can you hear me? are you listening? this is the sound of my heart breaking.

soturnaway_____ @ 2008-06-21T17:14:00

2008-06-21T21:22:25Z

mmm. he's amazing.
i'm so happy.
noone can even compare. i don't even know why i tried.
thank god for second chances!

soturnaway_____ @ 2008-06-15T19:42:00

2008-06-15T23:59:33Z

so i haven't posted on here since january 17th. hmm. let's sum up the past 6 months as shorts as possible.
i'll probably forget alot.

january
-tried having a relationship after jared franco. didn't work.
-the rest of that month just sucked. partypartyparty.

february
-lost my job at best buy.
-partypartyparty.

march
-lived in my car 2 weeks, then my garage for 2 weeks with 4 boys because they had nowehere to go.
-the boys & i had a hotel party and while i was sleeping, someone destroyed the room and the hallways. we all got charged.
-the day after the party, i got caught driving with a suspended license and "speeding" (i wasn't. another charge.
-went on a stupid robitussin/coricidin binge for a month and a half. no, i am not proud.
-started working at the herald news.
-got caught with a stolen credit card that i didn't know was stolen. come to find out someone stole it from MY AUNT.
-punched someone in the face for the first time!
-tried another relationship. failed.

april
-clubs&partying&drugs.
-dad took the car away.
-..april is a blur.

may
-got like.. "delayed" from my job at the herald news and couldn't work anymore until i turned 18.
-planned on moving to boston with shaelyn.
-got a job at american eagle in boston. worked 1 day. quit. the commute was too much to handle. & too expensive.
-fuck boston plans.
-moved back in with my aunt.
-partypartypartyclubclubclubdrugsdrugsdrugs.

june.
-FINALLY TURNED 18 ON JUNE 3!
---hung out with vicky & erin cabral all day.
---partied at steveos at night. alyssa bought me a cake & it was so cute. saw ryan martin, mike berard, carl. so good.
---robotripped with keith & tj. slept at josh's house.
-got my job back at the herald news. i work overnights 11pm-about430am tues.-thurs. & sat. mornings 6am-12ish.
-got a SECOND job at vector. anyone wanna buy some knives? LOL.
-no more drugs. no more parties. just clubs on the weekend. i'm a good girl now. :]
-SAW YASMINE YESTERDAY & WENT TO BOSTON PRIDE. WAY TO MAKE MY LIFE!!!
-started talking to jared franco again..which makes me really happy. i missed him alot. hopefully everything works out for the best this time.
-got followed by a pedophile last night. scary shit.

& by the first week of next month, i should have my own apartment. either with kendra pacheco or josh rochester.

soturnaway_____ @ 2008-01-17T17:13:00

2008-01-17T22:13:39Z

i am so
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy
happy

i wish i could tell the world.

soturnaway_____ @ 2007-10-14T14:50:00

2007-10-14T18:54:27Z

so, my new job is amazing. i fucking love best buy.
& i get paid so good.

i'm moving in to my apartment this week.
and let me tell you, i am so fucking excited.
me, lauren, jared, and jaryd.
so ill. i can't wait.
we're signing the papers tomorrow!

i love my life.

soturnaway_____ @ 2007-09-29T15:00:00

2007-09-29T19:03:05Z

last night was so fun. i went to see sydney white with jayme cabral,xtine, jessiker, and brittany.
and i don't think i've had as much fun with them then i've had in a long time.
i love them.<3

and i love jared! obviously.
starting work on friday. yayy finallyy.
i wish jared would wake up :[

soturnaway_____ @ 2007-08-27T20:27:00

2007-08-28T00:28:49Z

FELICIA FARIA I LOVE YOU & MISS YOU.

soturnaway_____ @ 2007-08-18T23:25:00

2007-08-19T03:29:07Z

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Dealer: enutbrown has a Royal Flush

Dealer: kingkong044 has a full house, Queens full of Eights

Dealer: Game #11564591681: enutbrown wins pot (28870) with a Royal Flush

BITCHES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I'M SO FUCKING BOMB.

soturnaway_____ @ 2007-07-23T16:04:00

2007-07-23T20:05:19Z

job interview at FYE in the swansea mall today!

soturnaway_____ @ 2006-12-24T18:13:00

2006-12-24T23:27:08Z

grandpa! :D

dad, grandpa, uncle mike, & ryan.

jayme's baby. devin.

jayme&damion.

damion, unclie mike, & brandon.

jenn fucking calls me at 9am when i planned on sleeping in & was like.. "WAKE UP, I'M PICKING YOU UP RIGHT NOW". so i've been wicked tired. alyssa let her borrow the car and we had a cute best friend last minute christmas shopping day :].

we had to tape the windows because they're broken.

idk, she's retarded. lol.

i guess we're cute. i was like half awake.

soturnaway_____ @ 2006-12-22T00:13:00

2006-12-22T05:21:56Z

today was fun.
i did no work in school today, at all.
and i made my sociology class cry.

i called out of work.
after school, i saw vanessa keyes and angela!!!! at mcdonalds.
me and jenn went with them to erica'ss. which was fun, i wish we stayed longer.
but i called andrew when he got out of work and asked him if he wanted to chill.
we went to providence.
i got GUITAR HERO 2!!!!!!!!!!
i wanted eric to chill with us :[ but that didn't happen.

tomorrow i'm going out to eat with my family then idk what else.
i have to go to the doctors tomorrow morning or i'll be fired. so gay.
i hate kfc. i really really do.

soturnaway_____ @ 2006-12-08T14:05:00

2006-12-08T19:05:17Z

BEAUTY AND THE BEAST, @ NAGLE AUDITORIUM, BMC DURFEE HIGH SCHOOL.
Friday, december 8 @ 7:30pm.
Saturday, december 9 @ 1:00pm & 7:30pm
Sunday, december 10 @ 7:00pm.

TICKET PRICES
adults $12.00
students $8.00
Seniors (62+) $8.00
children (under 5) $5.00

COME SEE ITTT. <3

soturnaway_____ @ 2006-08-31T23:51:00

2006-08-31T23:53:01Z

this is gonna be hard to do cause I'm on vanessas sidekick but here goes:

FIRST SEMESTER:
A- u.s. history 2 rm. 452 mr. proulx YR
B-honors theater wrkshp 3
C- dev. plane geometry rm. 342 gibeau YR
D-astronomy rm. 397 mr. haworth
E-intro to sociology rm. 451 mr. correia

SECOND SEMESTER:
A-same
B-academic english 3 rm. 381 mrs. oliveira
C-same.
D-health issues in life management rm. 534 mr. brough
E-portuguese 3 rm. 374 mr. rodrigues

soturnaway_____ @ 2006-02-26T17:47:00

2006-02-26T22:47:03Z

hi everyone.

soturnaway_____ @ 2005-12-12T23:04:00

2005-12-13T04:28:39Z

go see this.

LES MISERABLES
in the durfee auditorium.

FRIDAY, DECEMBER 16 @ 7:30 PM
SATURDAY, DECEMBER 17 @ 7:30 PM
SUNDAY, DECEMBER 18 @ 6:00 PM

adults - $12.00
students/seniors - $7.00

i'll love you forever. it's an amazing show.

soturnaway_____ @ 2005-11-08T20:09:00

2005-11-09T01:11:46Z

Stole from Melissa/Crystal/Heather/Steph/everyone else!

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't
speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be
anything you want- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph
on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about
you.

soturnaway_____ @ 2005-09-05T23:02:00

2005-09-06T03:18:29Z

This girl means so much to me. She understands me better than anyone else, she inspires for me to do so many things, I can tell her anything. I care about her more than anyone in this world. She's always been there for me no matter what & I know she always will be. & She knows I'd do the same for her. When I'm upset, she knows JUST what to do to make me smile. I've only known her for a little over a year but I swear, it's like I've known her forever. I can tell her anything in this world, I can be myself & act immature & stupid and it'll be okay. I don't think anyone can come close to how much she means to me. No girlfriend, no boyfriend, no other friend. I would die for this girl. I would do anything for her if she needed it. & we've been fighting alot lately & it's complete nonsense. It shouldn't be happening. Because everytime we fight, it kills me. & If I ever lost her again, I honestly don't know what I would do with myself.
I swear, having her as my best friend is just like having a girlfriend.
Except not.
Jenn, I want you to know that noone will ever take your place. You are my absolute BEST FRIEND and I love you more than anything. YOU MEAN EVERYTHING TO ME.
:)

soturnaway_____ @ 2004-10-17T12:22:00

2004-10-17T16:24:36Z

FRIENDS ONLY.
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