!

I mean, no wonder I'm confused, 1 min he doesnt want to be with me, the next he's huggin n kissin me n sayin how its stupid to brake up, the next saying he'll call n doesnt n lying to me but wanting to be casual!!! What am I ment to do? I'm hurt n confused. If he loves me so much y is he being such an arse!

Sayed I'd call him last night to make plans 2 do something on thursday, but I dingyd it, give him a taste of his own medicine! Dunno weather to call him 2night, or totally leave it. His bean friend goes away for a few months at the end of this week, so thats the person who his feelings totally aim towards these days gone, mabey he'll realise what an amazing girlfriend he had n what me back, but if I ignore him, will he make the effort to call me or anything...who knows!

I dont know where I sand, are we going for the whole friendship thing or are we gonna try be casual again. I said if he wanted to be my friend to leave me along for ahwhile n let me adjust, n all he could say to that was "but I dont not want you in my life". FUCK SAKE, WHAT DO YOU WANT THEN!!!!!!!!!!

I said if he really wanted to make things wor, we'd spent less time 2gether n actually do things with other people, you know, make it fun again. Every relationship reaches a peak, where you've learned everything there is to learn about the other person, you know them pretty much inside out, the only logical step after that, if you really love each other n want to be with each other, is to do stuff with other people aswell, keep the fun factor in the relationship, not go with the usual routine! N when I said this to him he's all like "I never thought about it like that, it makes so much sence"

I dont know what to do! I want him back, but I dont! I dont want someone who could lie n cheat on me n let himself like other people, when all I ever done was keep other doors closed when it came to other people, caus you know, I had the guy I liked for so long n didnt want anything to ruin it! I dont want to sound big headed, but when it comes to getting attention from guys, I get plenty! At his first gig, which I went along to, moral support n all that, I had the bar guys talking to me n wanting to gte me a job with them, gettin on quite well n all that, but I made sure Derek didnt get parra about it. I get attention from peoplein college, but I always sang Dereks praises. Once or twice I'v thought I liked other people, but thought about what I had n how I didnt want to lose it, so closed that door! Out for Jo's birthday, some guy asksfor my number, I say no, becausem I have a bf who I love very much. But did that ever stop him, nah, he's all about getting attention fomr other girls!

Mabey he doesnt mean to hurt me so much, but y treat me like this! I was nothing but a good girlfriend to him!!!!
 
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an up-date! OhhhhEmmmmGeee!   
02:50pm 03/10/2005
  OMG! I'm up-dating my journal...I'm too cool!

Aye, should have been at college this morning, but I had an orthadontist appointment! Aye, college is quite cool, met quite a cool bunch! I'm enjoyihng my classes, even tho I have no idea whats going on in Modies, coz I'm stupid...

Works cool aswell, started talking n getting on with people more and it's always a laugh when me n Stacey are on the same shift! On that topic - I have work in 3 hours, baws to that! But it's all good, cause then I get to see Derek!

Not really seen people all that much, just been working and at college all the time. Spend like everyday with Derek aswell, really should stop it, but hey! I love that boy soooo much! We sat n got stoned the other day n jibbed away, had a laugh. It's so funny, sometimes when we're sitting having a laugh n what not, I remember just why I liked him, n awwww! Yeah, I love him! It's his first gig 2morrow, oooft! Hope it all goes well, im sure it will tho!

Aye, but anywayz, I'm heavy fed up that I dont get 2 see people all that much any more, I'm just always so busy! Sake, sometimes I wish I could go back to last summer, when I had nothing to do most of the time n was always with every1, getting pilled and having a laugh! But all in all, I'm really happy just now, like so happy! I'm with the guy I liked for so long who loves me, I'm never skint n what not! It's not too bad I must admit!

I wish I was with Derek just now! Awwww, I'm so sad. He bought me this weel cool picture if a wee goth fairy girl with stars and an umbarella, and I bought him a "happy tree friends" figure thingy and this WELL COOL wee box called Box Boy - Fighting crime in cardbord city...except when its raining" ahahahah! Couldnt have named that little box better if I tryed, Box Boy - Genious!

I'm well bored beeteedoubleyou!
 
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you suck!   
10:08pm 23/08/2005
 
mood: tired
here, not up-dated this thing in like...forever. Well mabey not that long but I'm all about the melodrama! Trying to think what to actually write...erm aye, I got a new phone! It's cool...same number btw!

WORK

Aye, I got Stacey a job. Wayhey! Aye, I'm actually starting to not mind workin, the people are a buzz, get free munch (always good) get sum heavy fuckin irratible customers tho. Asked this woman 2day if she was sitting in or taking away, as you do n she was like "sitting in OBVIOUSLY", aye mate, how is that obvious. cunt! Aye, n sum guy points to 1 of our poster like "the £3.99 meal" n I was like "theres 2 £3.99 meals on there, what 1 would u like" n he got heavy annoyed n goes "THE £3.99 1". It's like for fucks sake u fuckin knob end theres 2 meals there at 3 fuckin 99, what fuckin 1 u wantin, and speak to me like that again n im gonna fly over this counter n smack you order off your fuckin face...jakey cunto! Anywayz, rant over...

COLLEGE

Aye, I start college 2morrow with Laura, Fiona and Lilly. Should be quite cool. I'm actually looking forward to it. My student ID looks heavy funny, ever1 was laughin at it, ach well...

GENERAL SHISNIT

Stayed over at Lillians the other night, which was quite cool, it's good that I'm actually talking to her again! Missed her! I'm heavy gutted that the summer hols are over, I hardly got to spend any time with any1 except Derek coz of work (not that I'm complaining about spending time with the boy, just wish I'd seen other people more). Been spending so much time with Derek actually, for the past few weeks we've not actually spent more that a day or mabey 2 away from each other, we're just always staying over at each others. He got his red hair all shaved off, looks much better I think, but I dunno, it was such a derek thing that its abit weird him not having it!

fuck, I cant be arsed with this, any1 who actually wants to know what I'v been up2 n how I feel will ask me when they see me, so theres not really any point in writing in this lol!
 
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Sore head!   
09:23pm 31/07/2005
 
mood: annoyed
Here, I finished the new Harry Potter book 2day. Omg! It's so good! I cryed so much, my head now hurts! I can't believe Snape kills Dumbledore! Arrrgh! Makes me mad! Yeah, I know I'm sad, but ach well!

Dereks on his way up! Woooohooo! I need food! I want my camera back! I want sunday off! I want alot of things tbh...but I'm happy anywayz!

Went to see Charlie and The Chockolate Factory the other day and I must say I was deeply dissappointed! Fair enough, the factory looked amazing and some bits were amazing...but all in all dissappointing! I expected alot more from Tim Burton to be honest...the film was no where near as good as the origional! I think they over-produced the parts with the oompa loompas, trying to create some kina pop song out of it all, when they should have kept it nice and simple...old skool style! Ach well...Theres so much I want to see in the cinema just now!

Me and Derek are planning on going away to Blackpool for the September weekend as he's never been there b4, which I was rather shocked at...everyones been to blackpool!!! The boys never been to Deep Sea worl eaither, so I was planning on taking him there on Sunday as it's his only day off this week, but oh no, I'm working! Gutted! I weely like him <3

Grrrr, Dumbledores dead! I want to cry again...

Yes, again, I AM SAD!
 
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grrr!   
07:40pm 27/07/2005
 
mood: cheerful
I feel like I'v not seen people in ages! I'm not dingyin them at all, I'm just working alot, which really sucks! I really miss every1! Glad I'm getting money though...I mean, I spent 30 quid 2day on absolute shite, all I bought was some beads and stickers from The Art Store (which is heavy cool now btw), 2 sets of beady necklaces from Claire's, a wee necklace thing from Isis which is really pretty, some kerby grips, 2 impulses and some hamster food! and that came to £30! WTF!!! I'm such an impulse buyer...I see, I like...I get!

Me and Derek are thinking about going away for a long weekend to Blackpool! He's never been before, poor boi! That place is great! And I'm still wanting to get a ticket for ATP which means I'm gonna have to ask for some more hours over the next few weeks! Arrrrgh! Bens all for us 2 going to ATP and being Festival buddies! Heehee!

Aye sum wummin in work 2day handed me a £20, so I rang it up n was gonna give her her change when she gave me some change, and I got abit confused n was like to some girl who was on the till with me "here, how much change does that mean she gets...?", and I appologised to the woman like "ha sorry, never been any good at maths". The stupid cow then turned round like "Thats why you're working in here then". I swear, was gonna knock fuck out of her!

Dereks on his way up here again....better go get a bath n what not!

Jo-face if you read this! I miss you <3 Need to see you guys soon! <3
 
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01:38pm 25/07/2005
 
mood: chipper
Just running a bath! oh yes, the excitment!

Aye, I'm 18! Oh yes! Birthday was quite fun. Went and got the hair cut and then headed to J-hill to get a bev at good old View Point! Every1 ended up quite steaming, I had a whole bottle of Malibu and Cherry Lambrini to myself and then swatches of every1 else's drink! Ended up talking to Lilly again, which was good! Then went n stayed at Dereks! Was nearly in tears the next day tho, thought I'd lost my camera and my new Harry Potter book! But it's all good, Gill's got them! Got such nice presents from people! Derek got Duncan Wallice to do one of his canvas paintings for me, it's so good!!!!

I really want my tattoo!!!

On Saturday I went to a gig at Kings Tuts with Derek, which was ok! Haha, yesterday we both got quite mushied! Was so funny! We obsessed over this bit of plastic that we named Plastic Boi, which looked like a fly...but was only abit of plastic! "Plastic boi...aww he's just plastic" We got so confused trying to watch Corronation Street! haha!

I *heart*mushies!

Really should call my work, couldnt be botherd going on Saturday, so I just dingyd it, and havnt called them at all! oooopsy!

aye, im off fopr my bath and to listen to the Billy Corgan album, which is so good btw!
 
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whooop way and a wooo!   
06:09pm 17/07/2005
 
mood: blah
it's the birthday count-down!!!

Thats right, only 3 days 2 go and I'm 18! Yeah baby! The guy in the Barras gave me 4 free doses of Mushies for my bithday, how cool was that?! Still no idea what U'm doing for it!!!!

I got payed on Friday and I only have £30 left! Hahaha! and who said you wont be skint when you have a job! Speaking of which, I got out early 2day, woohooo! I feel mingin every time I come out of that place - Kintuckied to the Max-imum! Ben was in my work 2day, picking up an application form...or at least I think he was! would be so amusing if he got a job with me! I'm on a fuckin close 2morrow, which means I'll miss my last bus home, but it's all good, cause Dereks giving me keys to his house so I can crash!

I got my Harry Potter book this morning! YAS! Got stuck into it already! How sad! I need to spend more time with people, now I know how Laura feels having to work and not getting to see people all the time. Sucks baws!

I'm bored...like seriosly bored!

Aye, me n Derek were standing waiting for the buss this morning when some woman was like "do u's want to share a taxi into town, you'se dont have to pay anything...just gets us all in quicker". Heavy nice, tourned out she worked with ma maw for a while as well....
 
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tired!!!!!!!!!!   
11:37am 14/07/2005
 
mood: tired
I'm tired. I worked for 11 hours yesterday! But it's all good, starting to talk to people abit more, and it was quite a laugh! I slipped and spilled coke all over myself aswell! haha! fun! Old Benjammin Groves wants me to pick up an application form for him! Would be so funny if h got a job with me!

I'm meeting Derek 2day at like 3, he's just back form seeing NIN in London with his friend Sherry. Said we'd do something cool, jst need to think of something cool 2 do!

The gap in my teeth is nearly closed! woohooo! Braces off soon! and only 6 days till my birthday! but I dont know what to do for it! arrrgh!
 
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update shmutdate!   
09:43pm 12/07/2005
 
mood: hot
I hate Coatbridge kids! They are all eaither Fat or Scronny and annoying! Alas!

Saturday night Derek stayed over at mine! Was Fun!

Aye, was at Petes party on Sunday. Hung around with Lorraine most of the night calling people Frosty Penguins and going "oh Dobbins Dahling!". So many boys with pretty hair! Awww, it was so soft and pretty <3 Stayed over at Joannes and ate bacon in the morning!

Went to town with Lorraine and stoated about in the heat. It's been TOO warm! Then went and met Derek and stayed at his. Awww, was so cute! He put on candles and we lay and talked n kissed for ages n he was just like "I'm so happy". And he fed me grapes. lol! Aww, he's going away to London 2morrow 2 see Nine Inch Nails, but I shall see him on Thursday! My only day off! KFC have totally turned me into a little benson...had me working for 6 hours the other day with no brake! Fuck sake!!! But it's cool. I need the money!

When I get payed I'm gonna take Derek somewhere, seeing as every time we've gone anywhere he's payed! Awwww!!!
 
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yada yada yada!   
08:32pm 06/07/2005
 
mood: calm
Sin City was sooooooooooooo good btw!

aye heavy loved it so I did! Sat n munched cerry sorbet and mango ice cream! They are beast!

Burnt myself a cracker at work 2day! Not amused! Got about 10 or 12 little burn marks on my arm...hope they dont scar...Day off 2morrow! WOAAAAH! It's Joannes and Dereks only day off this week and they both wat to do sumthing. Geez, I'm so popular!

Petes birthday party on sunday, which reminds me...I have to ask for Monday off, and wednesday the 20th and Thursday the 21st off, and why? Cause it's my birthday in like 2 weeks...18 baby!!! Gotta party hard!. No idea what I want to do yet! Suggestions welcome from any1!

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06:14pm 04/07/2005
 
mood: rushed
So yeah, started work in KFC 2day! How cool am i? Aye, it was alright I suppose, although they had me on the chips bit and all I had to do was constantly put chips, onion rings, strips of chicken and pop corn chicken into the big fatty thingy and cook them, then bag them...I got burned a few times! GUTTER!

Just heading out 2 meet Derek in like 10 mins and to go see Sin City. ahahahahahahahaha! Aye, went to go see that the other day, and I was like "2 for sin city please" n the girl was like "sure...do u have an stundent ID and you can get a discount". Stupid me, forgetting it was an 18 was like "yeah sure", she just looked at the DOB and was like "eeeh naw". But it gets worse...I tryed to rescue the situation by saying it was my sisters ID and I only used it to get things cheap and then she was like "alright, whats your date of birth" and I supidly said mine by a year behind....

how blonde can you get!!!

Then ended up just going back to Dereks and getting a chinease and watching some old version of 28 days l8r, which was shite...

But I'm off now to meet the boy...catch ye x
 
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update here we go go goooooooooo!!!   
01:41pm 30/06/2005
 
mood: energetic
I have a job in KFC! Oh yeah! How cool! Got my induction 2day at 3. The woman who interviewd me was such a moan! she was like "it's not gonna be fun here! The people I have working for my are a bunch of lazy cunts". Lol, they all seemed heavy nice aswell!

It's Marks Birthday 2morrow! Need to get cracking on making his present!

What have I been up2? Not much! Seen Jo when she got back, sat and had a laugh in hers! Syated over at Dereks again on Monday and spent Tuesday with him at mine! hahaha! "Jizzy Bangles". What a hoot!

He's got something planned for Saturday and he wont tell me what it is! He's gonna come and get me at mine then we're doing whatever he's got planned! I want to know what it is!

I'm heading to get the bus to my induction now! wooohoooo! ehhhhhhhhh naw!
 
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Jo's Home Everybody!!!!!   
11:02am 26/06/2005
 
mood: excited
YAS! Jo's home at last! Woohoo! Yes, I am far too excited about this small fact!

LOL, had quite a fun day yesterday. Met Mark in town and we slagged some states for awhile then headed to J-hill for a bevvy! We went to his and I attempted to make an ice-cream cone, but it fell apart n looked rank...but it tasted good all the same! We then met Leigh and Scott, so he kindly purchased our drinks for us and we headed to view point and took SO MANY pictures of ourselfs, and jibbed about so many ranodm things like parliment and communisim! We are actually "self obsessed" when it comes to cameras...cause we're cool!

Ment to be meeting Derek at 3 2day, but I may have to cut that meeting short so I can see JO FACE!!!

It's nearly summer people! Gonna be quite good...I hope!
 
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07:25pm 24/06/2005
 
mood: bored
I never know what to put in the subject box's btw...incase you cared to know that piece of useless information.

Aye, i'm stuck watching Caitlin again 2night. Fun! But on the bright side, ma maw gave me money for clothes 2day, so I went shopping! Ohlala! Got jeans and a top from River Island and a top from Cult and some underwear from La Senza. Oh Yes!

Got a call from KFC, they want me in for an interview on Monday, but I dont want to work there! Dunno if I should just go tho, that way if I got a job I'd actually have some money, but it would suck so much!

Jo's back in 2 days! Yas! I miss her!

I'm bored! Yes I am! 2morrow's the weekend, need to get Markie boy out! and the day after that is Sunday - Laura's day off! Yas!
 
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