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My Letters to J Baby, [11 Feb 2006|06:22pm]
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February 1, 2006
He has me thinking about us lying together just enjoying each other. I miss his touch, his lips, and his kiss. I’m so in love with that man that it hurts. To dream about him while I’m both sleep and awake is something I’ve never done. 7 months ago, God blessed me with my sweet angel.

Do you see what you do to me? I’ve been so afraid to show you the real me thinking that’s not what you want. I’m done with that now. You’re going to see every feeling, every smile, and every laugh from me.

I cried myself to sleep last night not because I was sad, but because I was so grateful to have someone like him in my life. I never thought I could need someone like this, ever. I’m used to doing for myself, depending on myself for my happiness. Every time he smiles, my heart skips 10 beats. I just sit and look at him sometimes just admiring his beauty. I feel him when he’s not with me. It’s like his body has left an imprint on my soul. I go to sleep and dream of him. I wake up smelling his cologne looking for him because he has to be close. I don’t concentrate most days because my mind wonders into thoughts of him. I love him with everything I have.

At any given moment, you can look at me and see that I’m thinking about you; even when you’re sitting right next to me. I know you think I’m crazy, but that’s okay. The things you do, just make me want to scream to the whole world that you’re my honey. I can memorize every look you have and place it to the very first time you made that face. I want it to be that way for you too.

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this journal is meant for the purpose of me venting my thoughts to help me become more open about my feelings.this is a warning to you though, i promise you it will be emotional and most times i won't know where i will be going with the entries. if you would like to take part in this process with me, all you have to do is ask.

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