Yesterday Was supposed to be THE day, the day that leesha and renay were going to finally make "The Plan" happen, I was supposed to call after school, when they told me to, they begged me to and I know I was annoying them so I said five minutes, because at the same time I really wanted to, but I was talking to well, Daniel..
Talking to daniel is really weird. I met him on a writing site and he's already a published author of a novel!
He sometime's seems to be the only person in the entire world sometimes that actually gets the nonsense coming out of my mouth, i was reading his little piece "the diary of daniel j. patten" of the entries before he met me, it was like reading my own a little, how he was talking about how he loves japanese music even though he can't understand it, or the sick feeling he gets when someone he knows reads his writing, or how he yearns for love.
He's british so I keep imagining a guy in a british accent saying all that stuff
Then there's this entry where he met me, simply titled "Rachel"
In it he wrote "A Lovely Girl named Rachel has asked me for help, out of respect, I will not tell anyone. I want to help, because..."
A Lovely Girl
For some reason that part makes me blush. lol
That was before we became friends.
Now, we IM on msn messenger a lot and I really like talking to me. He even wanted to give me a christmas present! And do you know what he wanted to give me? a YEARS upgraded account! Out of his own pocket!
How generous could he be?
I of course refused, I'd feel like the hugest mooch alive if I accepted it! I told him that if anybody deserved a christmas gift it would be him. And he told me that his returned gift would be being able to read my writings and know he helped.
awh.
lol
I still refused though, and playing one of our little games, we exchanged little smilie Gift Icons((lol)) instead of the real thing, but I look in my mailbox and he really did send it!!!!
It's weird, ever since Daniel, I don't avoid the reflection in the mirror anymore, and I don't feel weird doing nerdy things because I know there really IS someone out there who understands.
A guy's never ever made me feel like this, and I've never even seen him face to face!
Talking to him makes me happy, I told him about how i told my friends about him, and they thought he was a 40 year old rapist,, he laughed and said "really, I told my friends about you and they said you were probably some old granny! I immediately snapped back!"
lol, too funny, I'm actually talking to him right now, it's 4:45 in britain, but I have to admit I'm a bit relievedthat I didnt go to school todya, it'd probably get a little tense because I got caught up in the conversation with daniel and kind of didnt call and when i finally did call cause he stayed up till 2 am to talk to me((^_^)) they didnt answer so I'm suspecting theyre mad at me
I've got to gotho, as worried as I am about leesha n nay, Daniel's on!
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