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Patient presents with age-related diminished capacity for decision-making, scurvy due to a lack of proper nutrients, slightly impaired liver function as a result of frequent consumption of alcoholic beverages, and hearing loss due to prolonged exposure to loud music.
Diagnosis: College student.
Recommendation: a course of Nine Inch Nails, beer, ramen.

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May 25th, 2013

So I was watching old episodes of Batman Beyond, and one episode, entitled "EggBaby," struck pretty close to home.

When I was in West Babylon HS, they began this horrifying project in my health class, obstenibly intended to teach us parenting responsibility. It was to be a month-long assignment, with this horrying little Lovecraftian abomination called "Baby Think It Over," a doll with a built-in computer that I'm almost entirely sure is a violation of the Geneva Conventions.

http://www.marshfieldbluejays.org/pages/uploaded_images/Baby-Think-It-Over.jpg

Do not look into its eyes, or it will take your soul.

The general gist is that you have to take care of the baby - holding it, taking care of it, etc, and occasionally "feed" it by inserting a key into its back and holding it in position until it stops crying. Every single time you are rough with it, drop it, handle it incorrectly, or insert/turn the key when it's not crying, it counts as an "abuse," and every time you ignore its crying, it counts as a "neglect." Get too many "abuses" and/or "neglects," and you fail the assignment, and because, for reasons unclear, this accounts for 50% of our quarterly grade, quite possibly the year. You had to hold and care for it when it cried, and when these things cried, they did so at a decibel level far beyond your average alarm clock. Worse, the health teacher could play with the settings on each and every baby as she saw fit, programming them with docility or making them as unstable as wolverines on methamphetamines. And even worse, though the assignment is supposedly opt-out, the School would not let most of us do so, and in fact, threatened to auto-fail us if we did not submit to the yoke of Baby Think It Over.

But five students would stand against the tyranny of the radical baby agenda.

Their story began when we all were saddled with these insufferable things at the start of the project, unable to opt out. Of all five of us, only one of us  managed to get out of the assignment; my friend Brett - by grandstanding for a length of time until the Health teacher gave up in disgust, allowing him (and only him) to opt out. But Brett's rebellion came later; the first shots in the war were fired by my friend Joe and my friend Devin.

Everyone was forcibly given one of these insufferable ear-raping noise-machines, and were instructed to care for it for the month. When my friend Dev tried to back out of the assignnment, bringing up that, with him being in a work program, going to school, and having other assignments, he had no time whatsoever to care for the screaming little terror, he was told that it was not the school nor health teacher's problem. As such, Devin elected to make it everyone else's problem; he figured out the lock on one of the unused teacher's lockers directly across from the Principal's office, threw the Baby inside, closed and locked the locker, added a padlock for good measure, and then left. Within a half hour, the infuriatingly loud wails of the Baby Think It Over reverberated off the locker interior, filling the hallways with concentrated annoyance. By the time that custodians got into the locker, it had been screaming off and on for nearly six hours, driving the administrative staff completely insane.

Joe, meanwhile, decided that if he was going to deal with this, we was going to ensure that it was in the health teacher's best interest that Joe be given a written assignment instead. Within 3 days, Joe had his baby rocking the "Hobo" look, had applied a fake beard from a vending machine, and was apparently considering giving it a tattoo - due to the Baby's specially-designed skin, Ink stains it readily. Clearly not willing to risk losing a $200 piece of equipment to Joe acting like this, the Health teacher wisely relented, and Joe got out of the assignment.

Christine had probably the worst of it. Going through a problem with her ex at the time, he reacted by basically taking and abusing the hell out of the Baby Think It Over for an entire day, virtually guaranteeing she'd fail the assignment. With no other options, Christine decided that if she was going to lose, she was going to lose big, and began likewise, abusing and neglecting the baby. This included throwing it like a football, using it as a footrest, and smacking it in class. Less than a week later, her doing so had effectively burned out the speaker. She undoubtedly would have set a record, had it not been for me (see below).

I got out of the assignment in perhaps the most logical fashion: I acquired key for the electronics boxes on the back of the Baby Think It Over, and used it to access my baby's hardware - and then shut it off. I then proceeded to turn it back on the day we were returning them. For good measure, I hit the reset button on Christine's baby, completely blanking the Abuse/Neglect scores she had accrued. Both of us thus got passing marks, and learned nothing from the assignment except how to cynically manipulate the system.

Good times.

Let It Ride

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Title: Let it Ride
Wordcount: 8,891
Rating: NC-17
Pairing(s): Dean/Sam
Warning(s): Non-Con and Dub-Con, Angst, Violence, Hurt/Comfort
Notes: This was written for stormcloude for the AO3 auction. Thanks for bidding on me!
Summary: While transporting relics from John's old storage to the Men of Letters bunker the Winchesters lose an item with disastrous results.


Barry Holt wasn't popular.

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Disclaimer: I have no affiliation with Supernatural.
Title: the shivers are mine
Rating: NC-17

Pairing: Sam/Dean, mentioned Sam/OFC’s and Sam/OMC’s, Dean/Casey, implied Cas/Dean crushing.
Kinks/warnings/features: Abuse (physical/sexual of a minor), age difference, age swap (older!Sam, younger!Dean), alcohol and drug use (by minors and adults), AU (all human), comeplay, dark!fic, dark!Sam, drugged/drunken!sex, forced orgasm, marking, manipulation, oral sex, rape/non-consensual, rimming, somnophilia, underage (Dean is fifteen, Sam is twenty), unrequited Wincest.
Summary: Fill for the spnkink_meme prompt: Dean is fifteen. Sam is twenty. Sam's obsessed with fucking Dean. So he starts drugging Dean at night when John's hunting, then strips sleeping!Dean down, sometimes fucking his ass, sometimes fucking his face (forcing the come down the still-sleeping Dean's throat), sometimes both in one night. Then he cleans up every trace, so there's no way for him to be caught. Bonus: what he's doing is slowly driving Dean crazy, because he knows there's something wrong, but can't find any proof of it or anyone to suspect, and to Sam that just makes it all the more fun.
Chapter summary: He's earned the right to have Dean, if only for a moment (he has). He deserves Dean, if only in the dark (he does).

the shivers are mine (Chapter Two)
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May 23rd, 2013

Okay, I lied.

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So it looks like I lied about posting every day. In my defense, I spent most of yesterday driving from Illinois to Omaha, Nebraska. Also in my defense, the sweetie I was bragging about the other day is... well, no longer mine-forever. We've... split.
To not go into every detail ever, we still are very much in love. We just decided that this wasn't going to last as long as we'd hoped since we're going different directions, and wanted to get out while the going was good. It's better than waiting until we hate each other, right? Either way, I'll post more awesome things about the zoo and my internship, thoughts about things like hair and makeup, and all those awesome things I've been meaning to make notes on for the past semester. Love you all.

Where's the soap?

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JJ was on Conan's show apparently doing damage control of sorts over the Alice Eve underwear scene, and revealed they had cut a scene with Cumby in the shower. Wait...whaaat?  Will this be on the DVD?  Video clip below.  I need a gif of that scene like breathing. 

Okaaaay, LJ appears to not like Team Coco's embed code, so here's the link:

http://teamcoco.com/video/conan-highlight-showering-cumberbatch


Help for the technologically challenged here would be appreciated.

Fic: Giving In

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Title: Giving In
Word Count: 3400
Fandom: Supernatural
Characters: Sam/Dean
Rating: R
Warnings: Wincest, angst
Series: 54th in my 'Deleted Scenes' series
Author's Notes: Contains dialogue from the episode 'Dream a Little Dream of Me', it belongs to Eric Kripke, Cathryn Humphris and Sera Gamble.

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Summary: The tag for 'Dream a Little Dream of Me', 3x10.



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What It Takes 13/?

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Title: What It Takes
Author: CrimzonChyld
Rating: R
Chapter: 13/?
Characters: Sam Winchester, Dean Wincester
Pairing: Sam/Dean
Summery:  What does it take to break you.  What does it take to save you?  Set in Season 2.  Rape/non-con, hurt/comfort, Hurt!Sam, Protective!Dean
Disclaimer: I do not own nor am I affiliated with Supernatural, WB, CW, Kripke Enterprises, actors, or other affiliates there of. No profit is being made from this.
Authors Note: I want to know how I'm doing and how this chapter makes you feel! (Two points if at any point ANY of you SQUEE! Five if you cry.) Some notes on this chapter, it's kind of repetitive, I kinda feel like Dean's being OOC yet again but kind of forced into it, WARNING: short rape flashback but NOTHING GRAPHIC, and it's kind of repetitive . . . (ucwidt?)


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You wouldn't think a children's movie that opens up on what is pretty clearly a drowned guy would turn out to be one of the cutest, sweetest, warmest, loveliest movies ever, but it is. And the fandom? Also one of the cutest, sweetest, warmest, loveliest fandoms ever. With a more than healthy dose of crack to its name.

So, where better to start than with a miniature picspam? Nothing spoilery, just a few shots to set up how damned pretty the film is.

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It isn't just the imagery either that makes the movie gorgeous. The music is stunning too, and I've included two of my favourite tracks below.





Please note that the "Jamie Believes" song there, the second of the two songs, makes me cry every single time I hear it because of its context in the movie. It's gorgeous.

As to the books? Well, cruelly, they're not finished yet. And the last one just ended on a cliffhanger. And we have to wait until AT LEAST SEPTEMBER to find out what happens next.

However, they're conveniently split into two sets - the "Guardians of Childhood" series, which are novels aimed at fairly young, but not toddler children (think the first Harry Potter book), and the "The Guardians of Childhood" series, which are picture-books that are so pretty I could cry, and don't follow a strict timeline. The picture-books are like Van Gogh's Starry Night had a one-night stand with Steampunk and created beautiful children, they are glorious and the best investment I've made in forever. The novels are fun and playful and have two additional characters who aren't in the film that are wonderful; Katherine, who is an adventurous and book-smart young girl who I adore for being a girl written like a girl and not penalised for it, and Nightlight, who is a mostly-mute fairy-like boy. Katherine and Nightlight have a bit of a Peter Pan and Wendy thing going on, and I love it.

I wish I had more time to go into why the fandom for the movie is also incredible, but I don't think I could do so without spoiling the source material and honestly, in this one case, I don't want to spoil people. I want people to run out and try it and love it.

The movie is beautiful, the books are beautiful, and I think we all need to believe sometimes. Not necessarily in a higher power. Not necessarily in fairies and yetis and elves. Not even necessarily in Santa Claus.

But in something. In better things. And it's not bad to have a movie that shows you there's nothing wrong with hoping for the best. <3
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