|this paper cut sucks
||[Sep. 14th, 2008|04:20 am]
when everything else seems to dissipate. there is always fall weather.|
when everyone else seems to leave on a whim. there is always a parking lot cigarette.
when people start to realize things about you, that you didn't think was wrong until they think it's wrong. there is always someone who is on your side.
i never wanted certain things to stop. but for personal growth, i guess it's fine. what's not fine, is the overwhelming feeling that things change.
it doesn't start out so easy on both ends. but gradually i get better.
if you just let yourself feel nothing...well, feel nothing for the split second it hurts, and then reassure yourself that something will fill the void. it will come back.
and at least i can go to sleep happy. bub.