Where windmill wings of the Moulin shelter you and I

Okay. I'm sorry I always expect too much. Forget everything.

Okay haha I'm at home, getting ready to go to Mac-fucking-Donalds to meet the usual + an extra (HAHA) >:@
Because I am forced -__________- Okay okay just kidding don't kill me :P Oh, that God-forsaken place.
Anyway I am watching Bugs Bunny hehe it's soooo funny, I love cartoons!!! Omg. (Maybe that's why I'm so relunctant to go)
I've been missing out on life haha. Just because today my brother was watching his Looney Toons DVD and I just joined him cos I was bored.
It's damn funny haha I'm bringing my tablet with the DVDs over to MFD :)
I'm going to force Brenda to watch it because she scolded me and screamed at me over the phone when I told her about it >:@
I will tie her up to the MFD's chair and gag her and make sure her eyes are open to watch every second of the cartoon >:@

Today has been rather uneventful, I woke up and refused to go to school because it was only English.
Stayed home and played silly games on my ipod like the Solitaire thing and the Music Quiz HAHA.
I have no life, I spent 2hours playing those stupid games.

Oh well, I'm gonna bring all my brother's cartoons to MFD HAHA. Simpsons, BB, maybe also.... I don't know, I shall snoop around.
Okay, I'll be smart this time and bring just two books because I always lug a huge bag full of books and end up just using one :'(

Anyway, I have this excruciating ulcer on the right side of my tongue and it HURTS LIKE FUCK.
I can't talk and I can't eat, it's really frustrating because it's ruining my life now.
Brenda the bitch offered to peel it out omg thanks for your sympathy Brenda.

So my mom's still open to St Francis hehe, hello again Ryhan >:)
Okay it's not a great school, not at all actually, and I just want to go there because of a totally irrelevant reason haha.

OKAY off to batheeeeee and then run along to MFD.

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It was never in my intention to bring things to such a level but well, I suppose I can never hide what I'm truly like inside and it's about time really.
Still, I am fixing it and hopefully it becomes better before I lose everybody else too.
(I wonder if it really is such a coincidence, but I suppose I was quite right when I say _ make pretty much the worst friends at their lowest point)
(Welcome to the club)

Wow haha I've been cooping myself up at home these days just studying pretty much and chilling out.
Haven't been online/out to see the world for so long and when I finally came I saw how much I'm missing out on!!!
So good to be back to the virtual world. :)

Anyway my mother plans to send me to Sydney for a whole freaking month during our holidays to bunk in at my Aunt Theresa's, alone! Omg. I'm not really looking foward to it and I hope she's just saying it in jest.
I mean I'm sure it's a beautiful place, where they stay and everything, but really.
Not a good idea. Think I might actually wanna go back to the farm again this year but every year I go back so it's boring.
Maybe bring me back to 2007, say around June, I'd pack my bags right now but there's no point now. Unless.... >:)

I'm so happy haha I'm quite amazing in chem now, give me a blank piece of paper and I can draw a full chart and talk a lot about it :) Haha omg I realized how dorky I sound :P
But it's good.

I was talking to my mother earlier this morning and I expressed my interest in a certain school that I might want to go to after Os. It's St Francis Methodist School (hi Ryhan >:D) haha it's sooooo near my house, I could walk there.
Of course it's just a passing remark with a little hope in my heart and she said she'll think about it!
If I really do get in it'll be just great haha I'll cycle to school everyday (my childhood dream I swear).

Okay back to studying again, I presume! No life these days, oh well :S

Hi haha I'm at macdonalds again with the usual (HAHA :P)
I just want to brag that today, for the first time at this lousy place, I am extremely productive!!!
I'm so pleased haha I love Chemistry, I do. (I think)
Acutally if I could, I want to stay here till midnight haha since I'm in such a fab mood to study.
But mama wants me home for dinner tonight :(

Anyway Brenda is being stupid, she says the napkins they use in Macdo is made from Ivory HAHAHA.

Okay I must study now.

So I hung around town today with my cough*emo*cough lady-boy and it was just good. Spent time mostly at Funan to eat and chill out and just talk.
Then explored peninsula and it was quite a cool place with the hardcore stuff that he likes and I find great interest in HAHA. Gee, can't expect much from an emo kid, can you..... :P
Well he got me something cool and I really like it hehe ;) Why, thanks! I think it's awesome.


Haha omg emo shit!!! :P

Well it's a good day spent I must say! Before that I was in school with Asilah and friend and we just studied and chillaxed.
It was funny haha I wore my aviators and waved to everyone from our fav hangout B-)
Haha I love that secluded place above the library, I really want to brand it and claim it as mine haha.
Yes.... I'm a selfish person, took you that long to realise, huh? So I learnt a lot of stuff today and it feels really good!
I think, I think I like Chemistry :) Haha. Literature too, of course, definitely.

Anyway I'm sorry I didn't take most calls and reply messages today, I was just in a daze haha.
But I called back in the end and Brenda and Ryhan said they miss me so much cos they didn't see me since last Friday.... :P
HAHA I missed you guys too, I will spend the whole day at Ryhan's turf tomorrow just to chillax (K)
I'm so happy haha I'm not going to school tomorrow and maybe I'd skip Friday too :)
Sigh, everyday has become a chilling out day it's getting boring. Haha my life is so boring now.
Okay not really, actually :P Just sayin'.

Anyway I think I said it before but I'll say it again: A good singing voice never fails to melt my bitter heart.
Cos Jonathan and I were at Guitar 77(?) and this lady was playing and singing and she was really amazing haha.
I was checking out the guitars, my back facing her, and I just heard this power house voice.
I spun around and I was just dazzled, really *.* She was soooooo good, you could feel her emotion.
You'd never believe a voice so good would come out of her mouth, really.

I wonder if there's really any point doing all these things because come think of it, it's seriously stupid and a bloody waste of time.
Really, I should have come to this realization a long, long time ago. Well let's just say certain things tend to blind you.
Now, I could never really fathom that strange, so very strange demeanour of yours. You know, the fact that certain things attach themselves to you for forever.
It really just screams poor taste and being frail and weak. Ah, but they say all is fair in Life and Love.
Again I have no strength to begin with the "let'em go" game, probably because everything is already dying out.
Maybe, just maybe because every day is the same sob story that is beginning to get so old and really just Lame with a capital L.
The same running story which I really cannot elaborate much further lest I get skinned alive or assassinated the next day because of my big mouth.
I've been thinking the whole day and it just dawned on me that I have been so foolish, so foolish, so foolish.
I need to pack my bags and take flight and leave before we all get hurt.

After all, I never liked to settle as second best.
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Anyway, my American Dream has gone completely bust - Mother Dear has decided to apply for Singaporean citizenship.
Not like that's such a bad thing really, I consider Singapore my home and it's quite a pretty city. You know, the skylines and that it's cosmo etc.
Not to mention, how depressing it would be the day I step out of this little dot on the world map. The amount of tears accumulated could probably fill up a little pond.
Too many precious things I cannot leave behind. Or maybe it's really that familiar feeling of living here for all of my long life of sixteen years.
Or maybe it could be something else.

So no where else I could probably relish this homely feeling that I'm so used to. But really, I'm not exactly happy to be asked for my ID photo to get that citizenship.
I longed so much to explore the world and for once leave everything behind. I guess people almost always choose the option to Escape elsewhere because the environment has become far too painful to bear.
But then again, no, my real reason is probably because everything has become too uninteresting, too normal, too Lame.
Perhaps it's the excitement of living in a whole new dimension in a foriegn land thrills me, fills me with fantastic terrors never felt before.
Such times when you feel something else that you learn to be selfish and unfeeling and think of nothing else that could bar you from what you want.
Because it's that weakness of the Human heart that tends to become too soft sometimes. Too hungry.

Lame, is my favourite word of critique right now. Because everything has become Lame. Everything is just so, so Lame.
Can I emphasize further? Lame, is The Word. Next in line is Uninteresting. I wonder why, really.
I wonder what's missing in my life right now. Don't I have everything here? So why is everything now so mundane and lifeless and uninteresting?
I just got some pictures from Asilah dated back to the not-so-distant past of July and earlier and I saw all those Lame pictures with goofy smiles and silly poses.
I remember the feeling but other than that, it's all history. Everything else has become a distant memory.
Now, I'm just tired. Just so, so tired. Really tired. Can't think, can't smile, can't laugh. Maybe a dry laugh now and then at a funny joke.

Hmm, have I mentioned? Today is Tuesday. I used to love Tuesdays so much. Every week I waited for Tuesday.
Because it was on a Tuesday that I'd see You. But now Tuesdays are just another normal day, forgotten, insignificant. Maybe just a Has-been.
Have I mentioned yet? It was but yesterday we met in a dream, and should our hands meet in another dream we shall build a tower in the sky.
Then again, that's all a past. A stupid past, a mistake that will never be made again.
I passed by today, it was still quite early, I must say. Nevertheless I still thought I might've wanted to pop by to say hi.
"Hi" that I never got the chance to utter since March. But why should you remember? It's nine days to one year since we've met.
But really, I should emphasize that that's all just a past.

On the bus home today I didn't even touch my iPod. I'm so quiet nowadays it's scary.
I think I'm a little clinically depressed. Maybe I see too much of the same things everyday.
Hear the same words, see the same people. No offence really to my friends, whom I love and appreciate very much.
One of you gone would be a hole in my currently bitter life.

So anyway, I went to school today and it was really nice. I like chilling out in school now with good company.
I like studying in school now, such a pretty place that I'd soon have to say goodbye to. Funny how we grow up so fast.
I have long overdue pictures that I would like to post, but then again since Facebook was introduced all the recent stuff's just there.
But even Facebook is getting Lame.

Oh, woe to wretched life that is just so boring, even with everything I could ever ask for.
I need much more than just a new spark, and this time it will not be second best.

Haha i was supposed to blog this i think on friday but somehow livejournal refused to but since it's my last till probably after o's i'll just post it.
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Hey! HAHA I'm at macdonalds now with naggy friends and it's really funny. :P
Awwww haha I have the sweetest, sweetest friends, I swear.

I actually went to school today!!!!! It was extremely productive, I'm so proud.
I reached school at 9AM and left around 2PM. I filled half of my empty Whale Rider with Mr M's notes :)
i'm really really pleased haha, I will be back.

Oh did I mention? I was refused entry into the school because I arrived in PE attire.
Well, now WHY was I in PE attire? Let's ask Miss Ryhan Mohd shall we?
Now who was the one who insisted on playing basketball today?????????????
So yes not like I was thattttt hyped up about the plan, nay, should I say, not hyped up AT ALL, but yes, I decided to give in.
I arrived first and the guards refused to let me in :'( I begged and pleaded and bargained but they were stubborn about it.
I was sooooo unhappy haha I just cried there. :S I'm lucky no one saw and yes I don't know why I cried either....
Guess I really wanted to get my ass in school that badly :P But that's a good sign!!!!

Anyway Ryhan and Jess arrived shortly after (my saviours!!!!!) haha.
Then Jess got us skirts from sympathetic juniors HAHAHA, since Miss R was in PE too HAHAHA.
While I was sitting there all alone, being very pathetically stranded, I heard the lady guard say, "Another one!" when she saw Ryhan haha.
Bet she was gloating about it, having another one to turn away. -_______-
So anyway funny thing was, the skirt was so small and so long haha, I wore it and it was up to my breasts, and it was still longer than my knees.
Now you do know that I am rather tall....!

Anyway yeah blah blah spent time at the library with the weirdoz + Mr M the handsome.
Spent time consulting teachers with friends and they were all good :)
Ah, I'd like to take time to remind myself of an important consultation from 9 to 10:10 this Monday. ;)
And sigh, tomorrow there's Emath mock test, I reaaaaally don't feel like going but I guess I shall.

Wow! Haha I'm such an avid blogger these days.
Okay I will not blog again haha this is such a distraction, along with everything else.

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Anyway I'm in school now and SARAH YIP IS FUCKING LATE, I WANT TO PULL HER HAIR AND SCREW HER OVER AND BASH HER UP AND HOPE SHE HAS MAGGOTS IN HER BREASTS AND PUNCH HER AND KICK HER AND MAKE SURE SHE IS SO SO SO SORRY

SO SORRY

SO SORRY

SO FUCKING SORRY

MOTHER F

F BITCH

SCREW YOU

I HATE YOU

I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE LATE

I HATE PEOPLE WHO ARE LATE SO BADLY

I HATE YOU

I WILL NOT SPEAK TO YOU EVER AGAIN

EVER AGAIN

Well well well, I didn't bawl my eyes out at the farewell assembly today... :)
It was pretty fun actually HAHA :P Took a million pictures today cos we're such camwhores.
Will get them tomorrow from Grace's Kingston (HAHA private joke), can't wait ;)

Oh, Grace's camera is amazing! HAHA. I never really bothered much about the little DSLR(?) craze and actually thought it was pretty lame.
But hey hey, we used Grace's and what can i say?? I am officially a fan :)
Oh ah, her cam's a Canon Digital EOS ;) Amazing.

The morning was okay, History lesson. Afterwhich Grace and I met Asilah at the secluded place with the benches by the library (my fav place) to chill out~*
Camwhored and took silly videos and had shallow fun and it just felt good :)
Missed English just to chillax there somemore. Thought about the upcoming farewell assembly and teared a little :'(
But then Grace's lame "arithmetic game" in her phone was just good fun :P
Of course, I beat her high score by a lot, like 30+ points ;) HAHA my mental sums is phenomenal.
I was rated "as fast as a cheetah" ;) Grace? Well, a mere HARE. :P Ngek.
I love Math :) Have I mentioned? Ahh.... I score high distinctions all the freaking time for the Math competitions. ;)

Then there was farewell assembly and it was pretty nice :) Even the funny videos haha we are so embarrassing :P
I love you, 4S3, you guys are the weirdest but the most amazing. (ah I'm weird too, that's why we're all together)
Ah I'm lazy to blog so when I get the pictures I will let them do the talking.

Okay. Went to class and we got stuff and the little farewell notes/letters.

Here's a big thank you, to my lovely badminton juniors, for actually remembering me and taking time to write the little notes :) It came as quite a surprise to read nice things since I haven't been much of a senior myself, not being around and all... :P
It was pretty hard to read because it was just really funny (the sec 1 and 2s) and well the sec 3s' one was just nice :) Thanks!!!! Haha. Also to Amanda Tan who's such a dear to write such a beautifully gay note and remember silly things long forgotten... :) Love you, you're so sweet, I swear. :) Miss you!!! Hope to see you again soon at Singapore's Next Top Model. ;) Ah, there were also a few (3?) anonymous letters and I'd just like to thank you!
So sweet haha, such a pleasant surprise really :) Ah.. Here's a big hug :P Btw haha it was a little cheena.... :P

Oh yeah and thanks sooooo much Brenda for your indigestible muffins..... They tasted extremely horrible! :S
Not to mention, they were incredibly hard to chew too, I almost vomited at first bite.
Okay I'm just kidding really, they tasted amazing ;) No kidding. Haha looks like everyone I know seems to be a talented baker!!!
Well I may suck at that but I assure you that my culinary skills are amazing and yes, I am bragging!
Have you tasted my fried noodles? They are just wonderful, really.

Anyway!!!! We ended off the day by going to Far East to stuff ourselves... :P Hope you're happy, Asilah :P (but yes thanks for the favour ;))
Don't be sad btw, Brenda Boh, we love you :) I hope you liked that particular photo I chose ;)

Hehe, just eating and camwhoring but it was all good anyway. I suppose everyone had a pretty good time, yes? ;)
Well!!!!!! Guess we're gone now for good then! There, it doesn't feel so bad after all :)

Okay. On a lighter note, I went to the freakin' gym today ;)
It was good, as usual, duh ;) Oh and I tried to skateboard before that HAHAHA. :P
Found my old deck rotting in the balcony and tried to be cool about it ;)
Okay haha whatever, it sorta failed.... :P Guess no practice makes less perfect!
But I WILL try to muster enough courage soon :P Ah, think back to sec 2 days where I was so determined on this.
Now it's just lame..... :P Well 'least I could pull off a decent ride, no kidding ;)

I drew this on the exam day itself. No wonder Ms _ still hates me :P

I am wasting my time on shit. Thank God I've sorted things out.

hi Jeong, thanks for the rather silly afternoon ;)

what should i do with you?

So life's pretty fine today, not too exciting so I shall cut slack on vivid details.


I will miss this.

So anyway I'm thankful most of the lessons today were actually in class! :)
It's good. I relished every moment of classroom time even though I fought to stay awake most of the time.
Chem was good too. I asked lots of questions :D

Oh during the break Grace and I went to the Arts Con to jam and rock it out at the GigaJamz corner B-)
Then after a while Nat and Nadiah joined in too :P Well it was quite an amusing experience ;)
Especially with Nat and her amazing skillz ;) Now too bad the piano couldn't be turned on. (no pun intended HAHA :P)

So after school Ryhan and I waited for my mom for a free ride home :)
Stayed at the foyer for forever cos my mom was really really late. Well it's good anyway!
Talked a bit, dreamed a bit, watched people, tried to treasure every moment in school..... :'(
It's so sad hahah I just felt really awful.

So mama finally came after a long time.
Well Ryhan wanted to go to Sheng Shiong (HAHA) so I tagged along, needing to buy some groceries myself :P
Bought some snacks and more snacks while waiting for her to finish checking off her never-ending list.
I thought that we'd part after shopping for groceries but oh, NO, you see Ryhan here wanted to check out Frolick for Ice-cream.
I was already full cos I stuffed myself while waiting for her because it's just so dirty inside haha I don't like it.
But being so kind and all I gave in and we headed off to BP for Frolick ice-cream.
Well GUESS WHAT???????? When we reached Frolick, we found out that it sold FRUITS.
And it's spelt as FROLIKZ. HAHAHAHA. What a copy-cat.

I was so mad (also amused anyway) that I threw a tantrum and made noise and complained HAHA :X
I think the cashier heard me when I said, "FRUITS???? YOU SAID IT'S ICE-CREAM" Or whatever la it's just so embarrassing I never realised I complained that loudly :'(
So anyway we went to her fav hangout again at MACDONALDS -_____________________-
Haha I said I hated the place but hey, I kinda like it now :D Hehe, it's probably that familiar feeling, and that usual table :P
Had ice-cream (HAHAHA) and studied a bit. Then we ended up talking HAHA.
So much for a study session but hey hey, who was the one who suggested studying instead of just wasting time? :)

Then we got thirsty and I went to buy mineral water for us both. Different ones cos they ran out.
Then my water tasted so good, I just HAD to ask about how Ryhan's tasted like.

(Exchanged bottles)
Me: Yours is okay, but mine is really good! Try it :)
Ryhan: (drinks) Yeah! Nice... Ah-ah-Aquarium water :)

HAHAHAH it is called Aquarin my dear. :P

Then she tried to change subjects to cover up her blunder by talking about how nice the disgusting Vodavoda water tastes..... :P

Yup! Last stop and Macdo and we parted ways.
I will so not go out with Ryhan/Brenda again omg :( Every time I'm with them I stuff myself like shit.
I spent so much money today on food haha I feel like shit. I came to school with a fatass wallet, now it's thin again. :'(
All my recent gym workouts have turned to nought :'( And yes.... I'm starting to go back to the gym hehehe :P
And it's NOT funny okay omg. >:@

WOW another long blog post about my day HAHAHA.
You know, I actually feel quite foolish including "vivid details" about the day :P
I think I'll be stopping this soon hahaha :P
Omg I feel so foolish, I'm really not like this. I'm a matured and intellectual individual.

HELLO ASILAH! I OWE YOU SOMETHING :D

and hello Brenda. -____- I handed Kelly your whatever that you left at my house -____- it was an eyesore -____-

All these talk about graduation is giving me a headache and making me feel sick all over.

On a lighter note I went to the gym today and it feels good :)

Haha I actually went to town with my Mother and my brother today. It was fun actually, my mom's real good fun :)
Finally got my prom dress HAHAHA. It's black! I wanted white but she refused HAHAHA.
She was like, "You're not getting married!" -________- But whatever, she's finally free to go ;)
Breakfast at Coffee Bean, well, I'm glad she finally bought me the card again!
Since I lost my wallet in may I lost everything else, including my coffee bean car HAHA and it was just depressing :'(
All my precious cards. And my IC!!!! How could I forget. Omg I miss my wallet :(
And my old phone :(

Okay tiring day, I got out of bed at 8AM, amazing right?
(yes, to me)

Haha the two clowns left at around 5+ after a last game off FOOSBALL -________-
Before that we studied a bit and then talked a lot HAHAH. And Brenda showed us strange videos online ^o)
Oh and then, I clicked on this video "Tammy" and it's some The Ring reenactment.
All at once both of them screamed and cowered at the corner of the room, begging me to close the screen HAHAHA.
Especially with the curtains drawn (hot day man).

So I walked them to the LRT and I went to the gym. B-)
I feel strong and good really B-)

I came home and sat with my mom at the table and we ate pears (HAHA)

Mom: So where are your weird friends? (HAHAHAHAHA)
Me: Oh hah they already left, they're weird huh? Crashing in and stuff.
Mom: Yeah, but what did they come for?
Me: :S Force me to study, visit me, play date, whatever.
Mom: Good! They can come everyday and I'll feed them.

HAHAHA that's a sure sign :P
OI DON'T ANYHOW CRASH IN NEXT TIME AH ESPECIALLY IN THE MORNING I WILL KILL YOU >:@
I SWEAR I WILL >:@

Then both of us talked some more. I love my Mother :) 
She's my best friend. It sucks that I haven't been so great lately, heart and mind not home and all.
But that's changed, along with everything else :)

Okay. Off to bathe now :X Yes, don't ask.

HAHAHAHA OH MY GOODNESS

MY TEN YEAR OLD BROTHER TOPS MY WORD

CHALLENGE LIST WITH A WHOOPING

100 000+++ POINT SCORE

THE NEXT IS A MERE 30 000+

BEAT THAT EVERYBODY

BEAT THAT, SARAH YIP.

:P


Sadly my ranking has droppped so low, but it's a lame game so I will not fight HAHA.

Haha omg, at 10AM today my maid barged into my room and disrupted my solace, in the form of my deep, deep sleep.
She said, "Your friend is on the line, she said she's at the guard house waiting."

I was like O_O what friend, I never invited anyone.
True enough it was GRACE FU on the line, with Brenda making noises in the background.
Of course, upon which I came to the realization that they could be tricking me so I refused to believe them.
In the end I relented, because Grace managed to describe the surroundings very vividly.
I dragged my groggy, messy self to the guard house a little bit doubtful, swearing that I will scream at them over the phone should they really be lying to me. (of course I brushed my teeth and all)
And heyhey, they WERE there, standing behind the guard house looking sheepish and clowny :P
Pleasant surprise in the morning I must say ;) Though I really wasn't very pleased to have my beauty sleep disrupted >:@

As we got to my door, a little white fluffy dog (poodle?) ran out of my neighbour's home and started to terrorize us HAHA. Grace and Brenda fell in love on the spot, even I did, me, who so happens to find dogs very annoying and pathetic nowadays. :) What can I say? I fall in love so quickly, so quickly.

So we chilled out in my room, and watched my P6 Graduation CD to check out how Brenda and I looked like in the past :P
Also, to satisfy Grace's curiosity about who _ and _ are ;)
Ryhan Mohd, you are missing out ;)

After which we went to the living room and my foosball table caught Grace's eye :P
The two clowns got hooked immediately HAHAHA. They played two against me and I lost badly :(
Left two of them to play by themselves while I went to bathe.
Came back to a triumphant Grace who boasted about her big 8-0 win against Bitch-da HAHA. :P

Then we watched My Big Fat Greek Wedding (again, for me HAHA).
It was damn funny, I love that movie, I can watch it over and over and over again and still laugh. :D
Brenda and Grace didn't think it was that funny though..... :'(

After that we played Guitar Hero, or at least I did, and they were very impressed with my awesome skills ;)
Played a song and they fled to my room cos they weren't interested anymore HAHAHA.
Well I was good anyway, they said so :)

Had a great lunch, my maid whipped up this awesome spaghetti with some beef patty.
They like western food :P I don't understand why they don't fancy bread though, because I love it!
I can live on bread alone. (okay I'm not too sure on that notion)

ANYWAY, they are being boring kidz studying in my room now. I don't wanna go there cos Grace is blasting lame music on my speakers :S Haha don't kill me Grace :P

WOW!!!!!!! I BLOGGED SO MUCH!!!!!!! :D
I shall make it a point to blog everyday now, whenever I can, in as vivid descriptions as possible.
That would be to remember my awesome fantastic life to reminisce the past when I am old. (HAHA)

This is my longest entry yet since 1985.

Okayz, I must go now and be a good host, which I was, anyway :P

I miss school already haha. REAL school, classroom days.
Hot, sunny, classroom days.
All these freezing combined classes are just really lame.
(Sometimes)

:(

PS: I am starting to love Death Cab for Cutie. :)

Haha I am online!! What a miracle, mama let me :P
Anyway everyone's saying the same thing, that it's gonna be so hard to leave this school.
Especially since I was watching all the old videos just now, it's so funny and so heart-breaking at the same time :'(
I miss those good ol' classroom days, where we were free and easy and there wasn't so much pressure.

I was viewing all the pictures and videos I felt so good and so bad :(
There will be some on facebook hahaha :P

So anyway. Life's been good :)

Oh yes haha I'm still so amused by yesterday's "study session" at macs with Han-nybunch and Bitch-da. :P
We should do it again sometime ;)

Okay haha I'm not in the mood to blog. This morning was phenomenal! Did you see the storm?
Haha it was damn scary. The school bus was stuck in a jam and some lightning flashed in my FACE.
It was crazy, but it was cool B-)

Okay whatever I'm just gonna go surf facebook now (HAHA)

You still make me smile sometimes, you know that?