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last night i had such a realistic dream. parts were funny and parts were sad.
i took a pregnancy test and found out i was pregnant. i asked marco how he knew what it said, "marco, was there a positive or negative sign?" and he said, "there was a smiley face...and it said, 'haha, someone's been messin' around!'" the pregnancy was so real. every time i have these dreams that i'm pregnant, they seem more and more realistic. in the dream i knew kristy was pregnant, and i felt more secure knowing this, so i would have a pregnancy buddy. then she told me she had a miscarriage. i felt so alone. i was due in feb. my stomach was growing, and i loved the feeling, but i hated it too. i wanted to go to the doctor to get my pregnancy vitamins. i hadn't told my parents. marco was indifferent.
then i woke up.
today, kristy told me she lost the baby.
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