Friends

(was just trying t be alil bit courteous by bending, rly tak bedek)


(thanks for gg alllllllllll the way to my classsssssssssssssssss t get a shot w me, very honourable indeed)




so that's my cicak, from different mothers. go catch a lizard if you think we look alike, because the actual fact is: we dont _-_ (even though yes we went out w similar skinnies and gladiator sandals.......................) btw we didnt plan t get similar shade of chucks, it was purely coincidental, which further proves our fate -being a cicak. yes, it's called the cicak thing.

for fuck's sake, i need to sleep. SOMEONE SING ME TO SLEEP? har har farnie or what, the whole is already sleeping.

Beatrice, your future school ;-)

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I'm going to miss studying at bp macs so much once O's are over. All the nameless familiar faces and endless trips to the (smelly toilet), sigh. Anyway now's not the time to get nostalgic. I must/will do whatever it takes to get tickets to the K-Pop Concert and tomorrow morning I'm going to school at my normal timing because I miss taking 190A so much.

Sometimes the hardest thing and the right thing are the same.

I think this lyric rings so absolutely true. Think about it, makes complete sense, no?

Jiaqi+Huahua:
I sincerely, wholeheartedly wish you two all the best. I am certain that the both of you will only continue to shine in the pioneering group. You guys will definitely be missed very much, but we are still serving the same God and I'm sure the two of you will be able to do great big things for His kingdom. (This sounds so so so formal, I feel so strange.) Whatever challenges you face, don't give up! I am (We are) behind you all the way! (We'll still be in the same unit so don't worry you guys won't die from missing me too much.) 

Bye, peepz! Til Nov 12th then. The OC marathon with Yellow Chew, December Camp (!!!!!!!!!!), Christmas, moving house.. can't wait! 

seems like everyone's mothers are being alllll grouchy. i hate the singapore education system

mom: can you hold up in one hand all your assessment books and tell me you've completed them?
me: can you quit nagging?
mom: i'm not nagging, i'm just telling you a few more times.
-.-

I must keep to my plan.
I must keep to my plan. 
I must keep to my plan. 
I must not lose it again. 

I MISS AWESOME FIVE ): 

http://postsecret.blogspot.com/2008/10/sunday-secrets_12.html

PostSecret is an ongoing community art project where people
mail in their secrets anonymously on one side of a postcard.























-----Email Message-----
Sent: Sunday, October 12, 2008 3:29 PM
Subject: elevator secret

I take the elevator because I'm afraid of being assaulted in stairwells






















-----Email Message-----
Sent: Sunday, October 12, 2008 2:16 PM
Subject: ~~ the rich life

I hope you'll find riches in your life, without the money.














-----Email Message-----
Sent: Sunday, October 12, 2008 1:59 AM

Dear Frank,

I had been looking forward to the opportunity to hear you speak for a few years now. My new friend and I were at the front doors to the art center, just about to walk in, when I received a phone call from my babysitter...she needed me to come home right away.

Upon returning home, the gentleman that accompanied me to the event suggested we sit down and share our own secrets with each other. I proceeded to grab a notebook and we each had our own pen. Three secrets each were shared.

It ended up being the most incredible evening as we elaborated on our secrets, exposed our soft underbellies, and neither of us ran away - as we all fear will happen when we expose such intimate parts of ourselves.

You be well, too...

Sincerely,
Kristen

(2008 Schedule for PostSecret Events)

Wow haha I've been cooping myself up at home these days just studying pretty much and chilling out.
Haven't been online/out to see the world for so long and when I finally came I saw how much I'm missing out on!!!
So good to be back to the virtual world. :)

Anyway my mother plans to send me to Sydney for a whole freaking month during our holidays to bunk in at my Aunt Theresa's, alone! Omg. I'm not really looking foward to it and I hope she's just saying it in jest.
I mean I'm sure it's a beautiful place, where they stay and everything, but really.
Not a good idea. Think I might actually wanna go back to the farm again this year but every year I go back so it's boring.
Maybe bring me back to 2007, say around June, I'd pack my bags right now but there's no point now. Unless.... >:)

I'm so happy haha I'm quite amazing in chem now, give me a blank piece of paper and I can draw a full chart and talk a lot about it :) Haha omg I realized how dorky I sound :P
But it's good.

I was talking to my mother earlier this morning and I expressed my interest in a certain school that I might want to go to after Os. It's St Francis Methodist School (hi Ryhan >:D) haha it's sooooo near my house, I could walk there.
Of course it's just a passing remark with a little hope in my heart and she said she'll think about it!
If I really do get in it'll be just great haha I'll cycle to school everyday (my childhood dream I swear).

Okay back to studying again, I presume! No life these days, oh well :S

my sister is a fucked up piece of shit.



/
"I need a cute folder to stuff all my notes in and I'm all set. I just wish I had you infront of me so that I would get some invisible boost to hit the books. You know how the human heart is, all fluttering and buzzing around with infatuation but no logic and reason to see reality. But it does make your cheeks pink and your body hot with dashes of temporary insanity and those are reasons enough to continue this stupid habit of, you."

coped from dg bro har har, idk why i did it, but it makes alot of sense.
(or it's because i feeel the relation. another words, guilty for tht)

We're extending the audition deadline a week. You now have until October 18th. Still no need to wait just drop on over at lls_auditions and make a post with your layout! Its a really fun and interesting contest and a great way to earn a years paid account if you win :)

I woke up at 3pm and got ready to go out. I took so long today :-(

Went to Vivo to look for Morgie!

Both of us are braces-free now :-P



Sorry I only got you a pathetic pack of gummies, I didn't have much time :-(
Well, hope my visiting added more joy to your day, somehow! Lubchu4eva.

Then I walked around Guardian and got myself sugarcane juice, and took 65 to town.
Went for my meetup. This is my 3rd consecutive day of doing meetups, I am a failure at curbing my spending.
I am a failure at lyfe.

Well, I'm very happy now because... Lookie at what I got!









I won't be buying anymore eyeshadow or blush anytime soon... :-P
The colours are really pigmented :-)
All this for only $54! I'll be getting the ultra shimmer palette soon, too!


(not my picture)

So anyway after collecting my eyeshadow palettes I went to BK @ Liat Towers to do math.
I left after a couple of hours to buy skincare products from Watson's at Taka.
Half of the store is under renovation currently. Good news is that Majolica Majorca will be brought in!
Can't wait, I've heard many good things about their mascara :-)
Oh and Watson's now brings in BRTC BB cream! Go check it out if you want.
It's too pricey for me, the Gold Caviar one sells for $55, but that's the same price as in online sprees, so you may as well get it in local stores and save yourself the waiting time.

Okay I'm going to bed soon, I want to study Geog tomorrow.
I'm getting nervous... :-(

Thank you all for making this sweet sixteen so unforgettable!!!
I know I don't show it very well but I was very surprised/shocked/elated/overwhelmed/touched today. Everything was so unexpected and I swear I had no clue about it at all! HA HA, now everything fits the picture kk!
Like no wonder,
1. Mom was laughing(louder than she should have) this morning I told her I had to call Constance to wake her up.
2. Adik suddenly appeared to study?
3. My brother has party for what, RR (?!)
4. I was told that I am not allowed to eat the brownie cake (which I didn't really see at all)
5. Flabby took a step backwards(as if t run away) while walking t the function room because he saw me with Connie and gang.
6. No one was studying at all after 20 mins since arriving!! They kept on talking and I happily ignored them, hahah.

( Hi Gracia, surprise! The party is actually for you. )


THANKS SO MUCH FOR EVERYTHING DELTA & ALPHA & DADMOMFLABGABS!
AND THANK YOU CONSTEW YEOYEOYEO FOR WORKING OVERTIME FOR ME (: I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND I SWEAR I AM TOUCHED BEYOND WORDS. THE VIDEO IS THE BEST BIRTHDAY PRESENT EVER.

OMGOSH, I LOVE EVERYTHING INSIDE. Like Rachelyeo is in it?! Hahah, hello Rachieepokk!! My mouth practically dropped upon seeing your face! LIKE :O AND "RACHEL YEO!!!!" You're like more than a million miles away in Aussie and Connie got you to take a video and omgosh I swear I was stunned!!! And then there's Primary School BFFs (hi!!! I miss you girls a lot!) and there's Trisha, HA HA orange head!! Plus Shitloads, the butt drawing was awesome :O:O:O:O HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAH. AND PITCHY, THANK YOU FOR TAKING ALL THOSE VIDEOS!!!! LIKE FROM LAOSHI, MR LEE AND OTHERS! Oh Twinkle, your crazy moves are on tape!! (you're so dead, kidding!!) And then Delta, HAHAHAHAHHAA. Lets see, Moyah looked fantabulous, Ana I love your awesome kissy face :D, Ayah is as kissy as ever(!), Wendy and Yeeyee are absolutely cute and funny(!!), Adik...HAHAHAHHAHA, side movements, Fad and Ibu, THANKS FOR TELLING ME ABOUT THE BARBI FAMILY TREE!!! :( AND CONSTEW THANKS FOR EVERYTHING. YOU DONT KNOW HOW MUCH THIS MEANS TO ME.

I feel like the luckiest girl on Earth. Thank you God for everything!!! (: I am so blessed and this is really so awesome. THANKS GIRLS!

chem in the morning(alone), chem in the avt, crashed DK for a while (dikir syah, not the other D.K haha pls do not take another 10 mins wondering again), chem w miss lye, 2 qns of emaths, followed by chem with mrs chia. i am a despo. today's officially chem day with cicak in town, yet again.

consultation w melainne was stupid because melainnne was being exceptionally polite i swear. "i was just wondering hmm how do you do this question" (and then after mrschia explained)......"oh hmm i seee so that's the way" HAHAAH WTF I'LL NEVER WANT T GO CONSULTATION W HER EVER AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yesterday i felt how i felt when i was at ledang, all over again. syikin if you're reading this (which i think you are), i miss macho eyecandy v v v v much even though i dont like him anymore. the last time i saw him was when........2 yrs ago!!!!!!!

efforts t make me tired so i'll sleep went t waste. bed at 10 (I WAS SO HAPPY I RLY THOUGHT I COULD FINALLY SLEEP I WOULD HAVE JUMPED IN MY SLEEP  IF I COULD) but i woke up at 12 and stayed alive and kicking till almost 3 untill i forced myself to sleep again. forcing myself to sleep isnt good, i'll always end up staring at the ceiling. i need pills. (coincidentally listening to "she's hearing voices", with the lyrics of the chorus gg like "she've got a red pill blue pill red pill blue pill red pill blue pill..continuously HAHA)

oh btw yesterday's trip made my sole worst grr (it was initially v bad already anw sigh). im over mr chucks taylor, i want a new vvvvvvaaavavavavaaaavaaaaaavans. i hope it gets sponsored |:

i met this auntie yesterday who approached to ask me for directions in chinese, and i hate it how i'll always answer with a "wo bu ming pai ni shuo shen me" because it's v deceiving isnt it, how i cant ans what she's asking but yet i could tell her i cant understand her in chinese. so she started talking in malay and i was q hesitant whether or not to ans her in malay back.....................................until she started talking in english HAHAHA once in a lifetime exeperience i swear, never met an auntie (actually she's more of a grandma ok, so power right she) who could speak all 3 languages wowza.

sidetrack abit, i think the dikir babies did v well yesterday! which is very amazing indeed since the beginners had only what......less then 15 hrs of practise right. i love the karut kelantan part the most, i swear whoever who came out w the lyrics stalked me during puasa :P DONT UNDERSTAND NVM HAHAHA
saw new prettyhead! i know i sound like a sucka here but i rly enjoy looking at her face leh |:

on the other hand, guess who have got the brightest eyes of alllll and have the ability to make my heart sing :)

and didnt know what masturbating means untill q recently. (wtf, innocent kids drive me crazy)
(checking of the dictionary now is considered cheating)


need t rush off now but aiya actually it doesnt rly matter righttttt i have a feeeling cicak would be later then me anw. JUST CAUGHT 11:11 WAH SEY SO CHUN.

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yes i admit, i've been making things in blue and yellow.
http://on-myknee.blogspot.com/

My bruise is hurting without me touching it, it feels like I have internal bleeding :'(
Okay I know bruises are haemorrhages but this feels like it's happening right now, it hurts...
Omg :'(

Today was pretty good! I went to school in time for Chem :-)
Followed by SS/History consultation with Miss Chia, which was mostly spent gossiping and talking about things irrelevant to SS or History, hahaha Miss Chia is so funny.
I hope she remembers her promise to me.
MISS CHIA IF YOU EVER READ THIS, REMEMBER WHAT YOU PROMISED ME!!!
I am going to pester you on MSN and Facebook >:-D

Anywway after "consultation", I went back home and washed face/did makeup/changed and headed out again.
It was so bloody hot today :'(
Went down to Bukit Gombak to collect my blazer, then took the red line to Orchard! It took like 45 mins -________-
I passed places I've never passed before HAHA. I had Manchester Orchestra as company for the whole journey :-D
I hate trains, ew.

Headed to BK at Liat Towers to wait for Cat and when she came, we studied!
She helped me with Chem and I helped her with Bio! Fair trade :-P
Ben came to join us and we studied for awhile.

( A few pics )

We got distracted for awhile and started talking, then Ben left at 7 and Cat and I continued studying till... 9?
Then we walked to Forum and walked around Forum while waiting for her mom :-)

I'm so excited because tomorrow I'm collecting something again! Cat knows what it is :-P
Teeheehee. Going to study tomorrow again, I need to become a Chem expert in under a week.
Cat, I'm relying on you...

Haha it's 1.53am and I've just eaten my nasi lemak along with pork rib and potato soup :-P
I love drinking hot soup at night! I think I'm ready to go to bed now :-)

But before I go...

( For my dahhhling )

I'm damn smart for attempting to jump off my bed. 
I fell down and scraped the skin at my shin.
It freaking hurts and I bet a damn big bruise is going to pop up tomorrow. 
>:(!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Annoying shithead. 

THANK YOU ALL FOR THE BIRTHDAY WISHES AND THANK YOU BB AND SHITLOADS FOR THE PLEASANT SURPRISE IN THE MORNING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The bump is painful but it doesn't matter because I've got wonder friends :D I love the cards and gifts and Theresa, please don't bang me again! HA HA, I never knew you had such power :O But I love you still!
AND THANK YOU DELTA AND ALPHA FOR THE OTHER SURPRISE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sweet sixteen would not have been possible if not for all of you! And thank you allies for being the first two to wish me happy belated, HA HA.

Anyway, I still can't believe I really thought I had consultation with Mofo. And I believed whatever Sarah said in the train... and the physics TYS on the table!!! OHMYGOSH, Pitchy you know I flipped through it?! Because the prev night you said you were attempting it. AND I WOKE UP EARLY WANTING TO DO SOME PHYS(but I didn't!). Thanks Cari for laughing at me when I msged you that. HA HA.
Words can't express how grateful and happy I am for everything but Thank guys, really (: Yesterday, the no day day(according to the weirdo Mrs Lim), was really an amazing day (:


PS: Auntie Gina msged me Happy Birthday and I was over the moon!!!!! And I found out Flabby has been msging her secretly every once a month or so. I am jealous because I lost like 7months of contact with her?! :( Until ytd of course, but then my(Ayah's) phone wanted to be funny and didn't deliver my msges to her!!! I WAS SO UPSET. I want to fly to Indonesia now :(

I was supposed to go for Physics today, but no one woke me up in time :'(
My dad only woke me at 9.30am to ask me what time I had to be in school, and to tell me "it's almost 10 already!"
It was 9.30am, mind you. Physics started at 9am :-(

Anyway I cabbed to school as per normal.
When the cab was driving into school, I reached into my bag for my wallet - and my hands found nothing.
I panicked and immediately called Cat (my saviour!) and demanded her to meet me at the foyer to pay for me :-(
The lady driver was sooo nice about it, she stopped the meter and even made small talk with me!
Cat soon reached, all out of breath from RUNNING to meet me, and helped me pay first! Cat I love you!
I was so apologetic and thankful to both the driver and Cat! :-)
Thankful to Linghui too because it was her money! :-P

So I had Emath consultation with Mdm Loke till 1.30pm?
Called my dad and told him to wait for me downstairs, and I cabbed home and my dad passed me my wallet (along with an extra ten bucks, love you dad!) and then cabbed to Central to meet Cat :-)
She ate at the foodcourt and we chatted and gossiped and bitched then carried our little party downstairs to BK.
Talked for a little longer, before we got down to studying. I did math :-)


I collected my F21 stuff! Very happy, all these cost me only about 50 bucks including shipping!
Love the spree organiser, she's so friendly and efficient and I've met up with her three times already haha.

We went home around 7pm, the bus was so crowded :-(

Anyway, I haven't shown all of you my gross bruise yet!
It's on my left knee and it's been there for almost 2 weeks now :-(


This was taken 4 days ago.


This was yesterday (pardon the difference in image quality, this was taken using my phone!)


I just took this a few minutes ago. (Ignore the red mark on the side, I was crossing my legs)
Looks painful, doesn't it? WELL, IT IS :'(

It's soooo ugly and painful and the worst part is, I DON'T EVEN REMEMBER BUMPING MY KNEE :'(
Ugh, hope it goes away soon. I hate how I bruise so easily :'(

There's Chem tomorrow at 9.30am, and this time I will not oversleep because I've given my mom specific instructions!
She'll wake me at 8.10am just before she leaves for work :-)
Okay I just realised I tell you guys a lot of redundant stuff that no one's interested in HAHA. Oh well :-P

Okay, off to admire my new accessories.
Oh, and I just spent another $33 on a blazer :'(
I suck, don't I? :'(
I should just go kill myself :'(

Hi haha I'm at macdonalds again with the usual (HAHA :P)
I just want to brag that today, for the first time at this lousy place, I am extremely productive!!!
I'm so pleased haha I love Chemistry, I do. (I think)
Acutally if I could, I want to stay here till midnight haha since I'm in such a fab mood to study.
But mama wants me home for dinner tonight :(

Anyway Brenda is being stupid, she says the napkins they use in Macdo is made from Ivory HAHAHA.

Okay I must study now.