sixers_

sixers_ @ 2005-06-13T20:31:00

2005-06-14T00:32:41Z

Just came back from the softball banquet. I made allstars, but that's not exactly challenging in this league. Nice pink shirt to play in the though :) Can't beat that. Um, it's ridiculously hot out again. So effing humid. Makes me feel like crap; I get these awful heat headaches. Going to bed now. Peace.

sixers_ @ 2005-06-11T22:19:00

2005-06-12T02:24:24Z

I'm really tired.. Just finished watching Virginia's Run with my family, which actually wasn't half bad, except it made me cry a little, which I'm not a fan of. Today was wicked dull. I babysat like, all day long, but I did make thirty-five dollars.. Can't argue with that; I need the money for Erin and Kendyll's birthday presents, which are totally gonna rock. Erin and I are buying Kendyll the Summerland DVDs with popcorn and soda and candy. Cute. And Kendyll and I are pooling our money together to get Erin a huge gift certificate for American Eagle and put it in this cute little wallet I picked up for six bucks at Target that says `I <3 Shoes` on it. I'm babysitting again on Wednesday night, and dog-sitting Saturday afternoon, so I should have enough by then I hope. Maybe I'll work around the house and get a high allowance.

Anyways.. bed..

sixers_ @ 2005-06-09T19:33:00

2005-06-09T23:36:04Z

Today was ridiculously hot again. I almost died in school.. twice actually. Once from the heat, and once because Meade almost pushed me down the stairs because I scratched him ( which was actually pretty hot, he's hot when he's mad ). Whatever, I'm here to tell the story. Went to Erin's after school to swim. Her pool was wicked nice after we cleaned it a little. I got in trouble for falling asleep in the English room floor because the linoleum was cool. Probably going to lose points on the Music Project, but wtf/ever.

`I want everything and nothing at the same time`

And it's 7:35 and I'm probably going to bed because I am soooooo effing tired.

sixers_ @ 2005-06-08T15:19:00

2005-06-08T19:20:43Z

Today was retarded. It was so effing hot out I think I almost melted. We got basically nothing done on the Music Project, and Mike put his head on my shoulder and it was so cute :]

Going to see the other game tonight to see who plays our team in the finals.

sixers_ @ 2005-06-06T20:45:00

2005-06-07T00:46:31Z

In shock here, but we actually beat them 6-5. I pitched the first 3, then Amanda came in for a while, and I took the last inning. It was intense, but I ended up catching a pop-up for the third out with runners on first and third. Crazy shyt, and because we have so few teams, we're already in the finals, lol.

sixers_ @ 2005-06-06T17:22:00

2005-06-06T21:26:13Z

Alright, since someone told me to update this more often so they can `keep tabs on me` ;] I'm gonna right now before I go to my softball playoff game.. which I'll report the final score of afterwards. Of course, out of the total four teams in our rec division, we places number four, so we have to play the best team. Two of my good friends, travel softball teammates, and pitchers are on that team.. they're sisters.. so it should be interesting.

At school, we got our groups for this stupid Music Project we have to do ( more on that later, too ), and, thank god, I'm with Erin, but Kendyll's in another group. We also have Julia, who's as big of a control freak as I am, so that should be interesting.. sure there's gonna be a lot of clashing there, but whatev. Then we got this Chinese guy Wayne Woo who barely speaks English, has illegible handwriting, and is a total idiot, and Adam McKinney, who's a wiseass really funny failure who probably won't do anything but make us laugh.

Dad's waiting in the car... Here we go.

sixers_ @ 2005-06-03T20:56:00

2005-06-04T00:56:48Z

Your connection with darkness is through your
depression. Hated, sad and often feeling
lonely, there is only a few that appreciate the
real you. You tend to keep to yourself and away
from the world since you don't want to be hurt
and betrayed again. Music gives you the
understanding you need to get through, it's
your "therapy". Or you express
yourself through art or writing. Chances are
you're also an anti-social person, who only
likes being with close friends, if even that.
The world has finally showed it's true face for
you and you wish life wasn't this miserable to
live through. Maybe you'll find happiness in
the future, but right now you're just hiding
away from the world. Who needs people anyway?

What is your connection with darkness? (pics)
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sixers_ @ 2005-06-03T20:50:00

2005-06-04T00:50:39Z

You're a very mellow, care-free person. Your
exactly what calm, cool, and collected mean.
You never overreact or panic in a bad situation
and you always know what to do. Everyone goes
to you for advice because you never lose your
head so your very reliable. You tend to take
everything in stride, like in school your moto
is just sit back and relax not to say you dont
pay attention and work, but you dont overexert
yourself. Even though people come to you for
counciling(sp?) you can still be very quite,
your not good with making new friends, but your
extremely close to the ones you have. Remember
its ok to put your emotions out there even
though there is a chance they might get hurt.
Also in school sometimes its good to stress out
a little, just because you think you dont need
to study doesnt mean you should'nt, and also
try to push yourself more even though you might
be good where you are doesnt mean you can,t be
better. Check out my new short story.

Whats Your Personality(with PICS)
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sixers_ @ 2005-06-03T20:48:00

2005-06-04T00:49:07Z

You are the Spirit of Anger. You are every inch the
bad girl. Something happened to make you so
angry and you need to channel it out, if anyone
gets in your way, they're in for a big shock.
Friends are not essential for you, you don't
care whether they're there or not. But if you
do have friends they will be the most loyal for
it takes a lot to become your friend. You
attract people to you, so a partner is no
trouble but if they can't handle you then
they're out the window.

Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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sixers_ @ 2005-06-03T20:47:00

2005-06-04T00:47:35Z

You are a water girl. You are flexable and very
nice. You are quiet so people who don't know
you thnk you are weird or just mean and high
and mighty like. You aren't though. You like
to have a good time and you also just like to
relax and just enjoy the stars.

Who are you inside????? (LOTS OF RESULTS)girls only
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sixers_ @ 2005-06-03T20:45:00

2005-06-04T00:45:48Z

You need adventures.
Real life has been very boring for you and you
can't help but dream away. Nothing is exciting
or fascinating in your life and can't
understand why it all is so dull. You like
having fun, but are probably not a bouncing
person because of that. There is a probability
that you either like to read/watch fantasy or
similar genres, or have a creative side that
lets you release your fantasy world.

What Do You Need in Your Life? [dark pics]
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sixers_ @ 2005-06-02T21:22:00

2005-06-03T01:23:21Z

Nothing to say; life's been dull lately..

sixers_ @ 2005-05-28T06:14:00

2005-05-28T10:15:45Z

Going to New York for Memorial Day weekend!

sixers_ @ 2005-05-25T16:35:00

2005-05-25T20:36:28Z

I feel so distant from everyone lately...

Aryn, what happened to us...?

sixers_ @ 2005-05-20T14:46:00

2005-05-20T18:48:00Z

Umm yeah, so Erin told on Ali and this other Erin for smoking weed in the bathroom, and now the whole school knows and people are saying she's gonna get beat up and she's freaked.

Progress reports today...

English: A
Science: A-
History: B
Math: C
Spanish: C-
Gym: C-

I have never done this bad in my life! I hate fourth term, I hate eighth grade, I hate school!!!!!

sixers_ @ 2005-05-19T18:11:00

2005-05-19T22:12:28Z

Me: My song's on
Kendyll: Which one?
Me: Holiday
Kendyll: I see...
Kendyll: I'm listening to She's a Rebel
Kendyll: Good song
Me: All the songs on that CD are good
Me: Have you you listened to them all?
Kendyll: Not all of them
Kendyll: Most of them

PROOF!!!!!!!!!

sixers_ @ 2005-05-18T19:19:00

2005-05-18T23:24:24Z

Okay, I'm like, absolutely going crazy.

Green Day's coming to Gillette Stadium ( where out champion Pats play ) on September 3rd. I want to go so effing bad it's not even funny. Kendyll's dad got 4 tickets before they went on sale because he's the fricken ticket master and it's just crazy.

Okay... here's where I'm gonna sound conceited and not give a damn. I introduced Kendyll to the American Idiot CD. I know she heard GD before because her dad's a big fan of their old stuff, but irregardless...! And then were talking about this concert in technology, and Erin was there, and we obviously had to ask her if she wanted to go, and she was all, yeah. And then I was like, "...do you even LIKE Green Day?" and she gives me this incredulous look, like, "Duh!" and I know she only likes one song because it was big on the radio ( Blvd. OBD ).

So her dad gets... four tickets.

Two = Kendyll and her dad

There's two left ( obviously ). Sounds perfect. Erin and I. Buuuuuuuut no. Now Kendyll's LITTLE BROTHER Jake might want to go! He's like, fricken eleven or something! And her cousin Elizabeth might want to go! SHE WENT TO THEIR LAST CONCERT. Unfair!

And Kendyll was all, "But I've been to like, six concerts. Jake's never been to one." And I was like, "I'M FOURTEEN AND I'VE NEVER BEEN TO A CONCERT!"

Omg! Elizabeth already went to a concert, Erin likes ONE of their songs, and Jake's fricken young! I should totally take up the third ticket...! I'd get myself a ticket but I'd be all alone and then my 'rents wouldn't let me go. This is unfuckingbelievable. I'm so effing pissed!

Yeah, and Jimmy Eat World is playing with them... I love Jimmy Eat World to effing pieces as well!

T . H . I . S I . S N . O . T F . A . I . R

sixers_ @ 2005-05-17T07:55:00

2005-05-17T11:55:44Z

Ic3 x Sunshyn: I ahte you
Ic3 x Sunshyn: have to leave right now

The heck is that all about? Left it on my away message at fricken one in the morning.

sixers_ @ 2005-05-16T18:21:00

2005-05-16T22:22:30Z

Once again, so much has happened, and I know nothing of it.

...and I'm drugged up on cold meds :(

sixers_ @ 2005-05-15T17:11:00

2005-05-15T21:12:29Z

I went to Kendyll's today around eleven and we played tennis right next to the skate park and we saw all the cute skater boys with their long hair... lol

And we went in the hot tub but it was too hot out so we came in

And then we sorta flopped on the floor and talked for a while

And then I got a very interesting phone call from two very interesting people... who promptly hung up on me when I started talking about Tom Welling!

sixers_ @ 2005-05-15T08:51:00

2005-05-15T12:51:15Z

I have a cold. And it's bad. And I'm not happy.

sixers_ @ 2005-05-14T21:35:00

2005-05-15T01:37:15Z

Softball tryouts for the summer league today... Not exactly challenging to make the team since my dad is the coach. Whatever. I went to babysit and I came home early because I feel like crap. I think I'm getting a cold or something, on top of allergies. I'm pissed though, I was supposed to go shopping with Kendyll, Erin, and John tomorrow, but John doesn't seem to want to go, and Erin decided we should go next weekend. Fuck them both; I'll just go with Kendyll. I have money to spend and I don't feel like wasting away a perfectly good Sunday... a perfectly good Sunday for shopping rather, since it's supposed to crappy weather.

sixers_ @ 2005-05-13T06:55:00

2005-05-13T10:58:06Z

I had a dream last night... that Sarah and Aryn were friends, and they were both in Massachusetts for some reason... and Sarah called me sometime in the afternoon and she was like, "We can't go to the grocery store in Easton to meet you, but we can go to the one in Mansfield," and I was like, "Okay, whatever," and I ended up meeting them, except Sarah had blonde hair ( probably because I have a friend named Sarah with blonde hair ) and Aryn was like, 6 foot tall Amazon woman. Pretty weird dream though. There was a whole thing with the computer and power outages, but I really don't remember details. I'm actually surprised I remembered that much of the dream, I usually don't remember anything.

sixers_ @ 2005-05-12T20:10:00

2005-05-13T00:14:16Z

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you
Because of you

sixers_ @ 2005-05-12T09:32:00

2005-05-12T13:34:09Z

Stayed home from school today. Sick of getting bad grades back. Fourth term - everything goes down hill. Bye-bye iPod hopes.