right now im just sitting here listening to music and talking to an friend i havent talked too in such a long time...im suppose to b at church with Amanda...but..she never called me or whatever...neways these last few days have been soo idk..its been crazy..but every night i go to sleep with a smile on my face because he makes me smile now he makes me laugh he always has the right things to say he has not once hurt me he doesnt want to see me hurt and he cares about me. some people want to know who is this *he* i talk so highly about truth is...im not saying anything i dont want to jenix it...but i like him...just before he had to go to work today we were talking about our kid that we have together *we dont have a kid* but yeah and lol it was soo crazy i forgot how that started it off...probably from lastnight i said something i believe but he's wonderful in every way imagineable he's my myspace husband lol. imma surprise him one of these nights n come see him at his work..
((dont let nobody tell you your life is over be every color that you are into the rush now you dont have to know how you know it all before you try)))
*amanda i love you so very much and im sorry things have been so hectic with us lately as far as it goes to us trying to see each other n all...i understand you have a boyfriend n want to spend time with him..and if you want to, you do that...but i just want you to know i will always always be here and i love you to pieces its always gunna be u n me shinning n ridin on top*
((alisha i love you sweeti and yes we really do need to hang out sometime you me n amanda..we gotta have a day like the old days i miss you so much and i wish to see you soon i love you babe))
everyone eles i dont hang out with anymore..i hope we do hang out sometime soon too love u all