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[13 Sep 2005|09:20pm]
A Tribute to Real Chicks.
This is a tribute to the nice girls. The nice girls made of sugar and spice, who always get overlooked, and who sit and endure endless ranting about the psycho-bitch stalker sluts men are wasting their time with, all the while embodying an angelic, classy exterior that is underrated. This is dedicated to the girls who pick up the phone at 2 a.m. to talk to their belligerently drunk guy friends and listen to them for hours about nonsense because they don’t feel like going to sleep. This is for the girls who still say thank you to the guy who hurries to hold the door open for the leggy blonde in front of you, then squeezes in front of you and barely saves the door from slamming in your face. This is in honor of the girls who reiterate how lucky any girl would be to have a certain guy, and then tell him 50 different ways to impress the girl of his dreams who is too stupid and stuck up to notice him in the first place. This is in honor of the girls who pump up a man’s ego because she knows how delicate is, and once it gets bruised, she tells him how sexy/smart/funny he is so that his confidence (and head) is as inflated as it was before some dumb bitch ripped his heart out and put it in a blender. This is for the girls with the big hearts, who aren’t afraid to be silly, who lay it on the line, and who can go with the flow. This is for the girls who truly believe there is more to guys then sex and sports, but still put up with the sexist jokes and watch ESPN Sports Center without complaint.
This is for all the girls who have been told, “you’re the type of girl guys want to marry”, and who spend their Friday nights alone (or with other nice girls) because they don’t put out on the first date. This is for the girls who possess all of the qualities of a kick-ass girlfriend, but never get the time of day.This is for all of the girls who are unappreciated, but still unselfishly give their time and effort, go to great lengths to please others, and continue to genuinely care about other people’s feelings (even if they are assholes). This is for the ladies who are called prude because they would rather spoon than lick balls. For all the girls who are cast to the side, sit out the slow dances, and confidently go stag to social events, this is for you.
This is for the time you had to work at 8 a.m. the next morning, but still picked his drunken ass up and drove him around so his other drunk friends wouldn’t have to leave the party and so he wouldn’t have to stumble into his house puking at 3 a.m. This is for the time he ditched hanging out with you to play video games with his friends and for the time he blew you off to stare at some anorexic blonde with jugs bigger than your head in a bathing suit. This is for the time you went to hang out with him and his friends and even though he was too cool to admit he had feelings for you and practically ignored you the whole time, you still pretended not to notice as all comments were directed to your chest instead of your face. This is for the Scarface marathon you sat through after he bitched for the first five minutes of a romantic comedy you’d been dying to see, but you let him choose what to watch anyway, because you’re nice like that.
Nice girls don’t get the attention they deserve. We like sports, we like to get rough and dirty, we don’t ask you 100 times if you think we’re fat, and we don’t complain while you munch down four cheeseburgers as we enjoy our salad and water. Even more surprising, nice girls don’t get asked out as much as they should. We don’t expect anything fancy, I mean you can save that $40 you spent taking some whore out to dinner just so you could secure some booty time for desert and use it to rent a video and buy us some flowers. I wish I could explain this, but the only conclusion I can come up with is guys are image-whores who just want a hot piece of ass and to uphold a badass reputation. Many of them claim they want a girl they can take home to Mom, but when faced with such a lucky find they say absurd, illogical things such as “Oh, she’s out of my league”, “The timing is off”, or “She’s not my type”. I’m sorry, but these conceited jerks I just have no tolerance for. There is no connection between what they say (“I don’t want to wake-up next to a stranger”) and what they do (“Who the fuck is this naked woman in my bed?”). Furthermore, they comment on the lack of women who possess the full-package that are still available as they continue to sleep around with any hoe-bag with a short skirt, blonde streaks, wide-open legs, and even wider-opened mouths. But one thing I will say is this does not last forever. Eventually the boys get tired of fucking the high-school/college dropout with STDs and illegitimate children, and that’s when they will be begging to tap the tight nice girls’ asses. The hard part is sorting out the loser guys from the ones who didn’t have to sleep with 25 girls to realize what they actually want in a woman and then making sure they aren’t involved with the very psycho-bitches that give us nice girls a bad rep.
So until these men realize what they are missing, until they actually grow big enough balls to go for the nice girls, until they are ready to get more from a relationship than blow jobs and booty calls, and until they have the intelligence to give us exactly what we need, I propose a toast to all the nice ladies. You know who you are, and *I know* you are sick of hearing you have to be patient and keeping waiting until what’s meant to happen will happen. But the truth is, the world needs your long comforting talks, your insightful suggestions, your pleasantly optimistic perspective, and your tendency to let the men act like heroes and take the credit while you sit in the background as the ditzy damsel who has so much more than what meets the eye. For all the crazy, immature, ill-witted things you fathom, for all the situations where your infallible performance is unacknowledged, and for the endless nights you spend trying to improve someone else’s life instead of your own, my gratitude and appreciation go out to you. You do have infinite, priceless, goddess qualities and our sovereignty and absolution is coming.
*repost this if youre a nice girl
*repost this if youre a guy who appreciates and nice girl

all i have to say is, fucken right =)
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[12 Sep 2005|10:45pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]

alright, so i thought id point out that im the biggest loser ever.
oh my god.
i have never felt so incredibly stupid in my entire life.
im contemplating whether someone should push me off a cliff or not.
honestly, someone who doesnt even know me is creeped out by me. how fucked up must i seem?
oh boy. whatevs mann..
i thought id put this in this journal in case someone stumbles upon it, which apparently happens pretty often.
anyway, again, im sorry! youll know if im talking about you.
i hope there isnt any "weirdness" and such
<33 ex's and oh's bitches and hoes =P

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[11 Sep 2005|09:22pm]
fuck this, im switching journals.
its friends only.
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[11 Sep 2005|12:09am]
[ mood | content ]

today i did absolutely nothing. finished up my careers collage, which im actually quite proud of. i tanned for a bit and walked over to dees and we chilled for a bit. came back home and got ready. searched through the entire second season of Family Guy just to find one random line, and realized i didnt have the episode, we were really upset. Sara and Jessica came over, watched some Family Guy and talked. Eventually Jill came, and we walked to Q.
..Then the fun began.
we get to Q only to see a bunch of the guys, and were like, "fuck that, we look like shit" so we ran to tim hortons haha. eventually made our way over to Q to see the guys, and left shortly after. on our way to my house, zack realized he lost his cell phone in soem randoms backyard where he got in trouble so he and i went back to get it, only not being able to find it. then we witnessed a car accident, it was pretty sweet. no one got hurt, so i dont feel bad saying that. then TJ Zack and Hector came back to my house, and i can now say i had zack knechtal laying in my bed. hector and zack were gonna go skinny dipping but didnt, so just went in theyre boxers. personally i think hector looks like ashton kutcher!! and thats pretty hot haha! after the boys left, the girls and i chatted it up. i honestly love those girls so much. theyre my like close close friends, almost best. sleepover next weekend girlss <3

haha, i must say, i received a pretty amusing comment tonight, and all i did was laugh. some people might be all intimidated, but i definitely laughed. i mean, if she confronts me, im pretty sure ill be like, "go find a penis little hoe." or maybe ill be more understanding? i dont know, i mean i wasnt the nicest person either, but still, dont say stuff if you dont know me.

i was thinking about that earlier.
why do people think they have the right to say stuff when they dont know me? im not gonna lie, i definitely started it, and im not denying it, i was wrong because i didnt know the whole story. (so if you read this, i didnt mean any offence by it, all i meant was that i heard something and was surprised, alright?)
now that ive admitted im wrong, back on topic.
people dont know me and always have something to say about me. i dont think ive ever really done anything to anyone to really have deserved very much. im the type of person where if i dont like you, you know it. im not a very fake person. i have my fair share of shit talking, but only about the people to deserve it. i dont spread rumours, thats just low. im not the greatest person around, but at least i have respect for myself and for other people. people who are going to say shit about me, well im gonna talk about you too, so dont be all offended when you find out.
and you know what surprises me a lot. the people who are all "in" with the older kids, the ones we wanna be "in" with, are the kids that have no future. seriously. when you sit there, do no homework, party on school nights, skip class all the time, and smoke and drink it up like mad, where are you going in life? you are repeating classes that you could get 70's in if you actually came to class.
im gonna tell you right now, half of the kids in our grade are not going to graduate with the rest of us. some people are so smart, but theyre just lazy. high school is supposed to be fun, but work a little bit. you want to make a career out of being a dumb ass? well, ill call you from university and tell me how high schools still going for you.
but you know what, people can do whatever they want with their lives, i really dont care. im just saying, maybe if they tried a little bit, it might get a little easier.
theres actually a lot more i have to say, and ill probably post more later but for now im done.
i had an amazing night, love you girls!
later days xoox
alicia <33

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[09 Sep 2005|03:34pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

so lately schools as good as schools gonna get i suppose.
all of my classes are boring as hell, but i grin and bear it =)
science is good considering i have a really good class, and sarah and i pass notes. real educational.
business is good. the course itself is boringgggg! but i have jill lucia amanda natasha hector phil and danny so its good!!
history. oh god. considering i hate history, its not too bad so far. (keyword: so far!)but i have sarah wasyluk behind me, and sarah menese around, and "Seamus" next to me, so im pretty content with it.
lunch is amazing. i absolutely love my lunch. aside from the fact that MARK!!, chelsea, julia, claire, brendan and andrew arent on it. i almost talked to headphone boy today, but i only saw him once and i didnt know what i was gonna say so i didnt get to it. soon though, i swear!!
chilled with jess amanda and sara. ugh, sara you dont need that shit, just fuck em! you have us <3
last period i skipped like half of it haha.
i went to pictures right after lunch and didnt bother going to class first. chilled with amanda, saw "him" and he came over to me =) eeeeekk.. im such a loserr..
went to class, did some work, talked across the room to sarah, pam, nina, and laura. wasnt terrible.

tonight i believe is bum night at sarahs house.
bum night meaning pizza, being ugly, and doing shit all. kind of depressing because its the first friday after school started, but its okay, well talk about summer and school and all the important stuff. like boys =) haha

so today in history sarah and i made our "Boys To Do" List. good laugh! hehe

i think im out now though
later days xoxo
love, alicia

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[08 Sep 2005|07:15pm]
NEW LAYOUT!
...again.
enjoy =)
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[07 Sep 2005|03:32pm]
[ mood | calm ]

good day today, i actually dont mind my schedule anymore =)
im switching out of business, but i dont know if i want to anymore, the teacher seems really cool, and the only grade 10 business course that time is with mr borrelli, and i heard hes an asshole.
and plus, i dont wanna get switched out of my classes with sarah. wouldnt mind getting out of my civics class though, its gayyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!
im hoping to get civics second than maybe switched into dance for last?
otherwise i dont know.
what classes should i switch into?
i need feedback peopleee!!

btw, did anyone catch the "PS" to my last entry?
feelings on that????


Ooo
Dear Abbey and Audrey,
carpool tomorrow??
my mom can come pick you up tomorrow.
call me when you see this 969 5513 <33

im out
later days
xx alicia oo

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[06 Sep 2005|03:36pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

back to school..
do disorganized, it disgusted me a little bit.

first perioid = amazing
science with masse.
sarah, jay lav, raman, morgan, pam, jenna bee, maressa, mike hogan, steph
great time in that class today!

second period.
one question, what??
grade 11 business?? i didnt even take business. me, maressa, steph, sara and marco are all in that class, and were definitely switching out. definitely not staying in that class, thats for sure.

third period.
history with sarah, amanda and pam.
its gonna be a fun class, i know it.
mr drouillard seems nice? i hope so!!

second lunch!
i knew id get second lunch, like i could feel it!
everyones on that lunch, i love it.
aside from a select few (julia, claire, brendan, chelsea, andrew, abbey, audrey)
still, amazing lunch.

fourth period.
civics/careers.
seems like a collasal waste of time, and im going to guess im right.
first day and i wrote sarah a note during class.
boy oh boy, probably not the smartest thing to do on the first day.. but the teacher seems cool (mr laing)
should be a piece of cake.

i feel kinda bad, i saw brendan this morning and jumped on him, i dont think he was expecting it.
i miss him though, i never get to see him..quite sad actually!!
then as i was chatting it up with brendan, i feel someone come behind me and practically pick me up.
oh boy, andrew johnson for sure.
then i jumped on him, causing us to almost fall, but i know he would have loved having me on top of him hahaha.
im so angry i dont have anything with him, but i know where his locker is, so im gonna go hunt him down =)
and eric pierced his ears. i seemed to have been one of the only ones surprised about it. jeeze, im so not with the timess!

so yah, first day was good, other than all the disorganized-ness.
and i hate my second period class, which i better get out of or ill diee!

im out though, Q run with the girls =)
later days
xx alicia oo

ps. headphone boy is sharing a locker with vanessa.
what the shit is that?!

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[05 Sep 2005|01:00pm]
[ mood | mostly happy ]

so summers over.
i cant say that i wasted it.
i had more fun than i could possibly imagine.
i expected more out of it, but it doesnt matter because it was still amazing.
as much as i dread school, a part of me wants to get back.
im ready to go back.
to see everyone, to get back into my routine.
at least something will keep me in line haha.
this summer taught me a lot, and i learned a lot from mistake i made.
i lost some people i was close to, but i also gained more.
i hope seeing everyone everyday will help me patch up some things and build some bridges.
i sit here, and i think, "okay, school is tomorrow"
but nothing sinks in.
it feels like something im only telling myself, almost as if its not real..
when i think about it, i only get a weird feeling in my stomach.
i dont know if its potential butterflies, or im sick. i dont know.
im kind of nervous to see everyone again.
i mean, i saw a lot of people over the summer, but i think we all know this year is going to be a huge difference.
ive heard grade 10 is the funnest year to come, and im hoping so.

to my friends,
thank you so much for sticking with me this summer, and helping me have the greatest summer yet.
without you guys, i definitely would have died.
this summer brought on a lot of challenges and bumpy roads, but we made it through them.
summer 'o5 will forever live on <3

so long sweet summer, its been amazing..
later days
xx alicia oo

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[04 Sep 2005|12:06am]
bonjour..
last night i slept over dees with sarah and had multiple "S.O." 's .. if you know what i mean.
this morning i came home showered and such, then sarah dee and i met zack at Q. oh man, it was fun, let me tell you..
than tonight sarah me and zack went over to deannas, where we made cupcakes, slept, and watched the notebook. and zack actualy admitted it was a good movie =)
i absolutely love zack, what a kid <33 i act around him like i act around my best friend, i honestly dont care lol.
he broke his vow to himself for us, i felt pretty speciall
but now im actually reallly tired, i think im gonna go to bed soon

later days
xx alicia oo
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[01 Sep 2005|11:58pm]
[ mood | tired ]

oh mannn... today was cedar point.
AMAZING to say the least!

im warning you now, im going to tell you every single detail of what happened today, so if you dont care, you can stop reading right about now..
woke up, got ready and went and got sarah and dee bright and early.
went to meet steve, aaron and colette at tims and got some food..
hit the road.
got stopped at customs for like 10 mins talking to the insane officer!! that guy took way too much pride in his job!!
then aaron steve and colette got pulled in because steve didnt have something about school?? like wtf!!!!
eventually we got going, and got to cedar!!
hit max air, wicked twister and power tower, and then waited in line for like 45 mins for the top thrill dragster, where we chatted it up with mr sean filby! oh man, what a ride!! sooo fun!!
after that we went on the magnum, where we saw philip galifi!! whatt a kid.. fun times for sure =)
after that had some food, and then we hit the gemeni where we saw an exact jeremy replica, sooo creepy!! then over to mean streak. damn JB, that shit hurt!
went on the water rides after that, where we got drenched, it was actually pretty disgusting.
then the mantis, shit it hurt like a mothah, but we pulled through haha..
hit dragster for a second time because the line was so much shorter.. ahh i love itt!
went on iron dragon for a nice leisurly ride after that hahaa..
went to go on millenium force but the line was crazy-ly long because it hadnt been open the entire day so we headed over to the raptor, where we saw russell and shaun and andrew corrado on the way.. went on it a few times..
after that hit up maxair again, where we saw JOSH
fuck, he looked amazingg, im so proud of myself for spotting him, like he was on the ride and i saw him..
then we went back to millenium and ended up being behind him in line..ohh so beautiful!!
hahah, i forgot to say, over the course of all this, at one point steves pants ripped right at the ass.. oh man, so fucking priceless!! hahahahaha
chilled in line for like, and hour, and saw shauna marie in the process!!
millenium was awesome. sarah and deanna got the ultimater perfect "JB" pose.. amazing!!
then we finished up and went and got foood and then headed home..

im pretty sure i missed a bunch of stuff, but i had such an amazing day. perfect way to close out the summer!
JB, love you girls, so glad you guys camee!! bffl! <33

randoms: O-H-I-O!!
sarah: what is O-H-I-O?
lmao
anthony: were riding shot gun!!
deanna: =)..what??
hahaha
*getting hurled around*
deanna: DAMN, JB!! (line of the dayy!) =)
steve: oh my god, there must be a halo around him!
sarah: oh man, i know ehh!!!
aaron: lets jog there!
anthony: no..no brisk jogs
haha, i love my brother and his friends, theyre so fun

so many great lines from today, cant even remember them all

im so beat! beds coming soon!!
im out though
later days kiddiesss
xx alicia oo

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[31 Aug 2005|05:01pm]
new layouttt
yayahh
comments?? feedback??

aliciaaaa <3
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[31 Aug 2005|03:10pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

mm.. i forgot how much i like the used =)
so the internet is back (halelluia)
mm so school in less than a week, i think im still in denial that its coming.
i mean, im thinking ohh yah, in the future..
i dont think itll finally hit me until the night before
like, hmm, maybe i should go to bed.. i have school in the morning!
im looking forward to seeing everyone, and getting back into my old routine.
summer days are the days i live for, but i mean, i like my routine, and im used to it, so yah.
i heard that we have to go to our first period class from last semester to pick up our schedules, well, at least itll be a little more organized than having 1300 students bombarding the main hall!
aww good, ill get to see jill and eric and christina and amanda for sure in good ol' religion class!!
wouldnt it be convinient if my old religion class was my new homeroom??
noo, that'd suck, i hate that room, its cold and makes weird noises.
the more i think about it, the more i guess you could say excited i am for school
oh god, excited for school, someone hit me..

as ridiculous as this sounds, im just scared that im not going to have enough time to get ready!
i mean, over the summer i could take as long as i wanted to get ready, now im rushed.
i mean first day i wanna look good, right?
so i shower, dry my hair, straighten my hair, do my make up, get dressed, accessorize, eat something, pick up the girls, and get to school around 8 im hoping so i can see everyone..
i mean comon, with that schedule, im gonna have to get up at like, 6.. and i dont do 6 am wake up, sorry!
perhaps ill shower night before, and straighten in the morning, save some time..
we shall see..
tonight im hoping that i can get my school supplies and get all that crap out of the way, and then go a few days after classes start and pick up the little things i missed.
then later brendan might come over? but we all know brendan is terrible with his promises, so again, we shall see!

c3DaR P0iNT tomorrrowww !!
(lettering = got bored)
sarah doesnt know if shes coming..loser, she better come!
the three amigos taking on cedar point =)
oh so pumped.. i dont know what to wear though.. anyone with suggestions, please lve me a comment!!

im out though, maybe ill wake up mark (muhahahahahaha)
later days
xx alicia oo

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[25 Aug 2005|10:58am]
[ mood | sleepy ]

id like to think im a damn good sister..
i went shopping for my brothers birthday gift and i bought him two dvds and a golf shirt (none of them being very cheap)
he better get me something good for my birthday or im going to be very angry!

yesterday i hung out with amandaaaaaa <333
we chilled and went to shoppers, Q, and Starbucks
she had her first ever anything from Starbucks and i pushed her to buy a straightener (which she did)
we talked and walked and it was good.
came home and DEANNA WAS HOMEE!!!!!
so obviously i said, "get your ass ovah hurr"
and she did..
she we talked some more, and then aman left, and shortly after so did dee..
later on deanna and i went to the mall and saw so many people!!
came home and read, watched some Degrassi and went to bed..


its kind of weird.
ive been spending a lot of time with my friends lately, but i feel like there something missing.
i dont know what that means, but i dont like it.
i have a good time with them, but i dont have fun like i used to.
maybe im just being a downer, and just getting moody, but i dont really know.
i realized last night that i always want to be going.
going here for this, and going there for that.
maybe it has to do with the fact that i hate windsor and am extremely pumped to get out!
i was talking to my mom last night about if were going to Cedar Point, and New York for New Years Eve, and Aruba for March Break and Italy next summer.
i think im too concerned with the future over the present.
but i love getting away. i love being somewhere where no one knows who you are, and for that short time, you let people think youre someone completely different than who you really are.
but i dont want to go away by myself, i want to be able to take someone with me when i go away.
quality time with family is fine, but it gets too old too quickly.

meh whatevs.
its too early to be awake, maybe ill go back to bed
xx alicia oo

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[24 Aug 2005|12:34pm]
cheer up emo kid <3



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[22 Aug 2005|06:07pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

i wish i wasnt so into books sometimes, its only a reminder of all the things that i wish i had.
have you ever noticed how in books, things always work out for everyone? its so unrealistic, but so captivating at the same time.
in the teeny bopper books that im absolutely in love with, one of the main characters is disgustingly beautiful, and can get boys at the drop of a hat. i mean c'mon, cause that actually happens in real life, right?
everyones always so beautiful, and can get away with drinking under-age and having sex but not being known as a slut and such.
i dont wanna go under age drink and fuck around, but i just wish life could be as simple as that, you know?
i love getting so lost in books.
thinking about what my life would be like if i were in the shoes of one of the characters.
lately ive wanted to write a book, how self fulfilling would that be??
..its always me, and my big dreams!!

just thinking.Collapse )

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[21 Aug 2005|06:02pm]
[ mood | bouncy ]


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[20 Aug 2005|04:54pm]
[ mood | bored ]

yesterday was extremely eventful.
i spent the entire day with sarah.
from 10:00 am to 12:00 midnight twas a long dayy!
some was good, some was bad, but i dont feel like re-living it, itll take too long.

woke up this morning around 11:30 and began reading Summer Boys.
by 4:00 i was finished.
i barely moved the entire time i was reading.
i had lunch and got dressed and thats it.
it was SOOO good!
so pumped to read the next one!

tonight i believe were going to the movies to see red eye or four brothers.
im hoping for red eye!!
and then deanna leaves for toronto tomorrow =(
and tuesday is the last day of volleyball *tear*
god, i love summer.
i cant believe how quickly it went by!

for some reason, i dont feel like myself today.
its kind of odd...
i wonder whats wrong with me?
blehh, what-evs

i talked to andrew last night, and he made me feel so much better.
ahh, i miss him beyond words.
im so excited to see him.
maybe ill go see him tomorrow if hes not busy <3

im out for now though, maybe ill go do something..
later days
xx alicia oo

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[19 Aug 2005|01:05am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

im in such a better mood now, im so happy!!

tis marks birthday!
happy birthday loser <33

okay, im pretty sure i like him now,
not mark, the other "him"...
like he makes me laugh uncontrollably.
and hes so adorable.
grr, i miss him though, i havent seen him in like, a decade!!
jokes.. maybe a month.
this is quite the sad ordeal ladies and gents..

today was good!!
volleyball was volleyball..
i love him, i dont care, dave is my love.

then i hung out with my favourite girls next door (kind of)
favourtie neighbours anyways haha..
went shopping with audrayy.
came home, andrea sarah dee and lu came over, we chilled..
mark and spencer came over, chilled some more!

now im hurr, chattin it up amoung some fine peeps.

im so pumped, going to marks bright and early in the morning to wake him up for his BIRFDAYYYY
hahaha, im attacking him, and im gonna give him 15 birthday punches
and 1 more for good luck =)

im out bitchesss
later days!
xx alicia oo

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[18 Aug 2005|11:42pm]
Dear Dave,

I love you.

love, Alicia
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