I wish I knew what others work looked like so i wont be so fucking hard on myself.
out of 180 shots I'm only pleased with 2. I know thats how it goes, and if only out of 1000 you have 1 good shot then
you've gone out and done what you've wanted to do.. but I'm not pleased.
Im so afraid I'll look like a fucking amature next to people who have studied this shit for 4+ years
Im the baby of the class
Im the only person my age whos declared their major
fuck.
i hope i can work it out and pull this shit off for
