ok so since im so nostalgic now, who can tell me what my deadjournal username is?
March 5th, 2008
March 4th, 2008
August 24th, 2006
SmurfPoacher says:
Apparently I've just become a domestic abuser, without ever having thrown a punch. How did I manage that?
.beth. i'm bringing sexy back says:
suggestively
SmurfPoacher says:
Hey beth, what are your thoughts on cannabalism?
SmurfPoacher says:
Doesn't mean I'm gonna fucking eat you!
lmao. oh fuck. thats awesome.
Apparently I've just become a domestic abuser, without ever having thrown a punch. How did I manage that?
.beth. i'm bringing sexy back says:
suggestively
SmurfPoacher says:
Hey beth, what are your thoughts on cannabalism?
SmurfPoacher says:
Doesn't mean I'm gonna fucking eat you!
lmao. oh fuck. thats awesome.
August 15th, 2006
so, after mourning my dear friend cory's 1 yr death anniversary, i return home from the cottage to find that little alex vanoosteveen has passed.
from the London Press...
Birthday go-cart ride kills 12-year-old boy
Sun, August 13, 2006
By APRIL KEMICK, FREE PRESS REPORTER
A Palmerston boy celebrating his 12th birthday was killed Friday in front of stunned friends when he was run over by a tractor while driving a homemade go-cart near Listowel.
Alex Van Oostveen, 12, was taking turns riding a small go-cart with friends on a lawn near his grandmother's home in Kurtzville on Friday afternoon, Perth OPP Const. Glen Childerley said.
Van Oostveen drove off the lawn and directly into the path of a tractor hauling grain bins on Perth Line 88, he said.
The shocked tractor driver swerved to avoid hitting Van Oostveen, but there wasn't enough time for him to react, Childerley said.
"He pulled right in front of the tractor," he said. "(The tractor driver) couldn't avoid the collision."
As Van Oostveen's friends looked on, the tractor plowed over the go-cart and flipped.
The impact of the crash also rolled the go-cart, which became lodged upside-down between the tractor and its load, Childerley said.
Van Oostveen, who was wearing a helmet at the time, was unresponsive at the scene, just doors away from his grandmother's home, he said.
A nurse who passed by the crash stopped and attempted CPR, as did an OPP officer, but they couldn't revive the youngster, Childerley said.
Van Oostveen was taken by ambulance to Listowel Memorial Hospital where he was pronounced dead.
"It's very tragic," Childerley said. "(Alex) had just turned 12."
Perth Line 88 was closed for four hours as the OPP's technical traffic collision investigators surveyed the scene, he said.
The investigation continues.
from the London Press...
Birthday go-cart ride kills 12-year-old boy
Sun, August 13, 2006
By APRIL KEMICK, FREE PRESS REPORTER
A Palmerston boy celebrating his 12th birthday was killed Friday in front of stunned friends when he was run over by a tractor while driving a homemade go-cart near Listowel.
Alex Van Oostveen, 12, was taking turns riding a small go-cart with friends on a lawn near his grandmother's home in Kurtzville on Friday afternoon, Perth OPP Const. Glen Childerley said.
Van Oostveen drove off the lawn and directly into the path of a tractor hauling grain bins on Perth Line 88, he said.
The shocked tractor driver swerved to avoid hitting Van Oostveen, but there wasn't enough time for him to react, Childerley said.
"He pulled right in front of the tractor," he said. "(The tractor driver) couldn't avoid the collision."
As Van Oostveen's friends looked on, the tractor plowed over the go-cart and flipped.
The impact of the crash also rolled the go-cart, which became lodged upside-down between the tractor and its load, Childerley said.
Van Oostveen, who was wearing a helmet at the time, was unresponsive at the scene, just doors away from his grandmother's home, he said.
A nurse who passed by the crash stopped and attempted CPR, as did an OPP officer, but they couldn't revive the youngster, Childerley said.
Van Oostveen was taken by ambulance to Listowel Memorial Hospital where he was pronounced dead.
"It's very tragic," Childerley said. "(Alex) had just turned 12."
Perth Line 88 was closed for four hours as the OPP's technical traffic collision investigators surveyed the scene, he said.
The investigation continues.
melancholyJuly 31st, 2006
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MLE!
member that rockin stockin partay with cake at the tundra?
good times.
happy 18th (tomorrow) doll,
forever and always
member that rockin stockin partay with cake at the tundra?
good times.
happy 18th (tomorrow) doll,
forever and always
July 14th, 2006
Violet and Me
Day one at new school
snobby looking bitch behind me
turns out to be
my best friend.
I shouldn't judge a book by its cover.
she only wore that outfit
cuz her mom said it was nice.
we traced the town sidewalks with our
rugged shoes
day in and day out.
one easter weekend
we thought we were dead...
until an old woman honked at me
when i stood in the middle of the street.
funny,
we didnt mind that we thought we were dead
because we were together
and enjoying
everyone else just fucking off.
we wrote songs about our drummer
and played it off as if they were about
that crazy kid she used to date.
and he was so busy banging on his drums
thinking he was the next adam carson
he didnt notice it was all about him.
we made ourselves into little bandies
groupies without sex
following our favourite bands
all the way to the united states.
when we lost our girlfriend in the crowd
we hung out with the drummer.
we were way too cool for school.
then when highschool was too cool for us
we still had each other.
and chickenfingers
and the noon episodes of Arthur.
we dyed each others hair
a few too many times judging by
the frizzy state mine now is in.
i suppose this should be secret
but we sang karaoke to spice girls too.
We were probably the bitchiest girls
ive ever come across
picking apart every kid in school
because we decided they hated us.
i think no one really cared about
Violet and me,
I think that the world moved faster than we could think
but we still thought it was after us.
Now
when i look into a mirror
i dont see panik.
though
when i look on the walls in my room
i still see Violet and me,
and it makes me smile.
------------->> love you forever, violet :)
Day one at new school
snobby looking bitch behind me
turns out to be
my best friend.
I shouldn't judge a book by its cover.
she only wore that outfit
cuz her mom said it was nice.
we traced the town sidewalks with our
rugged shoes
day in and day out.
one easter weekend
we thought we were dead...
until an old woman honked at me
when i stood in the middle of the street.
funny,
we didnt mind that we thought we were dead
because we were together
and enjoying
everyone else just fucking off.
we wrote songs about our drummer
and played it off as if they were about
that crazy kid she used to date.
and he was so busy banging on his drums
thinking he was the next adam carson
he didnt notice it was all about him.
we made ourselves into little bandies
groupies without sex
following our favourite bands
all the way to the united states.
when we lost our girlfriend in the crowd
we hung out with the drummer.
we were way too cool for school.
then when highschool was too cool for us
we still had each other.
and chickenfingers
and the noon episodes of Arthur.
we dyed each others hair
a few too many times judging by
the frizzy state mine now is in.
i suppose this should be secret
but we sang karaoke to spice girls too.
We were probably the bitchiest girls
ive ever come across
picking apart every kid in school
because we decided they hated us.
i think no one really cared about
Violet and me,
I think that the world moved faster than we could think
but we still thought it was after us.
Now
when i look into a mirror
i dont see panik.
though
when i look on the walls in my room
i still see Violet and me,
and it makes me smile.
------------->> love you forever, violet :)
nostalgicJuly 7th, 2006
welp, as i predicted, highschool is over, and over 90% of my 'friend' who i talked to every day no longer talk to me. maybe its because they dont need any help with their homework anymore.
i dont know if im sad, mad, happy, or relieved. i'll let you know if i figure that out.
i dont know if im sad, mad, happy, or relieved. i'll let you know if i figure that out.
boredMay 13th, 2006
im feeling very emo. excuse the term. i want to listen to dashboard and lie under stars and whisper about the past.
May 12th, 2006
imagine there's no heaven, its easy if you try
no hell below us, above us only sky
imagine all the people living for today
imagine there's no countries, it isnt hard to do
nothing to kill or die for, and no religion too
imagine all the people living life in peace
you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one
i hope some day you join us, and the world will be as one
imagine no possessions, i wonder if you can
no need for greed or hunger, a brotherhood of man
imagine all the people sharing all the world
you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one
i hope some day you'll join us, and the world will live as one
WHO WILL GO TO THE DANCE CLUB WITH ME!!!!!! haha
no hell below us, above us only sky
imagine all the people living for today
imagine there's no countries, it isnt hard to do
nothing to kill or die for, and no religion too
imagine all the people living life in peace
you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one
i hope some day you join us, and the world will be as one
imagine no possessions, i wonder if you can
no need for greed or hunger, a brotherhood of man
imagine all the people sharing all the world
you may say im a dreamer, but im not the only one
i hope some day you'll join us, and the world will live as one
WHO WILL GO TO THE DANCE CLUB WITH ME!!!!!! haha
April 19th, 2006
Sometimes
I feel I've got to run away
I've got to get away
From the pain
You drove into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I think I've lost my light
For I toss and turn
I can't sleep at night
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
Give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears
And thats not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Now I know I've got to run away
I've got to get away
You don't really want anymore from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you'll think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
Give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears
And thats not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Don't touch me please
I can not stand it when you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
But I'm going to pack my things and go
Tainted love (Oh)
Tainted love (Tainted love)
Tainted love (Tainted love)
Tainted love
Tainted love!
Baby, baby
Baby, don't leave me
Ooh, please don't leave me
All by myself
I've got this burning
Yearning, yearning
Feeling inside me
Ooh, deep inside me
And it hurts so bad
You came into my heart
So tenderly
With a burning love
That stings like a bee
And now that I surrender
So effortlessly
You will not want to leave
Ooh, you want to meet me
Baby, baby
Where did our love go?
Ooh there's a burning...
oh my fuck. you know things are bad when you quote the pussycat dolls 'tainted love/where did our love go' remix.
I feel I've got to run away
I've got to get away
From the pain
You drove into the heart of me
The love we share
Seems to go nowhere
I think I've lost my light
For I toss and turn
I can't sleep at night
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
Give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears
And thats not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Now I know I've got to run away
I've got to get away
You don't really want anymore from me
To make things right
You need someone to hold you tight
And you'll think love is to pray
But I'm sorry I don't pray that way
Once I ran to you (I ran)
Now I run from you
This tainted love you've given
Give you all a girl could give you
Take my tears
And thats not nearly all
Tainted love
Tainted love
Don't touch me please
I can not stand it when you tease
I love you though you hurt me so
But I'm going to pack my things and go
Tainted love (Oh)
Tainted love (Tainted love)
Tainted love (Tainted love)
Tainted love
Tainted love!
Baby, baby
Baby, don't leave me
Ooh, please don't leave me
All by myself
I've got this burning
Yearning, yearning
Feeling inside me
Ooh, deep inside me
And it hurts so bad
You came into my heart
So tenderly
With a burning love
That stings like a bee
And now that I surrender
So effortlessly
You will not want to leave
Ooh, you want to meet me
Baby, baby
Where did our love go?
Ooh there's a burning...
oh my fuck. you know things are bad when you quote the pussycat dolls 'tainted love/where did our love go' remix.
