Well, it's been a long time coming... but I finally have art for you. I actually started this months ago, but had to put it off due to numerous RL demands; it's not technically done yet, since there is a colored version I'm still working on. I hope to put that up within the next few weeks — whenever I have time to finish it. But I've decided that I like the lineart so much, it deserves a separate post.
I know it's been a while, but in light of LJ's newly lifted restrictions, I definitely plan to be drawing and posting more. For now... here's what may hopefully be the first of many:
Unofficial notes:
1. This is a [now extremely] late birthday present for the lovely
moshi. Of course, as Mosh no longer follows her livejournal, I suppose I'll have to poke her about it on IJ eventually... probably once the final is done and posted.
2. The pencil version of this is a lot messier than usual. See, originally it was meant to be a draft that I would retrace cleanly on another piece of paper; but once I started adding detail, it came out so nice that I was afraid redrawing might ruin it. ...My official story is that the rough, grungy quality is all to go with the mood of the piece — which I guess actually fits. Do I get to call that a happy accident?
3. Man, I need more practice (and possibly another figure drawing class). The anatomy for this was a bitch, even with references. But hey... maybe that thought can encourage me to draw more. &&&
4. Come to think of it, I'll make y'all a deal: anyone who leaves feedback can suggest something they'd like to see me to draw. I'll choose two to four out of the first ten suggestions.Within reason; meaning, if it's been a couple weeks and only five requests have been made, I'll just pick from those.
The only rules are: A) it must be fannish, and B) it must be something I'm familiar with (my main fandoms are HP, Metalocalypse, Oz, PotC, Buffyverse, and Good Omens; but I'll consider others). I'd also stay away from animals and very minor characters, since neither are my forte — but that is up to you.
5. I am actually more pleased with this than I anticipated. I especially like how Sirius's hair came out. It wasn't intentional, but it reminds me a lot of how
lizardspots draws hair, which I've always admired.
6. I really like the look of the red coloration I did on this. I do believe I'll be using that again.
7. Most of you probably don't know this, but partially-clothed!sex is a big kink for me. I'm sure there's something wrong with finding your own work sexy, but... mmm.
8. ...Huh. I thought I was getting too rambly with this. But apparently I've been a lot ramblier in the past. Self-conscious much?
Title: N/A; lineart for "Grief"
Fandom: Harry Potter
Subject: James/Sirius
Rating: NC-17 for sex and partial nudity
Medium: Rough pencil sketch, cleaned up in Photoshop. References used.
Disclaimer: James Potter, Sirius Black, and the HP universe belong to J. K. Rowling. This art is not intended for underaged viewing.
Warning: NWS; angst, dubious consent... man!tears.
Notes: I like to think there is a backstory here. My version goes something like this:
James and Sirius fooled around back at Hogwarts, mostly as a way for James to deal with anger or stress, and to relieve the frustration of a certain redhead rebuffing his advances. Then said redhead finally went out with him, and that was that. Years later, on one fateful All Hallows' Eve, a bored James Potter comes out of hiding for one night to run a secret order mission with his best friend... or possibly just sneak out for a pint. When he comes home, he finds his baby boy scarred and his wife killed by Voldemort. Sick with grief, blinded by anger and helplessness, James turns to the one thing he knows in times like this.
...Of course, that's not set in stone; it's just one possibility. Interpret this as you will, basically.
Preview:


All comments (including con-crit), are welcome and appreciated; in fact, anyone who comments may request something for me to draw (please see unofficial note #4 for details).
If you are here from another community, please be so kind as to let me know where you're coming from. Thank you!
I know it's been a while, but in light of LJ's newly lifted restrictions, I definitely plan to be drawing and posting more. For now... here's what may hopefully be the first of many:
Unofficial notes:
1. This is a [now extremely] late birthday present for the lovely
2. The pencil version of this is a lot messier than usual. See, originally it was meant to be a draft that I would retrace cleanly on another piece of paper; but once I started adding detail, it came out so nice that I was afraid redrawing might ruin it. ...My official story is that the rough, grungy quality is all to go with the mood of the piece — which I guess actually fits. Do I get to call that a happy accident?
3. Man, I need more practice (and possibly another figure drawing class). The anatomy for this was a bitch, even with references. But hey... maybe that thought can encourage me to draw more. &&&
4. Come to think of it, I'll make y'all a deal: anyone who leaves feedback can suggest something they'd like to see me to draw. I'll choose two to four out of the first ten suggestions.
The only rules are: A) it must be fannish, and B) it must be something I'm familiar with (my main fandoms are HP, Metalocalypse, Oz, PotC, Buffyverse, and Good Omens; but I'll consider others). I'd also stay away from animals and very minor characters, since neither are my forte — but that is up to you.
5. I am actually more pleased with this than I anticipated. I especially like how Sirius's hair came out. It wasn't intentional, but it reminds me a lot of how
6. I really like the look of the red coloration I did on this. I do believe I'll be using that again.
7. Most of you probably don't know this, but partially-clothed!sex is a big kink for me. I'm sure there's something wrong with finding your own work sexy, but... mmm.
8. ...Huh. I thought I was getting too rambly with this. But apparently I've been a lot ramblier in the past. Self-conscious much?
Title: N/A; lineart for "Grief"
Fandom: Harry Potter
Subject: James/Sirius
Rating: NC-17 for sex and partial nudity
Medium: Rough pencil sketch, cleaned up in Photoshop. References used.
Disclaimer: James Potter, Sirius Black, and the HP universe belong to J. K. Rowling. This art is not intended for underaged viewing.
Warning: NWS; angst, dubious consent... man!tears.
Notes: I like to think there is a backstory here. My version goes something like this:
James and Sirius fooled around back at Hogwarts, mostly as a way for James to deal with anger or stress, and to relieve the frustration of a certain redhead rebuffing his advances. Then said redhead finally went out with him, and that was that. Years later, on one fateful All Hallows' Eve, a bored James Potter comes out of hiding for one night to run a secret order mission with his best friend... or possibly just sneak out for a pint. When he comes home, he finds his baby boy scarred and his wife killed by Voldemort. Sick with grief, blinded by anger and helplessness, James turns to the one thing he knows in times like this.
...Of course, that's not set in stone; it's just one possibility. Interpret this as you will, basically.
Preview:
All comments (including con-crit), are welcome and appreciated; in fact, anyone who comments may request something for me to draw (please see unofficial note #4 for details).
If you are here from another community, please be so kind as to let me know where you're coming from. Thank you!
- Right now I'm...:still in my pajamas
- Painted on my face:
sleepy - Playing in my head:Weird Al Yankovic - "One More Minute"

Comments
care to request anything?
hehehehehe!
anyway. i keep meaning to ask: you said you're going to portus, right (i think i recall you saying you had a presentation, even)? any chance you might still need another roommate? or even, know someone else who does. (i mean, i'd rather room with people i know... but i'm flexible.)
i realize it's last minute, but because i'm such a flake, i'm still trying to work out whether or not i can go.
~Ange!
any clue how much it would be per night, then? i'm not completely sure yet what i can afford -- what with last minute plane tickets and registration an' all that. *facepalm*
Edited at 2008-07-05 07:28 am (UTC)
...so, um. how do we do this, then? (i suck at planning, sorry. >_>)
Also, our friends Barb and Erica have space in their room, so we've got a room for you! YAY!
Talk to you (and see you) Soon!!!
~Ange!
Very hot.
I particularly like the hair and James's face. Sirius's elbows look a little funny.
Draw more HP smuttiness!
um. *cough* ...what i meant was, thanks. glad you like.
their faces are my favorite part, i think (or, possibly that and the hair). but, yeah... sirius's arms and hands came out a little less smooth than the rest of him -- my only excuse being that i meant to retrace this, but then didn't. hence, elbow weirdness. >_>
Draw more HP smuttiness!
lol, was that a request?
Also, I'm coming from the Marauders slash comm on LJ.
Edited at 2008-06-26 05:36 pm (UTC)
it's just more intense than he's used to, with james. especially considering the uber-angsty circumstances.
...erm, *cough* anyway.
thanks very much for the beautiful feedback; this was a lovely first [non-f'list] comment to get. and by the way, would you like to request anything?
Also, mind if I friend you? I'd be honored for a return-friend as well, but you don't have to. :)
i know it's been a few days, but any chance you remember where you saw the link for this?
'twas marauders_slash
WOW, that is really impressive work! I love the details like James's sideburns and the wrinkles in their clothing. And James's undone jeans are just perfect. I love that he's almost entirely clothed, and Sirius with a shirt on... mmmf. Those details are killing me. In a good way. :)
I love your backstory, too, thinking Sirius betrayed his family. So anguished!! A perfect setting for a non-con moment like this. I'm not sure I've ever seen J/S non-con or even dub-con before, actually, and I am mesmerised. Brilliant!!
i do love doing small details like that, and it's great to know they're actually appreciated. i did have a lot of fun with their clothing (plus, as i mentioned above... clothed!sex is kind of a kink of mine *cough*). i'm not too thrilled about how the front of james's shirt came out... but, oh well. :P
in terms of the backstory, well, i don't think james would actually blame sirius for the betrayal (though, he probably hasn't realized it was peter yet; at this point he's just in blind anguish stage) -- though he probably does blame him for talking james into leaving lily and the baby alone. but mostly, i was thinking it's sort of a "my wife is dead and there's nothing i can do and i hate myself, and i hate everyone else, and i just need to fuck something--" kind of thing. and sirius is the nearest warm body available.
anyway, you're right... i don't think i've ever seen non-con or dub-con of these two, either. but i think i kinda like it. they are definitely a pairing with very good angst potential.
...and i think i'm secretly hoping someone will get inspired and actually write this. >_>
meanwhile, just wanted to add: your review is definitely one of my favorites. (and not just on this piece. *g*) and i forgot to ask: would you like to request anything?
A request! I'm horribly late now, so perhaps you have enough, but... do you ever draw Snape/Lupin? That would be my first choice (OTP!), but I do very much love James/Sirius or any Marauder pairings, really. I need to seek out more of your work!
I followed from hpsmart.
This is a wonderful piece of art. Your background story is just a plot bunny waiting for a full blown fic to be written.
I'm going to be digging through your past pieces here to see what else I can drool over.
*wipes off keyboard*
I would so love to see what you could do for a Charlie/Harry drawing. I've been trying to read fics centered on Charlie lately(which I haven't found many of) and the art seems to be even more rare.
If you don't mind, I am going to friend you.
*is mesmerized by drawing again*
Your background story is just a plot bunny waiting for a full blown fic to be written.
i'm kinda hoping for that, yes. not sure i could tackle it myself... but i'd be thrilled if somebody else wanted to write it.
I'm going to be digging through your past pieces here to see what else I can drool over.
*grin* um. i'm always happy to hear that. *cough*
for the record, you can find all my posted art in my memories (except one piece i did for smut_wednesday that i never got around to reposting after the comm got deleted). ...or, you could just follow the "art" tag. *facepalm* duh.
I would so love to see what you could do for a Charlie/Harry drawing.
thanks for the request! i'll let you know if i decide to draw it. :)
I've been trying to read fics centered on Charlie lately(which I haven't found many of) and the art seems to be even more rare.
i hear ya; rarepairs/characters can be a bitch. i did draw a charlie/lavender by request, once... though, i'm afraid it wasn't very good. but if you're curious, it's over yonder. i also remember that Hill used to draw a lot of weasleycest, including charlie. as far as i know she's (sadly) not on lj anymore -- but she's naggingfishwife over on deviantART.
If you don't mind, I am going to friend you.
oh, do feel free. :D
thanks for letting me know, though! i hate when i have no idea when/why people friend me.
Here via hpsmart.
i don't suppose you remember where you saw the link?
The hotness is killing me. KILLING! Sirius's arched body, his hand stretching out like he needs something to hang on to while he's... yeah. :D Oh and James, James, that look of exquisite effort and friction. *dies and is ded* I love this to bits and pieces oh holy god. ♥ THANK YOU SO MUCH! I totally do not deserve this - you're too lovely. :* :*
Also, I've missed seeing your art!
i don't suppose you remember where you saw the link for this?
also... from your username, i just have to ask: would you happen to be russian?
If you want to do more half-clothed dub/non con, that would be yummy.
Here trough hp_art_daily.
...by the way, if i may ask, who is that in your icon? i'm insanely curious.
I won't do a request because I have a serious lack of idea right now. Do you mind if I friend this journal?
though, um, is there still that rule about only posting directly to the community? i ask mainly because i've got that whole art request offer in my unofficial notes, over here...
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* i do actually have some older stuff i really ought to scan and post. nothing major, just portaits... but hey. the fandom can never have too much james potter.
Oh yes, I agree wholeheartedly - there's never enough James! :D ♥
There's so much about this piece I love, in fact: Sirius' outstretched hand and his mouth, god his mouth. The shirt coming up (down?). The line of his back. And James - just. The line of his back, too - but I think I'm most in love with his pants and how they threaten to fall down and his boxers peeking out and and and his pubic hair and how there's just anger screaming from every line of his body and his bared teeth and the slits of his eyes... and the tears.
Why yes, I just recited everything back at you. I'm no artsy person, but I think James' grip on Sirius' bicep could have been a little stronger to emphasise the very dubious consent, but maybe that's just me. Aside from that - asdfghj. Seriously.
I *need* fic for this. Good God, I love AU's, and this pic has me drooling for more. I just started a tag on my del.icio.us page - Bunnies:NeedFicForThis - all your fault.
(Don't friend me back btw unless you want to read French Snack fics. I started on a bilingual basis but almost all of my flist is French so far, so I tend to stick to my native language. I have one Engish Snack fic on ff.net, am planning on another, and that's about all)
It's so powerful it struck me down o.O aside from this, I got struck down by its hotness. That's my personal love - fics and pics actually telling a story, tearing at your heart instead of just being pornish ^.~
My interpretation, hm... I stick to canon more, so... this could have happened at James' wedding. He's aware of the fact that he wouldn't be able to be close to Sirius anymore and it's their last time (hence the tears...) Sirius is not really approving and had previously tried to talk some sense into James ("You're cheating on your wife" etc), but James didn't really listen to him and Sirius wants James, but on the other side, he is heart-broken and doesn't want this to go on anymore.
Okay, only my own interpretation ^^. Wow, I adore that picture... the fact that James pleasures Sirius, even if the act as such is rather egoistic (it is James' hand between Sirius' legs?). And their facial expressions... waaah... <3 And how Sirius is reaching for something one cannot see... and their bodies, still the ones of young boys. Pure genius.
Hmmm... one drawing of the sort, be it tender or angry, but with James and Severus and I would die a happy... woman.
Or maybe Lily/Narcissa, I think you would draw them very elegantly, but I don't know if you like femmeslash. So better James/Severus ^^.
Now I'm going to drool over the picture again, thx <3