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[07 Nov 2005|10:14pm] |
I am not going to live my life waiting for the end.
I am living for today with an eye on tomorrow.
I am living life to the fullest
<3
Find value in what we've been taught is worthless
Find good in what the world says is evil.
I wish the whole world would embrace what it hates.
Find what you're afraid of most and go live there
Live dangerously
Love passionetly
Never let someone be you're priority while to them you're just and option
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| "shit happens" |
[18 Oct 2005|10:57pm] |
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It's funny how things in my life never stay how I want them to.
Everyone saw it coming, what was I thinking.
I never listen to what the ones i love most have to say. I'm an asshole, I am.
If you have the chance to meet me, walk away.
I wish i could go back and change everything...everything
I guess the good times they were all just killing me.
When we don't know who to hate
We hate ourselves.
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| Being a teenager sucks |
[20 Aug 2005|08:21pm] |
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I really don’t know why I use this shit or why I use myspace, or any of these gay internet downers. Fuck you Tom for making me have no life at one point. People just use myspace to feel better about themselves. I know I did, I used to be addicted to people telling me how hot I was and how much they wanted me…though I don’t know why. It’s funny how much I hate this stuff, yet I still see myself constantly logging in.
We only ask people how their day was so we can tell them about ours.
School sucks this year I really miss all the seniors from my previous years.
Freshman year-seniors pwnd
Sophmore year-seniors were fucking HOT
Junior year-you guys suck
Senior year-we will suck
Holy fuck our school has seriously been taken over by little freshman, they are all about 3ft with huge backpacks taking up space. The only reason I like going to school is because my friends. I seriously have some of the best friends anyone could ever ask for. They are always there for me and actually care about what I have to say. They make me laugh and most importantly I make them laugh, which is a huge factor to me. When I’m around my friends I’m myself. I’m who everyone thinks I’m not, and not a lot of people get to see that. I apologize if you are one of those people, just give me time and everything will be grand=).
Friends….I hate seeing my friends upset because that makes me upset. It just depresses me to see them struggle, especially with guys. You know you guys can be complete assholes sometimes and the sad part is, sometimes you don’t even know what you are doing. Grow up. I myself have spent countless amounts of nights crying myself to sleep because you jerks. Don’t get me wrong, some of you are amazing but the ones I have come across and the ones my friends have come across- to hell with you.
I miss freshman year so much
Sam, Tosh-we fucking pwnd lunch. I <3 you guys so much. I really wish you didn’t move Tosh, and I really wish you wouldn’t move Sam. It sucks thinking you’re going to graduate high school with all your close friends right there with you, right by your side…and then this shit happens. Sam if you leave me in this shit hole to rot all by myself I really won’t know what to do. Who will I go salsaaingg with at kickass bbq’s with a humungo my size hookah till 4 in the am? No one, but you! And those fun taco nights at your house =( I really never saw this day coming, the day you move away from Florida. We are ALL going to miss you so much<33
Boys….Boys are boys, immature and egotistical. One minute they are the sweetest person ever and make you incredibly happy and next thing you know you are crying yourself to sleep again…what a shame
sorry for making this so long, i'm just bored waiting fo samham to get off work so we can BBQ it up at her house wooooo =)
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[06 Jul 2005|04:03pm] |
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im finallllly getting tan :) wooot
( pictures )
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[28 Jun 2005|02:07am] |
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So it’s around 2am and I'm bored out of my mind. I'm sick of lying in bed watching movies, it’s getting absurd. So far my summer consists of the beach, movies, parties, speed indoor racing, sleeping late and staying up till 6am. I don’t know why but lately my neck has been fucking killing me, I need to go to a chiropractor or something. I’m leaving Saturday morning to go to Sanibel Island to Jet Ski with Sam, Michelle and Wayne; I guess it should be fun. Until then I’m just going to be lying around doing nothing so anyone who wants to do something CALL ME. I’d love to go clubbing or to parties so feel free :)Thursday I get to go see Casey :D which I’m super excited for. Here are some old pictures I never posted...
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| IM BACKK |
[23 Jun 2005|03:53pm] |
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I'm back on this shiat again
my birthday is in 2 days guys :-D
this is just to see if the pictures work
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| fucking bored mother fuckers |
[26 Mar 2005|10:23pm] |
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| WELL HELLO! |
[06 Mar 2005|07:18pm] |
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So...
Just got back from the beach, it was pretty cool, saw a bunch of people there :p
Social Distortion concert was last night, I went with Christie Scott<3..we left at 630 got there around 730 and were lost for about and hour so got to revolution at about 830. It was great they were great everything was greattttttttttt..I love concerts so much, Lynard Skynard is coming up boitchesssss n hoez
Friday night was also fun hung out with mike dan and jamie at mikes casa and got a warning for trespassing by some gangster who thinks hes a cop..psh yeah right, and spring break this year is going to suck so much, I usually go skiing/snowboarding every year..but not this one!?? :(
and one more thing I'm in love with Garrett Hedlund and if you don't know who that hot peice of ass his you can SUCK IT
<333
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| C'mon |
[16 Feb 2005|09:56am] |
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Post a memory you have of me in the comments. It can be anything you want; you can even make it anonymous and have me guess who you are. Then post this in your journal and see what people remember of you.
Do it!
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| bored..can you tell? |
[13 Jan 2005|10:00pm] |
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Name: Kendal
Piercings: 4
Tattoos: not yet
Height: 5'8"
Shoe Size: 8 1/2
Hair Color: dirty blonde
Eye Color: blue
Siblings: brother and a half sister
LAST...
Movie you watched: harold and kumar go to white castle
Movie you bought: ...OC season 1
Song you listened to: Now I'm Here-Queen
Cd you bought: Keith Urban?
Cd you listened to: Muse
Person you've called: David ly haha
Person that called you: Jamie
Person you were thinking of: NOT leif
DO...
You have a crush on someone: I suppose
You wish you could live somewhere else: In a way
You think about suicide: never
You want more piercings: yes
You like cleaning: when im in the mood
You like roller coasters: ♥
You write in cursive or print: mix
FOR OR AGAINST...
Using someone: against
Suicide: against
Killing people: against
Driving drunk: against
Gay/lesbian relationships: for..not me though
Soap operas: Hell no..against
HAVE YOU...
Ever cried over a girl: no
Ever cried over a boy: yes
Ever lied to someone: yes
Ever been in a fist fight: No
Ever been arrested: No
WHAT...
Shampoo do you use: Garnia / sheer blonde
Shoes do you wear: converse..sandals♥
Are you scared of: heights, getting stuck in an elevator with a bunch of people AHH
Favorite 4 letter word: mannn if only nigger were a four letter word
Actor/actress: Brad Pitt/Julia Roberts
Candy: skittles/heath
Cartoon: Family Guy, South Park
Cereal: Frosted flakes, Cinnamon tost crunch
Chewing gum: big red/juicy fruit
Color(s): ORANGE!
Color nail polish: red,aqua
Day of week: Friday
Least fav: tuesday
Flower: roses
Jello flavor: hate jello
Jewelry: HEMP BABY...i make my own
Special skills/talents: umm don't have any
Summer/Winter: Winter here is pretty much like our summer :-/ its a damn shame
PERSON WHO LAST......
Slept in your bed: me
Saw you cry: ...
Made you cry: Leif
You went to the movies with: Jamie and Sam(funstufffffffffff babyy)
Sent you an email: no email adress
Have you ever...
Said "I love you" and meant it: to freinds
Gone out in public in your pajamas: all the time
Kept a secret from everyone: Tried
Cried during a movie: TONS
Planned your week based on the TV Guide: nothing except thursday..OC ♥
Been on stage: maynee shoot that was like what elementry school? KIDS ON STAGE WHAT???
Been to New York: Twice
Been to California: YES
Hawaii: I wish
China: nope
Canada: hellz yes i have
Europe: no :(
Australia: that would killlll
Wished you were the opposite sex: no
What time is it now: 10:15
Apples or bananas: bananas
Blue or red: red
Walmart or target or hot topic: hot topic
Spring or Fall: spring
What are you gonna do after you finish this: take a hot shower
Are you bored: of course
Last noise you heard: IMA HAWK!
Last smell you sniffed: my strawburry(mikes sound) lipgloss
FRIENDSHIP/LOVE
Do you believe in love at first sight: yes
Do you want children one day & if so, how many: yes 1 or 2
Most important thing to you in a friendship is: To be able to have fun and act yourself
OTHER INFO
Criminal record: aint got nothin on me haha
Do you speak any other languages: sign hahahaha YESSSS
Last book you read: HOT DAMNN Julius Cesar
Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom: computer,TV,BED
Worst feeling in the world: being dumped, having someone close to you pass away
Who you love: My friends and family
Nickname(s): Ken Doll, Kendala, K dawg, KB, kendal bendal, garvrick,duncan,duncan da donut..want more?
Initials: KGD
How old do you look: varries
How old do you act: the age I am
Glasses/Contacts: neither
Braces: while ago
Do you have any pets: Simon!
are upset by: attention grabbers
Get embarrassed: When I'm put on the spot
Love to...play soccer
Miss...north carolina
Wish...I had a boyfriend
Hope...I get a bf lol
Annoyed by: this fucking thing
Am...SO FUGGIN BORED
Want to feel..love
Would Never...lie to someone i love
Would Rather...Board on spring break then tan
Am Tired of...guys
I Will Always be...Me
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| i hate updating |
[12 Jan 2005|07:09am] |
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BEAUTIFUL ICE PRINCESS/PRINCE .You need distance
between you and your partner in your
relationship. You are very difficult to get.
You have big requirements and this one you love
must try hard to get you. But after she/he melt
your heart she/he will be the most happy person
in the world. You need someone who shoes you
that you are special and it makes you feel
good to see that you are loved. She/He shall
know that you could easily get another
girl/boyfriend but you wont as long as you
love him. when she/he hurts you you will hurt
him too, but in general you dont get hurt. If
your partner cheated you ,you would react cold
and immediately (try to) forget him
PLEASE VOTE, I want to know what you think about my
quiz, I worked hard on it.You can always
message me or tell me how I can improve that
quiz. Ill sure write back.
~THE big LOVE TEST!! What do you need? With PICS! For girls and boys!~
brought to you by Quizilla
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| ANOTHER |
[07 Jan 2005|09:14am] |
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here's another, woahh 2 in one day.."LUCKYYY"
Ask me 4 questions...
Any 4 no matter how personal, private or random.
I have to answer them honestly. I have to answer them all. In turn you post this message in your own journal & you have to answer the questions that are asked from you...
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| Answer your phones you dickwads |
[07 Jan 2005|08:34am] |
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Ok so its 8:34 and I'm up, I don't know how because i went to bed at like 5 last night, but I want to go to the beach and i have a ride at 1030, but no one will answer their flippin phones! gosh darnnnetttt. Haven't used LJ in a while but nothing has been hapening nothing really with the boy situation which is i guess ok because i don't really feel like being hurt..other than that I can't stop listening to these two songs and if you don't have them..download them.
Iron and Wine- Such great heights
Nine Inch Nails-Hurt
♥
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[06 Jan 2005|07:27pm] |
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My life...
It isn't easy to explain.It has not been
the rip-roaring spectactular i fancied it
would be. I suppose it has most resembeled
a bluechip stock: fairly stable, more ups
then downs, and gradually learned that not
everyone can say this about their life. But
do not be misled. I am nothing special; of
this I am sure. I am a common girl with common
thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are
no monuments deicated to me and my name will
soon be forgotten, but I've loved another with
all my heart and soul, and to me, this had
always been enough.
♥The Notebook, out Feb. 8th
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[08 Dec 2004|04:50pm] |
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This is just to let everyone know how amazing the buzz bake sale was this year, If you didn't go ..you fucking missed out
Taste of chaos tour-2/19 miami FL
HECK YESSS
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[08 Nov 2004|08:15pm] |
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KEITH URbAN |
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They say however long you date someone..double that and thats how long it takes to get over them..hah yuh ok!
A while ago there was an anonymous person leaving comments, and i still don't know who it was..so if you want to tell me..go ahead
Me and Lexi <33 Keith Urban..
Yes I coach little 9 year olds with erica..and its so cool, we are like real coaches ah so much fun<33...this weekend was pretty fun..friday saw a movie(s) with a bunch of peple..saturday had pictures for our kickass 9 year old team who will kill everyonw elses team!! WHAT?? YEAH!..and then our team pictures..sat. night drove around came home yeah..sunday umm i dont really remember doing anything besides going to Moe's!!
OH yeah and today so scary in the car with christie woahh so scare
<3333
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| I ...hate...the...effups..wow..they suck! |
[12 Oct 2004|02:56pm] |
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Wellll helloooo...well as you can tell..i hate updating! The only reason i am right now is because there is nothing to do..and im not tired. Our soccer games over the weekend didn't go so well, the last one they were all bitches and rude and they pissed me off..but i laughed and smiled alot during the game because i figured if we were already losing so bad and were not going to catch up..why not have fun?..so i didddddd..i saw dirty dancing havanah nights which was a good movie. I'm going to halloween horror nights with sam and tosh?! which will be awesome!..then homecoming the 30th..not sure about that though..we'll see.
The boy situation- nobody i like right now..but thats ok because I'm trying to focus on school right now..haha thats is pretty funny...but i am. Today during video these gangstass did stunt 101 and it was some funny stuff "the ice in my teeth keep the crystal cold" bahhaha, who writes that in a song?? ahaha
Our last soccer game is wed. night until tournaments come...I'm so excited for the game...hopefully we will kick their asses..which we should!
I <3 my keith urban and rascal flats cd's very much so<3<3
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| I <3 Keith Urban |
[01 Oct 2004|10:59pm] |
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Went to the beach with jamie today, it was fun until i saw him....
=[ Worst mood ever...i saw my ex. today who i still have feelings for which completley blows because i know he doesnt feel the same, though i don't think he knows how i feel...and don't think he cares, but enough of that i need to cheer myself up..i guess i could go over to laurens with mike and dan?..or i can wait for David ly to get on!=]
Tomorrow i have to get up at 8 to go to a meeting..me and E are going to be coaching little 9 year olds :)
thennnn we might have a game at 1030..if not wellington with rach...then a dinner for my brother :) which will be fun
<3<3<3
rewinddddd...in a little bit better mood because im on the phone with E and she is so silly right now hahahhaha<3<3
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[24 Sep 2004|11:45pm] |
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I hate myself I hate myself I hate myself
Its been almost a year and I still can't seem to get him off my mind for good, what's wrong with me..this is not normal. Why can't i just forget about him..why arent the feelings going away, its like my bruise from mike pinching me so hard!!! its still there ass hole!!!
I wish he still had feelings for me like he did..:(...IM DUMB!!!!!!!!GOD!!I should have never done what i did...I SOOOO REGRET IT
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But...I am so so so very happy for Lexi!!! It's about time woman!:)..and I hope i go to halloween horror night, that would be awesome
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PROGRESS REPORTS WERE TODAY and i did good! but my mom thinks so negative and will look at an A go down look at the tests and fine 1!! thats at least a D and be like WHATS THIS...WORK HARDER! WTF yuh ok...I'm happy with my grades!
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