Enjoy the rush

Tue, 08 Nov 2005 03:14:43 GMT

I am not going to live my life waiting for the end.
I am living for today with an eye on tomorrow.
I am living life to the fullest

<3

Find value in what we've been taught is worthless
Find good in what the world says is evil.
I wish the whole world would embrace what it hates.
Find what you're afraid of most and go live there
Live dangerously
Love passionetly

Never let someone be you're priority while to them you're just and option

"shit happens"

Wed, 19 Oct 2005 02:57:14 GMT

It's funny how things in my life never stay how I want them to. Everyone saw it coming, what was I thinking. I never listen to what the ones i love most have to say. I'm an asshole, I am. If you have the chance to meet me, walk away.
I wish i could go back and change everything...everything I guess the good times they were all just killing me.
When we don't know who to hate We hate ourselves.

Being a teenager sucks

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 00:52:27 GMT

I really don’t know why I use this shit or why I use myspace, or any of these gay internet downers. Fuck you Tom for making me have no life at one point. People just use myspace to feel better about themselves. I know I did, I used to be addicted to people telling me how hot I was and how much they wanted me…though I don’t know why. It’s funny how much I hate this stuff, yet I still see myself constantly logging in.

We only ask people how their day was so we can tell them about ours.

School sucks this year I really miss all the seniors from my previous years.
Freshman year-seniors pwnd
Sophmore year-seniors were fucking HOT
Junior year-you guys suck
Senior year-we will suck
Holy fuck our school has seriously been taken over by little freshman, they are all about 3ft with huge backpacks taking up space. The only reason I like going to school is because my friends. I seriously have some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. They are always there for me and actually care about what I have to say. They make me laugh and most importantly I make them laugh, which is a huge factor to me. When I’m around my friends I’m myself. I’m who everyone thinks I’m not, and not a lot of people get to see that. I apologize if you are one of those people, just give me time and everything will be grand=).

Friends….I hate seeing my friends upset because that makes me upset. It just depresses me to see them struggle, especially with guys. You know you guys can be complete assholes sometimes and the sad part is, sometimes you don’t even know what you are doing. Grow up. I myself have spent countless amounts of nights crying myself to sleep because you jerks. Don’t get me wrong, some of you are amazing but the ones I have come across and the ones my friends have come across- to hell with you.

I miss freshman year so much
Sam, Tosh-we fucking pwnd lunch. I <3 you guys so much. I really wish you didn’t move Tosh, and I really wish you wouldn’t move Sam. It sucks thinking you’re going to graduate high school with all your close friends right there with you, right by your side…and then this shit happens. Sam if you leave me in this shit hole to rot all by myself I really won’t know what to do. Who will I go salsaaingg with at kickass bbq’s with a humungo my size hookah till 4 in the am? No one, but you! And those fun taco nights at your house =( I really never saw this day coming, the day you move away from Florida. We are ALL going to miss you so much<33

Boys….Boys are boys, immature and egotistical. One minute they are the sweetest person ever and make you incredibly happy and next thing you know you are crying yourself to sleep again…what a shame

sorry for making this so long, i'm just bored waiting fo samham to get off work so we can BBQ it up at her house wooooo =)

Wed, 06 Jul 2005 20:24:38 GMT

im finallllly getting tan :) wooot

fresy year<3I thought this was great

SO SEXUAL!

Fri, 01 Jul 2005 21:47:54 GMT

Its been awhile since I've felt like this. I love it, I want it to last but I'm scared it won't. He gives me butterflies :) and makes me happy :) but I don't get to see him alot :( I think he feels the same, I hope he does...because I like him mucho.

I'm leaving tomorrow for sanibel with Sam and Michelle to Jet Ski which should be great as long as the weather is good, only down fall is I'm going to have to unpack in the end..fucking clothes.

When we used to ALL get along<3

Tue, 28 Jun 2005 06:23:46 GMT

So it’s around 2am and I'm bored out of my mind. I'm sick of lying in bed watching movies, it’s getting absurd. So far my summer consists of the beach, movies, parties, speed indoor racing, sleeping late and staying up till 6am. I don’t know why but lately my neck has been fucking killing me, I need to go to a chiropractor or something. I’m leaving Saturday morning to go to Sanibel Island to Jet Ski with Sam, Michelle and Wayne; I guess it should be fun. Until then I’m just going to be lying around doing nothing so anyone who wants to do something CALL ME. I’d love to go clubbing or to parties so feel free :)Thursday I get to go see Casey :D which I’m super excited for. Here are some old pictures I never posted...

mike likes dressing up in dresses sometimesJamie and ITosh's bdayThis is what happens when you drink too muchcookoff<3keith urban

IM BACKK

Thu, 23 Jun 2005 19:54:00 GMT

I'm back on this shiat again

my birthday is in 2 days guys :-D

this is just to see if the pictures work

fucking bored mother fuckers

Sun, 27 Mar 2005 03:25:50 GMT

*TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey*
Name:	Kendal Garvrick Duncan ;)
Birthday:	June 25th
Birthplace:	Fayetville, Arkansas
Current Location:	Boca Raton, FL
Eye Color:	Blue/Green..a little yellow somewhere in there
Hair Color:	dirty blonde
Height:	5"8
Right Handed or Left Handed:	right handed
Your Heritage:	catholic
The Shoes You Wore Today:	my kickass converse
Your Weakness:	being mean
Your Fears:	dying alone,heights,spiders,drowning,burried alive
Your Perfect Pizza:	grilled chicken on pizza owns, you should try it
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year:	I'd like a boyfriend
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger:	nigger
Thoughts First Waking Up:	shit maynnee i'm going back to sleep
Your Best Physical Feature:	my eyes or hair
Your Bedtime:	whenever im tired
Your Most Missed Memory:	christmas in NJ
Pepsi or Coke:	pepsi
MacDonalds or Burger King:	McD's
Single or Group Dates:	single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:	Nestea
Chocolate or Vanilla:	Chocolate
Cappuccino or Coffee:	coffee
Do you Smoke:	maybe
Do you Swear:	every fucking day
Do you Sing:	i wish
Do you Shower Daily:	constantly
Have you Been in Love:	no
Do you want to go to College:	FSU or UCF
Do you want to get Married:	yes
Do you belive in yourself:	sometimes
Do you get Motion Sickness:	no, but sometimes car sickness
Do you think you are Attractive:	somewhat
Are you a Health Freak:	I <3 taco bell
Do you get along with your Parents:	most of the time
Do you like Thunderstorms:	<3 em
Do you play an Instrument:	i played the recorder in elementry school
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol:	sure have
In the past month have you Smoked:	not cigs
In the past month have you been on Drugs:	.
In the past month have you gone on a Date:	no
In the past month have you gone to a Mall:	yeah
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos:	a bag
In the past month have you eaten Sushi:	ew fuck sea food
In the past month have you been on Stage:	nope
In the past month have you been Dumped:	no but I am single
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping:	mm no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything:	no
Ever been Drunk:	of course
Ever been called a Tease:	yeah
Ever been Beaten up:	no lol
Ever Shoplifted:	k no
How do you want to Die:	with the one i love
What do you want to be when you Grow Up:	marine biologist, a vet, or flight attendent..so i can travel the world and get paid for it
What country would you most like to Visit:	Australia
*In a Boy/Girl..*
Favourite Eye Color:	green
Favourite Hair Color:	dont care
Short or Long Hair:	long<3
Height:	taller than me
Weight:	not fat
Best Clothing Style:	surfer, some gangstuh's are hot though
Number of Drugs I have taken:	nothing bad
Number of CDs I own:	a buttload
Number of Piercings:	doesnt matter
Number of Tattoos:	a few would be hot
Number of things in my Past I Regret:	not going to turkey with lara! and i guess some relationships i ended? K' BYE
CREATE YOUR OWN! - or - GET PAID TO TAKE SURVEYS!

WELL HELLO!

Mon, 07 Mar 2005 00:26:34 GMT

So...
Just got back from the beach, it was pretty cool, saw a bunch of people there :p
Social Distortion concert was last night, I went with Christie Scott<3..we left at 630 got there around 730 and were lost for about and hour so got to revolution at about 830. It was great they were great everything was greattttttttttt..I love concerts so much, Lynard Skynard is coming up boitchesssss n hoez
Friday night was also fun hung out with mike dan and jamie at mikes casa and got a warning for trespassing by some gangster who thinks hes a cop..psh yeah right, and spring break this year is going to suck so much, I usually go skiing/snowboarding every year..but not this one!?? :(
and one more thing I'm in love with Garrett Hedlund and if you don't know who that hot peice of ass his you can SUCK IT
<333

C'mon

Wed, 16 Feb 2005 14:57:13 GMT

Post a memory you have of me in the comments. It can be anything you want; you can even make it anonymous and have me guess who you are. Then post this in your journal and see what people remember of you. Do it!

bored..can you tell?

Fri, 14 Jan 2005 03:08:19 GMT

Name: Kendal

Piercings: 4

Tattoos: not yet

Height: 5'8"

Shoe Size: 8 1/2

Hair Color: dirty blonde

Eye Color: blue

Siblings: brother and a half sister

LAST...

Movie you watched: harold and kumar go to white castle

Movie you bought: ...OC season 1

Song you listened to: Now I'm Here-Queen

Cd you bought: Keith Urban?

Cd you listened to: Muse

Person you've called: David ly haha

Person that called you: Jamie

Person you were thinking of: NOT leif

DO...

You have a crush on someone: I suppose

You wish you could live somewhere else: In a way

You think about suicide: never

You want more piercings: yes

You like cleaning: when im in the mood

You like roller coasters: ♥

You write in cursive or print: mix

FOR OR AGAINST...

Using someone: against

Suicide: against

Killing people: against

Driving drunk: against

Gay/lesbian relationships: for..not me though

Soap operas: Hell no..against

HAVE YOU...

Ever cried over a girl: no

Ever cried over a boy: yes

Ever lied to someone: yes

Ever been in a fist fight: No

Ever been arrested: No

WHAT...

Shampoo do you use: Garnia / sheer blonde

Shoes do you wear: converse..sandals♥

Are you scared of: heights, getting stuck in an elevator with a bunch of people AHH

Favorite 4 letter word: mannn if only nigger were a four letter word

Actor/actress: Brad Pitt/Julia Roberts

Candy: skittles/heath

Cartoon: Family Guy, South Park

Cereal: Frosted flakes, Cinnamon tost crunch

Chewing gum: big red/juicy fruit

Color(s): ORANGE!

Color nail polish: red,aqua

Day of week: Friday

Least fav: tuesday

Flower: roses

Jello flavor: hate jello

Jewelry: HEMP BABY...i make my own

Special skills/talents: umm don't have any

Summer/Winter: Winter here is pretty much like our summer :-/ its a damn shame

PERSON WHO LAST......

Slept in your bed: me

Saw you cry: ...

Made you cry: Leif

You went to the movies with: Jamie and Sam(funstufffffffffff babyy)

Sent you an email: no email adress

Have you ever...

Said "I love you" and meant it: to freinds

Gone out in public in your pajamas: all the time

Kept a secret from everyone: Tried

Cried during a movie: TONS

Planned your week based on the TV Guide: nothing except thursday..OC ♥

Been on stage: maynee shoot that was like what elementry school? KIDS ON STAGE WHAT???

Been to New York: Twice

Been to California: YES

Hawaii: I wish

China: nope

Canada: hellz yes i have

Europe: no :(

Australia: that would killlll

Wished you were the opposite sex: no

What time is it now: 10:15

Apples or bananas: bananas

Blue or red: red

Walmart or target or hot topic: hot topic

Spring or Fall: spring

What are you gonna do after you finish this: take a hot shower

Are you bored: of course

Last noise you heard: IMA HAWK!

Last smell you sniffed: my strawburry(mikes sound) lipgloss

FRIENDSHIP/LOVE

Do you believe in love at first sight: yes

Do you want children one day & if so, how many: yes 1 or 2

Most important thing to you in a friendship is: To be able to have fun and act yourself

OTHER INFO

Criminal record: aint got nothin on me haha

Do you speak any other languages: sign hahahaha YESSSS

Last book you read: HOT DAMNN Julius Cesar

Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: computer,TV,BED

Worst feeling in the world: being dumped, having someone close to you pass away

Who you love: My friends and family

Nickname(s): Ken Doll, Kendala, K dawg, KB, kendal bendal, garvrick,duncan,duncan da donut..want more?

Initials: KGD

How old do you look: varries

How old do you act: the age I am

Glasses/Contacts: neither

Braces: while ago

Do you have any pets: Simon!

are upset by: attention grabbers

Get embarrassed: When I'm put on the spot

Love to...play soccer

Miss...north carolina

Wish...I had a boyfriend

Hope...I get a bf lol

Annoyed by: this fucking thing

Am...SO FUGGIN BORED

Want to feel..love

Would Never...lie to someone i love

Would Rather...Board on spring break then tan

Am Tired of...guys

I Will Always be...Me

i hate updating

Wed, 12 Jan 2005 12:09:27 GMT

BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.

~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla

ANOTHER

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 14:14:47 GMT

here's another, woahh 2 in one day.."LUCKYYY"

Ask me 4 questions...
Any 4 no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. In turn you post this message in your own journal & you have to answer the questions that are asked from you...

Answer your phones you dickwads

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 13:38:07 GMT

Ok so its 8:34 and I'm up, I don't know how because i went to bed at like 5 last night, but I want to go to the beach and i have a ride at 1030, but no one will answer their flippin phones! gosh darnnnetttt. Haven't used LJ in a while but nothing has been hapening nothing really with the boy situation which is i guess ok because i don't really feel like being hurt..other than that I can't stop listening to these two songs and if you don't have them..download them.

Iron and Wine- Such great heights
Nine Inch Nails-Hurt

♥

<3

Fri, 07 Jan 2005 00:29:29 GMT

My life...
It isn't easy to explain.It has not been
the rip-roaring spectactular i fancied it
would be. I suppose it has most resembeled
a bluechip stock: fairly stable, more ups
then downs, and gradually learned that not
everyone can say this about their life. But
do not be misled. I am nothing special; of
this I am sure. I am a common girl with common
thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are
no monuments deicated to me and my name will
soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with
all my heart and soul, and to me, this had
always been enough.

♥The Notebook, out Feb. 8th

amazing

Wed, 08 Dec 2004 21:52:00 GMT

This is just to let everyone know how amazing the buzz bake sale was this year, If you didn't go ..you fucking missed out

Taste of chaos tour-2/19 miami FL
HECK YESSS

Tue, 09 Nov 2004 01:21:08 GMT

They say however long you date someone..double that and thats how long it takes to get over them..hah yuh ok!

A while ago there was an anonymous person leaving comments, and i still don't know who it was..so if you want to tell me..go ahead

Me and Lexi <33 Keith Urban..

Yes I coach little 9 year olds with erica..and its so cool, we are like real coaches ah so much fun<33...this weekend was pretty fun..friday saw a movie(s) with a bunch of peple..saturday had pictures for our kickass 9 year old team who will kill everyonw elses team!! WHAT?? YEAH!..and then our team pictures..sat. night drove around came home yeah..sunday umm i dont really remember doing anything besides going to Moe's!!

OH yeah and today so scary in the car with christie woahh so scare

<3333

I ...hate...the...effups..wow..they suck!

Tue, 12 Oct 2004 21:57:35 GMT

Wellll helloooo...well as you can tell..i hate updating! The only reason i am right now is because there is nothing to do..and im not tired. Our soccer games over the weekend didn't go so well, the last one they were all bitches and rude and they pissed me off..but i laughed and smiled alot during the game because i figured if we were already losing so bad and were not going to catch up..why not have fun?..so i didddddd..i saw dirty dancing havanah nights which was a good movie. I'm going to halloween horror nights with sam and tosh?! which will be awesome!..then homecoming the 30th..not sure about that though..we'll see.

The boy situation- nobody i like right now..but thats ok because I'm trying to focus on school right now..haha thats is pretty funny...but i am. Today during video these gangstass did stunt 101 and it was some funny stuff "the ice in my teeth keep the crystal cold" bahhaha, who writes that in a song?? ahaha

Our last soccer game is wed. night until tournaments come...I'm so excited for the game...hopefully we will kick their asses..which we should!

I <3 my keith urban and rascal flats cd's very much so<3<3

I <3 Keith Urban

Sat, 02 Oct 2004 03:13:01 GMT

Went to the beach with jamie today, it was fun until i saw him....

=[ Worst mood ever...i saw my ex. today who i still have feelings for which completley blows because i know he doesnt feel the same, though i don't think he knows how i feel...and don't think he cares, but enough of that i need to cheer myself up..i guess i could go over to laurens with mike and dan?..or i can wait for David ly to get on!=]

Tomorrow i have to get up at 8 to go to a meeting..me and E are going to be coaching little 9 year olds :)
thennnn we might have a game at 1030..if not wellington with rach...then a dinner for my brother :) which will be fun

<3<3<3

rewinddddd...in a little bit better mood because im on the phone with E and she is so silly right now hahahhaha<3<3

Days go by

Sat, 25 Sep 2004 03:56:52 GMT

I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
Its been almost a year and I still can't seem to get him off my mind for good, what's wrong with me..this is not normal. Why can't i just forget about him..why arent the feelings going away, its like my bruise from mike pinching me so hard!!! its still there ass hole!!!
I wish he still had feelings for me like he did..:(...IM DUMB!!!!!!!!GOD!!I should have never done what i did...I SOOOO REGRET IT
----------------------------------------------------
But...I am so so so very happy for Lexi!!! It's about time woman!:)..and I hope i go to halloween horror night, that would be awesome
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PROGRESS REPORTS WERE TODAY and i did good! but my mom thinks so negative and will look at an A go down look at the tests and fine 1!! thats at least a D and be like WHATS THIS...WORK HARDER! WTF yuh ok...I'm happy with my grades!

So lets play doctor babe

Wed, 15 Sep 2004 01:23:12 GMT

There's poison in the drinking glass
Don't stop just sip it down
And in a swirling masquerade of sound
My body hits the ground
I'm beautiful when I'm asleep
Martini kisses land
On my blistered bloody scarlet lips
The bottles in my hand
<3

So lets play doctor babe

Mon, 30 Aug 2004 19:19:12 GMT

Soooooooooo

School is going GOOD. I thought i was going to hate it, but i see my friends during classes and after school :)
This weekend was way fun..friday-Don't see Hero...bad movie and its in subtitles=GAY...saturday-hehe kendal and sam had fun..won't metion what we did because livejournals seem to be getting people introuble..which is why i think im changing this to friends only bitches! i have said that so many times but i think this time I will "DO IT"...sunday-damnnnn soccer i left at 10 and got home at like 4..thats a long hot day in the sun..we lost...ohh well they were 2 age groups higher than us...or maybe 1? not sure

And then this weekend Jenna is having a partay wooooo!!!!!! :) I'm excited for that

I <3 Ax and lilu..they smell so good

I haven't updated in a while because I have been so busy with soccer and school..ehh
<3<3<3<3

</3 :(

Sun, 22 Aug 2004 06:38:38 GMT

DOOD! This fucking sucks...I'm starting to like him more and more,even though there is no fucking hope at all...AT ALL!!! He is already taken and he is in a good relationship right now! ...Will it ever work out for me?? I'm always being told that it will...and that I will find someone..but it's not happening!:(
I really want someone to be there for me..besides my friends, I want someone that I could spend hours with just not saying a word..or saying anything that comes to mind.<3......</3 WHY WHY WHY??!?!?!?!?!?!???!!!! I feel like shit right now </3

Wed, 18 Aug 2004 21:45:00 GMT

:sigh:sigh:sigh:
He is so cute<3..but taken :(
I am really bad with boys, I did meet a nice boy up in conneticut though..but I don't think he is interested anymore..and besides its conneticut and he is going off to college tomorrow.

Enough of that..
I HATE school
I HATE Marketing essentials
I HATE my lunch
I HATE that i have no close friends in any classes
I HATE people who use you
I HATE how my parents can tell me what to do
I HATE how i listen to them
I HATE when friends talk behind your back
I HATE some boys :(
I HATE how i still think about him
and I hate him....

BUT I LOVE SOCCER,FRIENDS,AND FAMILY :)....this was a very lame entry but I don't want to write anymore

:)

Sat, 14 Aug 2004 20:27:34 GMT

Last night was so incredebly funny<3
Well except for that nothing else exciting has happened...i hate school..i hate my classes...i hate my lunch...ughh it just plain sucks!He won't talk to me anymore and I don't know why? We have been talking like on and off..but last time I talked to him he seemed to really want to see me?...I guess things change, but then again for him he is always changing things and his mind..its what he happens to be good at, and i can't wait until he goes to college next year :)..i won't have to see him again

On the brigher side of thing Kendal has a crush..no she will not tell anyone because it would be an uh ohh if she did..can't explain but it would :-P

<3