today i did absolutely nothing. finished up my careers collage, which im actually quite proud of. i tanned for a bit and walked over to dees and we chilled for a bit. came back home and got ready. searched through the entire second season of Family Guy just to find one random line, and realized i didnt have the episode, we were really upset. Sara and Jessica came over, watched some Family Guy and talked. Eventually Jill came, and we walked to Q.
..Then the fun began.
we get to Q only to see a bunch of the guys, and were like, "fuck that, we look like shit" so we ran to tim hortons haha. eventually made our way over to Q to see the guys, and left shortly after. on our way to my house, zack realized he lost his cell phone in soem randoms backyard where he got in trouble so he and i went back to get it, only not being able to find it. then we witnessed a car accident, it was pretty sweet. no one got hurt, so i dont feel bad saying that. then TJ Zack and Hector came back to my house, and i can now say i had zack knechtal laying in my bed. hector and zack were gonna go skinny dipping but didnt, so just went in theyre boxers. personally i think hector looks like ashton kutcher!! and thats pretty hot haha! after the boys left, the girls and i chatted it up. i honestly love those girls so much. theyre my like close close friends, almost best. sleepover next weekend girlss <3
haha, i must say, i received a pretty amusing comment tonight, and all i did was laugh. some people might be all intimidated, but i definitely laughed. i mean, if she confronts me, im pretty sure ill be like, "go find a penis little hoe." or maybe ill be more understanding? i dont know, i mean i wasnt the nicest person either, but still, dont say stuff if you dont know me.
i was thinking about that earlier.
why do people think they have the right to say stuff when they dont know me? im not gonna lie, i definitely started it, and im not denying it, i was wrong because i didnt know the whole story. (so if you read this, i didnt mean any offence by it, all i meant was that i heard something and was surprised, alright?)
now that ive admitted im wrong, back on topic.
people dont know me and always have something to say about me. i dont think ive ever really done anything to anyone to really have deserved very much. im the type of person where if i dont like you, you know it. im not a very fake person. i have my fair share of shit talking, but only about the people to deserve it. i dont spread rumours, thats just low. im not the greatest person around, but at least i have respect for myself and for other people. people who are going to say shit about me, well im gonna talk about you too, so dont be all offended when you find out.
and you know what surprises me a lot. the people who are all "in" with the older kids, the ones we wanna be "in" with, are the kids that have no future. seriously. when you sit there, do no homework, party on school nights, skip class all the time, and smoke and drink it up like mad, where are you going in life? you are repeating classes that you could get 70's in if you actually came to class.
im gonna tell you right now, half of the kids in our grade are not going to graduate with the rest of us. some people are so smart, but theyre just lazy. high school is supposed to be fun, but work a little bit. you want to make a career out of being a dumb ass? well, ill call you from university and tell me how high schools still going for you.
but you know what, people can do whatever they want with their lives, i really dont care. im just saying, maybe if they tried a little bit, it might get a little easier.
theres actually a lot more i have to say, and ill probably post more later but for now im done.
i had an amazing night, love you girls!
later days xoox