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Dec. 2nd, 2009 | 08:24 pm

hello!! i'm moving to [info]uglynakedguy123 , friends only! add me on lj if you still want to read!

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daily horoscope

Nov. 30th, 2009 | 01:45 pm
current music: butch walker - mixtape haha angst angst

Pretend you're on a roller coaster and that you have no idea where it's going to end up, or who you're going to be when you get there. Okay -- you can stop pretending. That's exactly what life will be like for a while. Remember, your seat cushion doubles as a flotation device.


sw: most things that spill out from the horse's mouth sound perfectly logical so what is the problem? is it the disconnection between logic and reality or is it the anger and discontent or ?? so puzzzzzzling does he jump out of bed every morning thinking this way? or take a moment in between speeches and wonder if he could have done things differently god i'd love to delve into his mind.

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all i want for christmas (is to give my love away)

Nov. 27th, 2009 | 05:13 pm
current mood: content
current music: the rescues - all that i want for christmas

( for personal reference this dec )

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my best boy friend and best girl friend!!!! <33333

Nov. 25th, 2009 | 11:05 pm

love phonecalls with neng and shu they make everything SO. MUCH. BETTER. thanks friends (((:

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Nov. 25th, 2009 | 01:07 am

there's not much room for intellectual growth here. i want to be free, to expand my entire mindset, to be curious about anything, ask questions about everything. i wanted to break free from this horrible inane singapore education system. and maybe what uk has to offer wouldn't meet my expectations of being in university, but at least it would be something different.

so why why why am i mugging psych now like it was bio one year ago?! dammit lah can't get over this.

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shoutouts!!!

Nov. 21st, 2009 | 07:02 pm
current mood: :D

WUV WUV WUV WUV LUNCH BUNCH A LOTTTTTT
EVERYBODY HURRY UP COME BACK TO SINGAPORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AND YULENG WE HAVEN'T TALKED FOR WHAT FEELS LIKE AGES HAVE YOU DIEED??????

edit: anw happy (early) birthday justin ong haha i scared i forget! actually i wanted to say that i'm really glad we managed to work out our friendship after like 2 years haha so long but better late than never right! i'm just happy to know that you are the same person and nth has changed haha we were always better as friends anyhow (:
ok cheers don't freeze over and die in uk very expensive to see doctor! have a great one my dear (:

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Nov. 20th, 2009 | 02:45 am

anw lesson of the day (besides doing stats and learning more about war..): you dont have to give angpows to ur unmarried friends!!! haha omg i didnt know that..

ah falling sick. exam starts tomolo! the j2s looked so panicked today..hope they'll be fine.

got my heart set on anywhere but here
i'm staring down myself, counting up the years
aiyahhhhhh this gets to me every night and i wish i can make your day better i wish i can make your life better i wish i can give you a reason to smile - a genuine one not the wry smile that just makes me profoundly sad.
calendar girl who's in love with the world stay alive
haha hm. there are just too many things to say but now's not the time. it'd be nice to have someone tell me "dont worry, things will be better" you know how everyone comforts each other by saying things will work out in the end!! i don't know why people say it at all when it's never really true.

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Nov. 19th, 2009 | 08:50 pm
current mood: BRRRRRR
current music: 嬉戏之后

Put your hand on a stove for a minute and it seems like an hour. Sit with that special girl for an hour and it seems like a minute. That’s relativity.

Albert Einstein

haha aww einstein's so cute.

anw i am frozen........froze on the bus today in my fbts and the air con blowing at some crazy temperature for one hour plus. haha sigh mistake to study in nus the ride home's just too gross. came back home and finished up loads of ice cream cos the electricity's gonna be off tmr. ITS SO COLD.
haha i dont feel any sense of urgency at all.

我说我说 像手牵手
距离的噪音化为乌有
你说你说 我听个够
烦恼像跳蚤 指甲一掐 成末

su da lv has nice music haha. ?????? does it reflect my addiction to fb if i have the urge to "like" everything in sight O.O man.

okay obviously this post is abt nth in particular ERM i need to stop procrastinating.

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Nov. 17th, 2009 | 08:09 pm
current mood: sad

( we are still chasing the light but it's not even in sight. )

( edit 12.43 am a lot a lot of rambling but no hate this time )

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twit

Nov. 15th, 2009 | 06:50 pm

despite our frequent laments about technology and the limited expression it brings (emoticons hoho guess what this is btw OlO), i rather like how you can sense someone's smile coming through the metal thing that is the computer..suddenly through the fog that clouds your mind your day shines a bit brighter and you feel the edges of your own lips curving up in response (L)

these days there's smth that makes me smile and become completely irrational which i haven't been in a long time since like 3 or 4 years back and i'm trying not to keep my hopes up because disappointment sucks but........hmm

haha okay i'm really really bored!! mugging is krazy how did we ever manage to mug everyday for like..months last year?? i resort to taking stupid webcam shots of myself hahahaha narcissim at its core oh ho. okay and i'm sorry i keep disturbing everybardi during periods of boredom but everyone is always sleeping in any case HAHA what are my friends doing. anway i really want to go back to rj and eat meepok ++ get back my a level cert but no one's available and shuhui is so freaking lazy hahaha shucks. after the exams there are parties(!!! yay!!) to look forward to and hopefully hopefully a cambodia trip with my dad just the two of us + archery + involving myself in some cdac stuff + many many outings + tuition that will give me more moolah + driving test which i hope i pass this time. CAN'T WAIT

ok dinner dinner yesterday we had really fantastic food for the whole day so sinful!! but heck since when did i care hahaha

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Nov. 14th, 2009 | 01:18 am
current mood: O.O

okay actually it's not that big a deal but i just feel very perturbed!! O.O this year's been filled with super weird encounters. can't ppl who don't know me just stay away from me....

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Nov. 9th, 2009 | 10:51 pm
current mood: relieved
current music: mcfly - that girl

( things will be okay )
( yay i love my people (: )

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graduation (:

Nov. 7th, 2009 | 10:27 pm
current mood: hopeful
current music: relient k - faking my own suicide




i used to question how much we were actually helping the kids and whether our efforts amounted to anything. but these doubts vanished today when my student voluntarily put choc eclairs into my mouth, introduced me to her mom, and when her mom thanked me for being her mentor. for her it was never about her academic ability, but her unwillingness to interact with people..so that was instant gratification. (:
i hope from this day on that you grow into a mature young lady, someone who knows to tell what's right from wrong, someone unafraid to believe in herself or in others, who displays great passion for life, and a person your mum will be proud of.


haha an effort to make his face look smaller

and thanks also to junhong for being such a wonderful coordinator throughout the whole of this year!! it's really really been great working with him hahaha 28 and getting married alr but still so youthfulll :D

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Nov. 4th, 2009 | 09:58 pm

double major or minor?

...why does nus not allow for double degrees within the same faculty ??

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at the risk of being labelled an emo freak!!! : people i really really REALLY miss right now

Nov. 2nd, 2009 | 10:57 pm

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Oct. 28th, 2009 | 10:29 pm

"Before you can grow up, you must fall in love 3 times.

Once you must fall in love with your best friend, ruining your friendship forever. This will teach you who your true friends are, and the fine line between friendship and more.

Once you must fall in love with someone you believe to be perfect. You will learn that no one is perfect, and that you should never be treated as any less than you deserve.

And once you must fall in love with someone that is exactly like you. This will teach you about who you are, and who you want to be.

And when you’re through with all that, you learn that the people who care about you the most are the ones that you hurt, and the ones that hurt you are the ones that you needed the most.

But most of all, you learn that love is only a concept and is not something that can be defined, it is different to each person that experiences it. And you will learn to respect each and every person on this earth, knowing that everyone only wants to be loved."

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dreaming out loud

Oct. 28th, 2009 | 12:45 am
current mood: lazy
current music: keane - somewhere only we know

I knew a simple soldier boy
Who grinned at life in empty joy,
Slept soundly through the lonesome dark,
And whistled early with the lark.

In winter trenches, cowed and glum,
With crumps and lice and lack of rum,
He put a bullet through his brain.
No one spoke of him again.

You smug-faced crowds with kindling eye
Who cheer when soldier lads march by,
Sneak home and pray you'll never know
The hell where youth and laughter go.

sensei pointed out today that i only resisted him when his stance was aggressive, but immediately found it awkward to continue resisting when he relaxed his grip. so do people only become aggressive / violent towards others when it is expected of them or when the behavior is simply a way of retaliation? wonder if there would be no wars anymre if we removed the aggressive genes from ppl.. or is it the amygdala? does that produce fear or aggression or both i cant rmb...people are so amazing. we have the potential to do so much unnecessary harm to our own kind sigh. talk about guppies who eat their kids..

on another note, thought it was really amazing today that i could use so much less force when i simply focused my energy beyond my opponent rather than on his wrists!! ((: such a strange art haha O.O, must must must have the will to continue on with this

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh incoherent post ): i swear my english standard has only deteriorated throughout the past few years grr

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1 min to witching hour but there's still time

Oct. 20th, 2009 | 11:59 pm

today was good. thank you (:

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Oct. 19th, 2009 | 12:25 am

maybe everything changes....the world spins and spins and no one, nothing in the universe can stop it from running its course. i want to be that guy, you know, the one who supports the entire world on his shoulders alone? but i don't think i'm strong enough.

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Oct. 13th, 2009 | 12:36 am

when i think of school now everything's kind of like those blender machines where you mix strawberry and soursop together furiously haphazardly the days are becoming long and continuous i'm not sure where they start and end. 
this week's going to be another stressful and busy one..

anyway,
YOU GO WHEREVER YOU GO TODAY / YOU GO TODAY

so screw unproductive behavior and full steam ahead

ps: hot chinese soup at midnight is the best (L) (L) i love my mum.

stay safe and happy my dears

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