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As happy as I'm pretending
Diary of an emo child
Created on 2004-08-31 17:03:36 (#4390852), last updated 2005-07-25
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Basic Info| Name: | grammar makes me hot |
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| Location: | New York, United States |
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College Life is Love to the Max
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Letter from my Maverick:
I love my Shannon Delaine Aguilar with all of my being!
So my Shan-9, Goose, my lil wingman...we’ve been through so much already as the “gruesome twosome” that we are. I am so happy that I found you when I did, I mean, you are the closest thing to sanity that I have here and without you and your advice with all of my drama, I would seriously hate this place more than I already do. I hate being so far from my best friends back home, my family (well, most of it:)), and just the comfort of knowing people, places, and events you know? I mean, I couldn’t even imagine how it is for you to do it, and at least you have me too! And with your problems with Rob and Sean and all of your school business, you are one of the strongest, open, caring people I know, and I wish I had your outlook on things. Seriously, you are like my hero, you just have such a grasp on things, you falter for a short time, but you get right out of it and on with your life, whether you think you do or not, you really do. Shannon without a smile on her face is like the oceans without salt, you JUST DON’T SEE IT! Your heart is the biggest I have ever encountered, you love what you love and you don’t let any drama pull you down. I wish I had that kind of strength, everything puts me back into a depressed episode. When I’m home for the night and I sit in my house alone, I think about all the shit I’ve been through in my life and cry myself to sleep, wishing that I could for once, just once, do things right and make my life to a 180, I wanna get along with Lisa, I want to be more driven at school, I’m scared I’m gonna flunk out, I’m scared I’ll never find TRUE LOVE, but you do put a lot of that into perspective for me, you are like a free shrink, hell, you are better than the one I have at home! It’s weird, because when I say goodbye to you for the day, it’s like I’m saying goodbye to my other half, the good half...You seriously are such a good influence on me, we only drink at my house, like, once a week at the most and I just don’t feel like I have to go out and party and all that shit all the time, you keep me in check you know? You take care of me when I’m drunk and stupid, you are just, one of the BEST things to happen to me ever, and I thank God every day and night for you, honestly. And you don’t judge me, and I appreciate that, I can tell you anything and know that you will look at it with openness, without looking at me differently, or condescending...I have so many issues alone: Lisa, Brandon, school, Steve, school, linguistics, my landlords, school, Lisa, World Civ., blah blah blah...it’s just I really appreciate what we have, the connection, the trust, the comfort...I love you so much and even though I have only known you for like a month or so, you are DEFINITELY one of my BEST friends, it’s kinda creepy...lol. I love the fact that I can come home, just chill, eat and smoke, watching movies, talking and laughing with you and have it be just so meaningful and fun, and I wouldn’t be anywhere else en el mundo... sanity is found in the weirdest places man...hahaha...I love you Shannon, and I don’t think I could have even done college this far without you...you bring me back to a confident, UNDEPRESSED perspective, and I just want to say thank you, but I don’t think you will or can ever fully understand what you have done for me, and I know we have a lot more shit to go through, get through TOGETHER, and I am so thankful for you Shannon, and Jerry McGuire says it best: “You complete me.”
I love you Shannon, Goose, Shan-9, my wingman...
And I’ll never leave you wingman;)
love always and forever, lots of it babe!
Megan aka Maverick, Mavvy:)
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