[mood| calm]

[music| can't change yesterday - revive]

ONE LEFT!!!!!!!!! Woot =)

Its still a bit unbelievable I think. Like its actually finishing. 6 years went by soooo fast. 2 more days and its really actually over. And then FOUR months of nothing. Well probably not nothing if I hopefully get a job…but still. Four months. That’s so insane.

Had maths and society on Monday. And then after went to north rocks Westfield coz mom saw some shoes she wanted us to try. But I didn’t like them so much. And they were also nearly identical to a pair we already had. But then we looked more in the shop and found flats! =) and each bought a pair (different ones. I don’t like hers so much) so I can cross it of my list! =) woot =) and I like them. Which is always a plus.

Came home, daylight saving confused me and I ended up being late for dance. after missing 2 weeks, had to slot into positions. And theres a bit more I need to learn. And then had a middle class for the opening. And I know the beginning coz I learnt it on Fridays. but then it gets all confusing and the lines start crossing and my line only had one person coz everyone else doesn’t come on Mondays. So its was a bit odd. And then hip hop. And I don’t have a place for pretty much all the dance =( except for one section coz we had those places before. And then the bit right after that is another pyramid and I didn’t have a place there so I got put into the back row and I have to do these weird hop steppy things backwards from the 2nd row. And that’s a bit hard.

Ohhh!!! We took the "pink" box home. Got 4 strawberry timtams (really nice. The strawberry tastes like the strawberry yamyams which are awesome), 3 dove deodorants, 3 packets of viva kitchen towel things, 2 bars of dove soap, 3 bottles of dove body soap, tomato juice, salmon, 2 jars of coffee beans, 4 pens and some other stuff.

Oh! I forgot. On Monday when we came home, mom walked into her room and was like "why are the curtains open" and then she notices the pile of torn newspapers and rubbish all over the floor. When we looked at the door we saw all these scratches and the paint had been chipped off near the handle and flakes were on the floor. Spark has somehow managed to open the door! There were footprints ALL over the window sill. And pillows were on the floor and footprints were on the bed. And on the bathroom sink and in the shower and on the walls! And the stack of newspaper next to my dad’s bed was ripped and he’d jumped on the bedside tables and knocked EVERYTHING down. The phones were on the floor, my dads glasses (in a case) lots of books, more paper, clocks, my moms passports. He’d gone nuts. We realised that a) this was the first time he’d been home alone for the whole day since the end of last term. (Mom was at home when I had exams and then she’d pick me up and I’d be home for the rest of the day) and the gardener had come that day so spark probably got excited. And then on Tuesday we realised that our pipes are knocking heaps when the outside tap turns on. And spark really freaks out at that. But usually theres someone inside (me) to calm him down. But when Lorraine was there, there wasn’t. So that probably made it worse…

Anyway. Its 1.30 now. And I havnt been working much. So tomorrow is going to be full crazy study. And then on Friday is my LAST exam!!! [some people have already finished!] and ttttthhhhheeeeeennnnn….REVIVE!!!!! with Jessie and Paul in Manly. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Love live music. And Revive are so nice! So looking forward to seeing them again =) and thanks Jessie and Lindy for the cd =)

I have a feeling that I started this blog to write about something in particular but I cant remember =(

new simple plan song and cd soon!!!!!! am excited! =)

i added another song to the 3 songs before. but then stopped listening to that playlist coz been listening to the revive cds..

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Friday – English one down, six to go. i thought this wasnt so bad. and then came out and everyone was saying how shit it was and realised i missed a lot of techniques and stuff for reading. i think my essay and creative was ok tho.

Monday – English eurgh. terrible terrible terrible. modB was so awful =( buuuttt. so looking forward to chucking all my notes =) just woke up from sleep. am so tired. gna major sleep after biz.
Tuesday – business not sure. i either did ok or thought what i was doing was right and it wasnt. came home and slept for 4 hrs. which was so awesome =)
Wednesday – study yeh. *cough*
Thursday – study. Collect string. Calculater. Set square. Ruler. Coloured pencils. thanks lindy for the compass! was SOOOOOOO useful!!!
Friday – geography eurgh. dont ask.

Monday – maths, society and culture ran out of time for maths. and juuuussssttt finished for society.
Tuesday – study more like massive break
Wednesday - study some...
Thursday – study
Friday – ext English. REVIVE!!!!!

THE END.

PARTY.

SLEEP.

To do after hsc:
– clean room
– clean cupboard
– clean study
– organise photobucket/memories
– change layout
– redo userinfo
– friends marathon
– play sims
– swim
– go to the beach
– find/buy formal shoes
– find/buy nice flat shoes
– find/buy formal jewellery
– make dvds from things on computer
– get/play stepmania
– get/play mario
– finish snow patrol blog
– write graduation/picnic day blog
– finish doe stuff
– redo resume
– get a job
– find pearl harbour
– return pearl harbour and chicago to lindy
– fill in log book
– get Ps

To watch
Movies:
– in the land of women
– happy feet
– pirates of the caribbean 2
– pirates of the caribbean 3
– the perfect score
– oceans 13
– these girls
– little manhattan
– rocky balboa
– harry potter 5
– bourne trilogy
– chicago
– pearl harbour
– stand by me

TV shows:
– greys anatomy
– private practice
– gossip girl
– heroes
– dark angel
– so you think you can dance
– prison break
– bedford diaries
– weeds
– friday night lights
– how I met your mother
– gilmore girls
– veronica mars
– buffy the vampire slayer
– aliens in america
– life is wild
– supernatural
– heroes unmasked
– moonlight
– twin peaks

To read/reread
– svh: senior year (the last one)
– actually svh : senior year (ones i cant remember)
– svh (the last 3)
– svh (ones i havnt read)
– babysitters club =)
– gossip girl (the last ones)
– handbags and gladrags
– the A list

and it keeps growing..

[mood| creative (not really, but i love this scene)]

[music| Let Me Go - Good Charlotte]

Been listening to a lot of old songs lately. And I realised that I loved a lot of these songs because of memories attached to them. So I decided to make a list. Of ones I can remember

California – Hawk Nelson this one started when someone gave me the cd to burn. And it wouldn’t work. So I kept checking the cd. And taking it out and cleaning it and putting it back in and the first song was California so that always started playing. And then it finally worked and I checked the cd. And then the bus ride to Canberra. I was sitting next to Jessie and everytime that song came on we’d start singing. And lindy and yin and harshi and soon, most of the bus. And the whole way there we sang Let's pack up and move to california She's got lots of friends out there We'll never get bored cuz we can go boardin' Let's let the sunshine take us there

Actually thinking about it, a lot of songs have memories with lindy or Jessie. That’s a bit boring…

Lindy:
Shut Up – Black Eyed Peas English class. Year 8 Shut up just shut up shut up!
Lunacy Fringe – The Used mouthing the lyrics in the bus and trying to guess the song. But the actual title never came up for this one…I’m so far gone now, I been running on empty. I'm so far gone now, do you wanna take me on?
Smokescreen - Flying Blind on the bus and the neverending She's tracking, she tracks me down, she's bound to drag me down.
Disappear – The Summer Obsession "what song is this?" "disappear" "what song is this?" "disappear" "what song is this?" "disappear" on and on and on, every time the song came on! "what song is this?" "youre kidding right?!?!?!"
Definitely Maybe – FM Static if I wanted to quote this Id pretty much be pasting the whole song. This song was awesome to sing along to..
I Hear The Bells – Mike Doughty rofl. Poor Raj had no idea what bells we were hearing.
Bop Bop Baby – Westlife simultaneously looking at each other and starting to sing. Small things like When I call you at home and he answers the phone Or I get your machine and I don't hear me When I lie in my bed with the thoughts in my head When we danced and we sang and we laughed all night. Ooh da bop bop baby please don't let me go Can't live my life this way Ooh da bop bop baby Please just let me know And put my mind at ease for sure

Jessie:
Pretty much every Good Charlotte and Simple plan song…and a lot of Hawk Nelson and FM Static and more..OHH!!! Backstreet Boys and Westlife and
It Happens Everytime – Dreamstreet ill never forget Jessie dancing. Lol
and singing Jesse McCartney in a very high scary voice. lol.

Randoms:
Bouncing Off The Walls – Sugarcult for a while EVERY time I flicked to showtime the end of American pie 3 was on. And that song played during the credits. And I looooveeeeddd it.
Jump, Baby – The Pettit Project still lindy. But Trish too. Sitting at home with music on shuffle and this comes up. And we piss ourselves laughing. And then Trish comes in and hears it. And cracks up. And for the rest of the day that’s all we had in our heads. Jump, baby, jump, baby, Baby, jump, jump, baby. Jump, baby, jump, baby, Baby, jump, jump, baby. WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

And that’s all I can remember right now. Hopefully I'll add to this later

this is just to say:

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gnite

LOOK WHAT I FOUND!! yes...its a bit late....but this is what i wrote when i got back from sp...



man. ive been on such a high from sp i havnt actually sat down and typed up wat happened. it was sooo unbelievebly AWESOME!!!!

we [mone, jessie and me]got to hordern at about 10.30am. and stared the long day of sitting in line and waiting. ppl wre already there before us...some had slept over...it was reeli hot all day wednesday and everyone was dying so some ppl have the great idea to make little shelters. coz there were three lines seperated by barriers they got sticky tape and stacks of newspapers and free sain magazines (poor sanity) and made little shelters. unfortunately we were just outside the shelters bits so me, mone and jess took turns sitting in the shade and sun. bought a magazine [womens weekely i think] so had fun doing the crosswords etc and reading articles. mone made a newspaper hat from a free newspaper i took at central. and i made a newspaper bandana and jess just covered herself in newspaper. SO HOT!![temperature...not jessie...sorri jess...]

so anyway…at about 2.15 there was all this screaming from the back and we we're just like "what the hell" and i told mone and jess to go [i was sitting in the line] but they were like nah…so we ignored it…and it turns out some of the guys from simple plan were signing stuff. so when the screaming started again at 2.30ish me and mone went. and mone noticed some very poor trampled plants… we didn't get anything signed but we saw chuck!!!!!!!!! reeli close up!! and I got some photos…hes so hot!!! [not temperature…]

then at 3ish suddenly everyone got up and started cramming forward in the lines…i got stepped on >< so we got up and moved forward too…im not sure y ppl started cramming since gates opened at 7…but meh. we ended up standing in the line where coke was spilt and there were newspapers EVERYWHERE [shelter leftovers] after a while we realised nothing was happening and put newspapers all over the coke and sat down. mone found a dolly mag so she started reading that and i was reading bits too [sorry mone]…some ppl asked for the coke cans lying n the floor since they belonged to no one..so we ended up having a can too…very fizzy…

the people behind us were constantly smoking which was very annoying. and everyone around was incredibly unsubtle in telling them so eg "i better not have lung cancer by the time i get inside" then more people came to join ppl behind us. and they came half drunk and still drinking. so was very nice to have them fall into us. [plz note sarcasm]

skip ahead the boredness and finally at 7 oclock the gates opened! crazy, insane, mad rush as everone surged forward. we got thru the gates and mone went and put her back into the little bag place [im sure it has a name…i just cant remember it!] and we walked reeli quickly [we were yelled at for running] inside and joined the mass around the merchandise table. i managed to squeeze thru and got a sp wristband [i lost my old one!!] and got jess a hat. and then we went to find mone who had a very slow waiter person and then she finally got a tshirt [it was cool! it had the words to untitled written on it!] and we went inside!!

ppl culd either sit in the seats or mosh…the security ppl made all the moshers sit down infront of the stage…where i noticed i had something green and gooey on my shoe [eeww!] and we sat. and waited. and waited. and looked around. and waited. nah…it wasn't that long…

finally the guards told everyone they could stand up everyone tried to jump over everyone else to get to the front and mone got separtated from me and jessie =( and every little while we could see her. and then me and jess got separated too. she got pushed in front of some big fat tall guy.

finally the concert started. Kisschassy first. they were awesome! srz. they were reeli good! they played a couple of songs and unfortunately in the FIRST song my damn shoelaces came out. so that was a pain. i managed to shove my way down the front and got a reeli good view.

then there was a break and I managed to tie up one of my shoelaces…by this time my hair no longer resembled a ponytail and was constantly getting stuck on peoples sweaty bodys >< not that great…

then all american rejects started playing. they have insane fans. im serious. theyre nuts! but aar were awesome. love "dirty little secret" =)

then simple plan. by this time i was 3rd row from the front and had the BEST view!! mainly of david coz he was the one in front of us the whole time…[stupid irritating girls screaming "we love u david!" hello! hes ignoring u!] had a clear view of chuck too. who is the BEST!! =) culdnt see much of pierre and seb, but saw jeff quite a bit coz he was walking around the stage…

tried looking for mone and jess. no idea where the hell they were…

sp played heaps of stuff. started with shut up! and then jump!!! which was a really good live song! played happy together =) perfect world. which they normally dont…which was cool coz that sounded really good. "theres no party like a sydney party coz a sydney part dont stop" much fun. crowd was full into it. pierre told them to do a major whirly thing which is a pain if ur in [luckily I wasn't] but apparently looks really good from the top…

got sooo much water. which is really good. the security are really nice…most of the water went up my nose which is really annoying…heaps in my eyes which made my contacts move around…and i nearly thought about leaving the mosh…but nope. was def worth it =)

chuck crowd surfed. no where near me [cries] and lost some earpiece…played a couple of covers…

had some chicks pointy bracelet in my back for nearly all of sp ><. VERY IRRITATING. and she knew it ><. kept trying to put her foot infront of mine to push me out of the way. so id put my foot infront of hers before she culd. went on for quite a while…she really culdnt sing. and she was trying. in my ear ><.

sang perfect with everyones lighters/phones. looks SOO cool! got a msg from jessie saying where are u?...turns out she sent it between kisschassey and aar…

chucked a drumstick in the air at the end…landed a bit behind me…and about 5 ppl caught it…and they ended up breaking it into bits so they culd all get some..

looked around for mone and jess ended up calling them and found out they were outside…so went outside and mone wasn't feeling too well =( turns out they both got out during kisschassey…mone over the top and jess got out thru the back…and they met up buying water…but then split up agen…

waited in line to get mones bag, on a total high. LOVED it sooooooooooo much!

NOTE TO SELF: do not wear white. sweat and water sticks and make it go black… >

T O M O R R O W ! ! ! !

shoot. roves on. and have to have shower.

bondi was awesome today. love the beach! and thanks to mone for coming in with me =)

quiz from yin:

[[[PAST>]
[1] First grade teacher's name: Miss Egan
[2] Last word you said: crap. i relised my rents will be home soon...
[3] Last song you sang: its not possible - never heard of it
[4] Last person you hugged: *shrug* prob my mom last nite...
[5] Last thing you laughed at: my dad getting grumpy coz we we're watching one tree hill and kicked him out of his room. [cmm!!!!! up to disk 4!!! =)]
[6] Last time you said I don't f--ing remember: i dont say that...
[7] Last time you cried: last night. watching one tree hill. OMG!!!! so sad!!!!!!!!!

[[[PRESENT>]
[8] What's in your CD player: 11 days - never heard of it [im not obsessed]
[9] What color socks are you wearing?: umm...im not wearing socks but if i wuls theyd be white
[11] What time did you wake up today: *shrug* my rents woke me up...i think 9ish
[12] Current taste: mint...brushed teeth =)
[13] Current hair: tied up in a scrunchie...with annoying front bits in my face ><
[14] Current clothes: trackies and tshirt
[15] Current annoyance: that im awake. and im meant to be studying
[16] Current longing: *shrug* to watch the rest on oth! and new scripts
[17] Current desktop picture: im on my dads laptop...its some wierd ocean thing with an island big enought to fit 3 palm trees...
[18] Current worry: finding something to wear to a wedding that isnt black.
[19] Current hate: yearlies
[20] Current favorite article of clothing: MY MADE TSHIRT!!!
[22] Last CD that you listened to: never heard of it
[23] Favorite place to be: in my room or the study...
[24] Least favorite place: *shrug* places with too much fire
[25] Time you wake up in the morning: alarm goes at 6.45 i wake up at 7ish...
[26] If you could play an instrument, what would it be: drums and guitar.
[27] Favorite color: black and purple
[28] Do you believe in an afterlife: not sure...
[29] How tall are you: >< im short...
[30] Current favorite word/saying: meh
[31] Favorite book: ummm...currently sisterhood...
[32] Favorite season: spring
[33] One person from your past you wish you could go back and talk to: i have 2 ppl. my fried maddie coz i havent talked to her in ages! and my grandfather coz i miss him.
[34] Favorite day: saturday

[[[FUTURE>]
[35] Where do you want to go: america! california,new york. canada. hawaii
[36] your career going to be like: psychologist, social worker, day care worker
[37] many kids do you want: 2
[38] What kind of car will you have: meh. i dont noe anything about cars...

[[[RANDOM>]
[ Do you have a crush on someone?: ] mayebe
[ What book are you reading now: ] sisterhood one and two and just started whitchsong - kim wilkins
[ What is the first thing you think when you wake in the morning?: ] do i have to get up? or has my mom forgotten about me...
[ Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: ] theyre behing my bed...they keep falling off! about twice a year i pick them up...but then the next nite they fall...
[ Are you a lefty, righty or ambidextrous?:] righty
[ College plans: ] *shrug* hopefully good
[ Piercings: ] ears

[[[THE EXTRA STUFF>]
[ Do you do drugs?: ] no
[ Do you drink: ] nope
[ What are you most scared of?: ] fire
[ What clothes do you sleep in?: ] nighty...
[ Favorite number: ] 2
[ Been In Love?: ] dont think so
[ Are You Timely Or Always Late: ] lol...normally late...
[ Do You Have A Job: ] nope. want one tho...
[ Do You Like Being Around People: ] yeah
[ Are you for world peace: ] yeah. i dont think ppl wuld say no here...
[ Are you a health freak: ] nope. chocolate!!!!
[ Do You Have A "Type" Of Person You Always Go After: ] nope

[[[IN THE LAST 48 HOURS, HAVE YOU...>]
[ Cried: ] yep. one tree hill!!!!
[ Bought Something: ] so pissed off!!! shopped the whole day yesterday and found nothing!! stupid weddings! have to go agen today!
[ Gotten Sick: ] nope
[ Said I Love You: ] to my dog...
[ Met Someone New: ] nope
[ Moved On: ] nope
[ Talked to someone?: ] nah. im a hermit
[ Missed someone: ] yep
[ Fought With Your Parents: ] suprisingly no! i had a reeli good day yesterday with my mom...


hmm...well that was fun...and a great waste of time...but now i actually have to do something

lets see if this works...

3 D A Y S ! ! ! !


lindy do NOT tell me i need a layout or display pic! damn! i relised ud be able to see this when u post a comment....ah well! html is fun!


yes! it worked!