I talk all the time about wanting the truth, but when I finally get it, it hurts!
I've been writing a lot of poems and such on this www.writing.com thing and for the first time in a while, I was actually starting to get some positive feedback, and excuse me, but, actually maybe started to believe that I mighthave a flair for it
Then today I get this awful review about my writing being melodramatic, and everything being really weak, and I guess he's right, but he picked everything apart and put it under a magnifying glass, literally pikcing apart EVERY line
And I'm starting to really believe maybe I'm just not cut out for this type of thing, which makes me question, what AM I cut out for?
This'll sound stupid but I kinda sorta thought maybe I'd found my place.
But truth be told, It's Aleesha's place, and we both know it!
And I'd always thought music was my thing but lately now I'm just not that good anymore..
An email that DID cheer me up, though, from This boy I've been talking to, he lives in Great Britain.
He understands me, which is a nice feeling in the teen years
He's 15 and he's already been published, but In the email, he said that It was fun talking to me, because I'm a good listener and I understand HIM.
Either way, on the Alec files, seemingly aleesha is giving up on us.
Im not sure whether to be disappointed or relieved at this point.
Mostly curious to see how he'll reply..
well, off to call her I presume, lol