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[Jan 30 2008 10:32pm] |
I wish I had a before pciture this weekend I'm taking photos of my progress so far untill I leave for hawaii on the 14th I've been trying to work out 6 days a week and i can feel myself gain muscle and lose weight like no other ...I think I'm getting better slowly and slowly and I'm not letting number control my life...
I feel liberated... I think I'm finally on the right fucking track.
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[Jun 27 2007 1:43am] |
im fucking done. Im so afraid i won't be able to pull this shit off. I wish I knew what others work looked like so i wont be so fucking hard on myself. out of 180 shots I'm only pleased with 2. I know thats how it goes, and if only out of 1000 you have 1 good shot then you've gone out and done what you've wanted to do.. but I'm not pleased. Im so afraid I'll look like a fucking amature next to people who have studied this shit for 4+ years Im the baby of the class Im the only person my age whos declared their major fuck. i hope i can work it out and pull this shit off for thursday this year.
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[May 18 2007 12:15am] |
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MAKE ME SKINNY DAMNIT
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[Apr 30 2007 2:33pm] |
I just finished my dance show 10 dances out of 28. CRAZY I lost 4 pounds in one weekend... it was pretty amazing and I'm planning to keep it this way. Today all I had was a tuna sandwhich and a diet coke and I'm about to go work out and then work on some homework the year is almost over!! AH I dont want to go to college!
I think you should add bblacktea
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