|Wow, the things that can happen in just a few nights...
||[07 Aug 2005|03:35am]
So, I must say a lot has happened since I last updated, even though it was only, like, a few days ago. I guess most of you have already read Jay's entry. That little sneak, he came and updated while I was sleeping! Okay, so I guess I'm doing the same thing, because I woke up and couldn't fall back asleep so I decided to update and now he's the one over there sleeping like a baby. I really think it might be the cutest thing I've ever seen in my life. But, let me start at the beginning, I don't want to get ahead of myself.
Matt was supposed to come into town, you know, for that carnival. Yeah well, he called me and told me he couldn't make it because one of his friends invited him to go to a club. Um, what? I mean, it'd be different if he lived here and I saw him more than just some weekends. Anyway, it definitely wasn't okay with me and we ended up getting into a major fight. I told him I didn't want a boyfriend who couldn't make time for me. And you know what he said? He said, "Okay, talk to you--- sometime." And hung up. Ugh, give me a break, I thought I was the one who was still in high school.
So since my plans were royally messed up, I went to a party Dylan was having. I got a little buzzed, but didn't feel like being there anymore so I just came back home. I was sitting at the computer trying to figure out what to do when I started talking to Jay, anyway, long story short, I walked over there and we got a little silly with the Bacardi.
More like we got a little flirty. We started dancing, and I dunno, I guess there was a lot of chemistry there. He really IS attractive. And by attractive, I mean gorgeous. I never really got to know him before, but seriously, we just clicked. I mean that's really like how it was. Anyway, we ended up kissing...several times. I felt terrible for doing that to Alex. There's really no excuse for it; but it just sort of-- happened.
Then, tonight Jay took me to Ellie's party
that neither of us really wanted to go to. As soon as we got there, he started getting his ass chewed out from all different directions poor guy, so we promptly left. We went to the park and talked about a lot of things. Like how weird it is that we feel so...different when we're together? Well, one thing led to another and things got pretty hot and heavy on the picnic table. I mean, we only kissed...a lot. And then I guess he broke up with Alex while we were there? After awhile, we left and went back to his house to hang out more like to continue our makeout session, things happened, and lo and behold Jay Hogart asked me to be with him. And even more surprisingly, I said yes! seriously, what is it about him that I am so incredibly drawn to? It's like a magnetic attraction.
Yeah, publish that one in the Grapevine next week, kids.
I just absolutely love being around him. Its almost intoxicating.
And I just can't resist going back into bed, he looks a little lonely over there! Goodnight. ♥
Alex, please don't kill me...