i will send you all the world green and blue

soft_ @ 2008-08-12T12:32:00

2008-08-13T04:49:31Z

Ive been feeling very out of order lately becasue im living at home for the next three days but all my stuff is packed up and im in limbo 3000. I need to make a list!

things that are so sexy to me...
swan necks
sweaters/shirts with good things on them
circles
drawn lines that show how your hand moves
perfect drawings with every line where it should be
french artists
minty smelling things
lemon flavor
picking
how it rains everyday
how when your in the dark and the light of the laptop screen lights up the tops of your fingers and makes the backs of your hands black and it looks like im putting on a little tap dancing puppet show and theres french lullaby music playing when i press the keys
not losing a pen in a week
having dark hair with that one long strand in your eyes
thick eyebrows with the ones towards the middle sticking straight up like grass
soft mushy fabric that you can bunch up and wrap your legs and face in
dreams by the cranberries
my new ukulele bag my mom sewed me
tiptoeing around and making little click steps
mushing up your skin and stretching it out
getting sweaty in your bed and tasting salty
addressing envelopes so beautifully that you dont even want to put anything inside becasue anything you put inside cant compare to how pretty you made the front
admiring someones soft glowy/milky skin
glimmering glitz glassy eyeballs

ok i dont know how this is supposed to make me feel more at ease. but it makes me feel good
byee

soft_ @ 2008-05-22T16:42:00

2008-05-22T20:45:35Z

i really need to stop saying 'gay'and 'retarded'
i need some replacement words that arent so mean becasue at work i talk to old people and if i said gay or retarded, id feel bad. please comment them

soft_ @ 2008-05-03T15:57:00

2008-05-03T19:57:28Z

soft_ @ 2008-05-03T15:55:00

2008-05-03T19:55:11Z

unorganized

2008-04-03T14:13:00Z

In the next couple of weeks im going to sign a lease for a 12 month apartment with two awesome girls from my art class. Its werid becasue i hate it here so much but i cant really do anything about it. I applied to fsu but they didnt accept me becasue of budget cuts and theres only enough room for kids coming from community college. which doesntreally make sense to me, but i dont even know if i would want to go there anyways, it would just be a change. I dont care about other places and your college, so stop telling me about all the cool things you do and then mention that orlando sucks, I know i know i know, youre cool, i drool. Im over it. Candace is moving to the beach by me so i can see her more, and thats all that matters, and jeremy is getting a house with his friends. I guess ill try to make the best of everything. It was so much easier when everyone lived in coral springs, because we all had to live there and we had to go to school and be friends. pretty much, im going to move to france becasue im going to be a pastry chef. or ill move to maryland and be on ace of cakes. or ill move to new york and marry conan o brien, or ill go on tour with the comedians of comedy, or just marry tim and eric and go on a horse and buggy ride. I dont want to grow up! but i want to be left alone and i want to move away but bring everything and everyone with me, but i hate everyone, I love the beach boys though.see you in france!

take this job and shove it, im a ghost, adios

2008-03-25T19:16:22Z

astronomy work, research paper, 2d work, kimya dawson, paul baribeau, angelo spencer, astronomy test, lauren, jake, arya, early to bed early to rise!, tallahasee till sunday, apt. searching with elise and lisa tuesday , back to real life, 3 medicines, allergies, rashes, milk skin, start Messy Room series.

attention people that take good pictures- if you have a cool room thats messy and cluttered in a good way, or a bad way, send me pictures, im already painting mine, but i dont know alot of messy rooms. thanks spanks

soft_ @ 2008-02-23T23:45:00

2008-02-24T04:46:35Z

me and jeremy just snuck into Michael Buble at my school's arena and it was amazing, he sang and danced in his suit and there was a band stand and it was free and i cried

soft_ @ 2008-02-23T13:48:00

2008-02-23T18:48:44Z

be kind rewind was so amazing and michel gondry and a magical genius

soft_ @ 2007-09-04T16:14:00

2007-09-04T20:16:00Z

i have more scars and blisters! im never moving back to coral springs.

soft_ @ 2007-08-29T15:11:00

2007-08-29T19:11:29Z

NOT in the mood

2007-08-10T00:09:45Z

i wait all year for real world and this is the cast they give me.

soft_ @ 2007-01-04T12:19:00

2007-01-04T17:20:54Z

FRIDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i want...
a bear
makeup
a maid
and a car

soft_ @ 2006-11-27T15:29:00

2006-11-27T20:29:47Z

the new jay-z is so delicious.

soft_ @ 2006-11-13T22:36:00

2006-11-14T03:36:04Z

i have a cold and a fever and my head and my legs and hips and eyes and bones and skeleton and knees and back ache. My cough sounds like a cave monster attack animal. If i happen melt in my sleep tonight, dont touch my things.
love,
velveteen rabbit girl

soft_ @ 2006-11-04T20:11:00

2006-11-05T01:11:40Z

I just watched Transamerica and it was good and touching and disgusting and a mess and really entertaining

soft_ @ 2006-10-30T13:38:00

2006-10-30T18:39:10Z

Im having a wet tshirt contest at my house with wine.
2:00 11/0/06

soft_ @ 2006-10-28T15:09:00

2006-10-28T19:10:25Z

The Prestige was so good.

Slide Film

2006-05-12T20:21:57Z

soft_ @ 2006-03-04T23:34:00

2006-03-05T04:35:15Z

i lost my sketchbook 5 days ago, and im still distraught over it, i wouldve rather lost anything else. it was almost done too.
and im really stil realtjreln upset. ok bye

this is a day early, oh well iloveyou

2006-02-18T18:00:13Z

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CANDACE!!!!!!!!!!! ,

I wish more than anything in the world i was with you, i hope you have an amazing birthday, expect mail really soon,
I love you wife,
carly

february 14.

2006-02-15T02:43:24Z

I drew this to express how much i DREAD being cold and hate taravella for making it worse with your air conditioning.

soft_ @ 2006-02-07T19:39:00

2006-02-08T00:42:25Z

I still smell like you and i don't mind.

2nd period

2006-01-02T14:48:47Z

heppyheppy new years.

my really ravishing realistic resolutions:

-see candace and my brother more

-eat better

-draw things that i dont know how to draw

-apply for scholarships

-be more brave.

now that I compare to all the bad things that happened this year to all the bad things that happened to me, my year was pretty good.

my birthday is thursday, january 5th, feel free to make me a card thanks

also, january 5th is mine and stephens 4 months<3

and january 20th i take my license test, which i will probably fail because i dont know how to park, or stop at stop signs or slow down without my mom bitching at me to slow down.

goals for life:

get into college and get this tattooed on my body in the next 2-25 years

and

my exqusite photoshop skills

bye everyone

soft_ @ 2005-11-14T20:43:00

2005-11-15T02:25:01Z

This weekend was soo fun fun delux. In the past 3 days got a new pen .30rapidograph!!!, penpals, sweetest friends, goodness, started new sketchbook, better drawing skillz, bonded!, new Lucky thermal shirt, a cd, and more goodness, and a free lollipop.

we took the bus to unclesams.tates.NOTsushi.

and then i lost my bus virginity.

we all drew amazing things on our place mats and i got to keep everyones.so cute

Marylin and juan's capgun fight in the middle of traffic.

saraa and sandradeee

not halloween.

doubleshooster

me and lava lauren

<3333333333333333toall

its 11/11

2005-11-11T23:30:24Z

Today i did so much of nothing it made me want to go to school. However, i did find time to paint on a shirt.

I might go to piebald this weekend with Alig Marquis in orlando then go up to gainesville, but we'll see how that goes. I want to get straight a's this quarter and lose 8.5513 lbs. My 17th birthday is in 55ish days and im nowhere near getting my license or a car or a bear. My brothers coming down for thanksgiving, thanksgiving is so good, Rent count down,12 days.

I wonder what veterans do on veterans day, it seems like its a sad day for them and all day they just sit there remembering how awful things were.Because i doubt they get cake or congratulations. I always think that when a soliciter calls and ask if anyone 18 years or older is home, they are really a killer and they are just checking to see if im alone or not.i dont know why im typing this. I next myself off livejournal. If you dont watch next, youre gay and im nexting you.

aim: its four fivesix (for real)