I think this is my first time participating in youtube Friday. I guess it's long over due..

Do you have an inclination for BDSM? created with QuizFarm.com

You scored as Switch (((Note: This quiz is not totally comprehensive because of the length such a quiz would be. I kept it sex-based because I felt that psychological profiles and motivations were too complicated and vary too greatly among people that practice BDSM.))) You know what you want but it has nothing to do with your own role in the bedroom. You have the ability to be flexible in that area which can be useful for exploring you sexuality with your partner. Switch 96% Experimental 71% Bondage 71% Masochist 64% Submissive 57% Exhibitionist / Voyeur 54% Sadist 43% Dominant 43% Vanilla 29% Degradation Lover 11%

i need to start writing more. i feel like.. well, i don't write enough. really, i haven't been writing at all. i feel like i'm losing my creative self. that's something i never thought i'd say, but i am. not a day used to go by that i wouldn't write. i'm not allowing myself that time anymore. i used to enjoy it. i need something like that again. i might decide to post things i write here. -shrug- depends on what i think of what i'm writing. maybe i'll make a writing filter like some other people.

we'll see, we'll see...

-sigh- just not happy.

please let the next 11 days pass by quickly.

voice in my head: duuuuuude. Jillian... FUCKING START STUDYING. your test is at 10:30am tomorrow. it's 10:30pm.
me: i know, i know. -rolls eyes a bit-
voice: WHY HAVEN'T YOU STARTED STUDYING YET?!
me: i've been... busy. yea, you know i was taking care of a friend. and driving her amazing truck with it's illegal loudness and big mudding tires and 3 inch lift kit.
voice: not an excuse. you need to do well on your test.
me: yea, yea.

so, yea... i haven't started studying. wheee. go me. i'll probably be up half the night. -falls over- if i can damn near ace this final, i might pull my grade up to an A in World Civ.

random: i got my hair braided tonight. xD i'll take pictures.

and i don't like this new setup.

♥

HAPPY BIRTHDAY catcar AND westingsea! hope you've both been having great days. ♥

so, there's close enough
and there's too far
it won't change an empty stare
but, i can't seem to end these images
hauntingly looks like hell
so, to care or plead or silence
weak hands are calling