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[17 Feb 2006|04:15pm] |
HELP A GIRL OUT.
My life is SOOO boring that all I have to do is THIS...
Neopets..
Would you all PLEASE go to this link and sign up even if you dont play ????
http://www.neopets.com/refer.phtml?username=carileigh
I would love you all forever! Its easy and short!
:)
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[23 Jan 2006|12:50pm] |
I officially dont have a life.
I dont have any friends.
I have no money.
I am bored out of my mind.
I cry every morning when Jonathan leaves for work.
I am so lonely all day.
Everyone who would hang out has a job they need to deal with.
I have nothing.
I dont even want a job because I KNOW how I get stressed no matter how I try and remain calm.
I am STUCK.
I dont know what to do!
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[30 Jun 2005|10:33am] |
So I was doing so well with everything.
My paranoias had gone.
My obsessive thoughts had gone.
My over sensitiveness was almost gone.
My depression was almost completely gone.
Then I got into the accident.
Everything went back to normal.
I make myself sick to my stomach worrying about crap again.
I am paranoid.
BTW. I am ok, but I did have some injurys with this accident.
My car is totalled and what not.
After everything is set and done I can post pics of the car and myself in the ER.
Well if you wanna see a few pics or something just IM me when you get the chance.
I dont wanna post anything.
I can just tell you all what happened.
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[26 May 2005|12:26pm] |
GO JOIN NOW! ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/community.gif) __sup_yo
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[21 May 2005|02:30pm] |
So I have come to the conclusion I NEED A NEW CAMERA.
I can NOT take a close up pictures if my life depended upon it.
My camera is a Kodak EasyShare CX7430 4.0 megapixels and it SUCKS.
I really wanna save p for one of those Cannon EOS-1DS MarkII, 16 megapixels.
Its 8,000 bucks. HAHA
Well I dont really need one that good even though it would be nice though.
I just need a nice camera. :)
I applied at picture people because is said they have paid training. YAY
I am done.
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[19 May 2005|06:50am] |
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WISH ME LUCK FINALS ARE TODAY TOMORROW NEXT TUESDAY AND NEXT FRIDAY THEN I AM OUT OF SCHOOL FOR GOOD!!!!
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[09 May 2005|05:09pm] |
Does anyone know what happened to ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) tess_elizabeth???????
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[03 Apr 2005|11:15am] |
Ugh.
I do not feel good.
This is going to be a LONG post.
I have gotten behind on posting stuff about my family and life.
SO..
About a year ago my Ucle was found on the side of the road in his truck dead, because he had a heart attack and was in the middle of nowhere on a trip for work.
So that was bad for my family.
Then, on Friday I believe it was my only 33 year old cousin died because he had liver problems and his liver was bleeding into his stomach and was coughing up blood.
My Aunt Marion (not the mom of my cousin or the wife of my ucle who died) called and told my mom that my Aunt Patti (the one who just lost these two) was at the funeral and didnt even cry.
She held it all inside.
She should have let it out, because my mom told me when I got home last night that my Aunt Patti had a heart attack.
I feel aweful, my cousin wo died had two young children.
Arvid who I believe is 5 and Kayla who I believe is 3.
Arvid said to his mom after his dad died "Please dont give daddys stuff away, save it for me when I get big."
That broke my heart.
Why do bad things have to happen?
Why did those little ones have to loose their daddy?
Then this past year has been hell for my grandpa.
He was very close to death a few times, but he fought through it.
He got gangreen(i have no clue how to spell it) and the doctors tried to spare his leg by doing a bypass, and it worked for a while but the flesh kept dying.
They ended up having to amputate his leg.
Hes doing good though.
On the brighter side.
I went to Longmont with Jonathan and his mom, dad, and sister.
I met his grandparents and aunt and uncle, and his great uncle.
I met two of his cousins.
His cousins are Ian who is like 10 and almost Sonia 8.
Well Sonia liked me lol.
She was all asking Jonathan and I if we were getting married.
Jonathan said yes.
Then her mom came in and was taling to us and Sonia was like "Mom, what will happen when they get married.?"
Her mom said "hunny they might not get married".
LoL Sonia said "But HE said they WERE".
lol..
Then she was like, "Will be be my uncle then?"
and tons of questions like that.
She was so confused. lol
When we went to leave his grandparents both gave me hugs and I was shocked cause I wasnt expecting it. lol.
Then I said bye to Sonia who was wetting down a paper towel for flowers and she was like "WAIT"
and wrapped the paper towel around the flowers and said "Here, these are for you".
So yeah, I had lots of fun.
Thats all for now.
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[03 Apr 2005|10:48am] |
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[23 Feb 2005|04:49pm] |
So Jonathan told me that I was invited to Melissa's baby shower this saturday.
YAY.
We are going baby clothes shopping tonight.
Its going to be hard, but I need to move on.
Not saying I am not going to miss my babies, cause I always will, but I need to be there for others and what not..
*Hugs* To all of you my friends.
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[22 Feb 2005|12:52am] |
I am sorry, but no one is commenting on any of my posts.. Soooooo. I deleted EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COMMENT IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON, AND IF YOU I NEED YOU GUYS TO COMMENT EVERY ONCE IN A WHILE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE END
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[20 Feb 2005|02:09am] |
My parents made me HAPPY TODAY!
They went to walmart to get a new phone for my grandpa and when they came back THEY BROUGHT MY NEW DIGITAL CAMERA!!!!!!!!!!
I AM SOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!
AS SOON AS I GET MY TAXES I AM GETTING A MEMORY CARD AND I AM GOING TO BE A WHORE... A PICTURE WHORE THAT IS lol.
( As promised My salute, and other pictures :) )
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[06 Feb 2005|08:16pm] |
I had an aweful dream.
I had a dream that after my miscarriage, they allowed me to see my Angel Moral.
I grabbed her and she was all bloody, but I wiped the blood off of her face, and she was a beautiful little baby.
I was holding her and someone came up and said "Well be glad you didnt have her, she would have been ugly."
and I started crying and held my baby and said "She is absolutely beautiful, DONT say that about my baby", then I rubbed her hair and (even though she wasnt alive) she smiled at me as if to say that she loved me and that she knew that I loved her too.
(She looked like Quin)
Then I wanted to keep her but they took her away from me, and I didnt have my camera to take a picture of her.
They said they would get me a computer generated picture of her but it would cost 237 dollars but I didnt have the money so I started crying again.
Needless to say I woke up crying and its been tugging at my heart all day, and I am crying writing this. Its so hard.
:(
On a side note. I met Jonathans parents today it was good. He and his dad are REALLY good cooks. They cooked chicken and steak fajitas. They were very good. Then Jonathan me and Trickey all went to get me a b-day cake. It was YUMMY!!!!.
Jonathan got me a gift card for 50!! for my camera.. And he got me chapstick, and a card, (he bought the cake too) :) :) My mom likes him lol :)
THANK YOU JONATHAN...
People pray for me please as I dont feel good and I am still depressed about my babies not being here with me.
AND if you dont pray keep me in your thoughts.
Thank you!
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[29 Jan 2005|04:45pm] |
Ahh. I am so sick.
I got my wisdom tooth pulled on Thursday.
Then last night I got REALLY sick.
Coughing really bad, my whole body just ached and I just didnt feel good.
I have a fever of over 100 degrees. Blah.
I am feeling abit better today.
I am still coughing and my nose is bugging me!
Oh well.
Again, Jonathan is so sweet.
This is what he said:
I love everything about you so far. And i know the mistakes you've made and you know the mistakes I have made and that's ok. And I look at you and...well...without going overboard I get excited and happy and I'm like a little kid. And I am so happy to be your friend but I know that thats what we need to start out as. I feel that God has established a freindship between us to strengthen out relationship. And I think that if we grow together as friends that if we stay on that path God will bless us. And I feel so drawn to you and who you are. The problem is I know I shouldn't jump into a relationship but I want to just make you happy and be someone who you feel close to and it is so hard not to just persue a relationship right off the bat. I think this is a challenege for me and I think things will be better if God is bringing us together if we strengthen our friendship first. But it is so strong in my heart that I could die LOL
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[26 Jan 2005|07:46am] |
You guys.
I am sorry I havent updated in so long.
I have been so busy with school and what not.
I am still alive. :)
School is good.
Life is good.
Right now in time, everything seems to be going ok.
I will attempt to update when I get home from school today, but it is going to be hard..
I want to clean.
Last night I cleaned for 3 hours straight sweeping, vaccuming, mopping the floor of our patio. Vaccuming cobwebs out of corners and edges. cleaning dust off of things, rearranging stuff to give us more room.
Today I plan to Sweep and vaccum the rest of the house. Straighten up some papers books and other things. just clean A LOT.
Then I need to clean my kitchen.
I told Jonathan he can come meet my dad after I clean.
I am so paranoid.
Well I have to go so I am not late for school.
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