STEPHANIE AWESOME

Score!

2008-05-23T18:41:13Z

I just found a ton of colored denim for $5! Woo hoo!
Peacock Vintage is on it's way, and it's gonna knock some socks off!

you won't shout as I fiddle about

2008-05-18T20:29:01Z

So I did more garage sale-ing today. Fun fun fun stuff! All I need is a couple more weekends that were this successful, and a model and I'll be able to go live with my store!

So with that being said I need model(s)! It won't be a paying gig at first, but once I get this thing going there will be a little extra $$$ to be made out of this.So if you're interested, or know someone who might be then fill out this application:

age:
height:
weight:
chest/cup:
waist:
hips:
jean size:
shoe size:
favorite brands:
favorite bands:
at least 5 pics and/or a link to a Myspace/Facebook account.

And with all that being said i think I shall end this post with some of my favorite eye candies.

Robert Plant,

Roger Daltrey
&

Aaron Wick

I'm in love and it's a sunny day!

2008-05-17T19:00:32Z

So, today I started going out to garage sales and starting a collection of clothes and shoes so that I can open up my very own eBay store! Woo hoo! It was really fun today, my mom and I managed to hit 6 garage sales in the span of two hours. I started feeling really sick to my stomach so unfortunately we had to cut the morning short. i scored some pretty sweet stuff though, so I'm off on the right foot, and I couldn't be more excited! So ladies (mainly Erin, since you are a.) the only person who reads this and b.) interested in vintage apparel) keep your eyes peeled for my store opening. This will not be for a while though seeing as how I need models, and more clothes amongst other things, but it's on it's way!

for reals now

2007-12-18T06:38:20Z

can someone else pray, or whatever you do, that i can get second job somewhere...and fast, because im sick of being the only one worrying about it all the time.
i need someone else to worry about me too.

wah wahh

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-11-26T23:12:00

2007-11-27T07:13:51Z

Dear Spice Girls,
I'll be seeing you in a week
Love Forever,
Stephanie

woo woo!

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-10-29T23:56:00

2007-10-30T06:59:17Z

Aaron burned me every Beatles CD and I can't stop listening to them!
AAAHHHHHH!

i know, i know, im a little behind on aquiring good taste in music haha

oh, and i may have gotten a job at Urban Outfitters. We shall se tomorrow.

...cause I'm going to strawberry fields, nothing is real

2007-10-27T07:31:45Z

I've really been a hermit crab lately.
I don't really feel like I have anything in common with any of my friends anymore (except for the ones that don't live here)
I just feel like moving to Los Angeles, and what I learned there, and dating Aaron and learning from him has just completely changed my values, my interests, my tastes...and really it's a far cry from who I used to be, which I see as a really positive thing.
It just kind of sucks, because I don't want to just hang out with Aaron all the time, but when I'm not with him I don't feel like calling anybody because I don't want to be fake towards them and pretend that I'm still into all the same things that we all used to be into. And the really hard thing is, I don't know exaclty how to break away from that easily without too many feelings being mislead...or something.
I applied for a job at Urban Outfitters (even though I hate retail) because I'm hoping that maybe, maybe, maybe, hopefully, hopefully, hopefully!!! I'll meet someone who agrees with the things I agree with and is into the same things that I'm into, and just isn't so god damn fake!

Really, I'm tired of trying to put a show on for people. I just want to be able to be myself and care about the things I care about, and not give a shit about other things and not feel so judged for it.

I just have this really huge emptiness feeling in me, and I can't think of any other thing that it could be from. That or the fact that I have far too much free time and still cannot manage to clean my room and make it liveable.

I just need to start making a life for myself. A new life, that isn't exhausting becuase it's fake, but actually fun, because it's real.

ya know?

oh yeah...me and Aaron celebrated our 1 year on the 7th! Woo Hoo for us! Good thing there are many more years to come. I seriously love him a lot a lot a lot. I love the things that he has opened my eyes to.

ohhh man...MUSE

2007-09-16T05:54:41Z

This band just about blew my mind out of my head last Monday.

I want to see this band again, and again, and again, and again.

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-08-09T12:33:00

2007-08-09T19:36:24Z

how do i ever really know who to trust?

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-08-01T05:12:00

2007-08-01T12:15:25Z

so...its august 1st, and that can only mean one thing...

ITS MY BIRTHDAY!
woo

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-07-26T01:12:00

2007-07-26T08:16:12Z

i am everything i hate
therefore i hate everything i am
leading me to the conclusion that... i hate myself

no matter how hard i try to be positive, or how hard i try not to be what i hate, i still am
and i still suck
and im still a loser

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-07-25T14:54:00

2007-07-26T01:19:07Z

No longer do I feel jealousy towards the skinny model types, now I am focusing all of my envy on those who are able to accept their bodies and be comfortable with themselves.

Admittedly, a skinny girl can put on even a trash bag and look great, but so can someone who has confidence in who they are and what they look like. And it is the latter that I strive to be like.

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-07-16T02:30:00

2007-07-16T09:32:11Z

i feel like i need something new.
i feel like i need new friends with a new set of substance.
i feel like i need people who will bring me a different point of veiw about life.
I feel like I need a friend that I can really connect with.
I need a friend who actually talks about shit that I don't think is completely boring.
I need to meet new people.

I need to do something with myself.

whaatttt???

2007-07-14T09:54:39Z

im going to see Muse in a couple of months???!!!!?!?!?!

talk about dream concert!

its been real

2007-06-25T21:55:29Z

Farewell Los Angeles

thanks jake gyllenhal

2007-06-22T03:26:12Z

for coming into the salon today and taking everyone by surprise

and for making every girl (and lorenzo) really nervous and excited because you are so hot.

id say today went well.

wow wow wee wow

2007-06-20T00:15:49Z

last night was a VERY good night.

im moving back home in a little less than a week and im super stoked!
the only thing im going to miss about LA is my job, and kate, but I'll come visit.

i just have to get out of here, for my mental stabilities sake.

did that last sentence make sense?

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-06-06T13:34:00

2007-06-06T20:37:52Z

when i'm in LA i feel like a piece of me is missing.
and its a really weird feeling.
its one of those feelings that makes me want to do nothing but sleep until I can leave again.

I believe its only 25 more days until I get to be out of here for good.
it just seems so far away.

i'm obssesed

2007-06-01T03:36:38Z

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-05-17T21:20:00

2007-05-18T04:22:21Z

ohhhhhhh fuck!

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-04-27T12:04:00

2007-04-27T19:06:00Z

I feel like I'm already over my new hair and that I miss my long blond hair.But I would like some other opinions please.

View Poll: What Should Stephanie Do With Her Hair???

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-04-26T23:22:00

2007-04-27T06:27:29Z

mood: high

i feel right now, as if no one would miss me if i died, let alone even notice.
except for bruiser, he would be the only one to notice my absence.

life is just really repetetive right now.
it's boring.
wake up, eat food, go to work, come home, maybe work out, get stoned, go to sleep.

ahhhh, thats why i need to move out of la.
it just made me so lazy!
its sucked my sould right out of me.

i bought my first lighter ever yesterday. it was purple.

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-04-19T20:48:00

2007-04-20T03:48:53Z

so i guess it's about time to seriously update my journal w/ a worthwhile entry.

I really haven't been doing much in L.A. I work a few days of the week, and make barely any money, considreing i've found myself way overdrawn at least three times since i've moved to la, and even though I have a job my bank account still seems to be overdrawn.

I really, really hate living in LA. I feel like every time i step out of my apartment parts of my soul are being sucked away by all the souless morons that inhabit this city. I hate driving anywhere because it takes 45 minutes to drive 15 miles. And i really just feel like i am all alone. i only have one friend who lives here, so every weekend i go home, to somewhere where i know people. and all that driving is really not good for my car, and not good for my wallet-or, my parent's wallets- and im just really really alone. I have no motivation here, i don't even like the idea of working out, when just last year i was addicted to it, i don't walk my dog, i dont want to do anything. ahh! it just sucks here and im going crazy.

so because of all of that I've decided that once my lease is up I'm moving back to ag, just to get back to a good place, with money and motivation all that. Also, since now that I no longer want to be when i grow up i'm going to take some time off of school to really really think about all my options, so that i dont waste any of my parents money on schools that i end up not liking. So during that time I'm just going to work full time to save up some money, and i was also thinking about planning some parties or something, ike freelance, just to see how well i would do...so if anyone needs help planning a party and shit, let me know.

gah, i feel like im writing too much.
i think i'll go now.

but first, you guys should take this poll:

View Poll: What Should Stephanie Do?

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-04-04T18:06:00

2007-04-05T01:30:18Z

i'm practically a ghost.

stegosaurus__ @ 2007-03-23T15:28:00

2007-03-23T22:30:10Z

[mood| lonely]
[music| mew - Wherever]

los angeles is a lonely city