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Yes , I wish I had a computer so i could resond in a timely manner but......
I have a EX friend who I belive has stirred up a mess of shit. This person for what ever reason has caused a big huge riff in my family. Stressed out my sister who has finally become pregnate after trying for years, causeing my mother stress . Stress that she heath wise can not stand. Honestly , I am so so angry at this person , I almost have a good mind to cuss them out. Breath ...... finally it boils down to maybe this person was and always will be a terrible friend to whomever they are friends with. I mean come on I was tossed to the side cause I didn't agree with this persons way of going about trying to "get with" another person for whom I was friends.I have officially tried to fix things to no avail. I don't know what to do. I honestly am so sick of things changing around me. I dislike ppl who are out for thier own agenda , and this person is , i think always has been. I have a friend Jason , no matter what noooooooooooo matter what. I go to him. Always, he says pray for them :) yeah okay did that ... prayed all the way here this morning , and again it stayed the same but i did did notice on the caller ID that my EX friend calls here on a daily basis at least two to three times a day. What a complete jack ass my ex friend is.
Now this is my vent and what i would say to them if i could , please dont look if you have a thin skin or is shocked cause i am going to vent.
Now I have found the LOVE of my life , I will marry him. Yes the first part of our realationship was rocky , *rolls eyes* to say the least. Things are way way better now , we are on the same track now. I do not think in a relationship that everything is halo's and roses. Couples go through trials and tribulations. They say things to each other that are hurtfull.At the end of the day when you long to be around them and your energy is better then maybe it will be okay. I honestly couldn't imagine being happy with that person all of the time anyways. When it comes to friends ppl who are there to get your back listen to yours woes about your partner then thats what they do. They don't tell you , your stupid or that they wont come around because of that person. So okay your not my friend anymore. Okay, loss yea but........ I have moved on. When you cause a almost knock down drag out between me and my sister well motherfucker , you suck, you have made my sister belive your friendship is thicker than blood. Never mind that you made her say that my other sister said a bunch of crap about us, which caused the fight , cause she broke my phone after I tried to call her and tell her what was going on , be cause she didn't want to say you said anything.So you get the big finger you meddling fuckwad.You caused this you have stressed out my entire familly my sisters and my mother , which invovles my niece. I should have took the advice of a long lost friend of ours and left well enough alone when you got mad the the first time and stop talking to me.Being a fixer , I thought I was in the wrong. Now Now , being the older sibling in my family i knew what happened in my house was not my fault and i am purdy sure you made sure she was nice and pumped up before she got to my house and cussed Caleb out to his face took all my shit on my coffee table and slung it off or grabbed my phone and threw it agaist the wall , pushed me agaist the stove and made the whole falling to the ground and me holding her down so she wouldn't hit me nor i hit her. I do amit to chocking her but i was trying to physically stand her up and put her out of my house. I do belive none of that would have happened if you being 100 miles away wouldn't have been in her ear on the fucking phone talking shit about me and Caleb. You need to get the fuck out of my family life. In the long run when you do find some who wants to be with you and you start ignoreing your "friends" my family will still be here. STILL BE HERE MOTHER FUCKER !@ Lets just say in one month there will be a baby shower and i hope that things will be on the mend by then. You have caused such a problem , me and my sister can not be in the same room , which sucks. ergggggggggg if hating wasn't bad i would say , i hate you but...... i can't. uknow its too bad that her real friend moved away and you are trying to make sure your "there for her" when all you do is cause gref. fuck you and fuck off !!!!!!
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