I CAN NOT BELEIVE THIS IS HAPPENING. WHAT THE HELL, YOU WERE ONE OF THE BEST PEOPLE ON THE FACE OF THE EARTH. ALWAYS NICE, ALWAYS LAUGHING, NEVER MEAN. YOU WERE A BIG BROTHER TO ME. I CARE SO FUCKING MUCH ABOUT YOU. THIS IS KILLING ME INSIDE. KNOWING THAT I WONT RANDOMLY SEE YOU AT MY HOUSE WITH ANA ANYMORE, OR JUST AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD RIDING YOUR BIKE IS SCARING ME. I WISH I COULD GO BACK IN TIME AND HELP YOU. I KNEW YOU WERE SUFFERING, BUT NOT THIS BAD. I WISH THIS WAS A NIGHTMARE. I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU. I AM GOING TO MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY. I HOPE YOU ARE IN HEAVEN RIGHT NOW SMILING DOWN ON US, AND I WILL PRAY FOR YOU EVERY DAY AND NIGHT. I HOPE YOU HAVE NO MORE DEPRESSION, I HOPE YOU ARE HAPPY. WORDS CANT EXPRESS. THOUGH YOU ARENT HERE ANYMORE, YOU WILL LIVE ON IN OUR HEARTS AND IN OUR MEMORIES. YOU WILL BE MISSED GREATLY. I HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON.
JOSHUA ARMANDO MEDINA, MY BROTHER
REST IN PEACE
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER
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- lil h. (
spiders_) wrote,