ambivalence

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 15:56:24 GMT

I'm doing a major friends-cut when I get home today.

I'm thinking about 15 people. Maybe more.

Wed, 22 Sep 2004 21:05:13 GMT

Shut the fuck out

.FRIENDS ONLY.
[as of 9.22.04]

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Wed, 22 Sep 2004 00:30:56 GMT

I keep cutting you guys. I've cut like 6 people in the last two days. I'm about to cut like 5 more.

You're just taking up space in my livejournal because you're either..

[a] not posting
[b] not commenting
[c] fucking stupid
[d] boring

there's no inbetweens. some of you are actually all of those.

Mon, 20 Sep 2004 23:16:06 GMT

OMG I JUST WROTE A LONGASS POST THATS NOT EVEN HERE!!!!!! FUCK YOU EL;JAY!#%@@@@@@

Sun, 19 Sep 2004 20:56:30 GMT

eT#%@^Y@%R me and sean need our fucking tbs tickets@!$@$@!!!!!!!

he's gonna go get them today. lordy lord. he better get them.

Thu, 16 Sep 2004 18:29:55 GMT

If you're going to add me.

LET MY ASS KNOW HERE OR SOMETHIN. FUCK.

take my words and say goodnight and never say goodbye.

Mon, 13 Sep 2004 19:31:15 GMT

I'm letting these emotions ruin me.

They're ruining me.

I just don't understand. WHY? WHY!!!@@@@@@@@@@@!!!!!

Wed, 08 Sep 2004 19:01:29 GMT

My red fish died. I kept poking him with a pen because I thought he was just sleeping..

but no. He's dead. He looks kinda funny. But I don't understand how he's dead. I fed him. And he's in perfectly clean water. =/ I'd better take some precautions from this tragedy, seeing as the blue fish, "Sherman", is Shannon's fish. I don't think she even cares anymore, but I don't want him to die, too. Damn, man. The red one was mine, too. :[

Oh, well, now Sherman has a bigger tank. No more sharing with other fish. :]

:[

I'm fucking fed up.

Sun, 05 Sep 2004 22:22:32 GMT

I took one or two people off my friends list.

A few of you will also be deleted later tonight because either

[a] you're too much of a trendy emo pansy.

[b] you don't comment.

[c] you're stupid.

[d] i don't like you.

[e] other.

I don't care if you ask why. I'll tell you. You just might not want to know.

I'm changing some shit 'round here.

we'll laugh as we die, and we'll celebrate the end of things with cheap champage.

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 20:19:51 GMT

QUESTiONS..
`*..do you drink// rarely.
`*..how many times have you been drunk// lost count.
`*..is your best friend a virgin// rotfl. no.
`*..do you wear short shorts// to bed.
`*..how many people have you slept with// none of yo biznazz.
`*..do you get along with your mom// yeh.
`*..how many guys have you kissed// i dunno. 15?

`*..been so drunk you couldn't remember your name// ya.
`*..do you have any eating disorders// no.
`*..piercings or tattoos// ya. ears, double navel, tongue, lip.
`*..do you wear shirts that show your clevage// no.
`*..ever wear shirts that show your belly button// ew, no.
`*..have you ever smoked// yes.
`*..are you a regular smoker// fuck no.
`*..do you have any kids// dozens!
`*..do you think you could be pregnant// nope.

WEiRD QUESTiONS..
`*..ever find yourself wishing to poke people with sticks//</b> no, thats so fucking 3rd grade.
`*..ever taped your nose to your face// no?
`*..do you wish you could live in another realm// are you kidding me?
`*..have you ever ran in circles like an elf// elves do that?
`*..do you pick your nose for a living// duh.
`*..do you fart in public// silent but deadly.
`*..do you pick wedgies in public// yes.
`*..what's your view on religion// i don't care for it.
`*..ever stop to smell the roses// no.
`*..what about wake up and smell the coffee// no.
`*..can you smell// no, i'm always congested. :[
`*..gotten so drunk you didn't know where you were// ya.

MORE QUESTiONS..
`*..what is the most common question you get asked// "did that hurt?"
`*..your usual response// "uh, ya."
`*..what's your natural hair color// who knows.
`*..eye color// b-b-b-brrrown.
`*..how tall are you without shoes// 5'0.
`*..favorite colors// pink.
`*..what's your highest level of education// some college.
`*..how many surveys have you taken// millions.

`*..do you have any siblings// yes.
`*..if yes how many// uh. 4 i think
`*..do you have any pets// yep.
`*..if yes, what kind// dog, fish, turtle.
`*..what's your sexual prefrence// shannon.
`*..do you agree that men are little boys in men's bodies// no.
`*..do you have your own site// no.
`*..do you sleep with clothes on// ya.

iN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU..
`*..cried// no.
`*..helped someone// prolly not.
`*..bought something// no.
`*..gotten sick// im always sick.
`*..gone to the movies// no.
`*..said i love you// yes.
`*..written a letter// no.
`*..moved on// no.
`*..talked to an ex// no.
`*..missed an ex// yes.
`*..talked to a crush// no.
`*..had a serious talk// no.
`*..missed someone// yes.
`*..hugged someone// no
`*..fought with your parents// no
`*..fought with a friend// no.

DO YOU//WHAT..
`*..wear eye shadow// no.
`*..put on a 'front'// sometimes i put up a front like i care
`*..kiss on the first date// sometimes.
`*..have a crush on someone// no.
`*..eat with your mouth open// no. ew.
`*..color is the carpet in your room// er, beige?
`*..the last CD you bought// i burn 'em.

RANDOM QUESTiONS...
`*..how did you spend last summer// half with shannon, the other half missing her.
`*..are you lonely// yes.
`*..are you happy// sometimes. but not right now.
`*..are you wearing pajamas// yes.
`*..are you talking to someone online// no.
`*..what's your astrological sign// capricorn.
`*..what are you listening or watching right now// my chemical romance.

ohoo, i miss you.

Fri, 03 Sep 2004 02:50:04 GMT

straight to voicemail. as always.

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 02:37:58 GMT

I kenw I forgot about something when I posted what I bought when I went to the mall with Sean.

I bought 5 new liprings. Each little ball has a little gem in it, and each a different color. I have a purple one, a red one, a blue one, an reflective one, a pink one, and a diamond one. Wait, I think that's wrong.

Whatever. Something along those lines. Goodnight, children. Sleep well.

Thu, 02 Sep 2004 02:33:34 GMT

I miss Pattycake. And Alyburrito.

Mush mush. I love you, guys.

I miss you guys. Come baccck to meee. :[

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 07:37:56 GMT

it gets hot under my boobies now, and i have to wipe it with my shirt. :[

Wed, 25 Aug 2004 19:16:40 GMT

Another day of ignoring. Surprising? Somewhat.

Your messy hair is better than your flat, brushed hair. You gorgeous beast, you.

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 23:40:15 GMT

HEYYYYYYYYYY YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

SHAKE IT!

Mon, 23 Aug 2004 00:46:24 GMT

I'm looking for a tattoo. Or two.

Chris wants to do it but I'm kinda iffy.

This thunder's gotta end.

Fri, 20 Aug 2004 18:32:01 GMT

I FIXED MY JOURNAL MOTHERFUCKAS~!!!!1!!!111111

pow.

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 18:33:04 GMT

New favorite fucking band.

The Killers>You

My journal's fucked up. :[

Thu, 19 Aug 2004 02:19:40 GMT

^ coolass spirally lip ring. got a blue one, a white one, yellow and green. =D

i was lookin damn cute that day, but i felt like shit. fucking virus. =/ but the doctor gave me some yummy throat goop that tastes like orange candy. i think i'll go have some more.

peash, kids. bedtime.

The only thing you'll get is this curse on your lips and I hope they taste of me forever.

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 20:05:45 GMT

New, fresh start. No. Still old emotions.

Let's hope I can rid them soon.

It's so fucking hot in my house. Goddamn Florida.