It all news to me

Family vs Friends

2006-02-22T19:38:55Z

Yes , I wish I had a computer so i could resond in a timely manner but......

I have a EX friend who I belive has stirred up a mess of shit. This person for what ever reason has caused a big huge riff in my family. Stressed out my sister who has finally become pregnate after trying for years, causeing my mother stress . Stress that she heath wise can not stand. Honestly , I am so so angry at this person , I almost have a good mind to cuss them out. Breath ...... finally it boils down to maybe this person was and always will be a terrible friend to whomever they are friends with. I mean come on I was tossed to the side cause I didn't agree with this persons way of going about trying to "get with" another person for whom I was friends.I have officially tried to fix things to no avail. I don't know what to do. I honestly am so sick of things changing around me. I dislike ppl who are out for thier own agenda , and this person is , i think always has been. I have a friend Jason , no matter what noooooooooooo matter what. I go to him. Always, he says pray for them :) yeah okay did that ... prayed all the way here this morning , and again it stayed the same but i did did notice on the caller ID that my EX friend calls here on a daily basis at least two to three times a day. What a complete jack ass my ex friend is.

Now this is my vent and what i would say to them if i could , please dont look if you have a thin skin or is shocked cause i am going to vent.

Now I have found the LOVE of my life , I will marry him. Yes the first part of our realationship was rocky , *rolls eyes* to say the least. Things are way way better now , we are on the same track now. I do not think in a relationship that everything is halo's and roses. Couples go through trials and tribulations. They say things to each other that are hurtfull.At the end of the day when you long to be around them and your energy is better then maybe it will be okay. I honestly couldn't imagine being happy with that person all of the time anyways.
When it comes to friends ppl who are there to get your back listen to yours woes about your partner then thats what they do. They don't tell you , your stupid or that they wont come around because of that person. So okay your not my friend anymore. Okay, loss yea but........ I have moved on. When you cause a almost knock down drag out between me and my sister well motherfucker , you suck, you have made my sister belive your friendship is thicker than blood. Never mind that you made her say that my other sister said a bunch of crap about us, which caused the fight , cause she broke my phone after I tried to call her and tell her what was going on , be cause she didn't want to say you said anything.So you get the big finger you meddling fuckwad.You caused this you have stressed out my entire familly my sisters and my mother , which invovles my niece. I should have took the advice of a long lost friend of ours and left well enough alone when you got mad the the first time and stop talking to me.Being a fixer , I thought I was in the wrong. Now Now , being the older sibling in my family i knew what happened in my house was not my fault and i am purdy sure you made sure she was nice and pumped up before she got to my house and cussed Caleb out to his face took all my shit on my coffee table and slung it off or grabbed my phone and threw it agaist the wall , pushed me agaist the stove and made the whole falling to the ground and me holding her down so she wouldn't hit me nor i hit her. I do amit to chocking her but i was trying to physically stand her up and put her out of my house. I do belive none of that would have happened if you being 100 miles away wouldn't have been in her ear on the fucking phone talking shit about me and Caleb. You need to get the fuck out of my family life. In the long run when you do find some who wants to be with you and you start ignoreing your "friends" my family will still be here. STILL BE HERE MOTHER FUCKER !@ Lets just say in one month there will be a baby shower and i hope that things will be on the mend by then. You have caused such a problem , me and my sister can not be in the same room , which sucks. ergggggggggg if hating wasn't bad i would say , i hate you but...... i can't. uknow its too bad that her real friend moved away and you are trying to make sure your "there for her" when all you do is cause gref. fuck you and fuck off !!!!!!

WHITE TRASH

2006-01-24T19:43:18Z

2143 SHADY PATH MOBILE HOME PARK LOT #66

This is where i was born. So does this make me destin to be white trash even though i have taken measures to make sure this wouldn't happen ? I am not a drug addict or and alcholic. No i didn't graduate high school but i do hold three degree's in vocational work like Welding , Culunary Arts,Pet Grooming. Now pet grooming just doesn't seem to be working out. So what do i do. I haven't welded sence i was 18 but purdy sure i can bullshit my way into an apprintaship position. OR do i find a cook postion somewhere like a bakery. If i do this, would it be better for me at 32 to change careers.I am at a pass right now in my life. I seem to do this alot in my life.
I hate this freakin key board , i will be back talk in a min . This is my begining thoughts.

The New Year

2005-12-28T16:55:48Z

This year been cra-ppppppp-yyyyyyyyy !

I am takeing a deep breath and about to spew.

2005 started out with the warden of Starz accusing me of stealing money. ouch , that hurt. So i quit. Which is what the warden wanted me to do anyways.
This year as much as i have tried to stay away from hard drug users, i ened being withand addict. I scrach my head about this one. I think maybe if i would have a differnt set of friends or was more christian maybe this wouldn't have fallen into this stupid realationship. Trust me it gets stupid sometimes. I long for the single life. To come and go as i please, Do what i want,spend my money on just me and my animals.
I have never been to court in my life till this year. So long cobb county courts system and probation officers and inmate faclity..(thanks to the boyfriend). I will never go to another one of those places again. I wont really , i told him so, he is on his own if he gets locked up again. How stupid can a grown man be? OH let me count the ways.
This year has seen a few shifts in friendship , some i kinda mourn, some needed to just go, we grew apart and away from each other. I have noticed my personal friendship pool getting smaller. Does this happen when you get older ?
Work , well ...............................................
I am kinda of tired of it being a "the glass is half emty" kind of situation. Dont get me wrong i love love love my job, i love my animals. I just wish some lagitamate(sp?)oppertunity would come along. Dr. Good will not help me or give me a shop cause i am not a man ! How much does that suck. I have been working forthe man sence 95'. He loves me and would do anything for me but instead of saying hey Michelle lets do this. He says Michelle we are opening a new place could you go help so and so get it ready. No shit. I at this moment and loaned out to 4 groom shops. I want to see this turn into a "half full" thing before to long . i am tired phsically and mentally.
My sister Karen is finally pregnate.It only took 7 years of trying. Katelynn Rebekah will be joining us in May. I am so happy to be a new aunt again. i kinda wished she would have been aboy but ......... Its okay , she will be precious. Five finger and toes is all that matters RIGHT !
I love my boyfriends mom , sheis the coolest most excintrick (SP?) person i have met. She makes me smile. Some evil person used to tell meto watchout for her but........ do i ever listen to what people tell me NO . I am glad i didn't. Kinda funny , the evil person that would say this . Little did they know people would say the same about them. Alas they did turn out as evil and mean as i was worned. ACKKKKK , I AM TIRED , i worked 7 days a week.

So what do i want for the new year ??
To relocate to sunny florida
open my own groom shop
not to struggle with money
lose weight
stop smoking
start being more girly again
put me first

to the finish line

2005-06-20T19:16:05Z

In less than 3 mins , go me...... go me .......
Wait i forgot about me .................

Pondering

2005-06-18T19:59:04Z

Should you love the person your with 100% of the time ? Maybe thats the wrong way to phrase that. ummmmmmmmm is it ok not to be so loving 100% of the time ? Cause there are times i really do not feel like saying "I love you".Dont get me wrong i love him all the time and boy does he make my toes curl.I am thinking out loud.

DELIMA

2005-06-16T16:43:22Z

Ok ,
I have a opportunity to run my own groom shop and get 50% of everything . Don't roll out the red carpet yet. I have had this opportunity before . So I am soooooooo not sure about this. I did this at the Fayetteville pet salon with it turning out horribly. Now this one is in Marietta down the street from Town and Country.*Town and Country being were the pshyco menopausal beast fired me from , just AND I AM NOT KIDDING "i was become more important than her ,because i never called out i was always there and did what Dr. Good wanted me to do."Now i would love more than anything to get this shop and get my client's from T&C and blow this place up and make it the best groom shop this side of goergia. Well with that being said, i constantly run into this being one of the "best in the business" so to say :) The idea is so exciting but with Dr.Good being one of the most power people in the animals biz ie: if your going down 75s you will see a huge billboard saying something about homelesspets.com well that is dr.jerk > So i am scared he may pull the rug out from under me.He has done it , he got offended one time when a groomer in smyrna called him and asked if he wanted to buy her business, he said he would call her back and you know he bought the building and the land within a week and evicted her. So this is what i am afraid of. Mind you when things went down at T&C this last time. I DID NO WRONG !! Cindy just got mad cause everyone was asking for me and and ppl were using me as the go to person. So she only worked with me on Wednesdays . I went to Dr. dread and told him everything that was going on , how one day i was walking my dogs and she showed up at my house pulled at the curb and cursing a waving her finger at me becuz , youll love this, i wasn't avalible when her junkie groomer bridgette didn't show up for work and she "the manager" had to drive down to that place and groom . Sooooooooooo i just told dr. azzhead i was not gonna work with her anymore. Mind you dr.nutsucker fired the junkie that day and okay-ed me to not work with cindy the psyhco. had no problem with it.A week went by things were cool then she sends my friend and co worker gene to my apt. with my check a lovely nasty letter saying i was taken off the schedule and will work when she felt like it . while that was going on i lost my apt. (steaming mad) So then cindy hired brigdette back and when i say she is a junkie she is track marks and hepatitis to prove it.So brigdette has been on a binge for a week now and has not shown up for work.BA HAHAHAHAHAHA. Sorry ,but everyone tells me to stand up for my self , get someback bone so i did , it didn't work and it seemed i just should have took all of cindys crap and just went on my marry way :( I find it funny that this is happening my friend gene is quiting from there sharon one of the other ones is having health problems and cindy hasn't worked in weeks LOL , sooooooo . That place is having issues and i do not have to be there. I just hear about them. After all i did give them almost ten years of my life . Anywho i am just afraid that dr.doom will do something to screw this up for me, even though its his own fault for letting cindy run the show and run his only dependable hard working fabulous groomer. He is a multimillionaire and i am a low lil groomer , i have nothing to fight with , i couldn't take him on for anything. My stomach is turning,butterflies are fluttering, what to do ????????

thoughts

2005-06-10T05:48:38Z

I am female , hrmmmmmmmm , why do we have PMS ? I know but i hate it, i am so moody at this time of the month. I really don't like listening to country music and crying. Sigh It will pass.
So, this week ...... uneventfull really, i had a job offer to run this lady's shop. I am not gonna take it. I really think Caleb and I will be moving to Tenn. soon. Small town maybe a good thing. I dunno.
So as of June 21 Me and Billy will be kickin it for 6 months. wow......... I really thought we would be done by now , lol. Billy is his nick name from me. If you must know we were sitting at home one night and grim adventures came on , we cracked up laughing be-cuz we realized that we were billy and mandy and Caleb really has a lil devil on his shoulder.I guess you had to have been there.We are gifting on this annivery.I am gonna get him clothes, sence we got together and he's quit drugs , well he puts some weight on, and his stuff isn't fitting.I think it would lift his spirits if he could go out with haveing to wear strechy jogging pants.I am gonna have to go cheap , so i think i am gonna check out value city, he bought him a outfit there for 10 bucks , nice pants and shirt.He so handson in those button bowling shirts , *fanning myself* he is one hot lil man.He gets me tickled ,when he opens doors for me or car doors for me. Uknow , i may have not found the best pick of the litter , but there is something about him that makes it so real. Who knows, i now know i can put bruses on him lol, we actully have punching contest. Just arms , he usally wins cause i give up.i know its sounds bad, its not...... its actully fun cause sometimes he deserves it. Maybe i have found the one for me.

I have been reaaly thinking and paying for Kim's aunte. I hope things are well.

I may have figured a way for me to have a buisness. I am gonna make bows for dogs. Yeah there are several companys that do it , but there are never enough red bows or they just cost way o came much. So figure this , i can probbly make about 100 bows with a roll of ribbon. I am goona make bows but i am gonna ask them what kind of ribbon they want and they can get lets say 100 bows in the ribbon color and style they want and then charge like $20 bucks. and of course have holiday bos and ribbon. A thought .........but first thing first i am gonna see how may bows in large ( golden retrivers , standard poodles) and medium (cocker,toy poodle)one roll of ribbion will make. And measure out eact roll per bow. its in my head , just gotta get it downon paper. I can do this at night or my days off .Plus i am good friends with the locAL grooming supply company. This may be it.

Ms. Biggers

2005-05-26T18:11:48Z

I got the grooming instructor job !
Thank God !

isnt this just sweet

2005-05-24T18:08:26Z

I set out on a narrow way many years ago
Hoping I would find true love along the broken road
But I got lost a time or two
Wiped my brow and kept pushing through
I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to you

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

I think about the years I spent just passing through
I'd like to have the time I lost and give it back to you
But you just smile and take my hand
You've been there you understand
It's all part of a grander plan that is coming true

Every long lost dream led me to where you are
Others who broke my heart they were like northern stars
Pointing me on my way into your loving arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road
That led me straight to you

Now I’m just rollin’ home into my lover's arms
This much I know is true
That God blessed the broken road that led me straight to you

ok maybe ?

2005-05-21T02:51:50Z

You are a green dragon. YOu dwell in the forest and
you love peace. You don't often bother yourself
with human affairs but you love to help when
needed.

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woe is me

2005-05-19T23:53:09Z

Today makes day three with no weed. Man am i feeling it.oh how i long for a nice phat blunt with nice hydro in it. I went and deleted me out of all my yahoo groups today. I am truely trying get my life right with GOD's word. I have switched church's to Powder Springs Baptist.I am meagerly going along taking things slow this time. It helps when you can surround yourself with christians. I think when i quit smoking cigs. i am going to go away to a christain retreat to do so. Laugh today i wish i was at some religous comune:)
Life is terribly hard esp. when no one that is around feels the same way. I thought about this today, i get my plumbers licence , i can join the peace core. Somthing i have tried to do but didn't have a skill occupation to be able to get into. I have always wanted to be a naturalist or a person to help others. This brings me back to the new church. they have missionary's there and have trips to go and help other countries and people. I wanna do that.i am tiered of being a stump in the forest of life. I want to be someone i want to help out in life.Enough trying to figure out what to do with my life , i am here to serve humanity this is my purpose in life. Baby steps first :) its all a long drawn out process and i want to do the rest of my life right. I guess this is God giving me a do over, setting my mind right.

shebelle_ @ 2005-05-19T19:27:00

2005-05-19T23:24:28Z

Who are you?
If we've met, when and how did we meet?
What event or place would you like to go to with me?
Would you kiss me?
Describe me in one word.
What was your first impression?
How has your impression of me changed? (Did it?)
What reminds you of me?
If you could give me anything what would it be?
If you could give me one book what would it be?
When's the last time you saw me?
Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
What do you think the future holds for me in the next 10 years that I don't expect?
What have I gotten absolutely right? Could be an event, a life philosophy, a piece of advice, a joke, anything.
What have I said/done that made you laugh the hardest?
Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

whatta yearrr

2005-05-17T23:16:07Z

Hey hey everyone , lol who's left on my journal. So much has happen with me and everyone i know.
I am doing ok, kinda better than I have been, well mentally.This year I turn 32. I have gotten nowhere in life. Tis ok.... I think people have to make changes in thier own time. I do belive this is my time. I am offially getting out of pet grooming. I have had it. I am going back to my roots. I am gonna be a plumber, my grandfather wasone and i stil know a bunch of them. It is an idea I have kicked around for a while. So I called the local union and asked and soooooo this is it. I am gonna close my eyes jump feet first and acheive this goal.I am gonna bank as much money till sept. that is when I will be started in this.I wish whole heartedly that i will be okay doing this.

WHAT LOVE WILL MAKE YOU DO !! It will make you forget anything you previously thought, think or precieve. My boy , yes boy he is the most precious thing to me. To this very day ,it amazes me we ever hooked up.Cause he is 6yrs younger . Just as immature as I am. Which isn't good. What good though is , he loves me back. When we are laying in bed at night and right before i fall alseep he will roll over kiss me on the back of the neck and say " i love you Chell". Wow , he loves me , this big fat , kinda dykish girl. oKAY COOL , HELL YEAH !!! June 27 will be 6 mths we have been kickin it with each other. He doesn't like to see me cry so trys like to not make that happen. I don't like him mad cause he turns into this i don't give a crap person. He bought my mom roses the other day as a thank you. He misses his mom terribly too, but she lives in Gatlinburge tenn so he doesn't get to see her much. I think in June if we are okay money wise i will take him up there kinda as a six month gift.

My friends are all over the place, I miss starz and i miss Mo. I had to have a fight with my dear old friend/boss Cindy needless to say i am not gonna ever talk toher again. I guess in life things change our lives change. Owell .......
I will talk at yall later. This is just my update.

I am Alive

2005-02-12T01:01:54Z

Lets see !!!

I quit starz , finally !!

I am cool now living on my own !!

Familly is fine !!

I am in Love !!

I quit Starz cause i was accused of stealing money from New years eve, but didn't , was told i was disconcernered about Mo and her situation, and i wasn't, Also Steve's g/f said i was a bitch to everyone. So owell , they can kiss my ass. Cause one if i would had stole the money they said i did, i would have had paid my bills ontime for january and would have not been struggling to do so. We are slow at work, its the time of year. Sence i get paid per dog or cat, it dosen't help that when jan. and feb. no one wants to shave thier beasts. But come March i'll be back on top.
Disconcered about Mo , plz, her own best friend left the benfit dance for more than three hours and she was there to help collect money for the familly. From i understood . Ergg As for the bitch thing well thats a givin lol !!!

I have panicing moments about living on my own , like when i have absoultly no food in the house or a bill is due. But all and all , i have a place of my own and freedom to do what ever i want :))

The familly is cool , everyone is getting along great. Karen and Mike are finally going to a fertility specialist , i may have more neices or nephews come next year . woohoo ...

I am in Love when a guy a very sweet , good looking , 25 year old. For some reason me and this guy clicked and i so didn't think we would . U see , he was supposed to be a one-night-stand thing LoL. I avoided him for at least two weeks after words. BUT............ we clicked. He is not a crack head like some people seem to think. I told him to be with me , drugs (ecept for weed) are not acceptable, and he would have to attend church every sunday. LOL , so he went along with it. and things could not be better. i do not believe i have ever met a person who tickles me so much, i think sometimes its because he is so much younger than me and he thinks young to . Owell it will be fun while it last.

nuttin much :)

2004-11-13T06:53:01Z

I am doin great. I have made a new friend. His name is Nigel yep, Nigel. I do not think in all my 30 almost 31 years i have ever known anyone with the name Nigel. It is quite funny. He is from Trindad but lives in washington d.c. Fun huh. I meet the strangest people , always the strangest surcumstances.In all the years i chatted on line and was on the computer i only knew one person who lived out of state, never met but we have talked online for 8 years. Crazy !!! Anyways, i give up the computer, only check live journal and email every once in a while. And now i met someone who lives out of state. So funny !!! He laughed when i said i don't have and a computer and i didn't want one. So needless to say he has made a interesting phone pal.He said he was gonna send me something for my b-day. How nice is that. We talked about me coming up there and going to the smithsonion , Somthing i have always wanted to do.

Work sucks , but i groom dogs so why not.
Liveing alone is going fine.
The election made me really sad, I really do not like the repulican right wing views , I hate how they played the morels card through this whole thing. America has lost all its morels , I mean hello , the show Nip Tuck is perfect example of that, or the show Drawn Together when it shows god playing with a penis poking through a glory whole, or music with the lyrics " I am droping loads in her like a A.K." which is being played in the middle of the day on 95.5 the beat. Child molesters run ramped. people are starving here in america but the Bush family gets richer while ruining the enviroment. Pbs runs a listing of all the soilders who have murdered that day. America is a place where true love is defined by churches and biggits. A place where a woman is still being told by men how to do things. Come on people , it is evadent that we are in a big tolit bowl waiting to be flushed. We are completely hated most of the world today , cause we are bullies. Do you know that in vietnaim they call the vietnain war the american war. That says alot there. Iraq never wanted our help, if they did they would have let us in , instead we are going for a nother year or more fighting these people. And we still to this day haven't caught the person responcable for the airplain jackings , and haven't found weapons of mass destructions.urgggggggggggggggggggggggg urggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg
I will quit , its all said and done. We will regret re electing Bush in this country , watch and see.

Thanks Kim :)

2004-10-16T01:34:49Z

You preferred Kerry's statements 89% of the time
You preferred Bush's statements 11% of the time

Voting purely on the issues you should vote Kerry

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sometimes

2004-08-16T01:13:39Z

Well , My lil bitty apartment is not totally together , yippy. I am gonna have a BBQ. In a few weeks to show it off, few things i wanna do first. I wanna paint the living room, and i wanna have the carpets steamed cleaned. They wern't in the best shape when i moved in soo.........
I am getting better at this living alone thing. Finding all kinds of interesting things to do, taking tips from friends , reading alot, walk to the libary alot.
About being lonely well, i guess in all actuality i am not that lonely. Gene comes over and paints with me. I made a new friend his name is Jairo (hi-ro), he is new to america. He is from columbia and he is a vet. Cool huh, Dr.G is sponcering him and working him to death.He is wanting to get his vet lincence here in the usa then bring his familly here. So , i made a friend. Yay !!
Had a dinner party a few weeks ago and watched Hellboy. It was all good.
I am disapointed in my co-workers ie: the other groomers. They are sooooooooo jealous, Owell i guess thats just the polotics at work.
Gotta hang out with my girl Shanny friday night, Shanny sorry if it was boring. We can plan something better and i wont bring the elf and i WILL bring my licence lolo . LOVE YOU GIRLY !!

All and all things are woking out well.

JOHN KERRY FOR PRESIDENT

So damn true !!

2004-08-13T23:49:17Z

SHOUT OUT TO dEBINA , JENNIFER , SHANNY , HEY HEY !!! I AM STILL ALIVE AND KICKIN

Category XII - The Friends'
Friend

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shebelle_ @ 2004-08-01T18:01:00

2004-08-01T22:01:39Z

my spelling sucks in the last post , i am sorry !

Whats up ?

2004-08-01T21:55:01Z

Man it is sunday . Tomarrow is hell at work. I actully quit wendsday but........ Dr.G called me and asked me to come back. It was nice. It was nice that my boss defended me agaist his "old friend" the asshole who made say fuck it and quit. D.G even called Jason and told him that he wanted to make sure i was ok and that i would come back and how much he appriates me. I am wiered it out by this, Jason what did you do to Dr.G . he so wants you around. I told him i dunno but Dr.G is being wierdly nice to me and appriative. We are talking about a man who four years ago told his ole buddy and Jason that he wishes that "bitch"(me) would leave and never come back. He comes up to me and hugs me now , it is just fucking wierd. All the other groomers are kinda pissy cause Dr.G is being so nice to me, if i come in on fridays at say 12 noon he will write our checks, where if i dont come in he waits till they are done to right the checks. Jason maybe he is getting ready to open me a groom shop or he is getting ready to turn my shop over to me. I dunno , With Dr.G it is hard to guage cause he is a a tirant and runs his business like a dictartership and kiss asses get everywhere with him. I am no kiss ass, Jason laughs cause he knows that. He finds it as wierd as i do !Owell not something to dwell on or to break down into a more stressfull situtaion than it is.
Whats is the happenings. Well, i got sentamental this week missing some of the ppl i once knew. I think though if i dont know them now , i think it was ment to be. That is simply stated and is just as what it is. I long for a core of friends , but alas i am so anti social that i will never have that. Owell.
Do we as human being ust do things to our selves on perpous. Like i never think positivly never , it is not in my entic makeup. I wish i was like some ppl i know that always think positive. What is about them that make them think postively ? This week was perfect exampleof this , my checking account that i finnaly opened up was hi-jacked by the bank. The lady for got to oder my checks and i couldn't make my rent on time cause i wasn't able to get to the money in my account. That problem fixed. Got my check from work , was putting it in the bank when i noticed Dr.G forgot to sign it Damn it man. STRESS !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! No biggie, called Joey which he called Dr.G , and Dr.G met me to sign it.This is the point even if everything is ok something always goes wrong. Sigh it does make me say WHY ME !

Six Feet under is tonight , good deal !

KERRY FOR PRESIDENT

bah hahahahahahah

2004-08-01T21:05:29Z

Kim watch out for Wicked , Chazz i am floored , you never told me !

ok ,so true... Thanks Kim :)

2004-07-28T15:57:20Z

Man Aerosmith sings some sad songs

2004-07-17T04:59:30Z

I do like the band , but damn such sad music ! I am tierd of Life really i am. I know that sounds bad. I just am tierd , it is boreing. There is no exciment anywhere near me. I have dates with my neice on fridays, today we wnt to white water. She had a blast I was watching her and wished that all this time i spend with her might make me feel betta about things but it don't. She was sooooooooo cute in the wave pool thing they have. She does make me smile, like driving down the road trying to sing along to country song with her "favorite aunt" Chelle. Next week our date will be American adventures and the giant foam factory. Then me and Mom are going to savannah , she is going with. I want her to see the dolphins.
There is this GUY at work who likes me , he is from columbia and does not speak english very well at all but he hangs out with me.He is very nice.
My boss is a democrat ! KICK ASS , Makes working for his crazy ass a lil bit better !

Every time that I look in the mirror
All these lines in my face gettin' clearer
The past is gone;
It went by like dusk to dawn
Isn't that the way?
Everybody's got their dues in life to pay

I know nobody knows
Where it comes and where it goes
I know it's everybody's sin;
You got to lose to know how to win.

Half my life's in books' written pages,
Live and learn from fools and from sages
You know it's true,
All the things
Come back to you.

Sing with me,
Sing for the year,
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tear.
Sing it with me
If it's just for today,
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away.

Sing with me,
Sing for the year,
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tear.
Sing it with me
If it's just for today,
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away.

Dream on, dream on, dream on,
Dream yourself a dream come true.
Dream on, dream on, dream on,
Dream until your dream comes true.
Dream on, Dream on, Dream on, Dream on,
Dream on, Dream on, Dream on, Ah. Ah.

Sing with me,
Sing for the year,
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tear.
Sing it with me
If it's just for today,
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away.

Sing with me,
Sing for the year,
Sing for the laughter and sing for the tear.
Sing it with me
If it's just for today,
Maybe tomorrow the good Lord will take you away

go figure

2004-07-17T04:10:19Z

wow , i didn't realize that i had been to so many places

2004-07-12T00:56:12Z

create your own visited states map
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I will be going to south dakota this year to see Deadwood and Mt. Rushmore :)

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do you smoke?
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stronger drugs?
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you are	A chatter box
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