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ART: Grief (lineart) (James/Sirius, NC-17)

james potter, james, johnny as james, young james potter
Well, it's been a long time coming... but I finally have art for you.  I actually started this months ago, but had to put it off due to numerous RL demands; it's not technically done yet, since there is a colored version I'm still working on.  I hope to put that up within the next few weeks — whenever I have time to finish it.  But I've decided that I like the lineart so much, it deserves a separate post.

I know it's been a while, but in light of LJ's newly lifted restrictions, I definitely plan to be drawing and posting more.  For now... here's what may hopefully be the first of many:



Unofficial notes:

1. This is a [now extremely] late birthday present for the lovely moshi.  Of course, as Mosh no longer follows her livejournal, I suppose I'll have to poke her about it on IJ eventually... probably once the final is done and posted.

2. The pencil version of this is a lot messier than usual.  See, originally it was meant to be a draft that I would retrace cleanly on another piece of paper; but once I started adding detail, it came out so nice that I was afraid redrawing might ruin it.  ...My official story is that the rough, grungy quality is all to go with the mood of the piece — which I guess actually fits.  Do I get to call that a happy accident?

3. Man, I need more practice (and possibly another figure drawing class).  The anatomy for this was a bitch, even with references.  But hey... maybe that thought can encourage me to draw more. &&&

4. Come to think of it, I'll make y'all a deal: anyone who leaves feedback can suggest something they'd like to see me to draw.  I'll choose two to four out of the first ten suggestions.  Within reason; meaning, if it's been a couple weeks and only five requests have been made, I'll just pick from those.

The only rules are: A) it must be fannish, and B) it must be something I'm familiar with (my main fandoms are HP, Metalocalypse, Oz, PotC, Buffyverse, and Good Omens; but I'll consider others).  I'd also stay away from animals and very minor characters, since neither are my forte — but that is up to you.

5. I am actually more pleased with this than I anticipated.  I especially like how Sirius's hair came out.  It wasn't intentional, but it reminds me a lot of how lizardspots draws hair, which I've always admired.

6. I really like the look of the red coloration I did on this.  I do believe I'll be using that again.

7. Most of you probably don't know this, but partially-clothed!sex is a big kink for me.  I'm sure there's something wrong with finding your own work sexy, but... mmm.

8. ...Huh.  I thought I was getting too rambly with this.  But apparently I've been a lot ramblier in the past.  Self-conscious much?



Title: N/A; lineart for "Grief"
Fandom: Harry Potter
Subject: James/Sirius
Rating: NC-17 for sex and partial nudity
Medium: Rough pencil sketch, cleaned up in Photoshop.  References used.
Disclaimer: James Potter, Sirius Black, and the HP universe belong to J. K. Rowling.  This art is not intended for underaged viewing.
Warning: NWS; angst, dubious consent... man!tears.
Notes: I like to think there is a backstory here.  My version goes something like this:

James and Sirius fooled around back at Hogwarts, mostly as a way for James to deal with anger or stress, and to relieve the frustration of a certain redhead rebuffing his advances.  Then said redhead finally went out with him, and that was that.  Years later, on one fateful All Hallows' Eve, a bored James Potter comes out of hiding for one night to run a secret order mission with his best friend... or possibly just sneak out for a pint.  When he comes home, he finds his baby boy scarred and his wife killed by Voldemort.  Sick with grief, blinded by anger and helplessness, James turns to the one thing he knows in times like this.

...Of course, that's not set in stone; it's just one possibility.  Interpret this as you will, basically.

Preview:









All comments (including con-crit), are welcome and appreciated; in fact, anyone who comments may request something for me to draw (please see unofficial note #4 for details).

If you are here from another community, please be so kind as to let me know where you're coming from.  Thank you!

Comments

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angulique
Jun. 22nd, 2008 06:05 pm (UTC)
Nice! Your art is always so amazing!
supes_
Jun. 28th, 2008 06:20 am (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
*grin* thanks! glad you like

care to request anything?
angulique
Jun. 30th, 2008 08:07 pm (UTC)
Re: [ re: feedback ]
Maybe some Sev/Hermione? With Hermione in her school-girl outfit, with teh skirt flipped up and an mean-looking Sev pounding away at her roughly?

hehehehehe!
supes_
Jul. 5th, 2008 05:01 am (UTC)
[ doncha love how timely i am? ]
i think i mentioned this in another comment, but "belated" sorta seems to be a theme, here. >_>


anyway. i keep meaning to ask: you said you're going to portus, right (i think i recall you saying you had a presentation, even)? any chance you might still need another roommate? or even, know someone else who does. (i mean, i'd rather room with people i know... but i'm flexible.)

i realize it's last minute, but because i'm such a flake, i'm still trying to work out whether or not i can go.
angulique
Jul. 5th, 2008 05:16 am (UTC)
Re: [ doncha love how timely i am? ]
We've got like 4 rooms, so you're welcome to room with one of us!!! I hpoe you go! Yes, I have a presentation - "So what if Dumbledore is gay?" about the open-mindedness of the fandom. :D

~Ange!
supes_
Jul. 5th, 2008 06:45 am (UTC)
Re: [ doncha love how timely i am? ]
oh, yay! thanks. :D

any clue how much it would be per night, then? i'm not completely sure yet what i can afford -- what with last minute plane tickets and registration an' all that. *facepalm*

Edited at 2008-07-05 07:28 am (UTC)
angulique
Jul. 5th, 2008 06:05 pm (UTC)
Re: [ doncha love how timely i am? ]
No idea! It should be like $175 for the full stay of all nights, but noit sure!
supes_
Jul. 5th, 2008 06:10 pm (UTC)
Re: [ doncha love how timely i am? ]
oh, wow. seriously? that's actually incredibly affordable.

...so, um. how do we do this, then? (i suck at planning, sorry. >_>)
angulique
Jul. 5th, 2008 06:11 pm (UTC)
Re: [ doncha love how timely i am? ]
Well, meet us there on Wednesday or Thursday, and we can see which room has enough room! :D
supes_
Jul. 5th, 2008 09:03 pm (UTC)
Re: [ doncha love how timely i am? ]
ok, sure. want me to poke you back here when i know what time i'll be flying in?
angulique
Jul. 6th, 2008 05:12 pm (UTC)
Re: [ doncha love how timely i am? ]
Well, I'm leaving tomorrow (taking the bus from Vegas to Dallas), and I don't have a laptop, so call me when you know! My number - 702-812-0484. :D

Also, our friends Barb and Erica have space in their room, so we've got a room for you! YAY!

Talk to you (and see you) Soon!!!
~Ange!
rubymiene
Jun. 25th, 2008 03:10 pm (UTC)
Sorry, it took me so long, haven't been checking my flist as regularly as I should.
Very hot.
I particularly like the hair and James's face. Sirius's elbows look a little funny.
Draw more HP smuttiness!
supes_
Jun. 28th, 2008 06:46 am (UTC)
[ *glomp!* ]
ruby! *squishes*

um. *cough* ...what i meant was, thanks. glad you like.

their faces are my favorite part, i think (or, possibly that and the hair). but, yeah... sirius's arms and hands came out a little less smooth than the rest of him -- my only excuse being that i meant to retrace this, but then didn't. hence, elbow weirdness. >_>


Draw more HP smuttiness!

lol, was that a request?
supes_
Jun. 28th, 2008 06:49 am (UTC)
[ ...oh, also? ]
by the way, (i forget if i've already ask you this) are you going to portus?
rubymiene
Jun. 30th, 2008 05:28 am (UTC)
Re: [ ...oh, also? ]
Well, it's a request only if you feel like drawing =D No pressure. Not going to Portus, too busy working :(
tailoredshirt
Jun. 26th, 2008 05:35 pm (UTC)
Wow, that's a sad story. I don't usually read/look at non/dub-con, but I'm glad I looked at this one. Beautiful work.

Also, I'm coming from the Marauders slash comm on LJ.

Edited at 2008-06-26 05:36 pm (UTC)
supes_
Jul. 2nd, 2008 03:29 am (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
well, i like to think the dub-con is somewhat questionable, here... but i guess that's kind of redundant, isn't it? but, basically (if you go with that backstory)... sirius is confused, and taken by surprise (no pun intended), and-- well, she's not his wife, but he's got to be pretty upset about lily as well. but he's used to pretty much going along with it when james needs an angry shag to put himself back in order. so he just kinda bites his fist -- figuratively speaking -- and lets himself be fucked.

it's just more intense than he's used to, with james. especially considering the uber-angsty circumstances.


...erm, *cough* anyway.

thanks very much for the beautiful feedback; this was a lovely first [non-f'list] comment to get. and by the way, would you like to request anything?
tailoredshirt
Jul. 4th, 2008 07:24 am (UTC)
Re: [ re: feedback ]
Sure! Um, I'm not entirely sure what all you draw, but anything sounds great. Something of James, perhaps, in his uniform with his tie loose? Or Remus/Sirius having sex against the wall or in a bed? Gah, I'm not very good at suggesting things, sorry! But I'm excited to see what you come up with!

Also, mind if I friend you? I'd be honored for a return-friend as well, but you don't have to. :)
magrat_me
Jun. 26th, 2008 05:48 pm (UTC)
Omfg, I do llove it! This one is very impressive!
supes_
Jul. 2nd, 2008 11:26 pm (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
thank you! i'm glad you liked. :)

i know it's been a few days, but any chance you remember where you saw the link for this?
magrat_me
Jul. 3rd, 2008 12:42 pm (UTC)
Re: [ re: feedback ]
Sure!
'twas marauders_slash
snegurochka_lee
Jun. 26th, 2008 06:35 pm (UTC)
Here from padfootnprongs. :)

WOW, that is really impressive work! I love the details like James's sideburns and the wrinkles in their clothing. And James's undone jeans are just perfect. I love that he's almost entirely clothed, and Sirius with a shirt on... mmmf. Those details are killing me. In a good way. :)

I love your backstory, too, thinking Sirius betrayed his family. So anguished!! A perfect setting for a non-con moment like this. I'm not sure I've ever seen J/S non-con or even dub-con before, actually, and I am mesmerised. Brilliant!!
supes_
Jul. 3rd, 2008 12:11 am (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
*grin* thank you so much.

i do love doing small details like that, and it's great to know they're actually appreciated. i did have a lot of fun with their clothing (plus, as i mentioned above... clothed!sex is kind of a kink of mine *cough*). i'm not too thrilled about how the front of james's shirt came out... but, oh well. :P


in terms of the backstory, well, i don't think james would actually blame sirius for the betrayal (though, he probably hasn't realized it was peter yet; at this point he's just in blind anguish stage) -- though he probably does blame him for talking james into leaving lily and the baby alone. but mostly, i was thinking it's sort of a "my wife is dead and there's nothing i can do and i hate myself, and i hate everyone else, and i just need to fuck something--" kind of thing. and sirius is the nearest warm body available.

anyway, you're right... i don't think i've ever seen non-con or dub-con of these two, either. but i think i kinda like it. they are definitely a pairing with very good angst potential.

...and i think i'm secretly hoping someone will get inspired and actually write this. >_>
supes_
Jul. 3rd, 2008 01:26 am (UTC)
[ i think "belated" may be a theme ]
by the way, um... didn't i once get a community invite from you that i, uh, totally forgot to reply to? *facepalm*


meanwhile, just wanted to add: your review is definitely one of my favorites. (and not just on this piece. *g*) and i forgot to ask: would you like to request anything?
snegurochka_lee
Jul. 9th, 2008 12:48 am (UTC)
Re: [ i think "belated" may be a theme ]
Oh, ha, it's possible! I don't remember! Perhaps for daily_deviant? I'm not a mod there anymore, but if you're still interested, I can ask them if they are still recruiting. :) Otherwise, no worries.

A request! I'm horribly late now, so perhaps you have enough, but... do you ever draw Snape/Lupin? That would be my first choice (OTP!), but I do very much love James/Sirius or any Marauder pairings, really. I need to seek out more of your work!
ladylark77
Jun. 26th, 2008 08:36 pm (UTC)
I haven't commented on your art, yet...

I followed from hpsmart.

This is a wonderful piece of art. Your background story is just a plot bunny waiting for a full blown fic to be written.

I'm going to be digging through your past pieces here to see what else I can drool over.

*wipes off keyboard*

I would so love to see what you could do for a Charlie/Harry drawing. I've been trying to read fics centered on Charlie lately(which I haven't found many of) and the art seems to be even more rare.

If you don't mind, I am going to friend you.

*is mesmerized by drawing again*
supes_
Jul. 3rd, 2008 03:07 am (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
thank you very much! i'm glad you liked it. *g*


Your background story is just a plot bunny waiting for a full blown fic to be written.

i'm kinda hoping for that, yes. not sure i could tackle it myself... but i'd be thrilled if somebody else wanted to write it.


I'm going to be digging through your past pieces here to see what else I can drool over.

*grin* um. i'm always happy to hear that. *cough*

for the record, you can find all my posted art in my memories (except one piece i did for smut_wednesday that i never got around to reposting after the comm got deleted). ...or, you could just follow the "art" tag. *facepalm* duh.


I would so love to see what you could do for a Charlie/Harry drawing.

thanks for the request! i'll let you know if i decide to draw it. :)

I've been trying to read fics centered on Charlie lately(which I haven't found many of) and the art seems to be even more rare.

i hear ya; rarepairs/characters can be a bitch. i did draw a charlie/lavender by request, once... though, i'm afraid it wasn't very good. but if you're curious, it's over yonder. i also remember that Hill used to draw a lot of weasleycest, including charlie. as far as i know she's (sadly) not on lj anymore -- but she's naggingfishwife over on deviantART.


If you don't mind, I am going to friend you.

oh, do feel free. :D

thanks for letting me know, though! i hate when i have no idea when/why people friend me.
ariadneelda
Jun. 26th, 2008 08:38 pm (UTC)
Ohhh! This is so hot! The lines of their bodies are just delicious. Their hipbones (guh!), the strain evident in Sirius's arms and James's shirt, their expressions, Sirius's outstretched hand - it's all awesome. So intense! Oh, I love their hair too. And your backstory. And btw, you're definitely not alone in your partially-clothed!sex kink. ;-)

Here via hpsmart.
sweet_lemmon
Jun. 26th, 2008 09:18 pm (UTC)
This is good! Very hot! :P
supes_
Jul. 3rd, 2008 04:30 am (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
thanks! glad you liked.

i don't suppose you remember where you saw the link?
moshesque
Jun. 27th, 2008 03:46 pm (UTC)
Oh my GOD I can't believe this has been up a few days and I didn't even know. *facepalms and headdesks and hits self against various other hard surfaces*

The hotness is killing me. KILLING! Sirius's arched body, his hand stretching out like he needs something to hang on to while he's... yeah. :D Oh and James, James, that look of exquisite effort and friction. *dies and is ded* I love this to bits and pieces oh holy god. ♥ THANK YOU SO MUCH! I totally do not deserve this - you're too lovely. :* :*

Also, I've missed seeing your art!
masha_shamraeva
Jun. 27th, 2008 08:55 pm (UTC)
Аmazing!
supes_
Jul. 3rd, 2008 04:43 am (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
*g* thank you!

i don't suppose you remember where you saw the link for this?


also... from your username, i just have to ask: would you happen to be russian?
zeitgeistic
Jun. 27th, 2008 11:47 pm (UTC)
I almost didn't click (came from quibbler_report) and decided to at the last minute. I'm glad I did! Anyway, I saw it, and thought "Oh, I know this artist," and then I looked and you aren't who I thought you were, lol! Hi! How have I missed your art before? Idk.
nehalenia
Jun. 28th, 2008 04:30 am (UTC)
Wow! Non/dub con and half-clothed sex = huge kink. Whuf. There's so much good about this, but I especially love their expressions: James' mix of grief and anger, and Sirius' pain and confusion. This is angsty and hot, which is one of my favorite combos.

If you want to do more half-clothed dub/non con, that would be yummy.
bououou
Jun. 29th, 2008 12:14 am (UTC)
Wow! This is awesome...
Here trough hp_art_daily.
supes_
Jun. 30th, 2008 03:20 am (UTC)
[ re: feedback ]
thanks! i'm glad you liked it. :) would you care to request anything?

...by the way, if i may ask, who is that in your icon? i'm insanely curious.

bououou
Jun. 30th, 2008 11:56 pm (UTC)
Re: [ re: feedback ]
Hehe! It's Ianto/Jack from Torchwood.
I won't do a request because I have a serious lack of idea right now. Do you mind if I friend this journal?
moshesque
Jun. 29th, 2008 09:50 am (UTC)
Also, if you're not a member of stagnight already, I'd love to invite you to post this there. *___*
supes_
Jun. 30th, 2008 03:00 am (UTC)
[ the reposty thing ]
hee... *grin* thanks. (i almost asked.) and no, i'm not a member yet -- don't think i've ever had anything james-ish to post in the past.*

though, um, is there still that rule about only posting directly to the community? i ask mainly because i've got that whole art request offer in my unofficial notes, over here...



-------------------------------------

* i do actually have some older stuff i really ought to scan and post. nothing major, just portaits... but hey. the fandom can never have too much james potter.
moshesque
Jun. 30th, 2008 05:54 pm (UTC)
Re: [ the reposty thing ]
I've just set up an invite for you here. :D Please do go ahead and post this there! You can link - I've given up with the asking people to post directly. :)

Oh yes, I agree wholeheartedly - there's never enough James! :D ♥
randomisedhabit
Jul. 2nd, 2008 08:20 pm (UTC)
Wow, this is mind-blowing. Also, inspiring! I love the backstory you have in mind for this.

There's so much about this piece I love, in fact: Sirius' outstretched hand and his mouth, god his mouth. The shirt coming up (down?). The line of his back. And James - just. The line of his back, too - but I think I'm most in love with his pants and how they threaten to fall down and his boxers peeking out and and and his pubic hair and how there's just anger screaming from every line of his body and his bared teeth and the slits of his eyes... and the tears.

Why yes, I just recited everything back at you. I'm no artsy person, but I think James' grip on Sirius' bicep could have been a little stronger to emphasise the very dubious consent, but maybe that's just me. Aside from that - asdfghj. Seriously.
secretsolitaire
Jul. 8th, 2008 10:58 pm (UTC)
here via snegurochka_lee
Oh! *clutches heart* So much emotion here. Nicely done.
gryffindorj
Jul. 9th, 2008 01:46 am (UTC)
I love the red color to this. The way you drew their hips aligned and James *cough* balls deep is HOT. I like the lines in Sirius' legs that show is legs flexing. James gripping Sirius' cock and the looks on each of their faces is my favorite part. Good Lord this is so hot!
curiousqity
Jul. 9th, 2008 09:04 pm (UTC)
Here from a rec by snegurochka_lee.

I *need* fic for this. Good God, I love AU's, and this pic has me drooling for more. I just started a tag on my del.icio.us page - Bunnies:NeedFicForThis - all your fault.
archea2
Aug. 2nd, 2008 08:56 am (UTC)
I'm friending you right away after seeing this - wouldn't want to miss more beautiful art from you. Good god, what have you done to me? I'm a fluff-loving, catharsis-addicted girl and now I'm really turned on dark angst. Wow to you.

(Don't friend me back btw unless you want to read French Snack fics. I started on a bilingual basis but almost all of my flist is French so far, so I tend to stick to my native language. I have one Engish Snack fic on ff.net, am planning on another, and that's about all)
blackpriestess1
Sep. 23rd, 2008 04:20 pm (UTC)
Here from stagnight ^_^ Not been around for a while, and then, oh surprise, I found THIS wonderful piece *awe*.
It's so powerful it struck me down o.O aside from this, I got struck down by its hotness. That's my personal love - fics and pics actually telling a story, tearing at your heart instead of just being pornish ^.~
My interpretation, hm... I stick to canon more, so... this could have happened at James' wedding. He's aware of the fact that he wouldn't be able to be close to Sirius anymore and it's their last time (hence the tears...) Sirius is not really approving and had previously tried to talk some sense into James ("You're cheating on your wife" etc), but James didn't really listen to him and Sirius wants James, but on the other side, he is heart-broken and doesn't want this to go on anymore.
Okay, only my own interpretation ^^. Wow, I adore that picture... the fact that James pleasures Sirius, even if the act as such is rather egoistic (it is James' hand between Sirius' legs?). And their facial expressions... waaah... <3 And how Sirius is reaching for something one cannot see... and their bodies, still the ones of young boys. Pure genius.
Hmmm... one drawing of the sort, be it tender or angry, but with James and Severus and I would die a happy... woman.
Or maybe Lily/Narcissa, I think you would draw them very elegantly, but I don't know if you like femmeslash. So better James/Severus ^^.
Now I'm going to drool over the picture again, thx <3
thatsmycupatea
Nov. 21st, 2008 09:16 am (UTC)
emotion.
wow, this picture is so full of intensity, you can feel it.
demonomen
Jan. 18th, 2009 07:16 am (UTC)
You draw absolutely beautiful hips, I'd just like to let you know. Really gorgeous, and a good job on the pose. The hips and bum match up rather well. :3
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