[08 Jan 2007|11:46pm] so i pretty much hate everything right now. everything is different and i can't stand it anymore. i don't even talk to mikki anymore. the one person i thought things would always be the same with. i don't even know what to do anymore. me and rocco broke up. i don't know. i guess it was for the best. being single is what i need right now. my grades are horrible. i'm never going to get into college. whatever. things could be so much better right now. i don't know. i need things to be the way they used to. comment | edit | memories

[29 May 2006|09:14pm] [ mood | lonely ] [ music | ever so sweet; chasing after ] in less then two weeks, close to everyone i've grown so close to in the last four years is graduating. a majority of my best friends are going miles away (except for amber, which makes this a little better) and i'm only going to see them on holidays and over the summer. getting senior pictures and graduation party invitations makes it so much more.. i guess real. four years ago i never the day would come where i would have to say goodbye to almost everyone i love. i'm so close to everyone and the memories are going to be there forever. today i went to nicole's and justin and pj came over and justin played ever so sweet and i sang it. it was nice. i'm going to miss that. i'm going to miss ashley's partys. i'm going to miss amber's horrible driving. i'm going to miss melissa's sense of humor. i'm going to miss poking eyes out with katie. i'm going to miss leah commenting on my horrible horn angles. i'm going to miss pj's van. today melissa and ashley came to watch us play for memorial day and it was the first time i've peformed without them aside from the concert. it was my first bus ride without them. everyone is going to be split up and that sucks. justin's going to south carolina and dan's going to new jeresy. i wish everyone could just stay, just for one more year. i can't handle the goodbyes, not now. don't take this the wrong way, but i wish i never got so close to everyone, then this wouldn't be as hard as it is. 3 | comment | edit | memories

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[29 Sep 2005|12:36am] FRIENDS ONLY. COMMENT && ADD. comment | edit | memories

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